Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 35: You Can Only Love Me (2)
Hongdou once said that the sign of falling in love with someone is that you will treat him well for free. As long as he is good, you feel that everything is worth sacrificing.At that time, I rushed out without even thinking about it. I was in a foreign country, unfamiliar with the place, but I didn't hesitate, didn't consider the consequences of getting lost, and just foolishly thought that I must buy that amulet.Thinking about it now, even I find it a bit ridiculous.

Every night, I still go in and out of Midnight Flower, hiding from Hongdou and Du Xiaohang, I just want to numb myself in the noisy world and get myself out of this sea of ​​suffering.

Du Xiaohang never contacted me again after that.It's just that one day, in an inadvertent moment, when I saw my dear little belly walking towards me in the vast crowd, I actually found that the red beans were closely following him not far away.I raised my collar to cover my face, and passed him by in the endless stream of people, with the quietly settled air whistling in my ears, my life with him was like this meeting, in the vast crowd In the sea, we meet and get acquainted, but we can only miss it after all.

That night, I drank a lot of wine at midnight, because I finally made the final decision, I will wish them happiness, and then propose a divorce, whether Dong Ji objects or Aunt Ji is sad, I don't care anymore.

At this time, a group of people suddenly rushed over: "Sister, drinking alone? Would you like to have a drink with me?"

The voices of the men laughing and laughing were in my ears. I was so drunk that I couldn’t control it anymore. After a while, I laughed and laughed with those men, but the more I laughed, the sadder it became. The taste in my heart was as bitter as the beer in my hand.

Just as I was about to raise the wine glass in my hand, a hand grabbed my wrist tightly and stopped me.I'm familiar with the force, the force of sadness, and I know it's him.

"Little belly, please don't bother me anymore, please..." My heart sank to the bottom, and I couldn't get any care from him that I could easily get from Xiaotu.

The men's voices stopped abruptly, and they all turned their heads to look at him, but Du Xiaohang just grabbed my wrist tightly, and the dull and cold air surrounded me, making me suddenly frightened again, but I was powerless to turn back.

"Sorry, I'm not Du Xiaohang, I let you down."

The world was suddenly quiet.It's the sound I've been thinking about day and night, it's the sound I haven't had for nearly a month, and it's my favorite sound in the entire world.

His voice woke me up from the confusion instantly like an alarm bell. I suddenly turned my head to look at him. The person I had been thinking about day and night looked at me coldly, exuding an inviolable aura all over his body. Domineering, as if another soul had taken over his body, making him a completely different person.

I stared at him in a daze for a long time, when tears were about to flow down, I suddenly laughed and wanted to shake him off, but he grabbed me even harder, and the aura that didn't allow me to resist made me explode.

"Ji Liangchuan! I have nothing to do with you! Why do you care about me!" I struggled with all my strength and shouted frantically.

"Hey! The girl doesn't want to talk to you, so don't hang on to her, okay?" The men next to her started to boo, and one of them was even trying hard to break away from Ji Liangchuan's grip on my hand.

"Do you want to fight?" Ji Liangchuan's voice came from the top of his head with restrained anger, and he stared at the man with an indifferent expression.

I've never seen him like this.In my memory, he is like a faint wind in the air, a stream flowing slowly in the mountains, gentle and tranquil; but now he is like a volcano about to erupt, and like an extremely cold arctic peak, making it difficult for people to approach.

The man next to me was obviously overwhelmed by his momentum, glared at him angrily, and ran away from me.He looked at me, but showed an evil smile, as if mocking and disdainful: "See? No man will take you seriously."

"That's right! I'm a bitch, who would like a bitch..." Before he finished speaking, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me up from the seat.From behind, I beat his back as hard as I could, and hit him angrily and sadly: "Ji Liangchuan! Leave me alone! Don't worry about my affairs! Let me go!"

I was pulled by him to the dance floor of Midnight Flower, and he roughly pushed away the twisted men and women next to me.Lily also saw the movement here on the stage, the singing stopped, Midnight Flower suddenly fell silent, all the colored lights reflected in the middle of the dance floor, the streamer hit my face and his face, darkness engulfed the surroundings Talking men and women.I finally couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and rushed over to beat his chest frantically with my hands, again and again, the pain was on his body and on my heart: "Why do you provoke me! You started from the beginning You approach me just to play with me! To play with me! You are an asshole! You are an asshole! You are an asshole..."

