I heard that you are always alone

Chapter 6 I can play your supporting role forever with a smile
After changing his clothes and coming out of the room, he was sitting on the sofa in the living room smoking a cigarette.

Our current state is really strange when you think about it, it seems that we have come together somehow, but it seems that we have never been together.

I sat down and said, "Go ahead."

"You talk first."

I looked at his delicate face and said lightly: "Shi Beicheng, let's stop playing like this, I'm tired, let's go."

It took a long time to feel his breathing, and the smoke in his hand stopped in mid-air, which seemed particularly abrupt.

"Jiuyue, what are you talking about." His voice was unusually calm.

I closed my eyes and indifferently ignored his helplessness like a child: "We have no future."

"Who said there will be no future!" He suddenly roared, stretching out his hand and smashing it on the coffee table.A face was so dark and terrifying that my voice trembled in fear: "Shi Beicheng, don't be so stubborn, you and I both know that we are together, there is no emotion at all."

"What did you say?" He said incredulously, "You said, there is no relationship between us, right?"

"Yes." I lowered my eyebrows.

"why?"

I laughed, "You have to ask yourself that."

"Myself? Myself..." he repeated, but sneered, "Jiuyue, tell me, is it because of Ou Yao? Is it? Are you giving up on me because of him?"

I swallowed, only to feel my throat hurting, tears were about to come out, I quickly adjusted my emotions, and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter if it's true or not, anyway, I'm not your type."

"I told you, you're too self-righteous."

"What can I do to stop me from being self-righteous? Seeing you go home with her to visit your parents, seeing you feel sad for her and getting drunk all night, watching you listen to her favorite song every day, miss and feel sad Is this a relationship? Even if I am a plaything, just a woman you choose on a whim, you should also consider my feelings! What's more, I have the right to choose whether to be your woman, right? "

Saying this in one breath is not as difficult as I imagined, and I didn't cry, it was just a pain in my heart as if being torn by something, and the blood dripped to reveal those pains and grievances little by little, until the pain was so numb that I forgot cried.

His body shook slightly, and there were colorful fireworks in his eyes. He came over, hugged me gently, and let my head rest on his shoulder.The soft voice was like dreaming: "Xiaoyue, is it because of this? You are because of these, right? If it is because of these, then let me tell you, I have never had nostalgia and unforgettable, on the contrary, I have long forgotten Yes, before we broke up, when we were still facing each other day and night, when I met you drunk at night in Milan, I had already forgotten how much I loved her. I blamed myself every day, and I put my love for you The obsession is understood as a man's normal liking for the new and loathing the old. I hate this kind of myself, but I was conquered by you like that. What you said is all your own imagination. I went home with her because I still I can't let my father know that we broke up. I drink because I like you but I can't tell others. You are my woman but you are in another man's car. I..."

He finally couldn't go on talking anymore, I looked at the man in my arms who was as fragile as a child, I was trapped in his arms, the air was full of his smell, I really wanted to cry, I really wanted to be with him at such a moment He hugged tightly and wept loudly.

But he held back, and even the thought that he told himself in his heart not to be soft-hearted, was deeply shocked by his affectionate confession, and swallowed it all back into his stomach together with tears.

Should I believe it?So those proofs of his love with her played repeatedly in my mind. Should I believe what he said?
However, believe it or not, that breakup never came out of my mouth again.

He let go of me, gently kissed my brow, kissed my eyes, kissed my cheek, kissed my lips, earlobe, neck...

Shi Beicheng, I love you, but why can't I say it.

It seems that if I speak this sentence first, I will never gain the upper hand in my feelings. It seems that if I say this sentence, I will lose.

At night, the two of us were entangled on the light gray sheets, his body was so hot and mine was so cold, yet they were entangled like this, entangled.I think of Mu Linxi's slender and beautiful figure, her delicate porcelain-like skin, and her various things, with a face that is always flawless.

My mind was confused, I just heard him whisper behind my ear: "Every woman I've ever loved will fall in love with another man... Xiaoyue, will you too?"

yes.I also want to say, why the men I have loved have another woman when they love me.

