I heard that you are always alone

Chapter 5 We are the same kind, but not a couple

In the end everyone got drunk, Xiaoqing and Xiang Nanwo fell asleep in the second bedroom of the new house, Shi Beicheng and I closed the door, he hugged me and kissed me frantically until his fingers touched his body, I grabbed his hand and said in an extremely shy voice, "No."

"Why not?" He paused for a moment, broke free from my hand, and said softly and lingeringly, "Yue, I think, what should I do?"

"Don't even think about it!"

"why!"

"Walls have ears!"

After finishing speaking, I lowered my head and turned around nimbly, and escaped from his arms.

"This is the first night we've moved into our own home! We should consummate the house!" He said firmly and clearly.

"That's not allowed! If my friend hears it, I'll laugh to death." I yawned, "I'm sleepy, go to bed early."

I patted him on the shoulder, I hid in the closet and changed my clothes, but when I came out he was still standing there, looking unhappy.

So I couldn't bear it, so I walked over and asked him gently: "What's wrong? Are you angry?"

He doesn't answer.

"I'm really embarrassed, good boy, don't be angry, tomorrow, how about tomorrow?" I coaxed him.

He still didn't speak, I was terrified of his expression, no matter if I did something wrong or not, I was most afraid of seeing him like this, so I immediately stood on tiptoe and kissed him, "Okay, okay, listen to you, Don't be angry, okay?"

"It's almost the same!" As soon as he finished speaking, he picked me up and threw me on the bed. As soon as my body fell on the soft quilt, he mercilessly unbuttoned me. Then it suddenly dawned on me that I was actually deceived by him...

But it was too late, so I had to try my best not to let myself make any noise. This night, the two of us were like cheaters in our new home, but our hearts were extremely steadfast and sweet.

Because, we no longer have to really have an affair.

Early the next morning, Xiaoqing and Xiangnan woke up, Shi Beicheng drove them to work, and I took the subway to work alone.

This day is very busy, because there are a lot of large and small films in the company for a while, except for the part sponsored by the outside world, the others fall on my department.

At the regular meeting, Xiaozhou was called to explain the product development theme and development plan to everyone. Several other employees always had such and other problems. After the whole meeting, it was already seven o'clock in the evening. I rubbed my head and felt dull pain.I wanted to send him a text message, telling him not to pick me up, but I only saw his text message when I picked up my phone. It turned out that he was already waiting for me downstairs an hour ago.

I hurriedly packed my things and prepared to go out, but was stopped by Ou Yao, "Jiuyue!"

"Huh?" I turned around, "Mr. Ou, is there anything else?"

"No, you go back? I happen to be leaving too, so I'll see you off."

"No," I smiled, "I'll just go back by myself."

I don't know why, but I didn't mention Shi Beicheng, because I couldn't speak.

"It's okay, I'll drop by. You wait for me, I'll get the key."

"No, there's really no need, Mr. Ou," I hurriedly ran over to stop him, and stuck out my tongue at him, "That's it, actually, I have an appointment with a friend, so they should be waiting for me downstairs at this time."

"Oh, that's it." His eyes dimmed for a moment, then he smiled, "Then you go, be careful."

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Ou." I ran out with a smile. At this moment, when I thought of Shi Beicheng sitting in the car, smoking a cigarette and waiting for me, I felt that the happiness in my heart was about to overflow.

As soon as he went out, he saw his black car, so he quickly opened the door and got in.

"I'm sorry, the meeting was so late, I didn't hear the text message, why didn't you call me!" The tone of my apology was completely coquettish.

He wore a black sweater today, and he looked warm and soft, just like his expression when he looked at me at this moment.

He patted my head, making me feel that I am not that willful Jiuyue, but rather like a little woman in love.So I can't help but think of what Xiaoqing said not long ago, she said that when I meet another man in a short time, I will definitely be like a Xiaojiabiyu.

Thinking of this, I smiled lightly, and suddenly, everything seemed to be better.This is the magic of love.

"Can you tell me what are you laughing at?" He put out the cigarette.

"No, drive and eat!"

