Jinzhu "Sweet Pet Love" Collection

Chapter 52 Let me love you, no matter day or night (36)
Extra episode 1: His name is He Chiyuan ([-])
In He Chiyuan's childhood memories, he didn't have a father.His mother is a typical rich wife, her life only revolves around He Chiyuan.He Chiyuan was naughty and not very obedient when he was a child, even so, his father never showed up.Every morning, when he wakes up, he will see his mother when he opens his eyes.She sat on the dressing table, picked up the hand cream with her right hand and squeezed a little on her left hand, then rubbed her hands together to spread the hand cream evenly.At that time, he was too young to know what his mother was rubbing on, so he asked curiously, "Mom, what did you just rub on?"

"Hand cream."

"Why do you need hand cream?"

"Because a woman's hands represent a woman's heart, and they need to be taken care of carefully. Now no one takes care of my mother, and my mother can only take care of herself."

He understood the loss and sadness in his mother's eyes.

Later, he often got up actively and helped his mother apply hand cream.More times, my mother would joke with He Chiyuan: "A Yuan, will you apply hand cream for your wife in the future?"

"What is a wife?" He was too young to understand what a wife represented.

"Wife is the one who will spend a lifetime with you in the future. Her heart and her hands need to be taken care of by you. Hands can be taken care of with hand cream, but the heart needs you to be taken care of with love." Mom rubbed him face, and reached for his armpit.He Chiyuan was ticklish, and he dodged it with a giggle, but he remembered the definition of a wife in his heart.

A wife is someone who will spend her whole life with herself, her heart and her hands need to be taken good care of.Hands can be cared for with hand cream, but the heart needs to be cared for with love.

At the age of seven, his world turned gray and he could no longer see color.Because my mother, who always loves to laugh, never smiles anymore, and she will never make desserts for him in different ways every afternoon, and she will no longer see her applying hand cream when she wakes up every morning.She no longer likes to walk around, and always sits quietly at the table, looking up at the window expressionlessly.

He rubbed hand cream on his mother, and her mother obeyed him obediently, but she didn't joke with him like she used to.He was so depressed that he cried bitterly.Where is his mother who warms his whole world like sunshine?
The day Mom finally got emotional, she had a heart-rending quarrel with Dad.Like a lunatic, she kept struggling in her father's arms, shouting hysterically: "No, I don't believe it, you must be lying to me! Why are you so cruel to me, why do you say such things to hurt me?"

Dad finally lost his patience and yelled at Mom: "Calm down! Let's talk outside if we have anything to say, and don't let the children see you like this!"

Mom stopped struggling and crying, and returned to her usual quiet appearance, but her eyes were empty and lifeless.

One hot summer day, Cicada kept barking from a tree.When he woke up from his nap, he saw that his mother was applying hand cream again.The room was filled with the scent of jasmine, which he thought was the best smell in the world.Mom is wearing a beautiful skirt today, snow-white and snow-white, as beautiful as a fairy descending from the world.Mom walked up to him, patted his face lightly, and asked, "What would A Yuan want to eat?"

He said he wanted to eat egg tarts, so his mother took him to a dessert shop, bought four egg tarts and put them in front of him.

After eating the egg tart, his mother took him to the beach to play, and his mother led him, and the two of them walked on the beach barefoot.He looked back, and there were two rows of long footprints behind him, one big and one small, next to each other.He couldn't help but clenched his mother's hand, raised his head and asked his mother: "Mom, will you stay with A Yuan in the future?"

Mom said: "Of course, Mom only has A Yuan now."

The sun was getting stronger and stronger, and he was a little thirsty. He took his mother's hand and said he wanted to drink water.Mom smiled and said that she would buy popsicles for him, and asked him to wait for her obediently.

He sat quietly on the beach, facing the hot sea breeze, watching the waves.

I saw people swarming towards one place, shouting "someone was beaten away by the waves", which aroused his curiosity, but he still didn't move.

He is waiting for his mother, who will bring him popsicles and will accompany him as before.

He wants to be a good boy.