Maybe this is our fate, if we met each other at the beginning, maybe we will also encounter betrayal later.

It is so difficult to stay together in a relationship. You have to be hurt once before you know how to cherish it, just like the song sings: If we have never walked the road of love, how will we know that demons are the heaviest burden.

The good days of being young and frivolous will end as soon as you become sensible.

So we got back together, went to work the next day, laughed all day, and thought everything was so cute.Even the style of the design drawings has changed from grand and high-key to feminine and light, so soft and warm.

Xiao Zhou said with a smile: "Our manager Jiu, are we in love?"

I caressed the white porcelain coffee cup, the clear lines, I didn't even refute, just laughed.

When I had nothing to do in the afternoon, I searched a lot of dishes on the Internet. I wanted to cook him a sumptuous dinner. If he told me those words, I thought, I would believe it, whether it is true or not, even if the whole world I alone believe it.

The afternoon was very long, and it felt like a long time before I finally got off work. I ran out in a hurry, got in a taxi and went straight to the supermarket near my home.

After buying vegetables for a long time, she picked and picked, like a serious housewife, thinking about how to cook the most homely but delicious dinner for him.

In the end, I carried a large and small bag, and a big carp that had just been slaughtered, and I still had a faint breath. Occasionally, I struggled with the bag. I carried it high, and when I got home, I found that he hadn't come back yet.

After changing clothes and washing hands, I flashed into the kitchen, and began to think hard about the recipes I saw on the Internet in the afternoon. It turned out that in addition to hurts and pains, there are also such beautiful moments when loving someone.

After taking a sip of the fish soup, it seemed to be a little weaker. He picked up the small spoon of salt, thought about it, and worried that he might not be used to the heavy taste, so he slowly put it down again.

After finally hearing the sound of the door lock turning, I expected him to hug me as soon as he entered the door, shouting Long live Jiuyue.

However, the idea is still too perfect, I thought to myself, there is indeed a gap between ideal and reality, seeing him walk in silently, with a preoccupied look, I curled my lips, thinking maybe he was in a bad mood, Although there was a small loss in my heart, I still didn't care too much.

After finally finishing the three dishes, they put them on the dining table one by one. He took off his apron and walked over to hug his neck: "It's time to eat!"

Only when I opened my mouth did I realize that my voice was also sweet and greasy.

He looked at me, but only said lightly: "Okay."

There was nothing to say during the meal, so I asked him: "Is there something unhappy?"

He didn't answer, just shook his head quietly.

Occasionally, the phone rang, and he looked down at the short message, thought for a long time, and then typed a reply carefully.

I ate in silence, drank soup in silence, and ignored it.

Soon, his cell phone rang again, and he looked at it without speaking.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"No."

Well, Shi Beicheng, since you don't want to tell me, I won't ask any more.

I picked up the bowl silently, and seeing that he didn't eat a few mouthfuls, I was so heartbroken that I had cooked for two hours.

He thought it would be fine, but in the end his cell phone rang sharply, this time it was a phone call.

He picked it up, I was in the kitchen, the water was rushing, so I couldn't hear what he said clearly, not long after, he walked gently behind me, I turned around and found He has already put on his coat.

"Are you going out?" I asked.

"Well, yes, I'm going out for a while."

"Okay." I turned my head and continued to wash the dishes.

"I might..." He stammered, "Maybe I won't be back tonight."

"Okay." I still wash the dishes.Tears dripped into the water, but fortunately I was behind his back and he couldn't see it.

"Aren't you going to ask why?"

"Why do you ask? If you ask, will you not go?"

"Little Moon..."

"Okay," I turned my head and looked at him seriously, and the dignity I had worked so hard to accumulate in front of him had obviously been let go of in my tone: "Then, Shi Beicheng, don't go, okay?"

"Do you know what it is?" he said.

I shook my head, "But I know who it is."

"Well, it's her," he said, "but I really want to go."

