late night story

Chapter 2

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After I graduated college, I was able to make money on my own, and the economy was almost completely independent of my family.My family is proud of this, and I have less psychological burden.While it's nice not to ask my parents for money, I'm not really good at managing money.How much is earned and spent every month, income and expenses have been discussed.The more money you save, the more it seems to increase your sense of security, but usually it is too pure-hearted and lacks material nourishment; similarly, if you usually spend money willingly, you can naturally get material things and reap happiness, but gradually the money is spent, and the heart I'm going to panic again.How to find the balance between the two?In my opinion, there are two ways: first, if you only have a certain amount of money at the moment, but want to live a nourishing life, then you must have the ability to balance income and expenditure, and the life of petty bourgeoisie is still very happy The second is to spend all the money and spur yourself to open up more ways to make money and make more money!
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Tranquility is a precious thing.Even though our hearts are still wandering, one day we will know that if people are looking for something, it must be when we are in a state of confusion.If it settles down, we won't be looking for it.In other words, we have found what we want most, so we are finally willing to settle down.

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When does youth end?We walk day after day awake and struggle in the chaos of sleepless nights.Some people say that no matter how old you live, there will always be too much thinking, worry and confusion.If a person loses these and is content with the status quo, it is the end of youth in the true sense.

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Winter is loneliness/Summer is parting/Spring is a bridge between the two/Only autumn permeates all seasons/Day sleeps not except in the arms of night/The past is a lake/There is only one swimmer in it: memory— — Adonis

Many people love autumn, and I am one of them.I like autumn just right, you can step on thick fallen leaves and have a cool wind.Autumn is the most meaningful song, and the melody always makes people feel that it reaches the soft place in the heart.I don’t know if it’s because the temperature and humidity made by heaven are so comfortable, I can’t help but create some resonance with myself and the beauty.Autumn makes people want to miss, fall in love, and get warmth; summer is too hot and sweaty; winter is too cold to make people slack; and the restlessness of spring makes people unable to think quietly.Only autumn can give people a long period of complete silence.If you can have a relationship, start in the fall.

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We are often ashamed of our own hypocrisy, but secretly understand that our experience is indeed real and vivid.I couldn't find a suitable outlet to vent my emotions, so I had to struggle with language and actions to cover up my chaotic emotions.Hypocrisy really shouldn't always be blamed. When you face the things you love, you will inevitably be overwhelmed with emotions and be at a loss.Everyone is like this, but no one in the city government who doesn't know how to cover up has shown it.

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"Half the time I spend in silence, and the other half in doubting myself. I am always worried that my words or gestures will not convey my will, but people need to convey. People always need to convey, although they often find that friends sometimes do not communicate with others. Loneliness is unbearable. People chatting with bare arms pointing to the sky, crowded dishes and busy tableware on the round table, sixty bulbs full of ignorance, quietly shining on a group of dear and often quarreling people. "

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When you are in despair, you will definitely be frozen for a period of time, but you are not the only one who has experienced despair in the world!A successful and happy life will also have moments of despair as episodes.When encountering despair, as long as you grit your teeth and fight back, don't stand still, despair has its stimulating effect. "Sometimes what one needs is real despair. Real despair has nothing to do with pain, sadness. It brings peace of mind and makes you realize that you can't depend on anyone, anyone, to be happy. It humbles you because all What others can bring you is a surprise. It makes you only return to your own heart. Despair is not discouragement, it is just a realistic attitude that fate belongs to fate, and what belongs to oneself belongs to oneself.” Day after day hug Looking forward to hope may be a good thing, but it may also be a breeding ground for laziness. Many people's hopes are fantasy and an excuse to stop themselves in place.Don't draw conclusions on despair and hope, these two extreme energies in our concepts are also dialectical. "Despair has its power in despair, just as hope has its impotence."

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People and human souls are only precious for a moment to illuminate each other. More often than not, what you need is to illuminate yourself. "You have wronged yourself, my soul, and you will no longer have the opportunity to honor yourself. Everyone's life is enough, but your life is drawing to a close, and your soul has not taken care of itself, Instead, entrust your happiness to other souls."

