Just love female men: accidentally sinicized

Chapter 5 My Goddess and His Goddess (2)
I was facing the mirror in the bathroom, touching my uncomfortably burned cheeks, feeling extremely annoyed.God, someone help me.Why are you so useless, calm down quickly, take a deep breath, take a deep breath... I ordered myself to calm down.Just like cutting an onion, I can't help crying, this breathless tension is like the invisible tear-jerking chemical after cutting the onion, and Zhong Siyu is the alliinase in the onion.

Zhong Siyu knocked on the door outside, asked me if I was alright, and said that everyone was waiting for me to eat.I opened the door and went out. He reached out and touched my head. He compared my height and said, "I've grown a lot taller. I used to be so small, but now I'm so tall. The female college has changed. Let's have a good chat after dinner." How about talking?"

I had a very happy meal, which made me feel like I went back in time, although most of the time, it was Uncle Zhong who listened to how my father hurt me, such as I missed the date when I caught the plane; put the water in the vase I mistakenly drank it as a drink; I gave up my seat to an old man in a public place, but I didn’t expect him to be a young man with a bald head; when I went to the United States to find my mother and sister, I went to a performance with a band, but was cheated out of my money by a group of drug addicts and went to the police station etc.

"Still so dazed and cute." Zhong Siyu stood by my side as always, and told me that after dinner, Dad and Uncle Zhong were drinking tea and chatting in the living room.I ran to the gazebo outside the yard and sat down. Zhong Siyu brought two glasses of juice and sat next to me.The villas in this area are built halfway up the mountain, surrounded by mountains and rivers, the scenery is excellent, the air is cool at night, and you can see the stars in the sky.The two of them just sat quietly, and it was a long time before I asked him: "Are you going to leave this time?"

"I won't leave for the time being, but there is a job offer over there, and I'm still considering it." He told me truthfully, without hiding anything like in the past, and then asked me, "Do you keep in touch with your mother and sister? "

"Of course, it's not that you don't know that my mother loves to dominate everything. She still doesn't trust me when she goes to Los Angeles, which is so far away from the Pacific Ocean. She makes several phone calls every month, and regardless of the time difference, she always Calling in the middle of the night. I will stay for a month every summer vacation, and every time I go to her boyfriend is different, Henry, Mike, Paul, I often call the wrong name. By the way, my sister got married at the beginning of the year , her husband is Italian "Italian?Mafia? "

"I hope so, but it's a pity that he just looks like a mafia. I really don't know how my sister fell in love with him."

He laughed, and when he smiled, the breeze stirred in the air.I looked at his smiling face, hoping to keep getting along like this forever, even without saying a word, with the stars in the sky as companions.

I don't know which villa came from the just-right sound of the violin, Debussy's "Brown-haired Girl".Memories emerged layer by layer amidst the flowing music of the violin, and I remembered my nympho years. It is not an exaggeration to say that I worked hard on classical music, and my motivation came from Zhong Siyu, who was studying art beside me.I dreamed of becoming his bride since I was in elementary school, and I worked hard to be worthy of him, including memorizing the names and pieces of many pianists, and even taking the initiative to learn the piano for a period of time, and I got bored within a few days, because That piano teacher was particularly cruel and left me with a psychological shadow of my childhood.

The two listened to the song quietly, and after a while, he said, "I went to work near your school that day, and then I stopped by to look for you, but I didn't find you."

It turned out that I really saw him. I thought we saw each other, but it was just an illusion. I couldn't help but feel a little lost.Suddenly I didn't want to be honest with him.

"Really? Too bad, I went out to play that day."

He took a serious look at me: "You have really grown up, but you are still so cute." In fact, what I want to hear is that it has become more beautiful and mature. For me, the word cute is used to describe kittens who are small and cute. For the dog and the baby, it's a pity that until he left, he didn't make any hints like me becoming beautiful, which is quite sad.

On the way home, my dad asked me if I still like Zhong Siyu. I turned my head to the side of the car window and said in a bad tone: "Dad, you are a gossip." Knowing the trick.