He didn't ask any more questions, and turned his head to give me a loving look. I saw his expression froze for a moment, so I turned my head and looked out the window.

It was Ou Yao, standing at the door, watching us make love to each other in the car.

I sighed, it was always such a shot, and it always happened to hit his eyes like that, so——is it not good.

"Let's go," he whispered.

"Aren't you going to say hello?" I asked.

"Forget it. Next time."

So he started the engine and drove the car away, out of his sight.

"Little Moon."

"Huh?" I couldn't change my mind for a moment.

"What are you thinking about?"

"No……"

"You lied." He said firmly, with a slight anger.

"I'm thinking about Ou Yao," I told him frankly, "Just now he said to send me off, but I lied to him, he must be very angry."

"That's not what he's angry about." He said, "Xiaoyue, tell me, do you like him?"

"What are you talking about?" I never expected him to ask such a question. I just felt as uncomfortable as swallowing a fly. No matter who misunderstood us, it shouldn't be Shi Beicheng who misunderstood us.

However, he didn't speak any more, just sneered, and drove the car into the crowded twilight.

When he fell asleep at night, he seldom talked, just kept smoking one cigarette after another, and I didn't have the interest to take the initiative to coax him, so I took out beer and prepared to drink it.

"You're drinking again." His deep voice came over.

I bowed my head, poured down a glass silently, "Do you want it?"

"No."

Just like being angry, neither of them spoke anymore, and I drank cans after cans by myself, and there was always a dog-blooded idol drama on TV. I have to admit that the dog-blooded plot made me cry like a tear gas bomb Swallowing it down and pouring it up again, repeated over and over again, and finally couldn't help it, tears flooded the whole face like a bank of tears bursting.

He didn't look at me either, he just stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the night like water, smoking silently.

I want to say, you see, we are always like this, we freeze each other intentionally or unintentionally, and no one wants to get close to each other first.

Later, when he was slightly drunk, he took off his make-up, washed and groomed, fell on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.When I woke up in the middle of the night, I realized that he was still standing there, as if he had become a sculpture.

He opened his mouth, wanting to call him over, but finally he didn't make a sound, well, if you get angry, let's see who can last till the end.

So he covered the quilt, covered his head completely, and didn't think about him.

I don't know how long it took, when I was sleepy, it seemed that someone was sticking to my side. I slowly pulled the quilt away, and the coolness was his body temperature.I just remembered that there is no heating on the balcony. He stood there for so long, but only wore a thin sweater. How cold it would be!

"Are you stupid!" I sat up and wrapped the quilt around him, "It's so cold there, why didn't you come back after standing there for so long?"

"You didn't ask me to come back," he said, his eyes clouded again, "so, I don't want to come back."

"Are you a child?" I yelled, but I hugged him tightly, wanting to be tighter, tighter, to let him stick to my body temperature and keep him warm.

"Still cold?" I asked.

He shook his head.

"You idiot!" I yelled at him, let go of him, and fell down angrily clutching the quilt.

He leaned over again, lying next to me, hugging me tightly behind me, breathing just behind my ear, it was numb, but it was indescribably comfortable.

"Xiaoyue, what should I do? What do you want me to do?"

I pretended to be asleep and didn't respond.I really hope that this moment will stop forever, I really hope that every time I see him defeated and powerless, it makes me feel that I don't have a place in his heart, and I'm not humbled to the dust.

In fact, without those pasts, why would I not want to give in to him, accommodate him, treat him as the oxygen for my survival, and rely on him to live and breathe.

Why don't I want to "love to the depths without complaint"?
But, that can only be wishful thinking.

Because there is that woman in his heart, I always see nostalgia in his eyes, so I have no choice but to be like this.

If it doesn't hurt, we don't know whether there is love between each other.

The next day was the weekend, and it was already 11 o'clock when I woke up.

After simply freshening up, he asked me what I wanted to eat, and I shook my head, indicating that I would listen to him.

"Okay then, I'll take you to a very authentic seafood restaurant."

"it is good."