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When I was young, I was always willing to share all the good things in life with everyone.When I grew up, I found that such sharing became less and less, because it is difficult to get pleasure from this form of communication.It's a human problem.Everyone is full of thoughts, it is difficult to hang a long-term smile on the face, and there is an insurmountable barrier outside the eyes.It's not surprising that your pain and pleasure need to do most of the work of digestion themselves.If you are an influential person, the happiness in your life may be able to infect others a little bit.But if you are just an ordinary person in the crowd, how can others have time to share something with you?People only care about their own gains and losses.Stephen King once said that it is not easy to make people who have never met pay attention to the good things in your life.

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We are the ones who say that we long for freedom, but when we can really escape from bondage, our own cowardice makes it impossible for us to escape.We all have arms and legs, and brains that can think, but we are always imprisoned by reality.In fact, there is nothing that can bind freedom. What is causing trouble is the pre-set situation in my heart that I am willing to be a prisoner in reality.Reality itself is a shackle, but you can dance in shackles.

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When we are young, there is too much energy and too much emotion in our body, which needs to be released in one way or another.Some people are endlessly fighting for their ideals, some are robbing, some are lying, some are making love, and some are comforting in endless daydreams.The young world still has a lot of unknowns for us, but because we are still young, there is still sourness and sadness that can be called beautiful.

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People need to rely on constant forgetting,
to survive.

A person who is always stuck in memories can't go far.

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It turns out that all the obstacles that hinder our love are meaningless and insignificant things, just like an illusion formed by blindfolds.Once a person falls in love, if he wants to think deeply about the meaning of love, he should break through the existing concepts such as happiness or unhappiness, sin or virtue, and think about problems from a higher and more important starting point.If you don't want to, then don't think about it at all.

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The most important thing is to be able to live happily, and don't think life is too complicated, because the real face of life is probably the simplest thing.When we were young, happiness was so simple. When we grow up, simplicity always seems to be replaced by complexity, so let simplicity be the standard of happiness.May we all be well.

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Shen Congwen wrote in a letter to Zhang Zhaohe: "Thinking of you, I can't bear everything at present. I want to smash things, swear, and let the cold air freeze my whole body. I understand that the farther away I am from you, the closer I get. But no, I have to be with you, so that my heart can be quiet and things can be done well!" Sometimes I really feel from the bottom of my heart that I need someone to accompany me, I need the warmth of my body and the comfort of my ears.How difficult it is to live an empty life with no one on your left and right, even the slightest trivialities can make you crumble.If there is someone who is willing to accompany you, as long as they accompany you quietly, you will feel at ease and at ease. When you are tired and afraid, they will hold your hand calmly, even without words.
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I'm afraid of being disturbed,

Also afraid of asking too much.

So I rarely bother or bother others.

Know that everyone desperately needs their own space
to deal with the things in life.

Only idlers who have nothing to do like to rely on others,

have no life of their own,
It also burdens others.

friend's date,
Must be "like-minded",
It's interesting to hit it off,
willingness to communicate with each other,
To build a bridge of communication,

To transport emotions and thoughts,

Otherwise dating is procrastination,

Lost the purpose.

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Everyone wants to find an angel, but it is a pity that since human beings come to the world, they are destined to be contaminated with dust.You and I are not fundamentally different.I want to fly in the sky of love, but I don't even have a pair of white and flawless wings, so how can I expect to meet an angel?
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When making friends, I was always in a daze, only to find out later that the person who consumed me the most was the friend I chose. "If the other party doesn't make you feel that you are growing better, then he should leave. You don't have much time, don't carelessly eat a food that is going bad. Choose to make yourself more clean and elegant If you don’t have enough food for the time being, just drink water, rest, visualize, and move forward by yourself.” Never interact with people who consume you, and don’t add unnecessary loads to your life.

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The eyes of others are like an unfathomable sea.

If you want to go beyond it,
Just practice your swimming skills,

To be like a fish in water, with ease,
Don't drown so easily.

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When facing a relationship, if you weigh and compare it with other things, or directly weigh its weight in your heart, then this relationship must not have won your heart.Indestructible feelings will quickly take root in your heart at a certain moment, and then tightly entangle your heart, you can't help thinking about it, and your pulse has already moved accordingly.

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The more I like you, the more I want to hide from you.

