I heard that you are always alone

Chapter 7
I always thought that love is like that, neither salty nor bland, couples should occasionally do what lovers should do.And there is no constant injury, and there is no such and such gossip.

I used to always say to myself that there will be a life from a desperate situation.I believe that there will be no exceptions this time. I will truly forget about Shi Beicheng and truly live the life that I should live in Jiuyue.

During the meal, Xiangnan became Ou Yao's lobbyist again, and told me with a sincere face: "Jiuyue, there is no such thing as vigorous love in this world. I don't know how you and Shi Beicheng got entangled together. Yes, but, you know, all love is the same in the end, if you really love him, maybe this is the best ending."

I held the wine glass, shook it slightly, didn't speak, just looked at the transparent liquid and smiled wryly.

What she said is right, where is there any vigorous love.

"Leave the most serious relationship in memory and marry the most suitable person." She said.

"If," my voice was so soft that I could barely hear it myself, "if he hadn't had such a deep love, if he hadn't had the past, if he hadn't been so hurt, maybe I could lower it a bit, but... ..."

"Xiaoyue." She came over, hugged me gently, and put my head on her thin shoulders, "You are the strongest."

My long hair hung softly on her shoulders, Xiaoqing looked at me and smiled quietly.

If it weren't for them, I was really afraid that I would collapse all over the place. Fortunately, I still have them.

We spent the whole night in KTV, and I sang Karen Mok's "He Doesn't Love Me" over and over until my voice became hoarse.

I saw his heart and acted in all his and her movies.

He doesn't love me, but he won my heart nonetheless.

Going back in the early morning and sleeping on the same bed with Xiangnan, she said: Xiaoyue, it's no big deal, really.

What's the big deal, a love that can't be talked about together, and it is often because of this, the more you can't get it, the more you don't really have it, the more it becomes a kind of obsession, so as long as I put this Get rid of the demons, and everything will be fine.

Soon, it will be Chinese New Year.

According to the statutory holidays, plus weekends, there are only seven days of vacation, but Ou Yao is extra gracious and gave me ten days of vacation, allowing me to go home and spend time with my parents.

I never told him anything about my parents, but I still thanked him, so the night before my vacation, I treated him to a Korean barbecue buffet.

He pushed me on the seat and went to get the meat slices and various vegetables by himself. I watched him shuttle through the crowd again and again, running back and forth a dozen times before he got all the ingredients together. Go and bring a lot of wine.

He smiled and said, "Since it's self-help, drink enough!"

I also giggled, rubbing my hands, looking at the lively crackling meat slices, I just felt that my saliva was about to flow out.

"Mr. Ou, you seldom come to this kind of place, do you?" I asked.

He shook his head, picked up a piece of lettuce, lightly put a piece of meat on it, added chopped green onion and seasoning sauce, wrapped the vegetable leaves skillfully, smiled and handed it to my lips, and said softly: "Open your mouth."

I froze for a moment, feeling slightly embarrassed, but still opened my mouth in embarrassment.

Such an intimate gesture is really awkward, I chewed and said, "Mr. Ou, I will do it myself."

"Last time you said that you called me by my name, why did you start Ou Zong again?" He blamed me.

I laughed, "Yes."

But he doesn't mind, I can't help thinking secretly, if Shi Beicheng is as tolerant and generous as Ou Yao, but he is always like a child, everything becomes the root of our cold war.

"What are you thinking?" Ou Yao asked.

Without thinking about it, I said, "I was wondering why Shi Beicheng didn't have such a good education as you."

He was slightly taken aback, and said nothing more.

When we were about to eat, we got up to pay the bill, and he insisted on swiping his card when paying the bill. I stopped him and said, "I've agreed, I'll invite you. If you insist on spending the money for this meal, you can pretend to be me." No more! Tomorrow I will go to work as usual!"

So he had no choice but to surrender, and watched helplessly as I settled the bill at the cashier.