"A single-minded dead girl." He shook his head lightly.

Back home, lying in bed at home, I got a text from Miley asking me why I wasn't back to school.I said it was too late, it was closer to home, so my dad drove me home, and I will take a taxi to go to class tomorrow morning.

"He's back." I added a sentence after the text message, and I didn't want to hide anything from her.

"Who?"

"What do you say?"

After 1 minute, Miley replied: "I haven't seen you in six years? How about it? Is it like I said that you are disabled? If you are disabled, you can just give up earlier." Miley said "Miley, I asked You, under what circumstances would you lie to Xu Zheng?"

Miley replied to me without thinking for a long time: "On the surface, I don't want him to get hurt, but actually I don't want to hurt myself, I will lie to him."

See, Miley is my soul, my heartworm.

I couldn't fall asleep, so I got up and found the Mr. Rabbit at the bottom of the box, and replaced the battery for the recorder in my stomach.Press the button, and the last recording sounded in Mr. Rabbit's stomach: "April 2006, 4. I'm in a bad mood. Brother Siyu left on April Fool's Day. I really hope everything is a lie. When I wake up tomorrow, I can see him again... I will never have the courage to tell him that I like him, I like him very much, I like him to death..."

I buried my head on Mr. Rabbit’s belly in a room with the lights off and listened to my own childish voice six years ago. I couldn’t hear any sound except myself. A feeling of dying entered my ears from Mr. Rabbit’s belly. It has been drilled into my heart.

Su Lie, who had finally disappeared from my life for a week, reappeared after the Ching Ming Festival and called me when I was eating in the cafeteria. Five minutes later, he sat in front of me while I was eating chicken legs hard.The food in our school cafeteria is very rich. In the entire university town, the food in our school cafeteria alone is well-known. Many students from neighboring schools try to sneak into our school cafeteria to eat.There was a time when a very business-minded girl in our class made her first pot of gold in her life by collecting the key cards of graduated seniors and seniors and selling them to students from other schools. Round-trip air tickets for travel to India.As for the fact that the girl was robbed of her wealth in India, that's another matter.The Buddha said that gains and losses are one, which is probably like this.

Su Lie looked at me gnawing on the chicken leg with disdain, and said sarcastically, "Your eating behavior will definitely scare away many boys, and it's hard to find a boyfriend."

"It's none of your business whether you can find a boyfriend or not." I immediately lost most of my appetite, and sprayed a mouthful of oil on his face, "If you have something to say, talk and fart." Under Su Lie's stiff expression, I kept gnawing on the chicken legs, I had to eat more, and I would have the strength to fight Su Lie, the fighter in the rooster.

Su Lie made a "V" gesture, dangling in front of my eyes.I was wondering what he could be proud of. It was better than the "2" gesture, really two. I didn't want him to say: "Come home with me tomorrow night."

I opened my mouth wide, and the chicken leg fell on the plate.

"Did you make a mistake, you? You clearly said that you can't violate morality, and you can't have close contact. You have crossed the line, do you know? You can't say nothing."

He didn't react at all to my madness, folded his arms and said calmly: "Are you a stone head? I want you to promise me the second thing, come home with me tomorrow night."

"What?" My jaw dropped in shock, the voice was so loud that the whole cafeteria echoed, and some students at the tables not far away almost dropped their chopsticks and cast dissatisfied eyes.Su Lie dug his ears, as if protesting my loud voice.

"It's just a meal, you don't have to make a fuss."

"Where can't I eat, why do I have to go home with you to eat?" I stared at him. "It's such a good thing to eat anywhere, I will let you do it?" He stared at me.

I really don't know why I agreed to him in the heat of my head, but now I regret it so much that I gnawed on myself as a chicken leg.After finally being clear, his whole body was ruined by that bastard Su Lie.