"Look," I smiled hopelessly. "I just said, if I stop you, you will go too, go, we...or that's all we can do."

"You believe me."

"I want, too."

I rubbed my eyes, his mother's chili was really hot, and tears fell down completely uncontrollably, crackling and pitiful, but what can I do, even if my tears flowed upstream and turned into a river, he just hugged me He hugged me, then turned and left.

Facing his back, I quietly said: "Shi Beicheng, if you come back tonight, I will forgive you, if not, then we will stop here."

He walked to the door, paused slightly with the hand holding the doorknob, turned around to look at me, and nodded vigorously.

This scene is like a farewell to life and death. I still need to be calmer and calmer.

So after washing the dishes, I began to wipe the floor over and over again, clean the room, and organize the wardrobe.

After a long time, I stretched my already stiff waist, looked up at the clock on the wall, it was 2:[-] in the morning.

He hasn't come back yet.

Strictly speaking, after twelve o'clock, it is already past tonight.

However, I comforted myself, no, it doesn't count, it will be better until tomorrow morning after this night.

So until three o'clock, 03:30, four o'clock, four quarters, 04:30...

I fell down between the sofa and the tea table, propped my tired forehead with my hands, and then opened the curtains, watching the sky gradually brighten, I thought tiredly, no matter what, I still can't stop him from walking towards her, so I just Like no matter what I do, I can't delay the time when the sun usually rises.

I quietly fried an egg for myself, sprinkled some green onion and coriander on it, put a little vinegar in it, put it on the table, and ate it silently.

This breakfast is the last time I give you.

Of course, you still didn't come back, so I packed up the dishes, went into the bathroom, turned on the water to take a shower, came out to dry my hair, put on my most beautiful shoes, and went out.

Go to work, work, business as usual.

It wasn't until I was about to get off work that Ou Yao appeared again at the right time. Standing in front of my desk, I raised my head and realized that he was so handsome, with a pointed chin and a haughty expression.

However, such a big man, whom everyone fears in the company, would smile softly and lonely in front of me every time. He is very lonely, right?

So many women like him and adore him, but they still can't resist his loneliness.

I stood up and said, "Mr. Ou, I think, if you have time tonight, come and have dinner with me."

He nodded and said, "Okay, anyway, I had the same intention, but you said it first, then it's your turn to treat."

I curled my lips, "Mr. Ou, you are a stingy guy! You are so rich, and you always come here to extract the little money from the employees."

He smiled, took my bag, and said, "Let's go."

I looked at my phone, went forward and threw it into the bag in his hand, and followed him.

It’s great now, and I don’t need to call and text Shi Beicheng, telling him not to wait for me.He will never come back again.

When we got in the car, he asked me what I wanted to eat.

I sniffed and looked at him. I believe that my expression at this moment must be extremely pitiful, because I saw something called distressed on Ou Yao's face.

He said, "Aren't you happy?"

I nodded.

He asked: "Because of the teacher Beicheng?"

I nodded.

He stopped talking, and turned the steering wheel vigorously, and the car turned sharply towards the exit. I couldn't sit still, so I quickly grabbed the door.

"Where?"

"Go find him!"

"Don't!" I stopped his hand, gathered my mind, and begged him: "Ou Yao, don't go, we're done."

When I said this sentence, I felt a dull pain in my chest. The sentence "It's over" and the sentence "Ou Yao" that came out of my mouth made both of us stagnate instantly.

He parked the car on the side of the road, turned his face, and asked me seriously: "What did you call me?"

I was a little embarrassed, and the hair on both sides of my cheeks had grown to my chest. I ran my fingers around the ends of the hair, and I thought this action was extremely sensational.Then I read softly: "Ou Yao, my name is Ou Yao, but this name is because I regard you as a friend, not my boss."

His expression instantly became lonely, but it turned into a wry smile in an instant.

"Alright, at least one level higher than the boss."

I also laughed, "Well, can you go to drink with me, I don't want to eat anything, I'm broken in love, I just want to drink, drink a lot of wine, and then spin around, think about it, he will become very happy, without pain .”