So he changed into the most homely down jacket, and a pair of frayed jeans, and walked out with his hair tied up.There is also a black rubber band in its mouth.

He saw me come out, took the key and stood at the door waiting for me.

Such two people are more like a couple who have been in love for many years.

I couldn't help thinking again, in those years when I didn't show up, was she always by his side, living like this day after day?
"Xiaoyue." He leaned close to my ear, "Are you thinking about it again?"

"Where is it?" I was told what was on my mind, and I took my backpack in a panic, "Let's go!"

"Let me tell you, Jiuyue, don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about the past, can you?"

I looked at him, for a long time, what he said was right, don't think about the past, let the past pass, let the future come, that's the right way.

So he shook his head, strode over, took his arm, yes, that's it, looking forward chicly.After all, I have a past too, don't I?

When we arrived at the seafood restaurant he mentioned, it was lunch time and it was already full of customers.There was still a person waiting at the door with a number. I pouted and looked at it. I just wanted to say forget it and change to another one, but a waiter came over. Seeing that it was Shi Beicheng, he quickly nodded respectfully: "Mr. Hello sir, how many are you?"

"Two."

"Okay, please come with me."

I can't help but sigh, people with money and status are really good, they don't have to queue up wherever they go, and they are VIPs everywhere they go.

However, the waiter kept looking at me strangely, with that expression, it said, why is this woman not the same as last time?
I kept my head down and didn't speak, just followed them.

Walking to the innermost private room, the design is particularly emotional.The dim light dimly illuminated a corner of the table, and we sat opposite each other.

But at this time, I heard a waiter at the door shouting: "Miss Mu, please."

I raised my head when I heard the sound, and found that Shi Beicheng looked outside unconsciously. Sure enough, it was her, with the man I saw last time by her side.She saw us too, and stood there for a moment, looking at us.

It was as if something had entered his eyes, and his heart ached.

In Shi Beicheng's eyes, there was no one else in an instant.

I stood up, "Sorry, I won't eat."

"Jiuyue!" He stopped me at the door.

She is exquisite at any time, but as a fashion designer, I am downcast like a clown in front of her at this moment.

A baggy down jacket, worn jeans, and messy hair.

I looked at her with creamy skin, a pointed chin, a perfect bun, a noble coat, and five-centimeter high heels.

Standing in front of me, as if condescending.

"Miss Jiu, long time no see." She said.

"Long time no see." I smiled.

She lowered her eyebrows and glanced lightly at Shi Beicheng, "Come here for dinner with Beicheng?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

"The seafood here is great, and the service is top-notch. We used to come here often. You can try it." She said, and the man beside her had already entered the box to wait for her.

I froze, this is a naked provocation.However, he nodded slightly, "Okay, don't bother."

If I left like this, I must have lost, so I thought about it and turned back.

Shi Beicheng held my hand and never let go.Including in front of his ex-fiancée.

I stood in front of the table and said to him coldly: "Okay, you can let go, she can't see it anymore."

His hands trembled slightly before he let me go: "Xiaoyue, I'm not..."

"I know." I sat down again, "Order, the best ones you have eaten before, order them up."

"Little Moon!"

"What?" I turned around and faced him with my plain face: "Am I being too aggressive? I'm sorry, that's just how I am. If you can't stand it, you can go to her, she's next door."

He stopped talking, lit a cigarette, called the waiter, and ordered a few dishes.

When all the dishes were served, I called the waiter again. Because I was in a bad mood, my attitude was not very friendly: "Why is this place still dirty? Is this how you treat VIP customers?" I pointed A grease stain on the corner of the table.

"I'm sorry, miss, we will give you a new tablecloth." After finishing speaking, the waiter stepped back.

Not long after, the waiter brought another one, and the two of them changed the stained tablecloth in silence, turned around and left, and when they walked to the door, they vaguely heard the one I scolded just now say: "This woman really doesn't have a bath. Miss has a good temper."

"Yeah, just looking at her quality, you can tell that she is not a lady of everyone, and her looks are average."

The voices of the two were like mosquitoes, but they still got into our ears.