Miley and Xu Zheng went to climb the mountain, and I will go back to school tomorrow, and no one will help me solve my problems.Xu Zheng has a group of mountaineering enthusiasts in his Weibo group, and he will launch at least one mountaineering activity every month, which means that he is ashamed to say that he is a descendant of cavemen without climbing the five mountains.According to Xu Zheng, his highest goal is Mount Everest.But with Miley around, they can't climb any high mountains. Miley is at most halfway up or at the foot of the mountain, living in a poetic small inn while drinking tea while waiting for them. I feel a little bit when Miley is not there Bored, the whole day was muddled, and he had to rack his brains to figure out how to respond to Su Lie's tricks.In order to hide from Su Lie, I stayed in the library all day long.The fourth floor of the library is devoted to books on political philosophy, which is inaccessible, and even the students of the political and philosophy departments are pitifully small.Some books are very hypnotic just by looking at their names, such as Kant's "An Introduction to Any Future Metaphysics That Can Appear as a Science".I often find a corner where the essence of great men's thoughts gather, and read Keigo Higashino's mystery novels.Only at such moments do I feel that the six faculties are pure.

I came out of the library at night and went downstairs to the dormitory. I ran into a male classmate who was lighting a wedding candle and making love. The downstairs was surrounded by people.Similar scenes happen many times every semester, but this time the scale is unprecedentedly grand, like a marriage proposal scene. Wanting's "In My Singing Voice", as long as you join, one person will be paid 100 yuan, and those who can play the guitar will get 500 yuan.Of course I have to step in for such a good job. If I don’t know how to play the guitar, I will join the chorus. Although I can’t remember a few lyrics, I can sing bad songs all over the street, and I know the tune. 100 yuan can buy a lot of mobile phone traffic.This is the benefit of having more rich second generations in this second-rate school.

I took the money, stood in the crowd, and sang together happily. In order to show my sincerity, I was not a white-collar money, so I stood with my head held high and my chest up in the front row.Candlelight, flowers, crowds, applause, closing your eyes is the reenactment of the scene of participating in the choir when I was a child.When I was small, I just stood in the last row and sang a few chords, and I felt that I was blessed by God.I am intoxicated.

If it were me who was being confessed, it was hard not to be moved by such a mobilizing scene, and even if I was not moved, I couldn't bear to ruin such a good scene, so I had to agree first.But the heroine doesn't buy it. She is a famous law graduate beauty in our building, a noble and glamorous beauty. Every month, boys perform courtship scenes downstairs.God knows if she has been wooed too many times. In short, she has a bad temper, and her eyes are also very problematic. The water for washing feet is poured from the second floor, impartially, and it is all poured on the front row. , I am opening my mouth and singing "Love" vigorously.

I took a big gulp of footwashing water and broke the embarrassment record again.

There was a particularly loud laugh in the crowd, followed by a burst of laughter.

The one who laughed the loudest was Su Lie, he was the planner of the courtship scene, and the male protagonist who was rejected was his buddy.I glanced at Su Lie through the crowd, he laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist, no one laughed so presumptuously and hatefully as he did.Only one song's lyrics can perfectly explain my mood at this moment, that old song by Jacky Cheung: The lights go out, the music stops, and my heart is really hurt.

Drenched all over, I hugged my head and pushed away the crowd and ran up to the third floor in one breath, and ran back to the dormitory and closed the door forcefully, separating the messy me from the noisy world.After taking a shower and changing my clothes, I sat at the desk and dried my hair with a towel. Years of embarrassing experiences have allowed me to quickly recover my calm state of mind. Just thinking about Su Lie's unflattering smiling face made me angry jump up.

The weather was starting to get hot, but I felt a piercing chill. I closed the window and drew the curtains and prepared to climb into bed and cover myself with the quilt. Unexpectedly, Su Lie called, and he didn't hang up after the ringing for a long time. He was really persistent.I couldn't bear it anymore and answered the phone, and was about to scold him for another moment.

He said on the other end: "I can't help it. People who don't know don't think it's so funny. I witnessed the whole process of your participation in the event. How short of that 100 yuan are you? No one is as stupid as you. So strong, singing so hard, you must have a stone in your head, hahaha..."

(End of this chapter)