He looked at me, and I never knew how cruel these words were to him, because I never estimated how much affection he would have for me after we had only been together for a few months.

I thought it was just a simple favor, I liked it, because I never liked his identity, never loved his money, so he wanted to take me as his own, after all, meeting someone who doesn't love his name It's not easy for women.

We went to the bar that night, just the two of us.

I drank a lot of wine, and I don’t remember talking gibberish very clearly, but when I was still sober, I remembered that I kept chanting Shi Beicheng’s name, Shi Beicheng, Shi Beicheng, you infatuated bastard!

The phone kept ringing in the bag, but neither Ou Yao nor I heard it.We talked and laughed happily, I told him the story in Milan, and told him about my boyfriend in Milan.

I said, his name is Fu Heng, he is very handsome, not inferior to you, nor to Shi Beicheng.

I said, Fu Heng is very rich, but you may be richer.

I said, Fu Heng's family background is very good, he is a rich second generation like Shi Beicheng, but his level of rich second generation cannot fall into Ji Xiaoqing's eyes.

I said, Fu Heng lied to me later, no, or he lied to me three years ago. He had another woman, and that woman was a marriage partner arranged by his family. He said he couldn't refuse, otherwise what would he do? nothing.

I said, I was very lucky to have such an excellent boyfriend as Fu Heng, although he dumped me later.I had such an excellent rich second generation as Shi Beicheng, and I was with him once, if that counts together.I am so lucky to have a man like you who everyone admires to drink with me and listen to my whining, why is it not Thanksgiving today, I want to thank the whole world, thank my mother, if she didn't run away with the rich, I would You can't study abroad, and you won't know how lucky you are.

I am grateful to my rich stepfather, although it is because he caused my biological father to lie on the hospital bed for more than ten years.

I said a lot of words, Ou Yao didn't stop me, just listened to me in his unique way, the affection in his eyes was completely ignored by me who was drunk.

Finally, I said: "I'm sorry, Ou Yao, I seem to have taken advantage of your kindness to me, I seem to be mean."

He shook his head and said it was okay.

Later, I went to the bathroom staggeringly, washed my face, and tried to make myself more awake, and then when I got a tissue, I saw the screen of the mobile phone in the bag was flickering, I took it out, and laughed.

"Hello?" My voice was muffled.

"Where are you?" His voice was anxious.

"I..." I looked around, "I don't remember the name, I just know it's a bar—oh yes, the bar last time, haha, last time you told me not to come to this kind of place again."

"Jiuyue, don't move, wait for me!"

Before I could finish speaking, he hung up the phone.I collected myself and tried to steady my steps. The high heels on my feet did not affect my normal walking when I was drunk.

After getting out of the bathroom, I went back to our seats, saw Ou Yao, and I said, "Ou Yao, am I really stupid?"

He stretched out his hand, lifted the long hair in front of my eyes, and said gently: "No, I am the one who is stupid."

I twitched the corners of my mouth and sat down. I was so sleepy that I couldn't lift my eyelids. I lay on the table and whispered, only feeling extremely thirsty.

Later, Ou Yao opened his arms and let me fall into his arms. I closed my eyes and clearly smelled that it was not Shi Beicheng.But Shi Beicheng, where are you? Is she in your arms right now?

You hurt like that, love like that, now, you will cherish each other even more.

I thought this way, and finally fell asleep peacefully as I wished. Sure enough, alcohol is such a good thing, it spreads in my blood, so that no matter whether I miss you or blame you, I can no longer suffer from insomnia.

After two days and one night without closing my eyes, I finally fell into Ou Yao's arms and fell into a deep sleep without dreams.

As a result, I didn't know at all, and I had no way of knowing that Shi Beicheng arrived half an hour later, stood at the door of the bar, and watched me fall asleep peacefully in his arms, breathing gently, with a smile on my lips.

He didn't know how long he watched, and finally left silently like that, without looking back.

I also didn't know that his eye sockets were red and his chest hurt.

