Love Affair: A Psychological Perspective on Extramarital Affairs

Chapter 40
As long as they sip their toasts in a comfortable mood like now, the two can walk into the rose-colored world of death together.That night, Jiu Mu and Rinko have been sleeping soundly.Of course, I was exhausted from busy preparations to leave Tokyo, but also because I finally survived until now.The physical and mental exhaustion accumulated throughout their lives covered their bodies like lead, causing them to fall into a deep sleep.In the early morning, Hisaki woke up in the dim light leaking in from the window, and after confirming that Rinko was by his side, he fell back into sleep.The same is true for Rinko, who occasionally wakes up with a start, and when she knows that Jiumu is by her side, she hugs him and falls asleep with confidence.

The two fell asleep like this, and it was past noon when they were fully awake.Rinko showered as usual, put on light makeup, put on a maroon dress and a cashmere sweater, and started tidying up the house, while Hisaki smoked on the balcony.

He was looking at the sky above the treetops when Rinko came over.

"looking at what?"

"Look at the sky..."

Jiu Mu pointed to the blue autumn sky at the top of the trunk, Rinko also looked up for a while, and whispered, "We have to write a suicide note..."

That's what Hisaki was thinking about as he looked at the sky.

"What is your last wish?"

"There is only one, I hope we will be buried together after death."

"Is this enough?"

"Only this one is enough."

Regardless of whether they can fulfill their wish, the two had only this wish before they died.

In the afternoon, Hisaki and Rinko wrote the suicide note together.Rinko first wrote with a brush: "Please forgive our last willfulness, please bury us together, as a wish." Then write the names of Jiumu and Rinko in order.After that, Jiumu wrote another suicide note to his wife and daughter, and Rinko also wrote one to his mother.Jiu Mu only apologized to his wife and daughter for his willfulness, and added the phrase "sincerely thank you for your long-term support" that he didn't say when he left home.As I was writing, I remembered my daughter Zhijia's cry of "don't go" when I left home.

What does that mean?Did he simply tell him not to leave home, or told him not to leave because he was aware that he was about to embark on a death journey?In any case, as long as tomorrow, their mother and daughter should be able to perceive what he is thinking.

After writing the suicide note, they suddenly felt that everything in this world was over, and the two spent the rest of their time in meditation.Rinko leaned on the only easy chair, Hisaki lay lightly on the sofa next to her, and closed her eyes.Just like that, I didn't think about anything, and I was in the silence until the autumn sun set and the dusk covered me.

Rinko quietly got up and turned on the light, and went to the kitchen to cook her last meal.Mushroom and bacon salad, heat up a small pot of stewed duck with water stone and long Rui, and put it on the table.

"There's nothing..."

She put the salad in a small plate for Jiumu, the last meal in this world was cooked by Rinko herself, Jiumu felt so happy. "Open that bottle of wine!"

Jiu Mu pulled out the stopper of the Château Margaux bottle that he specially bought from the restaurant last night, and slowly poured it into two glasses.

The two toasted to each other, Jiu Mu whispered: "For us..."

He was at a loss for words for a while, and Rinko continued, "Cheers to the wonderful journey..."

After drinking each other's drinks and looking at each other, Rinko murmured deeply: "It's good to be alive..."

What's going on when you're about to die in a moment, but you say it's good to be alive?

Jiu Mu didn't understand, Rinko held up the wine glass and said, "I met you because I was alive. I know many wonderful things and leave many good memories..."

On this point, Jiu Mu was also deeply touched. He nodded gratefully, and Rinko's eyes shone brightly: "I like you, after falling in love with you, I became very beautiful, and I learned how to live every day. Of course, there are many pains, but there are dozens of times more joy, because the love to death makes my whole body become sensitive, everything I see will be moved, and I understand that everything has life..."

"But we are going to die..."

"Yes, because there are so many good memories that can't be loaded all over, it's enough, and I don't have any regrets anymore, right?" Rinko was right.Jiu Mu is also devoted to love and love with all his heart, and has no regrets at the moment.

"It's good to be alive!"

He unconsciously muttered the same words as Rinko.So I also found that in the past year and a half, I have really lived a very fulfilling life, and I don't feel terrible about dying.