I bowed my head to pick up the food, pretending I hadn't heard of it, but my heart felt as uncomfortable as if I had been cut by a knife.

Unexpectedly, Shi Beicheng spoke suddenly. Although the voice was not loud, it was enough for everyone to hear.

"what are you saying?"

The two waiters obviously didn't expect us to hear these two sentences, let alone Shi Beicheng, who has always been gentle, got angry.

They stopped, turned their heads, looked at us, and hurriedly lowered their bodies and bowed: "I'm sorry, Mr. Shi..."

"The lady just said is right. You are really not suitable to work in such a restaurant. I will tell your boss and let you find a better job."

"Mr. Shi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, we didn't mean to..." The two girls' faces turned pale with fright.

"Excuse me?" He suddenly raised his hand, swung it vigorously, and swept the food on the table to the ground, and the sound of shattered plates and plates resounded in the entire box, "I'm sorry, this lady! "

"I'm sorry, lady, we were wrong..."

I looked at them and sneered. I didn't blame them. Perhaps what the bystanders saw was the essence.

I stood up, feeling ashamed and not wanting to stay here for another second.

When I came out, I saw Mu Linxi who had heard the sound, and she smiled as gracefully as she did, "Jiuyue, what's wrong?"

"It's okay." I passed her, carried my bag, and walked out quickly.

At this moment, I just want to leave quickly, leave that woman, and leave the place that humiliated me.

Standing at the door, I wanted to take a taxi back, but after waiting for a long time, there was no car.

I vaguely heard the commotion inside, and I couldn't help but look back, only to see that Shi Beicheng went crazy and smashed the opponent's place at the cash register.I hurried in again, tugging at his clothes: "Okay, let's go."

He didn't stop, picked up a bottle of wine on the bar and dropped it.

I let him go and shouted: "I've said enough! Shi Beicheng, did you do it on purpose today? You are very sad to see her, aren't you?"

For some reason, tears were streaming down my face like crazy, and my voice was already trembling.

He turned to look at me: "Jiuyue, is that how you understand it?"

"How do you want me to understand? Ever since you saw her, you have been acting weird. If you can't let it go, go to her! Why come to me? I'm not a substitute." I said, the next to me The waiters and customers all stopped to look at us.

"Let me tell you, you will all be unemployed tomorrow!" Shi Beicheng finally shouted at the waiters who were trembling with fear.

I ignored it and turned away.

He caught up, "Jiuyue, you've always been self-righteous!"

"Why am I so self-righteous? Don't you know that all your emotions are written on your face?"

"We," he suddenly lost ground, said desolately: "Stop arguing, okay?"

I wiped my eyes, and my grandma's hands were full of tears. I only cried that night when Fu Heng abandoned me, and I can't count how many tears I shed for this man.

"Shall we go home?" He hugged me sullenly, rubbing my face.

"Bei Cheng..." I turned my head, "Can I call you that?"

He looked at me happily: "Of course, I've been expecting you to call me so affectionately."

"What about her?" I asked softly, "What did she call you?"

"Her?" He thought thoughtfully, "She's also called Bei Cheng, you heard that."

"So, I don't want to call." I started to be serious again.

"Okay, then don't call."

"Master Beicheng." I put my name and surname together: "Master Beicheng, in fact, what should I do with you?"

If I don't love you enough, I can leave freely. If I don't love you enough, I don't have to bear such humiliation.

But, but, what to do, I love you enough.But still can't find the outlet to express.

How about you?love me enoughStill can't forget her?

This winter seems to be very long. After such a long time, it has not passed yet.

The work seems to have suddenly increased, and every day is full of endless discussions and endless design drawings.

Sometimes I want to go back to cook early, but Ou Yao always asks me to work overtime when I get off work, so I will call Shi Beicheng and tell him that I have to work overtime and I will go back very late.

I wanted to tell him to go to bed early, but every time he agreed sullenly.

This time is no exception.I hung up the phone and gently rubbed my temples. At this moment, Ou Yao came to my side and said, "I'm going to Katie, you come with me."

I was taken aback, nodded randomly and agreed, this is work, I always have to go.