When I woke up the next day, I found myself in Ou Yao's car, lying on top of the co-pilot. The whole night of deep sleep made my legs numb. As soon as I moved, I screamed out.

Ou Yao beside him also woke up after hearing the sound, rubbed his eyes, and looked at me.

The two suddenly laughed.

This is my first time spending a night in a car.However, the sudden deep gratitude in my heart made me know Ou Yao clearly again.

This big boss is actually a gentleman.

He seemed to have seen through my mind, rubbed his neck, and said, "Don't think I'm a gentleman who can sit still, I can tell you that I let you go because you are Jiuyue." .”

Because you are Jiuyue, I let you go.

This sentence deeply moved me.

I can't help but think, how wonderful it would be without Shi Beicheng, maybe I could fall in love with Ou Yao, but when I met Shi Beicheng, everything changed.

I took out my phone and saw a missed call from Xiaoqing in the morning.

So I called back again, and as soon as it was connected, there were screams, "Hello! I said Jiuyue, what are you doing!"

I said tiredly: "Sleep, just woke up."

"What? You sleeping?! Where are you sleeping?"

I sat upright, yes, the current situation is...

"I slept in the car."

"Are you crazy? It's okay to go to sleep in the sports car. Yesterday Shi Beicheng called you and refused to answer. He came to ask me where you were. How do I know where you are fooling around?"

"Oh, really?" I vaguely remembered the phone call in the bathroom last night, "It's okay, maybe the bar was too noisy yesterday, I didn't hear his call at first, but I did later."

"What happen to you guys?"

"It's alright, it's alright."

I said, then hung up the phone, should I go back?Where should I go?

I can't go back to the house he bought, it's not my home.

If I had known this, I really shouldn't have moved there in the first place. In the end, I still had to find a house and leave in despair.

"What are you thinking about?" Ou Yao crisply pressed the lighter, lit a cigarette, and looked at me with interest.

"No, I have to go home."

"I'll take it to you."

"No, no, I'll go back myself."

"Be obedient! I'll take you back." He pushed me back to my seat. At this moment, both of us were a little awkward. His words "obedient" seemed to comfort a lover.

So he drove me to Shibeicheng's house, and I still had to go back to get my luggage, so I could say goodbye to him anyway, and clean up our tangled relationship.

This is my Jiuyue style.

The car is parked downstairs in the community.I said goodbye to Ou Yao and went upstairs.

When I opened the door, I was surprised that he was at home, standing alone on the balcony, looking in the direction where our car was parked just now.

I walked in silently, opened the closet, took my suitcase from the top of the closet with great difficulty, laid it flat on the floor, and stuffed clothes into it one by one.

I don't know how long it took, the clothes were probably full, I straightened up, only to find that he was always behind my back.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"Didn't you see it?" I replied.

"Jiuyue, is it really the only way to do this?"

"Yes."

I bent down, pulled the box up hard, turned my head, and smiled brightly at him: "This is the best ending, I'll go, I wish you happiness."

"Little Moon..."

There is serious sadness on his face, I can't bear to look at it, sooner or later he has to take this step, it's best to cut the mess quickly, don't even give yourself sad time.

Last night, I had enough.That was the last night of tormenting for him, and I will be fine without him in the future.

You see, now that I've finally learned how to live on my own, I feel adored about myself and very fulfilled.

I just left his home and completely left his life.I dragged my heavy luggage to look for Xiangnan. Seeing my resolute look and death-defying expression, Xiangnan knew that Shi Beicheng and I were done playing without asking.

She generously lent me a bed to sleep in. She rented a one-bedroom apartment of less than [-] square meters, which was very small, as small as a standard room in a hotel.

She asked me, "When are you going to rent a house?"

I sat on the sofa with my knees in my arms and gnawed an apple: "Why rent a house? I think it's good, not as lonely as a person."

She jumped up: "Damn girl, you are not planning to sleep with me forever, are you?"

"So what? Anyway, I'm not looking for a man anymore."

"But I'm looking for it!" she roared, and her short hair looked more like a lion at first glance.