"Thank you!"

Rinko raised his glass again, and Hisaki also raised his glass to meet him.

"Thank you!"

Staring at each other, they drank slowly.

Tonight, as long as they repeat the same actions now, the two will be able to embark on a journey of absolute happiness to death. After confirming this point, the two toasted again.It was six o'clock in the afternoon after the last meal.It was completely dark outside the house, and there was only one light outside the balcony illuminating the courtyard at night.After October, almost no one came to live in the villa, only this house smelled of people.But the people in this room are preparing to die step by step.

Jiu Mu first poured the leftover Chateau Margaux red wine from dinner into a new wine glass, controlling about a quarter of the amount to dissolve into the potassium cyanide powder hidden in the white container.Although there is only a small amount, but such a small amount can take several lives, and these are definitely enough.Looking at the poisoned wine, Rinko silently came to sit next to Jiu Mu.

"Drink this and everything will be over." Rinko quietly reached out to hold the stem of the glass, and gently brought the glass close to her cheek as if savoring it.

"smell good!"

"Although the taste of wine covers the taste of medicine, it may still have a little sour taste when drinking."

"Who said that?"

Of course I heard it from Kawabata, but it would be unbelievable if anyone had tasted the poison that would kill them if they drank it.

"Perhaps someone accidentally drank a very small amount and was revived."

"We won't do that, will we?"

"There is absolutely no mistake, you will definitely die." Hisaki asserted confidently, and then looked at the phone.

"Shall we ask Kasahara-san to come here at noon tomorrow?"

Hisaki tried to calculate the time of death.They hoped that when the body was found, they would still hug each other tightly as Rinko wished and not separate.In order to die like that, the body must be discovered between ten to twenty hours after death when the body is at its stiffest.

"I just told him I wanted more firewood for the fireplace, and he would definitely come."

Although I felt sorry for the administrator, the two of them should have hugged each other tightly when he came.

"Should we go?"

Jiu Mu's inadvertent words became the signal to set off to die.Rinko nodded, and the two walked upstairs holding hands.

The windows in the second-floor bedroom facing the courtyard were open during the day, but are now closed, and the heater is turned on.Hisaki turned on the bedside lamp, put the wine glass on the bedside table, and sat on the bedside with Rinko.It was not yet deep at night, but there was silence all around. Listen carefully, and you can faintly hear the faint chirping of insects.There are still living creatures in such silence, which made Jiumu feel very peaceful. When he continued to listen, Rinko asked in a low voice: "Do you not regret it?"

His voice was as soft as a song, Jiu Mu nodded slowly. "No regrets."

"Your life..."

"Although I have experienced a lot, it is really great to meet you in the end."

"I have no regrets either, it's a pleasure to meet you."

In an instant, Jiumu's love for Rinko rushed out like a torrent, and he couldn't help kissing her, lips, eyes, nose, ears, everything about Rinko was so cute.When kisses rained down on her body, Jiu Mu couldn't restrain the urge to look at her body anymore.

"Can you take it all off?" He wanted to take another good look at Rinko's body before he died, and it was branded in his eyes.

"Naked..."

He begged again like a teenager, Rinko nodded with motherly eyes and turned around gently, took off the sweater, the long skirt, and the bra panties, and turned around.

"Is that okay?" Rinko stood in front of Jiumu, naked.She shyly covered her chest with her hands, and her naked body was as green and white as magnets in the face of death, graceful and seductive.

Attracted by this naked female body, Hisaki stood in front of Rinko and gently put down her hand covering her chest.

"It's so beautiful..." It was the first time he looked at Rinko's body deeply and fascinated under the bright light.From the top of the head to the tips of the toes, and then from the tips of the toes to the top of the head, he looked up and down repeatedly, feeling as if the female body in front of him was Amitabha or Bodhisattva sitting on the Sumeru Altar.At this moment, Jiu Mu discovered for the first time that what he had been pursuing was this Buddha statue and religion called the enchanting body.Like a devout believer who caresses the Buddha statue from head to toe with his hands, chewing on the supreme happiness, Jiumu now stretches out his hands to touch the female body, from the thin neck down to the lubricated shoulders, to the firm breasts to the nipples , then along the tightened abdomen to the beautiful round buttocks, then back to the plump waist, and finally to the small black jungle between the thighs in the center.At this moment, Jiu Mu suddenly knelt down limply and begged like a prayer.

