surrogate wife

Chapter 157 Tragedy
"You still have a lot, you have a home, you still have Chen Xiao!"

Chen Haotian was like a dead tree, sitting there blankly, his arms hanging down as if being blown by the residual wind.The rain also seemed to fit the occasion, and it suddenly became heavier. I felt that my hair was completely wet and my face was covered with cold water. My eyelashes were trembling. I sneezed several times, and he looked up at me. , and then stood up, "Let's go, I'll take you back!"

I followed behind him, my footsteps were a little weak, I probably caught a cold, my nose was blocked badly, the rain was hitting my face, and I sneezed several times, Chen Haotian stretched out his hand to wrap around my shoulder, I wanted to avoid it, his palm But Li immediately increased his strength, "Don't move, it's raining, so I can protect you a bit!"

I stopped my voice immediately, and lowered my trembling arms in due time.His coat was still on me, but he was only wearing a thin woolen sweater. His mouth was pursed deeply. From this angle, the beard stubble was really obvious.

After getting in the car, he immediately turned on the air conditioner, and then asked me to take off my coat. He turned sideways and took a blanket from the back seat, and said to me, "Wipe it!"

I took it in a daze, glanced at him, and couldn't help but say, "You still have this in your car?"

His eyes darkened for a moment, and then he turned up the temperature a little more, and said, "Xiaoxiao likes to sleep in the car, so I left it in case she would catch a cold!"

"Oh!" My heart was inexplicably stuffed, and then I turned my head and didn't dare to look at him. Thinking of that immature smiling face in my mind, my heart throbbed again, "Xiaoxiao is back?"

"En!" He nodded, then started the car without saying a word.

The speed of the car was very slow, and it rained harder halfway. He asked me where I was going, and I thought about giving the address. He smiled slightly and laughed at himself, "It really is a different place!"

I didn't make a sound, turned my head against the glass, and stopped talking.The music in the car is Jay Chou's "Back" and the single cycle that I am familiar with. I don't know if he did it on purpose or what.

When we arrived at the neighborhood where I lived, he refused to turn off the ignition. I glanced at him suspiciously, and he reached out and grabbed me, "Are you going back? Xinxin?"

His tone was low, and his expression was the color of ashes. I lowered my head, resisting the sadness in my heart and forcing myself not to waver, "I can't go back!" After speaking, I threw my arms open, opened the car door and ran out.

As soon as I entered the entrance control of the unit, I ran into Hua Shipeng, and I was frozen there coldly. He looked at me with deep eyes, but the curvature of his mouth made me tremble.

"You... why are you here?" My voice trembled slightly, I looked down at my shoes and couldn't say a word.

"Back?" he asked quietly.

"Well, I..."

"Where are you going?" He was asking knowingly, I raised my head, my nose was very blocked, suddenly he sighed heavily, then reached out and took off his coat to wrap me up, "Let's go back and talk about it!"

When I got home, I took a shower. When I entered the room, the air conditioner was turned on, and there was a bowl of ginger soup on the bedside table.I walked over and sat down, picked up the ginger soup and drank it in one gulp, Hua Shipeng pushed the door open and entered, his face still very ugly.

With a towel in his hand, he sat down next to me and wiped my hair quietly. Then he went to get a hair dryer and dried my hair carefully.

"It's cold, don't let your hair come out when it's dry!"

I pouted, reached out and tugged at the corner of his clothes inadvertently, and then asked cautiously, "Are you angry?"

He frowned, his eyes were quite helpless, he suddenly reached out and hugged me in his arms, and then said to me: "Xinxin, do you think I can not be angry?"

I don't speak, I'm afraid to speak, and I don't know what to say!Guilt is natural, and of course there are other emotions in it. He lowered his head and bit my lip hard. No bloodshed!

He was furious and said loudly: "This is a lesson for you, I am very angry today!"

I pursed my lips, turned my face away from him, and he stretched out his hand to grab my shoulder, and then kissed me directly.

After I took a shower, I was wearing pajamas, a waist tie style, and it fell off after a little tugging. I opened my eyes wide in panic, and faced his eyes. His eyes were full of moisture, and then murmured: " Xinxin, I love you!"

My heart tightened inexplicably, and when I closed my eyes again, tears slid down. He kissed away my tears, and the place where the tip of his tongue licked felt wet and dry.

The palm moved up, lightly with a little timidity, slightly trembling across the place he wanted to touch, and finally reached the forbidden place, after all, he lost his sense of proportion.

I just pushed him lightly that day, and then I didn’t struggle anymore. The moment he stepped forward, my mind went blank. There is only a slight reaction when the stock boom arrives.

