surrogate wife

Chapter 151 Just Come Back
There are many ways to deal with surprises. It may be that I am too immature and never really think about it. I feel that all the sudden appearances are well deserved. How could I see through this circle at that time? All the good luck comes from my own hard work.

After my mother found out, she rushed to Nanjing to see me. Hua Shipeng and I went to pick up the car. The eighteenth generation of the ancestors was asked, and I felt a headache when I heard it, but the more they chatted, the more energetic they became.

I stretched out my fingers and poked my mother's back in embarrassment, and said in a low voice, "Mom, don't ask me less, you won't be annoyed if you keep asking!"

My mother pursed her lips with a smile, and said naively: "I also care about it! Your brother always talks about Xiaohua to me. When I saw him, I liked him from the bottom of my heart. Xinxin, Xiaohua is right. Hello, you have to be nice to him too!"

As soon as this sentence was said, Hua Shipeng was probably also elated, and the corners of his eyes and brows were all full of joy.I lowered my head, wishing I could bury my head in the ground, I couldn't tell what mood I was in, I just felt a lot of pressure.

I took my mother to the place I rented, Hua Shipeng went to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and then cooked.My mother dragged me into the room, and it happened that my younger brother was also here, so the three of us chatted for a long time in the room, and of course we couldn't do anything without Hua Shipeng.

My mother asked me: "Xinxin, Xiaohua is really nice, what are you talking about with him now!"

"Brother Hua confessed to my sister!" My brother cut in immediately, my mother said "Oh!" and then asked, "Then you are together?"

"No way, my sister didn't agree or refuse, so she just left Brother Hua there!" My younger brother answered more vigorously than me, and I immediately gave him a blank look, wishing I could raise my arm and give him two punches.

My mother pulled me over and hurriedly asked me what was going on. I pouted and said reluctantly: "I don't know each other very well yet, I don't want to date so soon!"

My mother's eyes were deep, and the dark brown eyes were covered with a layer of fine mist. She stretched out her hand to hold me, and said earnestly: "Xinxin, you are still young, and my mother is not in a hurry to find a partner for you. But look at Mom like this now, Mom knows she can't take care of you well, so she just wants to take care of your affairs when I still have the strength!"

"Mom, what are you talking about? You are not in good health. You promised to live a long life, and then wait for me and my brother to honor you!"

"That's right, Mom, my career will be even better when I start my career. When my sister and I are successful, we will buy a house in Nanjing and take you over!"

My mother shook her head and said with relief: "I am very satisfied if you have this kind of heart. Having children is never to gain anything from you. As a mother, as long as I see you living well, I am happier than anything else! "

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his other hand to hold my brother, and then put our hands together, "Didi, you have been naughty since you were a child, causing trouble everywhere, I have always been spoiled by you, even your sister let you go everywhere Protect you, now that you are starting to break through by yourself, you should have the spirit of a man. Although you are young, mother hopes that you can do your duty as a man here. You have to protect your own people. Your sister is too modest , I have suffered too much grievance, and you will know some things even if Mom doesn't tell you, Mom just hopes that you will take good care of her!"

"Mom..." My nose was sore, and I immediately leaned towards my mother, "I will take good care of myself, don't worry, Mom!"

My mother seemed to be crying, but she stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears quickly, and said to me after she calmed down: "Xinxin, my mother is also a woman, you can guess how much you think about your mother, but you can Don't be stubborn, let yourself be silent in the past, as long as you are alive, you have to move forward, you are only 23 years old, you still have a long way to go!"

She paused, thought for a while, her face was still soft.She said: "Xinxin, Mom hopes that you cherish the person in front of you. It is a woman's blessing to find a person who is sincere and good to you in this life. Although Xiaohua and I haven't spoken a few words, we can see that he is a good person." Reliable man, besides... besides, you must know that although the past has passed, it is always disgraceful to mention it. I thought you would keep it a secret for the rest of your life, but now Xiao Hua I don't care if I know it, it shows that he really has a [-]% heart for you!"

I was stunned, and my heart was filled with soreness. I didn't know what I was thinking at the time, but I just felt stabbed by something, so I immediately replied: "Mom, do you think I can't get married because of my dishonorable past?" ? So when you meet someone who is nice to me, you have to grab it right away?"

I said this in a hurry, without thinking through my brain, my mother frowned when she heard it, "You child, what are you thinking? Mom is just talking about the facts. This society is too realistic. Men are more selfish than women. You will either live forever. Let those things rot in your stomach, or find someone who knows everything and can accept you!"

I don't understand my mother's theory, and I don't know how she thinks about me. Maybe there is an insurmountable ideological outlook between us, so she can understand many things without me explaining clearly.

