surrogate wife

Chapter 159 As long as you live well
Mina didn't say anything clearly on the phone. It probably means that she also heard about it, but the news is reliable.

I couldn't describe my mood at that time, and I was in a trance for three or four days after I hung up the phone.

After marriage, my life is actually quite happy. Hua Shipeng treats me very well and is financially rich, but sometimes he is very suspicious of me.

Men really look different before and after marriage. Fortunately, Hua Shipeng's performance is not particularly obvious.But it is also very different from before. For a while, I actually thought about my relationship with him. I absolutely believe that he loves me, but most of this love will be caused by unwillingness in the later stage, so that he After getting me, the attitude changed a little.

Of course it’s not that it’s not good to me, but that it interferes with my personal life very badly. Every time I go out for a while, he will ask questions, and when I answer the phone for a long time, he will also look through my call records, and sometimes chat He will come to watch QQ, in short, I think the closer we are, the more insecure he feels towards me.

The worst time was three months after my baby was born, he carried the baby to the hospital for a paternity test while I was asleep.

Later, Hua Shipeng knelt down in front of me with the identification sheet, slapped himself in front of my mother, and begged for my forgiveness.If I change my temper back then, I think I will never go back, but the thinking of a married woman will change.

My mother also persuaded me, saying: "Xiaohua is actually good to you, think about your children, think about yourself."

I stayed at home for another two days. At that time, the milk swelled very much. I sucked the breast pump many times a day, and the baby drank too much milk. Drink, but the baby refused to drink milk powder, and I felt sorry for her crying, and finally endured the pain to feed.

Hua Shipeng never left. Seeing my tossing like this, he was very regretful. He said he was sorry for me and that he should not be influenced by other people's words. My heart was so sore that I swallowed my tears.

Hua Shipeng's business has grown, so he has a lot of dog-meat friends. Sometimes, for entertainment, the dinner party will be late. He has a few buddies who are good at playing, and they often go out together when they have something to do. Men, as long as they drink The drunk tongue is getting bigger, I reckon Hua Shipeng talked about the things between me and him, so his buddies always have a bit of grudge against me, maybe think that I have been a mistress before, so I am morally corrupt , Every time I talk about women, I always like to mention those topics in front of me.

It's not that I can't hear it, but it has been preventing Hua Shipeng from having an attack, and I have been wronged. Frankly speaking, I have always felt sorry for him after I married Hua Shipeng, so I just endured it. If you talk too much, even the children will not be spared.

Now that such an incident happened again, I naturally felt very uncomfortable. I told Hua Shipeng, "Since you didn't believe me, why did you marry me back then!"

Hua Shipeng's face was apologetic, and his expression was blank. He sat on the edge of the bed and took the baby from me, and then put him in the cradle beside him. He lowered his head, not daring to look at me. I'm going back, I was wrong, don't be angry, I will never listen to other people's words again!"

I turned around, grinned and gasped, he sat next to me and asked me what was wrong, I sat up quietly, and then changed the chest pad.

Hua Shipeng silently helped me pass things aside, and finally took my hand and begged me to go back.I turned my head to look at the sleeping baby, and finally followed him back.

In fact, I also know very well in my heart that a man's self-esteem is doubled when he gets you, so I would like to advise every lady here, no matter what you have experienced before, if you can't get to the end with him, then don't make a deal with him. His feelings are brought up in front of the next one.

Many women in life like to stage Qiong Yao dramas, talking about their own sorrows and sorrows. Many men will indeed feel sorry for each other at the beginning, but after a long time, they will become obsessed. A woman with a past, especially in terms of loyalty, no man will feel that Tolerable.

My marriage is relatively happy, but I always feel that I am labeled as disgraceful. Even if the occasional quarrel with Hua Shipeng gets angry, he will have something to say, and sometimes I am very tired. When he wants me at night and I refuse, he will think about it.

But life is still worth living. After all, I have a child, and I know very well that it's not that he doesn't love me, so I also know that I won't divorce.

I began to focus on my children and work. When a woman reaches a period, the real success is really herself.

Success is difficult. Second, everyone understands this, but don’t be too tight. I think you still have to have your own life. If you have someone you like, you should treat him well. Buy what you want, even if it ends up got nothing.If you have a dream you want, you must do it, even if it ends in nothing.Failure is nothing big. It is said that there are times when you are disgusted, but fate is such a process of accumulation. If you are not sure, one day your dream will come true. You think you have hit the big luck, but it is not. It is a late gift.