It was no different from what I expected. I had a meeting with Mu Linxi, the design director of the other party, and several other middle-level managers. At the meeting, she talked about the product concept of the new season. I tapped on the table with a pen and counted the time. .

Until she suddenly changed the subject and smiled at me: "Miss Jiu, what do you think?"

"Oh?" I just came back to my senses, but I no longer knew what she said.

"How do you feel?" she asked again.

Everyone at the table looked at me, but I had no idea what she was talking about. Just as I was about to ask, Ou Yao had already helped me out: "Jiuyue, just talk about it. From your point of view, I think you can talk about it in the future. Is the bracelet with the three-dimensional sense of ancient Roman architecture and the look and feel of metal utensils suitable for our upcoming drama?"

"Ah." I realized, "This is a full Italian design with atmosphere and texture, because Italian jewelry doesn't like to polish gemstones to be too sharp, so this kind of round and natural gemstones are what they love. It is admirable, if this kind of jewelry bracelet is applied to a delicate woman with a unique and distinctive personality, it will be a very good interpretation."

"Yeah." Mu Linxi smiled: "If I can get Miss Jiu's affirmation, then I will dare to design boldly."

"I'm just expressing my thoughts, not everyone's. Miss Mu can look at other people's opinions."

I turned my head and saw Ou Yao's approving expression.And at the other end of the conference table, their boss, Shi Beicheng's father, Shi Jingchun, was listening quietly all the time.He always pursed the corners of his mouth, his face was so serious that no one dared to approach him.

At the end of the meeting, he stood up and walked to Mu Linxi. I could really hear his approval and approval for her. He smiled and said, "Linxi, if you are free in the evening, ask Bei Cheng to go home and have a meal together." let's eat."

Mu Linxi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, and said gently, "Okay, uncle."

I stood outside the door, listening to their conversation inside, pinching the phone, my hands trembling slightly as I was about to call him.

But at this time the phone rang, and I looked at the words "Shi Beicheng" on the screen, and suddenly I didn't know what to do.Just when Ou Yao came out, I grabbed him as if I had caught a savior, and said, "Mr. Ou, shall I treat you to dinner?"

He was taken aback for a moment, obviously this was unexpected, but he readily agreed.

I took two steps back gently: "Excuse me, I'll answer the phone first."

He nodded.

I turned around and pressed the phone tightly to my ear: "Hello?"

"When do you get off work? I'll pick you up."

"I'm now..." I said softly, "in Katy."

"What?" His voice rose to a higher level, "Why are you there?"

"Uh, a meeting."

"Oh." He paused, "Then you wait there, and I'll go over right away."

"No need." I pretended to be apologetic, "I still have dinner later, so you can eat something yourself."

"Oh." There was a hint of disappointment in his voice, "Then, call me after eating, and I'll pick you up."

"Ok."

Shi Beicheng, after I finish eating, even if I really call you, you won't come to pick me up, right?
After a while, she will ask you to come together, and the two of you will go home in pairs to visit your parents.

I should have known long ago that their breakup was only a matter between the two of them, and the outside world and the family must not have known about it, otherwise the news and gossip would have started a long time ago.

I sneered, why do I feel so bitter in my heart?

Seeing that I finished typing, Ou Yao came over and looked at me with a silly smile in his pocket.

"Mr. Ou, what do you want to eat?"

He shrugged: "Of course you have the final say on your treat."

"Oh." I lowered my head and thought for a while, "Then treat you to Malatang!"

He listened, his eyes narrowed into slits with a smile, "Alright, I haven't eaten for many, many years."

Of course Malatang was joking, and finally we decided to eat hot pot. Eating hot pot in winter is the best and most homely choice. The last time we ate hot pot was after we moved, with Shi Beicheng and Xiangnan. Thinking of that day, I couldn’t help but feel It warmed up.

However, when I went out, I realized that it was snowing.

I rubbed my hands together, saying that snow is not cold, but I still feel that the cold air is mercilessly attacking the blood in my body.

