Love Affair: A Psychological Perspective on Extramarital Affairs

Chapter 33
Two days later, when he went to the room Guitar rented to have an extramarital affair with Zhang Li, two subletters opened the door.They told him that Zhang Li had sublet them the rest of her two-year lease, and sold all the tea set, dishes, an antique wall clock, curtains, refrigerator, washing machine and color TV set in the room to them. them.Zhuang Kaisu was so angry that he almost had a stroke, and sat there for an hour or two thinking about how to sue her, because at least half of the property belonged to him.Later, he realized the absurdity of this behavior, so he said jokingly to himself: "Zhuang Kaisu, Zhuang Kaisu, why do you have the same knowledge as this kind of woman? You really shouldn't be angry. Instead, you should drink to the fact that this matter has been completely settled." .”

Back in the office, he took out a bottle of red wine from the desk drawer, poured a glass, muttered "Cheers!" and drank it, then called Liping and said he would rush home for dinner.

There is no permanent banquet

An Yuan and Lu Qian

Sitting on the seats of the special tourist train from Wuxi back to City S, the two of them were speechless.An Yuan leaned on his back and smoked, while Lu Qian looked out the window peacefully.It looked like both of them were tired.However, this is just speculation from the outside by people who don't know the bottom line.In fact, the two were in a contented daze.All good things come to an end.After the banquet, the rest is deserted and lonely.As with feasts, couples will also feel empty and melancholy after a tryst.

An hour later, the car arrived at the new passenger station in S City, and the two had to go their separate ways.Although you really love each other, you can't express it when you're not together.For example, if Anyuan has any accidents in the future, he can't notify Luqian immediately; similarly, if Luqian has an accident, he can't tell Anyuan immediately.Relationships that are not socially recognized often carry this fear and danger.

Thinking of this, I can't help but frown and ask myself: What is the day and night of satisfaction from yesterday to today?Living together for one night, the relationship between the two of them has indeed sublimated to a higher level, but it does not guarantee that it will start tomorrow and last forever.The brief meeting in front of us does not lead to a tangible future.

However, neither of them said anything about it.Although I want to say it, but once the words come out, it may make the two of them fall into the quagmire.

Once you pass Zhenru Station, you will be less than 10 minutes away from S City.Seeing that the breakup was imminent, An Yuan couldn't help but murmured, "Oh, it's almost here..."

"Thank you!" Lu Qian solemnly thanked, "I am very happy."

It was a worthwhile trip to make Luqian happy.

"Wait a minute and you go directly to the company?"

"A meeting with someone from the factory. What about you?"

"Take a look at the bookstore."

"How about the manuscript?"

"Tomorrow is too late."

Then, the two walked down the steps from the platform in silence.When the flow of people came to the ticket gate, the two were about to part ways.Anyuan has to go straight to the subway to take a ride, while Luqian has to change to the Yamanote Line train to the direction of the company.

"Then..." An Yuan stopped.Luqian nodded.Looking at her eyes, she couldn't help stretching out her hand, and Lu Qian also stretched out her hand.In the tide of people, An Yuan quietly held her hand.

"I'm happy."

"Me too……"

If you don't hold it loose, it will attract the eyes of others.

An Yuan glanced at the platform and motioned for her to get on the train.Lu Qian nodded again, and turned around resolutely.An Yuan walked towards the subway, and after a few steps, when he turned around, Lu Qian also turned to look at him.

We have already broken up, so it's hard to say anything more, An Yuan slowly raised his hand, and Lu Qian also waved gently.After a while, the grape green dress worn by Luqian disappeared into the crowd.

Returning to the living room of the hotel in her bathrobe, she found that Luqian was gone, and neither was there in the kitchen.

"Hey……"

After shouting in the corridor, Lu Qian came down from the second floor.With a strange expression, An Yuan suddenly felt uneasy.

"what happened?"

"It may be a little sudden, I have to go back tomorrow."

What happened while taking a shower?An Yuan was puzzled.

"Isn't it planned to go back the day after tomorrow?"

"Mother suddenly sprained her leg."

"..."

"I just hung up the phone at home..."

"While An Yuan was taking a shower, Lu Qian hung up the phone at home."

"It's just a sprain, maybe it's okay, I asked her to take care of the baby for me..."

Reality suddenly returned to An Yuan's eyes.

While Luqian was away, the mother came to the house to look after the child.The mother was injured and could no longer take care of her. Her husband told her to go home immediately.

An Yuan wiped his face with a towel, sat on the sofa, and lit a cigarette.

Just now, An Yuan was drinking and having dinner with Lu Qian there. The two of them were slightly drunk, and they talked enthusiastically about everything from fashion to the relationship between men and women.

I thought that the night of the two outside could last forever.However, the dreamlike moment has passed, and the reality is in front of them again.Lu Qian seemed very anxious, wishing she could go back tonight.Seeing her anxious look, An Yuan thought of Lu Qian's home.The mother is injured, and now the husband is taking care of the child alone?Tomorrow is Saturday, my husband may not be at work, but he must be looking forward to Luqian going back soon.Maybe her husband reprimanded Lu Qian severely on the phone, or complained deeply about her, and when she got out of the shower, she saw Lu Qian's face was pale and stiff.

