Your warmth, my love

Chapter 191 If you can't fall in love with me, don't forget me.

My hand was completely pressed by him on the plunger of the syringe, and my fingers were passively pushed downward by Lu Chengying. I tried to break free but couldn't. Lu Chengying's lips were suddenly close to my ear, with a low and quiet voice Said, "I injected Chen Yutang with the liquid in it. In fact, I prepared such a thing for myself a long time ago. I was afraid that I would inject it into myself when I couldn't hold back, but I I have never had that courage, I am a cowardly person, I am using several faces to disguise, only now, I can finally be myself"

I thought of Chen Yutang's death, I thought of him sleeping peacefully on that bed that afternoon, and I thought of the results of the forensic examination. My hand, his breath became a little disordered, but he still didn't intend to let go of me.

"Jiajia, in another 5 minutes, all my people will evacuate from this hospital, and Zou Moyan will naturally retreat. In fact, he has deployed a lot of people around this hospital. He knows that I will not give up so easily. Naturally , I also prepared a perfect countermeasure, but I don’t want to play those head-to-head games this time, I want to gamble my life, because only in this way can I win.”

"He is reluctant to die because he has you, and I just delayed this injection for two years."

"Jiajia, if you can't fall in love with me, don't forget me."

My ability to bear is not as strong as I imagined. At this moment, I only feel that a life is being lost beside me, and I am the culprit. I burst into tears anxiously, "Lu Chengying, don't be like this, you What about Lu Xiaoxiao and Zou Moyun after they die, they still need your care!"

This is the first time I have been so close to death, and the first time I have felt how life disappears.

Lu Chengying pushed the plunger of the syringe to the bottom, and then let go of me, "Jiajia, thank you for accompanying me to the end."

His body slowly fell to the ground, he smiled lightly, the corners of his mouth moved, I knew he wanted to speak, but when I put my face close, I couldn't hear anything.

I grabbed his collar vigorously, "Lu Chengying, don't sleep, I'll go to the doctor, Gao Ziqian must have a solution!"

Lu Chengying didn't respond any more, I put my hand on his snorting position, he wasn't breathing anymore.

I desperately rang the call bell on the bedside, but got no response.

Lu Chengying said that this floor is all his people.

I put my hand on his heart and gave him CPR, but after a long time, he still didn't respond.

I grabbed Lu Chengying's collar and fell helplessly to the side, weeping silently.

The syringe was still stuck in Lu Chengying's arm, I looked at my hand and couldn't believe it.

Lu Chengying, you are free, what about me?

At this time the door was kicked open, Zou Moyan stood at the door and looked at me, his eyes were puzzled and puzzled, but more worried, I looked at him with my helplessness in his eyes Seeing my grievance, Zou Moyan strode up to me and pulled me into his arms.

Then, Zhou Luo, Gao Ziqian and He Changan Pan Yiming both came in. I looked at them with mixed emotions in my heart.

Lu Chengying was still lying on the ground, Gao Ziqian went to his side and knelt down, took out a stethoscope and listened to his heart a few times, then looked at the syringe stuck on Lu Chengying's arm, "Dead."

Hearing the word "dead", I was paralyzed on the ground. Gao Ziqian took out his mobile phone and made a call. Within a minute, several men in white coats came. They put the stretcher on the ground and lifted Lu Chengying up. Put it on top, and when he was about to leave, Zou Moyan said, "Don't move yet."

Everyone looked at Zou Moyan, he looked at Lu Chengying, put his hand on his neck for a full 30 seconds, then put his hand away without saying anything.

"I will deal with He Chang'an, Gao Ziqian, you are in charge of the hospital, and Pan Yiming, you send them out of here." Zhou Luo was arranging the future, and Pan Yiming, who had been silent by his side, stood in front of Lu Chengying. He closed his eyes tightly. I guess, He doesn't feel good about where to go now.

Then I was pulled out of the ward by Zou Moyan, really pulled, because now my legs can't move at all, and I'm completely immersed in what just happened
Lu Chengying is dead.

There were no people in casual clothes in the corridor, Zou Moyan dragged me to Gao Ziqian's office, I stood in front of Zou Moyan, after a long pause, I said, "Lu Chengying is dead."

"I know."

"He pushed the syringe in with my hand." I looked at Zou Moyan with great fear in my eyes, "Did I kill him?"

"It's him who wants to commit suicide, and it has nothing to do with you." Zou Moyan poured me a cup of hot water, and I held the cup in my hand, looking at the steam, my tears fell on the back of my hand .

"Jiajia, don't cry."

Zou Moyan wiped away tears for me, "This is the path he chose, and it has nothing to do with you."

"But I watched him die, he held my hand and pushed the syringe!" As long as I thought about what happened just now, I trembled, "Mo Yan, why is this, why, why!"

Zou Moyan replaced all answers with silence. He hugged me into his arms and used his broad shoulders to give me a sense of security, but my body was trembling, and my whole body fell into a state of confusion, helplessness and panic among.

Lu Chengying died, he used his own way to let me remember him for the rest of my life.

After I drank that cup of hot water, I felt groggy. It wasn't until I couldn't open my eyes that I realized that Zou Moyan added something to it. Otherwise, according to my current mood, I wouldn't be able to sleep at all.

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Lu Chengying's departure is a nightmare of mine.

I seldom think of everything with Lu Chengying. The things that I can occasionally think of are nothing more than eating and drinking together, his endless confession and discussions at home about who does the dishes. He really did a lot for me. No matter it was when we realized that he left now, in fact, I have always been guilty. Even if he did so many things that made me sad and hurt so many people, I also felt that I was the one who was serious. , I can't see clearly, I deserve it.

I seldom pay attention to him, as if his kindness to me is so natural. Although I try my best to avoid and avoid him, many times without him, I can't live such a comfortable life.

He killed people, he hurt Zou Moyan, the things he did made me hate him so much that I wanted to kill him, but when he really died beside me, the timidity, panic, fear, uneasiness in my heart, The anxiety was magnified many times, and only then did I realize how cowardly I was.

I don't even know when Lu Chengying became like this, nor did I discover the dark side of his character.
I don't know him at all,

After all, I am neither a good friend nor a good enemy.

When I woke up, I couldn't tell where I was. The little fox was by my side. Seeing me wake up, I hurried outside and yelled loudly that I woke up. After a while, Zou Moyan came to my bed. It seems that I haven't seen him for a while, why do I look at him more and more strangely?

"You've been asleep all day."

I sat up, top-heavy, and joked, "You took too much medicine."

Zou Moyan was at a loss for words, and brought me a glass of water. I took the glass of water and drank it. After I regained my composure, I looked at him and asked, "Where's Zou Moyun?"

"Sent to Northern Europe."

"Have you arranged everything?"

No wonder, I didn't see Zou Moyun's shadow. Zou Moyan really won't wrong his sister, and arranged all this early.

Zou Moyan didn't answer me, he turned his back to me and looked at the sky outside the window, and said quietly, "Everything is over."

I too muttered, "Yeah, it's all over."

No one mentioned the name Lu Chengying between us, Zou Moyan returned to his gentle and considerate attitude towards me before, but I seemed to have lost my soul, absent-minded and lacking interest in everything I did.

Now Zou Moyan doesn't have to go anywhere and takes me by his side. Although I am free, my heart is tightly bound. I always think of the words Lu Chengying said before he died and the scene. My memory is engraved by him. Branded, I can't wash it, I can't forget it.

Lu Chengying succeeded, he said, Jiajia, if you can't fall in love with me, don't forget me.

(End of this chapter)