"I hope you can let me see this place." Rinko was stunned for a moment, and finally she slowly lay down on her back on the bed, with her legs slightly apart.

The eyes of the man who hoped to be satisfied became brighter. He tried to bend the woman's legs and knees, and then separated them as much as possible, then carefully brought his face closer.After the legs were opened to this extent, the black secret forest seemed a little sparse, with flower buds protruding slightly from the lightly curly hair.Resisting the urge to kiss Fangze, he put his hands on the slightly black and thick labia under the flower buds, and slowly moved them to the left and right, so he saw the flesh-pink flower core that was completely unimaginable from the outside, and there was Spit out thick love liquid glistening.

This seemingly beautiful and obscene gap is the birthplace of a man's life, and it is also the place of death.As long as you take a step into this soft vestibule that is shining with pink light, you will know that there is a bottomless abyss that cannot be seen in front of you, and you will be caught and sucked in by folds and folds, making it impossible for the man to survive.

At this moment, Jiu Mu embarked on the death journey one step earlier, in order to make up for the gorgeous sin of breaking into this fertile and fertile garden, greedy for endless debauchery and pleasure.For the last attachment in this world, Jiu Mu enjoys admiring the woman's private parts very much, so he can no longer bear to follow Rinko to take off his clothes, stick his lips to the flower core, and lick his tongue affectionately stand up.Encouraged by his frankness and sincerity, Rinko also tightly grasped his penis, caressing it like infinite attachment, and then sucked it deeply into her mouth.

Perhaps Rinko also feels that this warm and lovely thing is the thing of fate that will greatly change her life and eventually die.The two caressed each other with infinite love, and it took a while to return to the previous relative posture with the infinite attachment to the genitals and genitals that made them unable to extricate themselves.

It is the last feast before the double death journey.The woman is lying on her back, with a pillow under her waist, and her lower body is raised. The man overlaps like a beloved female body, and embraces each other as if they will never be separated until the future eternity.Now there is nothing to be afraid of anymore, and then just concentrate on going to the happy world.

Jiumu's will was naturally transmitted to Rinko. When Jiumu exerted his last strength to forge ahead, the already boiling hot flower core undulated and shrank like waves, and finally his whole body trembled and moaned, "I can't do it..." and cried "I'm going to die!" ..."

Suddenly, Hisaki's penis was absorbed and entangled by the flesh and folds in the female body, and his last energy exploded and scattered with the fireball.

"I'm so happy..." Following Rinko's joyful voice oozing from the depths of his body, Jiumu's energy was completely absorbed, and his life was also burned out.

After feeling this way for each other, Jiu Mu stretched out his right hand to the bedside table.In the dizzy aftertaste of pleasure, poison was poured into Rinko's body to make her die, and at the same time, he himself took the poison in the post-ejaculation orgasm.This is exactly the journey of happiness that the two long for, pray for, and dream about.

Jiu Mu was no longer confused, he held the wine glass tightly with five outstretched fingers, brought it to his mouth, looked at the bright red wine juice dancing like a flame, and held it in his mouth.It was neither bitter nor sour, maybe he could feel the taste, but Jiu Mu only wanted to swallow it in his mind.He took a sip, felt the moment when the wine dripped down his throat, and poured the rest of the wine into Rinko's red lips with a contented and serene expression.Rinko, who was lying on her back under Jiu Mu, didn't resist, and obediently swallowed the wine like a baby sucking.

The juice of the bright red wine poured mouth to mouth overflowed and flowed down from both ends of Rinko's lips along the white and tender cheeks.Hisaki, who felt infinitely happy and stared at Rinko, suddenly felt uncomfortable and oppressed all over his body. He frantically shook his neck and shouted with the last of his strength, "Rinko..."

"Honey……"

That short cry that dragged its tail like a foghorn was the last call and swan song of the two of them left in this world.

(End of this chapter)