But my mother is really doing it for my own good. After all, at her age, she has seen the world and experienced more people than me.As she said, there is no secret that can be hidden for a lifetime, even if I hide it, I will feel uncomfortable for the rest of my life, and I will always worry and be on guard all my life. She doesn't want me to live this kind of life, but the cruelty of society is here again. , so when she saw Hua Shipeng, she really wanted to match us up.

We didn't talk any more, as long as I think about the topic of Chen Haotian, I will feel very sad, and I will naturally not tell them what happened afterwards.

It didn't take long for Hua Shipeng to call us for dinner. My younger brother carried my mother into the wheelchair and pushed her out.

I haven't had the chance to eat Hua Shipeng's handicrafts before. This time, there are four dishes and one soup. There are not many dishes, but each one is very eye-catching.Mapo tofu, sweet and sour pork ribs, dry pot cabbage, dry stir-fried green beans, and a whitebait egg soup.

The dinner table was peaceful, everyone was chatting and laughing, I haven’t eaten such home-cooked food for a long time, and the feeling is really good.

My mother stayed here for two days, because her legs were inconvenient, so she didn't want to stay for a long time. When she left, it was given by my brother, who happened to be going home to get some summer clothes.

After my mother went back, I asked Hua Shipeng, and I said, "Do you really like me?"

He was driving at that time, and the speed of the car immediately slowed down when I asked such a question. He squinted his eyes, turned his head and looked at me, a little helpless and sad, and said, "Xinxin, don't you know that even now?" Believe me?"

I shook my head, not because I didn't believe it, but because I wanted to ask again.Maybe because I was hurt so deeply before, I already had a self-made barrier in my heart. In this barrier, there is timidity and fear. Even though I know a lot of things, I still dare not go easily. identified.

He stopped the car on the side of the road and looked at me with his hands on the steering wheel, still with an affectionate expression.Chen Haotian's pupils are as sharp as an eagle's, while Hua Shipeng's eyes are like gentle stone jade, which always makes people feel at ease and pure.

He sighed a long time, reached out and rubbed my hair, he said: "Xinxin, let me tell you again sincerely, I, Hua Shipeng, really like you, love you, for so many years, I have never changed my mind, it’s not that no one has chased me, and my family has arranged blind dates for me, but I still don’t want to go, you may think it’s fake, but these are the facts!”

"When people are alive, there are always many things that are difficult to explain in words, just like I still can't figure out why I am so devoted to you, Xinxin, I believe in myself, and I am not the kind who will take myself People who come to joke about feelings, I recognized you when I first met you, so I tried every means to get close to you, I will go to the dance club if you apply for it, and I will go to the comics club if you go to it, I am obviously a scumbag and know nothing, But I want to go wherever you are!"

He suddenly lowered his head, feeling a little downcast, and said: "Xinxin, I do so much just to let you see me, and I won't let go of any chance to be by your side. One day you'll turn your head and look at me!"

Love words don't grind people, what grinds people is his sincerity, my heart is full of uneasiness, a little bit of warmth is slowly stirred up, I suddenly raised my head, fixed my mind to look at him, and said for a long time: "I and You know what happened between Chen Haotian, right!"

In fact, I was quite afraid of this topic. In the final analysis, it was a disgraceful past. Let alone in front of Hua Shipeng, I would feel embarrassed even if it was my mother.

I love Chen Haotian, and I still think of him suddenly at night, but love can no longer support me to continue, I can only force myself to leave his world like this, but at this moment, I have to bring up this topic again.

Hua Shipeng pursed his lips, his expression mixed with some emotions that I couldn't understand.He frowned slightly, then looked at me and said, "I don't really like it when you bring this up!"

I felt a lump in my heart, closed my eyes, sneered, and before I opened my mouth, I heard him explaining to me: "I don't care, and it's not that I can't tolerate it. About your past, although you never told me, but I You can probably guess, Xinxin, I don't want you to mention these things not because I am angry with you, but because I don't want you to think about these things again, because I know you will feel bad if you think too much!"

I stared and watched, tears gathered in my eyes for a moment, I moved my lips slightly, and I said, "You...you really don't care?"

He sighed, thinking, his whole face wrinkled, and he said: "How could I not care, I love you so much, I have been chasing you for so many years, let alone your person, I have never even held hands. When I knew it, I really felt like I was going to collapse, but I still couldn't bear to let you go, Xinxin, people can't live in the past, I believe in you, and I also believe in my own choice, I know, there must be something you had to do at that time Sorry, now, it’s good that you’re back!”

(End of this chapter)