Hua Shipeng's income is naturally objective, but I also have my own job. I can really live a good life without being attached to him. Some people don't understand, and they will call me stupid and use my husband's money. Who else do you use?In fact, this is really not the case. No one is born with the obligation to treat you well, and no one must support you. Husband and wife are equal individuals. At first, because of the initial enthusiasm of the relationship, one party may absolutely compromise and give way. But in the later stage, after the family chores are together, you will feel that there will be friction if everything depends on it.

Although there were conflicts and frictions between me and Hua Shipeng, but after that time he never dared to be too harsh on me.

Life is like this, and I have been constantly improving myself. People's mentality will change. At first, they are entrusted, and later they are dependent. At the end, when they see it through, they feel that they are really only themselves.

I started to work desperately, because only the satisfaction of my career can make me feel comforted. After gaining a foothold in society, I feel more and more that only financial independence can give me enough sense of security. They may not come to me right away; if they are sick, they may not be able to go to the hospital immediately, but as long as I have money, I can go home by car when I am lost, and I can also hire a doctor myself.

Many young couples vigorously say that they are as sacred as they say, and feel that their feelings have endowed them with infinite energy, but with the passage of time and their own growth, they will understand that material foundation and personal viability are the most important prerequisites.

The news of Chen Haotian's death naturally has an impact on me, but I can't express it too obviously, that is, I can't let myself be free, as long as my mind is empty, I will automatically be in a state of numbness.After all, we used to be so intimate, and after all, we lived together day and night and went to the future together. Now even though I have a family, the throbbing for him is still there in my heart.Occasionally, I lost my mind and felt that I had done something wrong again, lost something, and made a mistake.

In September 2014, Hua Shipeng went to Hong Kong for a business trip. For half a month, I went to Nanjing on the pretext of attending a classmate’s wedding.

Mina's due date arrived, and I went to the hospital to have a look at her. She was very excited when she saw my baby, sitting on the bed and clamoring to hug her.

I have also met Mina's husband, who is ordinary but honest at first glance, and many things can be settled now, and I think Mina does look very happy now.

When I was leaving, I asked Mina about Chen Haotian. She told me that she heard from the girls in the circle. She saw that my expression was wrong, so she asked me: "You don't want to go to him anymore, do you?"

I shook my head, the baby was already asleep in my arms, I closed the blanket covering her, greeted Mina and walked out.

I went to the previous apartment, hesitated for a long time in the corridor, but ran up, rang the doorbell, and the baby woke up in my arms, she looked at me with her small eyes, and started dancing with her hands.

I hurriedly picked her up, wiped her little face, then smacked her face, and stood outside the door for a long time, but no one came out.

I smiled bitterly and felt a little sour in my heart, thinking about it too, after so many years, how could there still be people inside.

A few years ago, when Chen Haotian planned to marry me, he bought me a house in Gulou. At that time, he didn't know what to think, so he went to the original address.

Some things are really doomed in the dark. I didn't hold out any hope, but I saw Liu Shuxian in that house.

She was also surprised when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment and smiled to make way for me to go in.

She has short hair cut neatly, and she still looks very capable in a home dress.It seems to be a lot more haggard than before, but the good facial features still look beautiful and generous.

She looked at the child in my arms, her eyes flickered, my heart jumped, and I hugged her tightly, and I said, "I got married last year!"

She looked away, then smiled, went to the kitchen and poured me a glass of water, I took it and said thank you.

A long time ago, I also did this face-to-face with her. At that time, I was discussing a surrogacy agreement.

We were silent for a long time, neither of us knew what to say, Liu Shuxian hated me so much at the beginning, but now seeing me, she also calmed down, not to mention being polite, but very flat.

My daughter was crying, probably because she was hungry. I dug out the milk powder and bottle from my bag, and she watched me walk over to help me hug her daughter, "Let me hug her, and you go make milk powder for her. There is a baby in the kitchen." Hot water!"

I gave her a grateful look and said "Thank you!"

There are a lot of things to think about when a child is brought out. My baby has been using diapers until now. The little thing is also very smart. Every time he defecates, he starts to twist his body and cry. Liu Shuxian has also taken care of children, and she also has experience , Helped me change her diaper neatly.

After a while of busy work, she said, "If Haotian sees you now, he should be happy too. He said, you just have to live well!"

(End of this chapter)