He opened his eyes obsessively, a little shaken, but when he met his gaze, he immediately turned away.

I didn't dare to come out under the quilt. Whether I was shy or unconscious, I couldn't tell the difference.

It took him a long time to pull me out of the quilt, reached out and copied me behind my head, carefully carried me upstairs, and then hugged me in his arms. Maybe my silence made him a little uneasy. He frowned and asked me : "Are you...are you angry!"

"I'm sorry!" He closed his eyes remorsefully, his silent expression was like a wax figure, I reached out to caress his face, breathed towards him, and said, "Don't think too much, I don't!"

A simple sentence can make him ecstatic. That night, he hugged me and refused to let go. He clung to me and talked for a long time before falling asleep peacefully, while I opened my eyes endlessly in the dark. Looking forward, holding his hand at that moment, I felt relieved for the first time.

like?After a long time, you will feel that love is not all the motivation to support your life at all, and you will gradually understand that having a dependence is a happier and warmer thing.To a large extent, love is just a spiritual pillar. It has no specific image or fixed form. Although there are countless words of praise, no one can really explain it!
But relying on it is real. It is the life-saving water in the desert, and the fire for heating in winter. It can always give people the most perfect comfort when they are helpless. I used to think that love can accomplish everything, but now I found that, in fact, relying on is what we really need.

But it cannot lose the ability to walk independently because of dependence.

The relationship between me and Hua Shipeng was just like that because of that night. I no longer had the fiery enthusiasm in my relationship, but only a kind of indifferent insight.We get along well, and I am used to his care and tenderness to me. It seems that when everything started to be perfect, something went wrong.

A week after the TV series finished, I received a request from the production side to take a promotional photo. The next day after I came back, I saw entertainment news with my report.

The things uploaded on the Internet before were turned out in their original form, and the incidents were also concrete, and the photos with heads and faces were also posted, and I was caught in a news of unspoken rules.

The announcement was also canceled during that time, all publicity plans could no longer continue, and even the director proposed to replace my lens.

I'm sad, I'm sad, but the power of online public opinion is not something I can explain in a few sentences. I also held a press conference right away. Of course it was not very successful. On the contrary, I was asked a few questions by reporters. I was speechless.

Hua Shipeng told me not to show up again, saying that silence is the best. The room I live in is like a psychopath every day. I dare not surf the Internet or answer the phone. I didn't tell me until Hua Shipeng came back at night that my mother was hospitalized.

I rushed to my hometown with my brother in a hurry. Huashi Peng drove very fast along the way. When we arrived at the hospital, my uncle was there and slapped me when he saw me.

Hua Shipeng and my younger brother came to block me, but my uncle just stared at me, "When Jianjun left, he told me to take good care of you. It was my negligence. Xinxin, you have always been the pride of your parents. Now you How can you do such immoral things?"

I thought that my uncle must have seen the news, and couldn't help but feel a little chilled. My lover, why didn't he even ask a word, and assumed that I really did it.

I raised my head, tears were streaming down my face, my eyes were still hard even though my eyes were blurred, I gritted my teeth and shouted: "I don't have unspoken rules. I don't, I didn't do anything!"

"Slap!" Another slap. My uncle has been loving me since he was a child. My father is away all year round. Many times I feel that he is like a father in a hurry.

"If your father knew about it, he would wish he hadn't given birth to you!"

I think there is nothing more poisonous, and nothing can hurt me more, Hua Shipeng hugged me and looked at my uncle defensively, while my younger brother quietly hugged my uncle to prevent him from hitting me .

I sat in the corridor of the hospital, I didn't know how long I cried, and I didn't stand up until the doctor said that my mother woke up.

My mother drank pesticides. Fortunately, she drank less and was sent to the hospital early. When I went in and saw her pale face, I couldn't stop crying.

"Mom!" I said hoarsely, but she just glanced at me lightly, then turned her head coldly and stopped looking at me.

Not reconciled, I walked up to her and pulled her face.She was still stubbornly not looking at me, and finally closed her eyes altogether.

"Mom!" I was hysterical, I couldn't figure out why they were treating me like this, what kind of news in the entertainment industry didn't come out every year, it was just a rumor of unspoken rules to get roles, so why did they treat me like this?
Obviously I was wrong, my mother called my brother after being silent for a long time, and then said: "There is something in the bag under the cabinet, take it out to your sister!"

My brother was stunned for a moment, then raised his head to look at me, and walked over with a "Yeah!"

My brother simply stuffed the bag into my hand, I tremblingly opened the zipper, and there were a few newspapers inside and a stack of photos besides it!

(End of this chapter)