I went back to my mother's house first. As soon as my mother saw me, she pulled me over to ask questions. In the end, it turned out to be Shi Beicheng.

She said: "Have you contacted again? Mom told you, Shi Beicheng is really good. His mother and I are good friends. He often made appointments to play mahjong and do beauty treatments together. He was young, promising and stable. I can't help it because I'm already engaged, now it's alright, no matter what the reason is, we broke up after all, so don't think too much about it, there are a few men who have never been in a relationship, so don't mind those..."

"Mom..." I was about to change the subject, but it suddenly occurred to me that the family didn't know about his breakup all along?
So I blurted out: "Don't his family know about their breakup? Last time I went home with Mu Linxi to visit my parents."

Mother was taken aback for a moment, then understood. "His mother is not at the teacher's house. He has a good relationship with his mother, so he can talk about everything. What he can't talk about is his father and aunt. If he finds out about this, if he can't escape, the property will be distributed to his half-brother. mother's brother."

"Brother? He is..."

"He was born by a concubine, that is to say, his mother is a lover." The mother said.

This is the first time I have heard that he is the second son of the Shi family, but no one has ever said that he is an illegitimate son.

It turned out that the inside story turned out to be like this.

But the mother suddenly came to her senses, with a smile on her face, "Xiaoyue, what do you mean, you still have contact? You know everything about him!"

"Ah, this..."

I was at a loss for words and didn't know how to explain, but my mother was so happy that she couldn't help but stand up quickly: "In this case, I'll call Xiao Cheng to come over for dinner. It's rare to get together, and I miss him very much."

"Mom, don't call him!" I quickly jumped up to stop him, but there was nothing I could do.

Unexpectedly, within 10 minutes of hanging up the phone, he came.

Still dressed in black, as soon as he entered the door, he was still stunned for a while when he saw me. It turned out that he didn't know that I was at home just now.

I nodded to him as a greeting.

Mother hurriedly ran over with a smile and got him slippers.

My stepfather came back very late, and when he saw me, he cheerfully asked my mother to bring me the red wine he had stored for many years. He couldn't help opening a bottle, and asked me to drink it with Shi Beicheng.

We couldn't refuse, so we drank with him. My mother watched from the sidelines, and the lines in the corners of her eyes became more and more obvious with joy.

It was such a bustling night that day, and when it was almost ten o'clock after drinking, I received a call from Ou Yao, asking me how I was resting at home during the holiday, and I jokingly said: "It's a good time. It's delicious and delicious, my mother is so happy."

So the two chatted for a while without saying a word, and then hung up.

Then after a while, he got up to say goodbye, and I didn't go out to see him off.

My mother pushed me, and I sent him to the door in a symbolic way. The cold wind was piercing outside, and I wrapped my shawl tightly and shivered from the cold. Seeing him get into the car, I turned around and went upstairs.

The next day I bought a lot of things and went to my father.

Seeing that the Spring Festival is about to come, every house is decorated with lanterns and festoons. I also bought Spring Festival couplets on the street. Aunt Chen made the paste. I painted them carefully one by one, and then pasted them on the door.

I remember when I was a child, my mother made the paste, I painted it on, and then my father pasted it.Although it is like this every year, there is nothing new in terms of it, but I enjoy that moment alone, as if this is what a family should look like.

On the third day, I asked Aunt Chen to go back to celebrate the New Year with her son, so it was only me and my immobile father left at home.It calmed down for a while, but it didn't feel so boring, but it was a rare quiet.

So I lived like this for a few days in a row, rarely watched TV, and had no internet, and sat by the bed chatting with my father every day. There were only a few days in a year when I could talk to my father properly, so there was a lot of trivial things Tell him.

I woke up early on New Year's Eve, thinking about wishing Xiaoqing and Xiangnan New Year's greetings, and then turned on the phone, but I didn't expect that as soon as I turned it on, I received many text messages, one of which was from Ji Xiaoqing: Dead Jiuyue, you fucking dead!Just watch the news, the whole world is scolding you!
Look again, it's Xiangnan: Jiuyue, where are you?Call back quickly.