It was dark and my mother didn't come.He fell asleep sitting on the beach with his knees hugged.Someone patted his head lightly, he looked up and saw Butler Jin with red eyes.Butler Kim is here to take him home.He was woken up, but his consciousness was still a little confused. He looked up, but he didn't see his mother, so he asked Butler Jin, "Where's mother?"

Butler Jin pursed his lips, picked him up and carried him on his shoulders: "I'm at home."

"Mom said to buy popsicles for me, why did you go home by yourself?" He was very puzzled.

Butler Jin said: "Because my mother got lost, I had to go home and wait for you."

He frowned and thought, it turns out that his mother would get lost, and he will definitely follow her closely in the future.

But when he got home, he realized that his mother was lost forever and would never come back again.He looked at his mother in the crystal coffin, struggling and crying. He kept apologizing and begging his mother for forgiveness. He said that he would never make her angry again.But no matter how much he cried or yelled, even if he knelt down on the ground, his mother still lay there quietly, motionless.

The housekeeper said that his mother accidentally left them because of a car accident, but when he saw his father, he remembered the scene of him arguing with his mother.His mother's hysterical crying left a deep, deep impression on him.As a young boy, he resented his father very much in his heart, he no longer called his father, and he no longer looked at his father.He curled himself up in a corner, looking up and down, there was endless darkness.A world without a mother is really cold and lonely.

He is no longer naughty, and the whole person has become very quiet, he doesn't like to talk, and he doesn't like to laugh.He devoted all his time to studying, his grades climbed, and he finally became the top student.However, whether in the face of the teacher's praise or the classmates' advice, he has always remained expressionless.He refused contact with outsiders, and during his formative years, he didn't have any friends but himself.

He never paid attention to his father, but occasionally he glanced at him and saw the sadness in his father's eyes.They are both unhappy people, but cannot pity each other.Until one day, he saw that his father's expression became angry, and there was a deep attachment in his eyes that couldn't be resolved.That look became stronger the moment he left the study.

What is there in the study that makes Dad seem like a different person?

After his father left, he went into the study.The study is very tidy, and there is a book on the table called "Look Ahead".He picked up the book, and a bunch of photos fell out of it.He picked it up and saw that all the photos were of the same woman.Every photo has a year, and every photo is a smiling face, showing off its happiness in such a high-profile way.

In the photo, there is a woman holding a baby in the swaddle, and the woman’s face is full of intimacy; in the photo, a woman is holding her daughter, and sending her daughter to the kindergarten hand in hand; in the photo, a woman is buying ice cream for her daughter, and the daughter eats it all Yes, but the smile makes the eyes bend; in the photo, there is a woman braiding her daughter's hair, and the two are talking and laughing, suppressing the sunlight outside...

The girl next to that woman is so happy.Full of maternal love, it makes people want to cry with envy.Why does this girl live in the abundant sunshine, but he can only stand in the dark and envy her?All he could remember was his mother's paper-white face, and her blank eyes looking at the sky in the background.The only warm memory is when my mother was applying hand cream and the room was filled with the fragrance of jasmine.That was the only bit of warmth he had, but as the years went by, the memory gradually cooled down.

Only later did he know that that woman was his father's first love, a woman who had no relationship with him, but was his unswerving love in this life.He sneered in his heart, this must be the reason why his father neglected his mother.Those photos were just taken randomly by those who protected her, but they were just snapshots, and every one of them was a happy smiling face.

This woman is really too much, occupying my father's whole heart, but she can live so happily.

Falling in love with someone like my dad is so scary.You can hurt all the people around you who love you for one person, even if you don't get happiness, you still can't stop this torture.It was terrible, he was determined not to love, absolutely not.

Obviously he hates and hates so much, but every month when his father is away, he can't help sneaking into the study to look at their photos.The woman is getting old, the girl is growing up.Time has taken away a woman's youthful appearance, but it cannot fade a mother's love for her children.Her daughter looks so happy, because growing up with her mother is the greatest happiness.

(End of this chapter)