"Shall I have a drink?"

An Yuan took out beer from the refrigerator and poured a glass for Lu Qian.

"Come……"

He gestured to raise his glass to her, and Lu Qian lowered her head again.

"sorry!"

"Why are you apologizing?"

He knew that Luqian was a mother and a wife.

"Such a thing, you will hate it?"

Luqian put her hands on her knees and lowered her eyes.Watching from the side, An Yuan felt a sudden impulse to hold her in his arms.

Suddenly, An Yuan didn't know why he had such feelings, and the impulse that had been suppressed in his heart suddenly burst out.

An Yuan hugged Lu Qian and kissed her frantically.Knowing that Luqian was going home, Anyuan suddenly felt a feeling of impatience, mixed with an indescribable anger. He thought he could be together for two more days, but suddenly had to change his plan.

Lu Qian also vented the distress in her heart.After finally having the opportunity to go on a trip with An Yuan, he suddenly wanted to go back.

The two embraced tightly.Entering the house, closing the door, the two fell on the bed.After that, An Yuan was like a beast.Tearing and tearing off Luqian's blouse, skirt, and panties.While teasing An Yuan forcibly, he tried his best to forget everything about Lu Qian in reality. Lu Qian is a mother with a child; Lu Qian is a wife and her husband is waiting for her at home; , enjoy this short-lived joy to the fullest.

Men ebb faster than women.While Lu Qian was still enjoying the aftertaste in a daze, reality reappeared in An Yuan's mind.At dawn tomorrow, Luqian will return to Tokyo where her husband and children are waiting.Back home, Lu Qian still talked to her husband as if nothing had happened, took care of the children, and immersed herself in the peaceful and harmonious family.From the outside, the time spent at the villa will disappear as a distant past.

It was the first time he saw Lu Qian so crazy.The shirt has been thrown away, the hair is loose, the eyes are closed, the mouth is only slightly open for exhaling, thin wrinkles are carved on the sweaty forehead, and the two willow eyebrows are twisted into a character horoscope. It seems that I am about to cry .Not only her face, but also her chest, waist, and entire white body were exposed under the light.With the violent twisting, her skin gradually turned red.Looking at this picture of the Spring Night, An Yuan was intoxicated by the frenzy in the middle of the night.For some unknown reason, the two of them were suddenly caught in a violent storm. They changed various positions as they wished, crazily devouring the primitive lust.They knew that the carnival would soon come to an end, but they couldn't care less about it right now.

The next morning, Lu Qian gradually woke up.

"How long does it take to get to the airport?"

"Nearly an hour."

"It's time to call a taxi."

An Yuan agreed, surprised by Lu Qian's change.

After one night, where did the crazy and promiscuous Luqian go last night?Although the morning sun is already everywhere outside the window, could it be that the ecstasy last night disappeared as soon as he opened his eyes.

"Still going back?"

An Yuan asked.Lu Qian bowed her head in deep thought, and after a while, she said simply:

"There is no way."

It does make sense.The intense sense of oneness from last night's lovemaking was of no avail in reality.

"I don't want you to go back."

"I don't want to go either." Lu Qian said immediately after finishing speaking, "However, if I don't go back, you will be in trouble."

"trouble?"

"I'll keep haunting you."

An Yuan remained silent.Luqian got out of bed.

"Go to sleep."

Lu Qian wanted to pack up and leave by herself.

"Wait a minute."

An Yuan hugged Lu Qian from behind as if he was afraid that she would go away.Lu Qian turned around and hugged An Yuan.

Luqian is leaving soon.Knowing that it was time to go, the two made love again.

While making love, An Yuan thought about the phrase "there is no need to fill the gap".Although somewhat derogatory, it is in line with the current situation of the two.The body was exhausted, but the two still hugged each other and made love.

"sorry!"

Lu Qian apologized and put on her bag.

"I'll call you when I get home."

An Yuan nodded.The doorbell rang and the taxi arrived.

"I'm very happy." Lu Qian put on her shoes and lowered her head slightly, "Thank you!"

"You won't forget, will you?"

"of course!"

"There won't be..."

"I'll call you when I get home."

"I am waiting."

Looking at each other again, Lu Qian got into the car and closed the door.

"Take care of yourself!"

Lu Qian nodded in response, shook her hand, and left.

There was only one person left, An Yuan stared at the gradually clear dawn.

Ye Xin and Shu Lang

On the windy street, neon lights are shining.Ye Xin turned around, turned her back to the bright street, and walked towards the apartment.Although he didn't do anything, he felt extremely tired.He walked step by step, but felt soft under his feet.When turning from the avenue to the dim path leading to the apartment, Ye Xin said to herself, "So that's how it is."

Being extremely intimate with a married woman, naturally sooner or later her husband will find out and usher in destruction.Shu Lang was distressed and even took sleeping pills, which was the inevitable end.The fatigue that envelops the whole body probably stems from this pain, which once again shows how fragile and stupid he is.

