Love Affair: A Psychological Perspective on Extramarital Affairs

Chapter 12 The First Derailment (5)
The object of my desire is close to the part of my body that needs it most, and suddenly some fear is added to my desire.But it didn't care about my timidity at all. With a slight pain, my lower body was completely filled, and my hunger was relieved.The massive awakening of the sex cells during the collision caused huge heat in my body, which made it unbearable for me, and I needed exercise to dissipate it.I thought that Jinxiong might have the same feeling as me at this moment, and after entering, he quickly repeated the same action.Every movement of his gave me a rush of pleasure that made me cry out uncontrollably.The bed made creaking and rhythmic sounds from our tossing, like a harmonious piece of music accompanied by our shouting and breathing, forming a wonderful movement.

In fact, my lower body has been completely filled, and it was even a little pitiful at first.But with Jinxiong's rhythmic movements, the previous hunger returned to my body, and it came more fiercely than last time, forcing my legs to close together tightly.My closeness made his genitals rampage through my body as if rewarded, which made me a little unbearable.During the exercise, the hunger in my body became stronger and stronger, and my legs were already tired, but my skills remained at the original level.I have a feeling that the power to reward my beloved does not come from my legs but from the intimate contact with it.In addition, the changes in my body made me feel that the surface cells of my sex organs have been fully awake by the power of love during our many times of making love. They warmly welcome their dear partners, they are enthusiastic and eager to try The earth needs to embrace it, embrace it and blend into each other.After understanding and feeling these things, I tried hard again and again, but because the awake cells only had the superficial part, the effect was really very small, so small that I didn't even feel anything.But when this tiny power acts on the mysterious object on Jinxiong's body, it feels the power of aura, which is transmitted to its owner. He said in surprise:
"You're moving, your inside is contracting."

"Really, you feel it? Is that okay?" His words brought me a burst of surprise.

"I feel it, it's very obvious. Of course it's fine, I can't stand it anymore, I almost can't control it."

He let go completely and did everything he could on my body.His love is like a rolling wave, bringing me completely into the ocean of love.I feel that we are floating on the surface of the sea and diving into the bottom of the sea for a while, immersed in the surging tide of love.My shouts and shouts were integrated into his strong movements, which made me seem to see a beautiful and magical fairyland-the fairyland of love.I understand that my hunger comes from its temptation.My hunger grew stronger as it got closer.This wonderful fairyland seems to have a strong magic power to attract me, I motioned Jinxiong to walk in with me.He kissed me and rubbed me, making fast, intense movements.After a while, the shouts of the two of us formed a high-pitched and passionate movement. With his selfless screams, the magma in his body flowed into my body, and the music changed from climax to calm, and we fell silent.I have never been able to enter the wonderland I saw, which makes me somewhat disappointed.However, I saw it clearly, it is getting closer and closer to me now, and I am looking forward to the next time.

On this night, I gained confidence for the first time.I believe that the wordless book about sex in my heart, although it cannot be touched or seen, it actually exists.Jinxiong and I finally embrace each other after our respective long and painful marriages.

Yu Honggu

That night, the second day after Amy's husband left for America, I arrived at Amy's house, hot from alcohol.Across the living room, Amy was not seen.I went to the bedroom, opened the door and went in.In an instant, I was shocked at the door.Amy probably just came out of the shower, her slightly curly wavy hair still has a warm atmosphere. She is wearing a hollowed-out nightgown, and her beautiful body is looming in the shadows.She stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window in the bedroom with the curtains drawn, looking at Jingya Villa under the night.

The whole bedroom exudes a kind of LTUITION perfume commonly used by Emmy, and I am quickly intoxicated in the fragrance.The very small amount of alcohol ingested into my body in the bar suddenly aroused my lust at this moment.I walked behind Amy, and before she could turn around, I hugged her tightly.

Amy and I were running around naked and happy in this big house that was really our own.It was a freedom like never before.

That night, on this heart-shaped bed covered with dark blue pure cotton cloth, we could finally experience an unprecedented orgasm in an extremely relaxed state of mind.In the moment of soul union, we don't have to hide the ecstasy that manifests between us in the climax of lust.