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The right one is the best in love.This sentence that has been commonplace really needs to experience enough setbacks in love to slowly reveal its truth.Finding the right person doesn't mean you have to force yourself, but finding someone who really puts your mind at ease.High ambitions, competition, and unrealistic emotional games should not be defined as love.When the right person approaches, please try to cherish it.Just like the lyrics of a song read: "Love has to wait patiently and search carefully. It feels very important, and I would rather leave it blank. Wait once, and embrace it sincerely. I believe that in this world, I will definitely meet the right person. Appearing in the corner of the eye." Straightforward and accurate.

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As long as you need, I want to be the most ordinary, the most inconspicuous, and the most gentle person for you.Don't talk, don't mess around, don't make you angry.Just to be able to look at you, to have you, to be quietly with you.

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I really want to have someone to cuddle with when I'm tired or leisurely,
All defenseless.

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There is someone you fall in love with forever at the first sight, but he will never fall in love with you from the first moment he sees you.

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I love thinking about you too much,
You are too fond of thinking of yourself.

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In the world of love, there is a group of low-level humans who like to ride donkeys to find horses.Excellent you, don't be that stupid donkey, and don't naively think that you will be the last horse.Of course, I have to warn myself not to be that lowly person who looks around and is dissatisfied with desires.

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Loving someone who has no results,
Turns out it took so much time to laugh at myself in silence.

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In love we are sick and cured,
Even if the pain cannot be healed,
Also know how to anesthetize yourself.

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if you are sunshine,

I hope there will be no cloudy days.

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An extremely important love object in life is yourself.

In a space and time with just you and yourself,

talk to yourself,
Caress and kiss quietly.

with whom I have been in love,

Even if you step out of your own world in the future,
to the end of the world,
to the Cape,
You can also endure the boundless loneliness.

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If you don't have the flaws of falling in love with someone,
Please don't say you are already in love with this person.

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At a certain moment, you will kill your childishness with your own hands, be firm and leave no room for it.From that moment on, all theatrical dreaming, all the madness, all the rampage, fades away.Childish death will make you painful, but it will also allow you to exist and think clearly in the real world.Always brave until numb.

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Don't care too much about how much you have been wronged.Everyone has grievances, but those who speak out are more vulnerable.The more you care about it, the more it grabs your heart and disturbs your pace. "Learn to laugh it off, learn to be detached, and learn to transform potential energy. A wise man knows how to endure, forgive those around him, and grow himself in tolerance."

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"The transformation of a person is not completed in an instant. The erosion of time, the passage of pain, and the accumulation of time and time. After reaching a certain level, he suddenly understands that he can no longer live like this. This is the point of farewell, and it is clear He clearly understands that saying goodbye means that something is dying in him a little bit, and he is damaged. Leisureness begins to disappear, and he starts to get busy until he completely empties himself from the inside out." We finally have to say goodbye to ourselves and devote ourselves to In the waves of the real world, some people drift with the current, and some become hollow and drifting shells.This change from the inside out has happened to most people.But there must be a small number of people who are still angry.

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Cai Kangyong wrote in his book: "If you suffer for love, even if you suffer like a walking dead, it will be difficult for you to add a little bit of sweetness to the other party because of your suffering. If the other party is not happy because of your suffering, there is no reason to feel indebted to you. It is also difficult to have any reason to want to compensate you. Unfortunately, your suffering is difficult to be appreciated. You can only be ignored, shunned, and rejected, because no one benefits from you. Therefore, after the necessary amount of suffering, let This bitterness, buried deep in the mine of adult life."

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The so-called love is the kind of violence that is thrown high and then smashed down again. It is the conquered who assists the conqueror to kill himself on the ruins of himself.

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The right person is the best scenery in love.

"Some people are shallow, some people are silent, some people have gold and jade on the outside, and some people have inner brilliance. But everyone will meet a rainbow-colored person one day. When you meet this person, everything else will feel It's floating clouds."

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vow not to be credulous,
Lies are not in vain.

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Everyone's life is a script that God has matched for him.We are the protagonists in this drama of our own life, but once we step into someone else's script, we are destined to be supporting roles, no matter how we act, we are lonely.Performing the play in your hand well is the most complete explanation of life.

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Seeing things more and more clearly will teach people to lose the courage to do things. We must not forget the indomitable momentum when we were initially ignorant.

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You have to know that you are a fart before you succeed, and anyone can think you are stinky.You don't care about anyone's suspicion, ridicule, abuse, and ridicule.When you're successful, it all goes away.

(End of this chapter)