"Okay," I slurred while eating an apple, "Then I'll move out when you find your man."

"Okay!" She sat down, her eyes narrowed, and the corners of her mouth were pulled up in a treacherous smile.

As far as I know, whenever she has a bad idea in her head, that's the look on her face.Maybe one day she will randomly pull an animal called a man and put it in front of me, telling me to get out with my luggage.

I laughed dryly and said, "However, it must be proved that the species you brought is indeed your man. I have to see you make out with my own eyes."

"Jiuyue!!!" She was furious and kicked over with all her teeth and claws.

In this way, I temporarily stayed here with Xiangnan, arguing with her every day, but the time passed quickly, and I didn't have the insomnia or anorexia that I imagined before.

On the contrary, I can eat well and sleep well.

On Friday night, I originally made an appointment with Xiangnan to eat pickled fish, but she had to work overtime, so I had to hang out at the company for more than an hour, and then took a taxi to wait for her downstairs.

After finally seeing her coming out of the elevator from the revolving door in the lobby, there was a woman behind her. The woman was average in appearance and about 30 years old. She was dressed brightly and had a meticulous expression.

I entered the revolving door and walked towards them. Xiangnan just saw me and ran over smiling.

Just when the two of us were about to turn around and leave, the woman behind me suddenly shouted: "Xiangnan!"

Xiangnan and I turned our heads at the same time, her face was full of anger, and beside her was the assistant who just ran over, holding a stack of lists in her hand.

"President Zhou, what's the matter?"

"Come here, look at these, what are these?" She took the stack of papers in the assistant's hand.

Xiangnan walked over, picked it up and looked at it, "Mr. Zhou, this is an export manifest, and I am not responsible for it. Is there any problem?"

"It's not your responsibility, so it's not your responsibility?" she said, the black-rimmed glasses on her eyes trembling with anger, "These, these, are all returned by the customer, why return it? It's not because of you The designed clothes are too bad!"

"Mr. Zhou, I..." Xiangnan paused, looking at the invoice in his hand, the woman who used to be eloquent in front of me somehow became so cowardly, and dared not say a word in front of that woman.

I couldn't see it, and approached them: "Hello."

The woman raised her eyes, saw me, and pursed her lips: "Who are you?"

"I'm Xiangnan's friend, my name is Jiuyue."

"Oh, you are Jiuyue, I heard about it."

"Don't dare, I would like to ask, what's wrong with Xiangnan's design? As far as I know, all her homework was first-class when she was in school. The products praised by the teacher, even the most careless design, will not It’s so rotten that there’s a thick pile of return slips.”

"Then what do you mean? Miss Jiu, please, this is an internal matter of our company and has nothing to do with you."

Seeing this, Xiangnan quickly tugged on my sleeve, "It's all right, Jiuyue."

"What a fart!" I said, "Where is your prestige? Why do you allow others to bully you? Go, go back and tell Cheng Zi that if he takes care of it, he will take care of it. If he doesn't, it's a big deal. We won't do it with him! Only his famous brand, which one would not be better?"

"Jiuyue, you know, I just don't want to trouble Cheng Zi all the time." She said, "Anyway, I'm leaving here sooner or later."

"That can't be left to her orders, just scolding indiscriminately." I turned my head and looked at the woman: "Manager Zhou, listen, our family Xiangnan doesn't care about your face, what about you? It's best to see the situation clearly, if you like your company's Young Master Cheng, please use your own way and don't involve others!"

"You..." She adjusted her glasses, trembling with anger.

"What about me? If you are capable, you opened Xiangnan!" I said, "Besides, you are in your thirties, Cheng Zi is only in his twenties, and now he is not in love with siblings. In Milan, Cheng Zi competes with women one by one. Beautiful, it may not be your turn in 800 years."

Xiangnan was holding my hand all the time. After saying this, I dragged her out and swaggered out. The remaining one named Mr. Zhou looked uglier than the little assistant next to him.

After going out, Xiangnan breathed a sigh of relief: "Jiuyue, handsome!"