Amy and I have long been familiar with each other's bodies through previous emotional exchanges, but that night we stared at each other's bodies with unprecedented concentration under the dim light.Amy and I made love to each other that night.There is plenty of time, and we all know that no one will be disturbed by such a beautiful day.The thick velvet curtains that hang down to the floor make the light in the bedroom dim and ambiguous.Amy is in the goose yellow light and shadow - like an elf jumping out of an oil painting, making me dazed and intoxicated.Our lips touch lightly.I kissed her earlobe, which Amy told me was the most sensitive part of her.She said she liked the way my lips glide over it.

My body and Amy's were tightly pressed together.Under my slightly violent attack, her body twisted happily like a snake.The moonlight and the flowers and trees outside the window are like a huge set. In a trance, I feel that we seem to be making love in the wilderness. There is a faint wind flowing around. There is no intrusion in the world of mortals, only the communication between the soul and the body.At that moment, I felt a throbbing that I had never felt before.It was the deadliest time Amy and I had ever had sex since the first time we made love.

Then, I hugged Amy and fell asleep quickly on the thick blanket in front of the window.When I woke up in the middle of the night, the sultry alcohol had completely dissipated.I felt thirsty and got up naked.I came back from the living room with a glass of Emmy's homemade lemonade.

The moonlight is excellent.The soft moonlight was projected onto the floor of the bedroom from the huge floor-to-ceiling glass windows.Jingya Villa under the moonlight looks like a sleeping beauty, exuding an aura that seduces a man's lust.Holding a lemonade, I stood in front of the window, lit a cigarette, and recalled the wildness when I made love to Amy under the moonlight.I suddenly found myself so obsessed with the feeling of having sex in natural light.This floor-to-ceiling window with huge lighting capacity, the scenery under the moonlight, and the flowers and trees outside the window satisfy my long-standing dream of getting in touch with nature and the wilderness.

I looked back at Amy who was sleeping in front of the window. Under the moonlight, her face was like a gentle sculpture with a holy luster.I leaned down and couldn't help but kiss her cheek, and stroked her bud-like breasts with my hands.I heard Amy's regular and even breathing begin to be disturbed by my intrusion, and Amy and I made love again passionately on the rug by the window.I was completely awake, and I felt that under the moonlight in front of the window, I became a man whose lust could easily climb to orgasm.

Amy
Toronto.Today is the first day that Hong Gu and I traveled to Canada.The weather is fine, and it suits our happy mood very well.

There are only Honggu and I in this house: we linger in the woods on this hill during the day, letting the scorching sun shine through the gaps in the leaves to bring me warmth; at night, our cruise ship docks at the On the edge of an isolated island, we lay on the grass of the small island, cut off all human relations in the past, and only let our thoughts fluctuate, looking at the starry night sky and looking forward to the future.I was thinking in my heart, if this is the case, is there anyone in this world who can be happier than us?

Paris with lovers always vibrates with beautiful, breathless erotic orgasms, the air is always full of condensation dew, and the trees are tangled like hair.Hong Gu and I just snuggled together, slept together, and kept burning up and down on the magic carpet we dreamed of.And I, like a pure elf, opened my buds to him.I can't count how many times I've had an orgasm -- like a long chain of firecrackers, a burst of sensual shattering sparks, a wave of passion that seemed to engulf the world in madness, and with its The magnetic metallic light causes all matter on Earth to change color.

Hong Gu and I share our original nakedness and our original wildness.With him, I seem to be the spirit of love.The heat like electric current scorched through my hotbed, and each time I was naked, I became a new woman.It was a scorching and sharp sexy, burning the soul like tinder, licking my whole body, when the flame was tightly bound and passed through my internal organs, I really felt that we were all set on fire!
I remember that on the first day of our stay, at dusk, we watched the sunset together on the terrace of this 39-story apartment.Yu Bing, my husband lives somewhere across the US.We traveled to Canada on the tenth day after he came to the United States.We stood in the warm breeze watching the sun turn from light yellow to scarlet and finally disappear.On the other side of the American island, on the peaks and mountains, the shadows of trees and the stream of water are shrouded in rose red, shining like eternal flowers under the purple sky, which is really a spectacle.It seemed that the entire midair was dancing with the color of roses.The view was so beautiful it almost made me ecstatic.I want to open my arms to this shining, eternal lake and die holding it.I get a certain strength from Ontario's great nature.In the icy cold wind, I look up at the sky, let the wind blow away my heart, and take her to heaven.