Every winter, hands and feet are as cold as ice. Many people say that girls love cold body, so it is inevitable that hands and feet will be colder in winter.However, I was the one with the worst cold. I remember when I was a child at home, when I was sleeping at night, I always got into my mother's bed from the cold, and when she touched her skin, she yelled and yelled to let Dad Come and pull me out.

Then Dad will take out my hand and cover it with his big warm hand.

Dad always has such a good temper and is very patient with me.

Seeing me staring blankly at the thin white layer of his car, Ou Yao came over, took off his scarf, and gently wrapped it around my neck.

I took a breath, the tip of my nose was probably red from the cold, and my eye sockets were also sore.

But at this moment, there was a car headlight shining over, I hurriedly stretched out my hand to cover my eyes, and turned my head only to find that it was Shi Beicheng's car.I was stunned for a moment. After receiving Mu Linxi's call, did he come so soon?

So, in the current situation, do you want to go over and say hello to him?
I stood there in a daze, beside Ou Yao who had just left my neck with a hand, seeing that it was Shi Beicheng, he smiled and walked over first.

"Bei Cheng, why did you come back to the company so late?"

He just got out of the car, slammed the door, glanced at me casually, then turned to look at Ou Yao, "Well, there's something wrong."

"Why can't we deal with it tomorrow? It seems that you, the vice president, are busier than me, the general manager." He said with a smile.

Shi Beicheng didn't speak, but looked at me again, and finally turned around and walked into the hall.Through the transparent revolving door, I saw that as soon as he entered, he met Mu Linxi and Shi Jingchun, the three talked and laughed affectionately for a while, I pulled Ou Yao, cleared my throat, Said: "Let's go."

When I got in the car, he carefully helped me fasten my seat belt, but my eyes kept on the sudden heavy snow outside.I really don't know when the snow will fall.

I didn't have a very happy meal during this period, probably because I was in a bad mood, and Ou Yao seldom talked, so he ate a hot hot pot quietly and drank less than a bottle of beer.

Later, he sent me back, and I got off the car to say goodbye to him. During this period, Shi Beicheng never called or texted me, and we were always like a pair of strangers.

I fell asleep and woke up all night, as if I was not used to the sudden absence of someone around me. I got up in the middle of the night and went to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and found that it was full of milk and fruit, and all the wine was gone.

I wanted to call him and ask him where all my wine went, but when I picked up the phone, I couldn't press the button for a long time.Finally, he put down the phone weakly, quietly placed it on the sofa, and went into the room again to lie down.

I probably fell asleep in the early morning, and it snowed all night outside. When I got up in the morning, I opened the curtains, and the sky outside was white.

There are hard-working uncles and aunts sweeping snow in the community, and the sound of shovels shoveling on the ground is obscure and harsh.

The room was so quiet that I could hear my own breathing, but in such silence, the doorbell rang. I stood still, and the doorbell rang again.I still don't move.

If I could choose, I really don't want to let myself have such a temperament, even in love, I always want to be as stubborn as winning or losing.

After two times, I didn't open the door, and then the doorbell stopped. After a long time, I walked to the door and didn't hear any sound from outside.

After hesitating for a moment, he finally couldn't hold back and stepped forward to slowly open the door.

But suddenly he was stunned, he stood there like that, his body was covered with snow flakes, his head had already turned into water, falling down drop by drop, even his eyelashes were covered with moisture.

He just stood there, his eyes were red and bloodshot, staring at me closely.I still have the same downcast appearance, not only without makeup, but also without washing my face, my hair is messy, and I have a goose yellow cotton slippers on my feet, exposing my clean insteps.

He gasped, waiting for me to speak first.

After a long time, I said, "I'm back."

"Well," his voice was hoarse: "I'm back."

I lowered my eyebrows: "It's so cold outside, I'm completely soaked, come in and change."

So I moved my body, and he walked in sideways from my side. I could smell the strong smell of alcohol on his body.

"You and Ou Yao," he asked, I felt uneasy, but then he just said, "Going to eat?"

"Well, yes." I answered truthfully.

"and then?"

"What then?"

