surrogate wife

Chapter 158 Died Last Year
As soon as I saw the photo, I just stayed there, and couldn't help but shudder from the bottom of my heart. Who else could have this handwriting besides Liu Shuxian?Unexpectedly, after leaving Gu Xue, she still stares at me covetously.

The photos were of the events between me and Chen Haotian after I returned to Nanjing. They were taken in great detail, and almost no major incidents were left behind. Hua Shipeng stood next to me with a livid face, but I calmly went through all the photos.

I have the impression that most of the photos are nothing more than the process of me getting along with Chen Haotian, but I also really admire Liu Shuxian. I really don’t know where she went to find someone who can take such detailed photos.

The last few photos were taken on my set, and I was shocked when I saw me, thinking that I broke up with Chen Haotian when I went to film, why did she find someone to shoot?Could it be that they are supervising me!

I couldn't help but twitched the corners of my mouth, until I saw the bottom few photos, and I was completely stunned.In the dense crowd, the most familiar person, in a black suit, stood behind the crane and stared quietly, and I was right in front of his line of sight.Standing on the small bridge in a green skirt, next to the princess played by Zhou Lei, I lowered my head and was covered in water, standing tremblingly on the side.

My eyes are red, and I feel unspeakably uncomfortable. In the photos below, from autumn to winter, almost every one shows him looking at me from a distance.

For more than four months, I used time to forget him little by little, walked out of my memory with him, tore the memories into scattered pieces, and buried them one by one in the ocean of time.I think I let him go a little bit, but he never let me go.

I put away the photos, Hua Shipeng's whole face turned green, and then dragged me out without saying a word, he asked me: "Have you been in touch with him?"

I lowered my head quietly, my mind was very confused, I didn't answer, I walked to the side seat and sat down, I didn't know what I was thinking at that moment, and I didn't know what I should do next. Just pinching the photo instantly broke down in tears.

I went back to find Chen Haotian, yes, I was dazed, and ran out holding the pile of photos without thinking about anything.

No one answered the phone call, and at the end of the call, the phone voice showed that it was temporarily unavailable.

I stood outside with my phone in my hand, tears falling, "Chen Haotian, Chen Haotian, why can't I find you!"

I finally went to the station and bought the ticket for the earliest train. On the way, I called Mrs. Zhang and asked her for Liu Shuxian's number.

I hesitated for a long time along the way before calling. The moment I heard Liu Shuxian's voice at Nanjing Station, I felt that I was really humble.

Her voice was crying, and when she asked me who I was, I froze there, forcing myself to muster up the courage to talk to her, and I said, "I'm Li Xin!"

She hung up the phone when she heard my name, and didn't answer the call. I could only send a text message, "I can't find Chen Haotian, please tell me, where is he?"

There was no response to the text message, and when I called again, the phone was turned off.My heart throbbed and hurt, and my brain felt like it was stuffed with paste.

I took a taxi and went to the apartment. The room was still the same, and all the furnishings inside were still the same as before I left. Now I come back, but I am not in the same state of mind.

I lay on the bed, hugged the pillow and cried until the sky was dark. Finally, I cried until I had no strength, and then I fell into a deep sleep.

At two o'clock in the morning, I was woken up by the phone, thinking it was Hua Shipeng's call again, but when I opened my eyes and saw it was Liu Shuxian, I immediately sat up again.

Answering the call, her voice was very calm, "Chen Haotian is awake, come and see him!"

My heart tightened inexplicably, and I asked for no reason: "Are you awake? Why are you awake?"

Liu Shuxian's voice was very calm, "He was in a car accident, just woke up, he wants to see you!"

I ran out crazily, like a headless fly. I ran out the door only to find that I hadn't changed my clothes and shoes, and then came back.

When I arrived at the ward, I stood at the door in a daze for a long time. Liu Shuxian seemed to know that I was coming, and pushed the door to come out. Her face was not good-looking, a little pale, and she was calm when she saw me.

A person who hated me so much has no strength to hate me now.

I was so anxious that my heart felt like it had already jumped to the back of my throat, so I stammered and asked her: "Chen Haotian...how is he?"

She walked to the seat outside and sat down, whispering: "Go and have a look!"

When he entered, his head was still wrapped with gauze. Chen Xiao sat next to him and raised his head to look at me with red eyes. When he saw it was me, he called auntie slightly.Nasal voice is heavy, full of crying.

Chen Haotian was lying on the bed, his left foot was hung by a bandage, I looked at him distressedly, he opened his eyes slightly as if he sensed my presence.

The corner of his mouth twitched, and the bruise on the right side of his face made me a little shocked. I walked over trembling, and tears fell instantly.

"Xiao... Xiao, you go out to accompany mom first, dad... wants to talk to auntie!" Xiaoxiao sniffed, then walked out quietly, and heard the door close. Just waved me over.

I helped him raise the pillow, and he reached out to wipe my tears, "Why are you crying like this, am I not dead yet?"

I couldn't hold back what I said in one sentence, and I grinned and cried several times.

"Why are you like this? Tell me, didn't you feel fine when you left that day? Why are you like this? Why didn't you answer my phone? Why? Chen Haotian, you've gone too far, do you know that?"

I didn't mean to scold him, but I felt a little incoherent when I said it.His face was so swollen that he couldn't see it, but he felt a little hideous.