I glared at her: "There is no man next to me, should you pretend to be that pitiful? Xiangnan, what I saw just now, is the you I know?"

She looked up at the night plane in the sky, sniffed: "It's no big deal, anyway, it's like this wherever I hang out, and I'll be my own boss after a few years."

"Do you still want to be your own boss when you co-author?"

"Yes. President Ou said last time that he would help me take a look, but there has been no news since then, Xiaoyue, please help me ask!"

I pushed her: "I know you have no good intentions!"

At dinner, I stared at a big pot of steaming fish with pickled cabbage, and my mouth was about to water. The food in Beijing was much more delicious than that in Milan.

Xiangnan patted my head, and said carelessly: "You're greedy! Today Xiaoqing called and said that Shi Beicheng met her."

I said "oh", picked up the spoon and took a mouthful of soup, put it near my mouth and blew, and said casually: "And then?"

"Xiaoqing said, it's not that she is not enough friends, it seems that you are really done this time, and she has said all the good things."

"Is it necessary?" I lowered my head and drank the soup, "I have no intention of fighting for anything. Since he has made his choice, I have no choice but to say goodbye to him. Is it possible that I still have to pester him to the end? A man, he doesn't care about me Here, the body... is even more unnecessary."

"That's right, Ou Yao is also good, he is not the only outstanding man in the whole world who likes Xiaoyue."

"What are you talking about?" I rolled my eyes at Xiangnan, "It's impossible for me and Ou Yao. I've said it all, I don't plan to find a man anymore, I want to spend my whole life with you!"

Xiangnan smiled, "If you don't think about it, I don't care about you, but you have to think about me, right? I'm going to get married, so what's the matter with you every day, now it's not uncommon for men and women to live together, On the contrary, if a woman and a woman live together, they will be gossiped about."

I looked up to the sky and screamed, wishing I could scratch my long hair: "This is a magical world after all!"

"However, we all know about you and Ou Yao, so why are you arguing about it? You're not an ignorant girl, so why pretend to be innocent!" she said.

I froze for a moment, "What's our business? What's our business?"

"Didn't you go out with him all night?"

The chopsticks in my hand "slapped" on the table, and I said righteously: "Xiangnan, who told you that I spent the night with him?"

"Xiaoqing."

"How does Xiaoqing know?"

"She said, what Shi Beicheng said, he saw it."

"What did he see?"

"Seeing you lying in Ou Yao's arms at night, and he sent you home the next day, do you still have to quibble? I said Jiuyue, you are so fucking handsome when you do this. Let Shi Beicheng know that it was us Jiuyue dumped you, not you first."

Xiangnan was so excited that he was about to be caught by the fishbone, I stood up quickly, took the bag and was about to leave.

"Hey, why are you going?"

"I'm going to tell him that I didn't sleep with Ou Yao, I didn't."

"What are you doing?" Xiangnan yelled from behind, "He doesn't want you anymore, so what do you care about him?"

Yes, he doesn't want me anymore, I shouldn't bother him anymore, but I want him to know, I want him to believe that Ou Yao and I are not like that, really not.

I hope that even if we are not together anymore, you still have to trust me, Shi Beicheng.

I ran to his house in one breath, I stood at the door, I dare not open the door, last time I left in a hurry, I forgot to return the key to him, I stood there, my heart was beating wildly, my mind was full of TV dramas Those bloody shots in the movie.

I was very scared. As soon as I opened the door and saw Mu Linxi walking out naked, I would be too stupid.

I squeezed the key, my fingers trembling slightly.

Until a familiar voice suddenly appeared behind him: "What are you doing here?"

I was startled, turned around and saw Shi Beicheng in black, handsome and striking.

I was so close to throwing myself into his arms and crying, it was only a few days since I saw him, and it turned out that I missed him so much!

But, I held back after all, I collected myself and said, "I'm here to find you."

"Really?" He said indifferently, "What's the matter?"

"It's okay, I just wanted to say, I..."

"Well, go on."