"Then?" he asked again.

"Then send me back." I said lightly.

"Oh." He walked into the bedroom, took the clothes from the closet, and didn't ask any more questions.

I walked into the kitchen, took the cup, and brought him a cup of hot water. When I handed it to him, I asked, "Where's my wine?"

"Throw it away." He didn't even look at me, "I don't want you to be a drunkard."

"Oh." Although he has such a domineering tone, I suddenly feel warm in my heart. When someone cares, even if it is a kind of restraint, it feels good.

However, the next moment, he suddenly picked up my body and walked towards the bed.I subconsciously called out softly.

"Jiuyue, you really deserve to die!" He hugged me, panted heavily, and threw me onto the bed.

The familiar smell on his body broke into my nostrils, I smelled it obsessively, and felt a dull pain in my heart, he was like this every time, every time he met that woman, he would be angry for no reason, treat him domineeringly for no reason I.

But I didn't say anything, knowing that I couldn't appease him, and I couldn't save myself.

Because speaking out is an irreparable wound, so why bother.

His strong smell of alcohol, mixed with the unique aroma of his body, made me intoxicated. The kiss hit me like a rainstorm, once and for all, so violent.I tolerated it tactfully, it seemed like he was going to tear me apart.

"Jiuyue, until now, I'm not sure whether you love me or not, but I really want to rub you into my body."

In the mist, I opened my eyes, squinted slightly, and looked at him above my head. At this moment, it was like looking at the flesh and blood of my dearest relatives. From the bottom of my heart, I said to myself: Shi Beicheng, why don't I want to rub you? Into my heart, every moment, your heart is only occupied by me.

In the morning when it was snowing heavily, I wiped my tears on the clean shirt he had just changed, and he hugged my cold body tightly.

I didn't ask him about Mu Linxi, and he didn't say anything. I didn't go to work until about noon.Before leaving, he was lying on the bed, as if he hadn't slept all night, very tired.

I asked him why he didn't go to work, and he just said sullenly that he didn't go today and wanted to rest.

But I didn't expect that the work content was still too much. When I finally thought I was done, Ou Yao suddenly appeared and said to work overtime.

So I was busy for a long time, and had a casual work meal in the middle. It was already eleven o'clock at night when I left the company. The snowed streets were full of melted water, and the weather was freezing cold.

I wore a thick scarf and gloves, and Ou Yao drove me back.

I stopped at the gate of the community. As soon as I got out of the car, I saw him, wrapped in a coat, squatting in the snow in the garden in front of the gate, like a lonely statue.

I turned around to thank Ou Yao, he smiled at me, turned his head and drove in the opposite direction.

Seeing him walking away, I immediately ran into the snow and stood in front of him.

"Master Beicheng, is it too hot in the room?"

He raised his head and saw that it was me, he immediately sniffed and laughed.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, but you didn't tell me what time it will be."

"If you keep doing this, I won't be able to go to work."

"It's okay, it's not interesting to be alone, it's good to see the snow scene here." He stood up, patted the snow on his buttocks, and held my hand: "Let's go!"

I'm going crazy, Xiangnan, Xiaoqing, I really want to call you now and tell you that I'm blissfully fucking crazy in Jiuyue!

But no one shared it with me. I was held by him and strode home.

Next, I continued to work overtime for several days. I felt that I was about to collapse, so I called Ou Yao on Tuesday morning and said, "Mr. Ou, I'm sick, can I take a day off?"

"Are you sick?" His voice became tense, "Do you want to go to the hospital? I'll take you to the hospital."

"No need." I said lightly, "take a day off, take some medicine, and sleep well."

"Okay then, take good care of your illness, your body is important."

"En." I replied, but at this moment, Shi Beicheng's voice came over: "Where is my shirt?"

I hurriedly covered the phone, and hung up the phone after two seconds.

Unexpectedly, about an hour later, the phone rang again.

"Boss Ou."

"Well, Xiaoyue, it's like this. You may still need to come to the company. There is a design that needs to be seen before you can confirm it. It is decided that we can make a version here. This scene is very urgent."