He shook my hand, but without the previous strength, he glanced at the table beside him, and said, "There is a bag underneath, you... take it out!" "

I heard the sound and went to get it. It was a jewelry bag. I took it out and there was a ring inside. I opened my eyes and looked at him with tears and sadness. Yes, I realized at this moment that I still love him that much. I feel that as long as he says a word, a word, I will continue to stay by his side regardless of anything.

However, he closed his eyes and said with difficulty: "Xinxin, this was given to you when I was planning to marry you, and now, I give it to you in the hope that you can find someone better than me to marry in the future! "

As soon as I loosened my hand, the ring rolled straight down. I looked at him in disbelief, opened my mouth and said, "You... what do you mean?"

He still had his eyes closed, and he retracted the hand that was holding me. His voice was so soft that I had to lower my head to listen. He said, "I wanted to find you with this ring, I hope you Back to me, there was a car accident on the road that day. I walked at the intersection of death, and realized that what I really should cherish is what I have in front of me. Xinxin, I have a home, and I also have Xiaoxiao. I can’t let go !"

I think it's very ridiculous, it doesn't follow the plot at all.I shook my head and shook my head, thinking that I had heard or misunderstood, so I asked again, and I said, "What do you mean?"

He said, "I set you free, and I won't force you to turn back?"

"Don't force me anymore?" I wiped my tears, I didn't even know what form to use to cry, and I said, "You know very well that I am willing to come to see you today, which means I forgive you, as long as you say a word, one Hug me and maybe I will come back to you, what do you mean when you tell me these words now!"

He suddenly fell silent, turned his face slightly to the other side, and then said hoarsely: "That's all... I don't plan to divorce Liu Shuxian, Xiaoxiao needs a complete family!"

It was a perfect reason, and it was also a pretty good excuse. I stood up trembling, enduring the constant pain in my heart, and asked him: "You...don't love me anymore, do you?"

"No more love!"

"If you don't love you, why would you go to the set to see me? If you don't love me, why have you been taking care of me for more than four months? Are you doing Zhou Lei's business? Why do you protect me if you don't love me?"

He stopped talking and remained silent. I threw myself on him and hugged him. He groaned and frowned in pain. I was startled and immediately let go, and hurriedly asked, "Do you have any more?" Hurt? Did I hurt you?"

He shook his head, finally opened his eyes, looked up at me, his eyes were full of mist, "Xinxin, let's end!"

All my life I long to be collected, placed properly, and kept carefully, so that I won't be surprised, I won't be wandering around, and I won't have any branches to rely on, but I know that person, I've always known him, and he will never come again!In fact, in the final analysis, meeting is a long sleep, and the dream is full of dust.

I finally wiped away all the tears on my face, threw the stack of photos I had been hiding in my pocket on his face, and then walked out without looking back. Once I left, I knew very well that I would never May turn back.

Naturally, I have regrets, thinking that I will not be able to accompany him in my future life, and others will accompany him to see through the long stream of this life, and you and I will bear the pain of being powerless to reality. It often happens in movies, but in reality, misses often turn around for a lifetime.

Later, when thinking about this relationship again, the thing that Yu Wen Sanjin regrets the most is probably that he didn't get married earlier.Unfortunately, for a while, I always felt that it would be better if I waited a little longer. In fact, it would not get better. It was all self-deception. Now, when I occasionally recall the past, I just feel that it is not a big deal to let go now. The thing is, in fact, no matter how passionate love is, it can't be worth the consumption of time every day.

The relationship between me and Chen Haotian, this is the end, maybe it is not the end.

After I left Nanjing, I dropped out of school, and Hua Shipeng stayed with me in my hometown for more than half a month. The TV series I filmed was not put on the market, and I don't know the reason.

Before I really started mixing in the showbiz circle, I made a splash in the muddy water. My family didn’t want me to go anymore. My mother said that she was getting old, so I couldn’t bear to be stimulated by me like this. I stood in front of her After kneeling all night, she forgave me.

Hua Shipeng opened a clothing store for me in my hometown, but due to local reasons, I couldn't continue to do so, and it was transferred out before the last three months.

Later, I started Taobao at home. Hua Shipeng bought me a SLR and rented a studio for me to shoot clothes.

My store is well managed and has been doing well. In addition, I am good at taking pictures and processing them well, so the clothes look very good when they are taken. Besides, I don’t buy junk goods, and the quality is guaranteed. So By the end of the year I had done well.

In the Spring Festival of 2009, I went to Hua Shipeng's house and met his parents. It was a glimpse. Until 2010, we got engaged.

In 2012, Hua Shipeng and I moved to Shanghai, and we got married on December 22 of that year.

In 2013, I had a baby, and I didn't know Chen Haotian died until 14 years ago.

That day, I happened to see Mina’s update in the space, because Mina changed her number, so I couldn’t get in touch with her, so I immediately looked for her on QQ after seeing it.

I blamed her for not contacting me for a long time, she smiled and posted on QQ: "Then give me your number, and I will call you!"

We chatted for more than two hours that day. I knew that she was also married and pregnant. She was six months old and was about to give birth. When she asked about me, her voice was very low.

I said, "I'm also married, and my child is over one year old!"

She slowed down a little and murmured, "That's good!"

I asked her, "Are you still in touch with Lu Jian?"

She said: "No, my husband is very good to me, I also forgot!"

She also asked me: "Do you still miss Chen Haotian?"

I shook my head on the phone: "I don't want to, he should be living happily with his wife and children now!"

Mina fell silent for a moment, and she asked me: "Didn't Chen Haotian die last year? Why are you still with your wife and children?"

(End of this chapter)