I am intoxicated by every gentle touch of Honggu's fingers, and every deep gaze will arouse my powerful body instinct.We make love wildly and tenderly.For me, making love is only a small part of love, and how thrilling it is to have countless orgasms in quick succession, each reaching an even more intense peak at the same time!His unabashed demands on me triggered a huge volcano that had been lurking inside me.

I nestled in his arms as tenderly as the moon, and welcomed his tender kiss.He kissed my hair, my face, my ears.Gently, lightly, like dew on a tree branch in the morning.I also started to kiss him back, I put my lips to his ear, whispered softly, my hot exhalation started to make him uneasy, maybe ignited the destruction from some time in the past flames.I leaned against him and could feel his blood rushing upwards like quicksilver.

Culture also likes to propagate a myth of romantic love, in which infidelity is rendered as the result of irresistible, passionate love, with the inevitable process and consequences of violating fidelity.

A 30-year-old, tall, baby-faced Internet advertising salesman, he likes to go to some noisy places at night, such as bars, parties, football games, etc.; his wife likes to stay at home to read books or do housework .The differences between the two were apparent almost from the time of their marriage.After just a few months of marriage, he decided that their personalities were not compatible.So, he started going out alone despite her protests.At first, he went to a ball game or to a bar with friends.

Two months later, he met an unmarried woman at a company anniversary party, flirted with her, and drove her home in a taxi.Then they kissed passionately around the corner downstairs at her house.

"She looked up at me with the anticipation in her eyes to kiss her. We hit it off in just a few minutes. But her parents were home so I didn't come in. She said she wished I could call again; I said I Yes. The vista makes my spirits shine.

Two weeks later, I picked her up after she finished bowling.We came to a secluded river, and we quickly went into a high, very exciting... Guilty?No, I'm glad I didn't feel guilty or regretful.love?Psychologically she was more stimulating than my wife, and sexually she was more of the vigorous kind, and I thought it was a good thing that she brought me out of that dead home.Therefore, I am grateful to her, but I do not love her.In fact, I don't seem to have loved anyone. "

A young divorced woman falls in love with a man with whom she is only partially sexual, hoping that things will improve for him after marriage.For this reason, she dumped her other two boyfriends and married him.But his condition deteriorated rapidly, and she found herself increasingly dissatisfied.

"For two months, he was lackluster, and I became mean and nervous. I couldn't stand a lot of him, he didn't care about his clothes, he was weak and indecisive. However, if he was a little bit better sexually, I probably would. Don't get bored with these little things.

One day, I received a wedding present from my ex-boyfriend with a note saying he wanted my husband to know my strengths as he did.I wrote back that my husband probably knew, but he knew me in his own way.I managed to get my ex-boyfriend to understand my ambiguity.He understood, called and made an appointment to meet me at a coffee shop.In doing so, I feel no qualm or condemnation.At that time, I felt that there was no way out, and I was impatient to wait until my husband had the ability to 'do things'.In fact, I'm starting to think that he'll never have that day.In this way, my boyfriend and I met.By the way, he is also married and has problems, and his wife is very cold. "

They like but do not love the person they are having an affair with, and what they seek from each other is not self-esteem or true love, but physical pleasure and satisfaction.For such people, an affair is a suitable and perhaps even an important complement to marriage.In this regard, there are many first affairs that happen easily, and they just regard the temporary extramarital sexual experience as a way of life, but they have no complaints about their spouses, and even think that their marriage is happy; A normal and reasonable condiment.

Fu Zhongru and Zhu Lin
Whether it is a young resident doctor who just got married back then, or a forty-something professional doctor who has been married for many years and enjoys a reputation, Fu Zhongru has never felt dissatisfied because of his marriage.From the first time he met the current Zhu Lin, he never felt that any woman in his life was worthy of her divorce from his wife Liu Meng.Ameng has a decent appearance, proper manners, knows how to socialize, and is a good mother, and he and her are married according to the sacred vows of the Catholic Church.She was an integral part of his private life, which encompassed his medical career, childcare, home, manicured lawn and flowers.Even when they were still living in a small four-story apartment and living on his meager salary as a resident doctor, his feelings towards Ameng were much the same as they are now: marriage is a good thing and the right thing; good girl.His occasional flirting will neither change his feelings for her nor signal his infidelity.

The first affair eight years ago was so effortless and meaningless that it took him a while to remember:
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