"Oh..." I looked at Shi Beicheng in embarrassment, and could only say, "Okay, I'll go there now."

After hanging up the phone, he looked at me coldly.

"I have to go to the company." I turned around and walked into the bedroom, opening the closet.

"Don't go." He took my hand.

I turned around and looked at him like a stubborn child. After hesitating for a moment, I smiled and coaxed him: "Don't do this, this is work, and I'm not like you. You can have many employees for you without any effort." Working hard, I have to fight for it myself."

"I can give it to you."

"You're here again." I knew my expression was a little unhappy, "I said, I want to do it myself."

"Yeah." He lowered his head, thought for a while, and still dragged me: "Then don't go, change jobs, okay?"

"Why?" I didn't understand, "This job is pretty good, but I've been busy for a while. I'm usually free, and the salary is good, and the position is not low. What's more, Mr. Ou treats me so well." take care of……"

"It's because he takes too much care of you!"

"Master Beicheng..."

"Don't you understand? Or are you just playing dumb?"

"Why am I pretending to be stupid?"

"You know he likes you."

"So what, I told him that I am very grateful to him, just to thank him, he should know that emotional matters cannot be forced, let alone..."

"What's more?"

"He knows me..." I suddenly felt hot.

"Do you know you like me?" He suddenly smiled, with a happy look written all over his face, I sighed, there was really nothing I could do about him.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he walked to the door, opened his hands, stopped me, and acted recklessly to the end.

The phone rang again, I picked it up and told Ou Yao that I would be there soon, then shook off his hand, opened the door and went out. Before leaving, I left a light kiss on his ear, because I was really scared He is not happy.

When he got off work, he said he was waiting for me downstairs, but when he went out, he didn't see him.The car parked quietly in front of the building.

I stood there and waited for a while, only to see him come out from inside, with the majestic Ou Yao beside him.

The two looked like they had just talked, but walked towards me with a cold face.

I looked at him and asked, "What did you say?"

"It's nothing." Shi Beicheng pulled me up, "Let's go, go home."

"Oh." I was pulled by him, his pace was so fast that when I looked back at Ou Yao, I almost stumbled and fell.

In a trance, I remembered, when did Ou Yao and Shi Beicheng become so full of suspicion?I vaguely remember the first time I saw him, it was in Ou Yao's reception room, they were talking and laughing like that, Xiao Zhou and I stood at the door and looked at these two superb handsome guys, we were lost for a while.

But in the blink of an eye, they have become strangers. Perhaps, there is not much friendship and loyalty between them businessmen.

Sighing, I got into Shi Beicheng's car, he didn't say anything, his face was tense, I felt bored, so I played the music to listen to it, and as soon as I turned it on, my heart shrank suddenly.

It is Wan Fang's "New Love".I know, this is Mu Linxi's cell phone ring tone, the last time I called her at work, this song came to my ears.

My chest was suddenly congested, so I reached out and turned it off when I sang the emotional part.

He looked at me, turned his head, and asked casually, "Why didn't you listen?"

"Well, I won't listen."

"If you don't like it, why don't you change it?"

Seeing his incomprehensible look, I suddenly felt that I was extremely stingy again, so I stopped talking and turned my head to look at the night outside.

I feel like I'm like a child who always thinks of things indiscriminately by himself and then gets angry with himself.

Until the end, maybe he didn't know why I was angry.

During dinner, I drank a little wine, and he was a little drunk. After eating, I stood up and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes. He was behind me, looking at me, frowning slightly.

He seemed to have something to say, but he never spoke.

Shi Beicheng, how can we communicate like a pair of normal lovers.

I was lost in thought, until the water in the pool overflowed and I didn't notice it. He patted me hard: "What are you thinking! The water has flowed to the ground."

I looked down, and sure enough, the clothes were covered with sewage from washing dishes, so I silently turned off the faucet, and prepared to go back to the house and change into clean clothes.

"Jiuyue," he pulled me back, "let's talk."

"Okay." I said, "Wait until I change my clothes."

I was about to talk to him too.

(End of this chapter)