My lips were suddenly blocked by his lips at this moment, and the tears stayed on my cheeks, reflecting a faint light under the reflection of the colored lights.His eyebrows and eyes appeared so close in my sight that I forgot my own existence.At this moment, I felt the warm and soft lips tightly covering mine.Never really had a good taste of his kisses, really, we'd never been honest with each other, and even now, I doubt it.

There were boos one after another, he suddenly let go of me, and said to everyone present: "You can see clearly, from today onwards, if any man dares to touch her again, don't blame me for being rude."

After finishing speaking, he grabbed my wrist and walked out. I followed behind him in a daze, my mind was in a mess, echoing his words non-stop.I have never felt this kind of feeling of being cared about by others, especially by him.

He pulled me into his BMW, and before I could resist, the car was already speeding down the road.I dare not speak, the current him is completely unfamiliar to me, and I dare not touch him.

When the car stopped, I realized that the despair was like being deceived again.He dragged me fiercely, and pulled me into the hotel where we had sex last time. In that room, the door was locked, and no matter how much I beat and scolded, he was indifferent.

He pulled me and pinned me hard on the bed with a frighteningly angry expression on his face.He restrained me with all his strength, making me unable to move under his arms.I beat his chest hard and made a muffled loud noise. My heart ached, but I couldn't stop, because at this moment, my heart was really broken by him.

"Didn't you always want to see my true face? I'll let you see it now!" He pressed me tightly, his eyes filled with anger.

"Let go of me!" I yelled angrily, trying to break free from his hands.

"I'm satisfied with your answer, so I'll let you go." He stared at me coldly, not allowing me to resist.

"Ji Liangchuan! Don't go too far! Do you know that you are shameful! You pretended to be a hero to save the beauty just to trick me into sleeping with you! I hate you! I hate you!"

He suddenly lowered his head to touch my forehead, and the heavy panting sound was right next to my ears, as if he was a lion who had been sleeping for a long time, waiting for the moment to roar: "I ask you! What are you doing?" Like me or not! I want to hear you say yes or no!"

Time stopped suddenly, and I looked at his sharp-edged face with blurred eyes. The serious expression made me feel strange.I started to cry loudly, and an indescribable desolation burst out from the bottom of my heart: "What's the use of liking you! You don't like me! The person you like is so good! I'm a bad woman! I don't deserve to be liked by you ah!"

He suddenly leaned down and kissed me with all his strength, entangled my lips and tongue fiercely.How nice it would be if time stopped suddenly at this moment, and we would never be separated again.

After a long time, he left gently, put his cheek against mine, gently wiped away those tears, and carefully said in my ear: "Mengmeng..."

Tears welled up, and he finally said what I wanted to hear the most.I bit my lower lip hard, the heart-piercing pain washed away all my defenses in an instant like a flood, and finally I couldn't resist his approach anymore, I'm sure I love him, I'm sure I need him, I'm sure I'm real Can't live without him.

I put my arms around his neck tightly and yelled frantically, "I like you so much! I like you so much! I really like you so much! So...don't leave me..."

He buried his head on my neck, and said in a muffled voice: "From now on, you will only like me alone."

The winter sun is warm and comforting. When the sun slanted on the glass window, I opened my sleepy eyes.His smiling face came into view, I blinked blankly, sat up all of a sudden, and desperately pulled the quilt against my chest: "We...we..."

"Who told you not to let go, you raped me." He smiled wickedly.

"Go away!" I reached out and took out the pillow and hit him on the bridge of his handsome nose.He yelled exaggeratedly, and my heart ached, I jumped on him and slammed his hand covering his face and asked, "Did you hit your eye? Does it hurt?"

He took his hand away, smiled suddenly, pushed me back on the bed, and said softly, "Continue."

……

"Ji Liangchuan!"

We held hands and walked out of the hotel. Ji Liangchuan looked at me with clear eyes and said, "Meiyi already knows that we are married." Didn't she already know it at the time?

Walking quietly on the road, the cold wind blew into my collar, I couldn't help shivering, and hurriedly rubbed my hands.At this time, the scarf that was obviously worn around Ji Liangchuan's neck was wrapped around my neck.I looked down and saw that it was the one I woven for him.I looked up at him quietly, he just smiled, as before.I pouted, purposely pulled off one end of the scarf with a straight face, and said to him fiercely, "Come here!"

He bowed his head, and I wrapped the other end of the scarf around his neck, and the two of them were tied together by an ugly scarf and walked for a long time.

He put his arms around me, and said in a dark voice: "Don't call me by my name in the future."

I glared at him: "Then what are you calling me? Holmes?"

He turned his head, kissed the corner of my mouth, and said with a light smile, "Call my husband."

the end of the play
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