Back at the apartment, it was already ten o'clock.

"That's how life is." He babbled nonsense and lay down on the sofa.He stared motionless at the ceiling, the light blinding his eyes shut.The faces of those women in the past appeared one by one before his eyes.The faces of his wife Lin, Lu Jing, Shu Lang, and the women I knew before appeared and disappeared like a revolving lantern.Ye Xin nodded slightly to everyone one by one as if in a dream.

He had nothing to say to them anymore.He was exhausted and just missed their kind faces.There was something honest about each of them, and he had indeed liked them all.However, despite all this, the women are just too powerful.At the beginning, the wife who was firmly opposed to divorce is now firmly guarding the children and living a down-to-earth tenacious life.Since Lu Jing left him and went to the United States, she didn't even write a letter to him.Now it's time for her to start a new life with Xia Lixing.Shu Lang will do the same.They had been so in love so desperately during European travels or brief trysts, but that would all be a memory of the past.She will start a new life in her own home.

Women have their own characteristics when they leave.They all once fell into distress and were in great pain, but after they came out of desperation, they never looked back on the past, but calmly started a real new life again.

Ye Xin now feels that she is too weak.He had fallen so boldly and deeply in love, and now he was so hopeless.I have pursued Xiao Lin, Lu Jing, and then turned to pursue Shu Lang, and what did I get in the end?There are times when the mood is exhilarated by the tryst, the sex is indulged, and the satisfaction of feeling that the woman is in control.However, looking back on that momentary satisfaction now, I feel pitiful.Once it's over, the splendor disappears, and only the emptiness remains in front of you so thickly.

"So that's how it is." It seemed that the performance was coming to an end.Although it is still too early to conclude that this is the last scene, the scene of leaving his wife and chasing Lu Jing and Shu Lang seems to be coming to an end here.The actors who had appeared on the stage just now all stepped off the stage at once, and the stage was about to turn dark.

As the setting sun sinks with its last glare, so the passion of love dies with only a moment's ecstasy remaining.

The room was empty and the lights were brilliant, only Ye Xin was left facing the wall.

Then, the extramarital partner may also feel a sense of relief from the relief of chronic stress and tension.Because of the relief, their enthusiasm may be doubled, and the last meeting was almost crazy.Even if the pressure is firm and strong, if the rewards of the marriage itself are too low, and the marriage is only a shelter at best, then not only will the counterattack against the extramarital affairs fail, but it may also weaken the marriage that is already in jeopardy.

fireplayers' price
In many cases, extramarital affairs present a dire situation in which there is a price to pay, and sometimes the price is steep.This is more in line with the old saying that "there is no such thing as a free lunch".Examples of this kind may come at your fingertips.

Fang Fang
At this time last year, I was not in Beijing, but in my hometown in Hebei.The purpose is to avoid my husband, because I have an "unclean" disease, and I can't pass it on to him, and I can't let him know. It happened that I had a month's vacation, so I took my daughter back to my hometown.Thinking of that incident now, I really regret it.When I was in high school, I had a crush on a male classmate in my class. He was our class monitor, he could also be said to be an all-rounder, and he could play the guitar.There are many girls pursuing him, but he seems to despise anyone.After graduating from high school, we all went to college and gave each other addresses, but never passed a letter.It's strange that I often meet him in my dreams.

In May last year, the company asked me to attend an order meeting in Guangzhou. It was such a coincidence that we met unexpectedly at the order meeting.The old classmates who have been away for ten years are naturally very close when they meet.That day we were just chatting and didn't even attend the morning meeting.After five days of meetings, at the end of the day, after dinner, we were at the elevator, and he suddenly said: "You stay for two more days, isn't it your first time?" When he said this, I don't know why, my heart He jumped up thumping.I tried my best to calm myself down and said, "Maybe it won't work. If you want to stay, you have to say hello to the company." "Call now!" He handed me the phone and said, "For the two days you stay, all expenses will be charged. I'll take care of it!" I decided to stay and talk to him for another two days.After the order meeting was over, he took me to a temple near Guangzhou to eat various snacks.Back at the hotel at night, we all laughed out loud when we talked about the past when we were in high school.I said, at that time, you were Prince Charming in our girls' minds.Speaking of this, he stared at me and asked what now?I said that now everyone has their own Prince Charming.He said, I only care about you, have you found the Prince Charming in your heart yet?I fell silent suddenly.I don't know how to answer this question.

It's not true to say that I don't love my husband, and it's not true to say that my husband is my ideal partner.

"Okay, let's not talk about this." He changed the subject, "I will take you to the hot spring bath, the hot spring bath here is very famous." In the bath, he brought up the past again: "Remember, once you entered the classroom I was holding a copy of "Van Gogh" in my pocket, and I borrowed this book from the school library the next day." He suddenly pushed the hair on my face and said: "You know, I liked you at that time ..." Then he pulled me into his arms and kissed me.After getting out of the bath, I followed him back to the room in a daze, so I won't talk about what happened afterwards.

(End of this chapter)