"Ou Yao and I, last time, nothing happened, that's all."

After finishing speaking, I turned around and left. I feel that an explanation of this level is already too rare for me. If it weren’t for Shibei’s acceptance of you, I would never have come all the way humbly just to say this In a word.

I didn't expect him to stop me, I knew he wouldn't, because he and Mu Linxi have reconciled now.

But the fact was as I wished, he didn't call me, and he didn't move. After walking a long way, I turned around and found that he was still standing there.

At that moment, the whole world is a silent picture, as if we are just like this, going in the opposite direction.

My discouragement was not because he returned to Mu Linxi's side, but because he didn't believe me at all.

In fact, if you don't love someone, it's easy.

As long as you close your eyes, ears, and heart, even if you hear or see any news about him, keep calm and numb yourself, and you'll be fine.

He didn't call again.

In the morning, I struggled to get up from the bed, took a shower and made up, bought a casual breakfast after going out, and then squeezed the bus to go to work.

As soon as I arrived at the company, I heard Xiaozhou yelling: "Wow! Look, look, today's headlines say that Bei Cheng, a wealthy second-generation master in the jewelry industry, and his fiancée Mu Linxi have broken up for many days. According to eyewitnesses According to the dictation of the reporter, he once saw him appearing in the restaurant with another mysterious woman, but the two did not respond to the news.”

All of a sudden, the office was boiling, and a group of people who hadn't had any gossip or hot spots to talk about for a long time suddenly burst into gossip.

"You said, did they really break up? There is no groundless rumor, it must be true."

"Not necessarily. The relationship between them is only envious of mandarin ducks and not immortals. If they are so fragile, it's a pity that I was so envious back then."

"In the current circle, who can say for sure. The two of you have been talking for too long. Either get married or break up!"

"Hey, Jiuyue, have you heard about it? Remember that you are not familiar with him and Mr. Ou?"

Hearing this, everyone looked at me.

I had a mouthful of toast stuck in my throat, unable to swallow or spit it out.Drink water desperately.

"Yeah, yeah," someone looked at me mysteriously: "You guys know each other so well, and you hang out together, you must know who his new favorite is?"

I put down the water glass, cleared my throat, calmed down, and said with a smirk: "How would I know, this is personal privacy, so people won't tell me about it."

"Oh, that's right." The colleague looked disappointed. "Shouldn't you tell others about this kind of thing casually. It's so tightly blocked to the outside world. I guess the breakup between the two will affect the company's interests."

"But having said that, if this matter is true, I am too disappointed in Shi Beicheng. There are so many women now, but how many can compare with Mu Linxi? She is elegant and generous, has a good family background, and has a good personality. Well, I still love him wholeheartedly, and if I cheat on him, I cheat on him, I am so disappointed in this man!" Another colleague said angrily.

I close my eyes and try to calm down my emotions: don't think about it, don't think about it, close your ears, close it, shut it, shut it!
So much so that Xiao Zhou asked me about work, but I didn't hear it.

"Hey! Manager Jiu, what are you thinking?" She reached out and patted my head.

"Haha," someone laughed suddenly, "As soon as Shi Beicheng is mentioned, our Director Jiu loses his mind!"

Others laughed too, but, I thought, everyone was just joking, who would really think of me and him?Mu Linxi and I are far apart, no matter how hard Shi Beicheng is, he won't take a fancy to me.

So they talked again and again, I just felt that the food I swallowed immediately made my internal organs bitter.

In the evening, before I got off work, I received a call from Xiangnan, saying that I had made an appointment with Xiaoqing to go to karaoke together after get off work.I happily agreed, it just so happens that in such a day full of entertainment activities, I don't have to think about those messy things, what does his and her gossip have to do with me.

So we went to eat first after get off work. As soon as we entered the store, we saw the festive poster advertisements and realized that it was almost Chinese New Year.Recalling that there were many festivals in Milan and Italy, Fu Heng took me to the square to watch the fireworks show and bonfire party. At that time, we always smiled purely on the streets of foreign lands.

(End of this chapter)