Then Ou Yao: Xiaoyue, how are you at home?
There is even Xiaozhou: Director Jiu, why don't you answer the phone?It's okay, it's okay, we were wrong last time, don't care what others say!
All dates are yesterday.

I'm in a cloud, I've only left Beijing for a few days, has everything turned upside down?So I quickly jumped up, took out my laptop, and turned on the wireless Internet access.

I wanted to open Baidu to search, but Sogou immediately popped up the latest popular thesaurus in the lower right corner. The first item was: Shi Beicheng vs Mu Linxi.

My fingers were trembling badly, and I clicked on the webpage, and the headline title that suddenly appeared on the screen was: The rich second-generation master Bei Cheng breaks up with the wealthy daughter Mu Linxi, and the third party is a cutting-edge fashion designer/group photo.

According to the news, Shi Beicheng and his fiancée Mu Linxi had already decided on their wedding date, but a third party suddenly appeared, and some enthusiastic netizens uploaded love-changing photos.As for the third party, she is said to be a cutting-edge fashion designer in China. Not only does she get involved in the relationship between Shi Beicheng and Mu Linxi, but she also has an unusual relationship with the boss of the company—that is, Ou Yao, the chairman of a well-known domestic film company. .

That’s probably what it meant. The news also included a photo of Shi Beicheng and I shopping in the supermarket together. Under the photo, it was marked that Shi Beicheng was shopping with a woman dressed as a housewife.

The other photo is of me and Ou Yao at the bar, and I lay on top of him after I was drunk; including sleeping in Ou Yao's car all night, there are super high-resolution photos to prove it.

Randomly clicked on a few pages of comments, and netizens scolded.

"What the hell, seduce your own boss even if you are someone else's third party!"

"With that appearance, you still have to compete with the wealthy daughter Mu Linxi?"

"Go to hell if you steal other people's husbands!"

"Damn, let's be human, who has seen this shameless woman? Shi Beicheng, are your eyes crooked?"

I closed the computer, only to feel the darkness in front of my eyes.

How did things get to this point?

My mind was spinning for a while, I turned on the computer again, and read the comments again, all of them were insults.

It's all right now, I can't tell whether I should cry or laugh, Jiuyue, I'll let you fuck it up again, this time it's too hard!
At this time, the phone rang again, and it was still a text message, which was from a foreign classmate: Jiuyue, is that you?I read the news on the Internet, it seems that it is really you in the photo!
I immediately turned off the phone, I thought, wait a minute, after a few days, everyone felt boring and no one cared about this topic anymore.

At this moment, I want to live as usual, and I want to spend a quiet New Year's Eve with my dad.

On New Year's Eve, the lights outside are bright.

I sat alone in front of the TV making dumplings, and the sound of firecrackers drowned out all the noise in this world.

How nice, away from work, away from the Internet, away from Beijing, away from gossip centers.

Shi Beicheng, I never thought that falling in love with you would actually make me an enemy of the whole world.You see, how powerful you are.

Watching the Spring Festival Gala, insomnia, got up and opened a bottle of red wine, got drunk, lay on the bed and turned on the phone, no matter what, I still had to send a text message to tell Xiangnan that I was fine, and tell Xiaoqing that I was fine.

As a result, as soon as the text message was sent, Shi Beicheng's phone call unexpectedly came.

I hesitated, answer, or not?
Because of me, he must have been attacked by a lot of public opinion, right?He must hate me.

But after thinking about it, avoiding is not the last solution, so I simply picked it up.

"Hey?"

As soon as they heard my voice, they immediately roared: "Jiuyue? Jiuyue! You self-righteous woman! Where are you? Tell me, where are you? I'm going crazy looking for you, do you know that? ? Do you let the whole world find you to be satisfied?"

"Uh..." I looked at the quilt above my head, struggling to figure out how to calm down his anger. After thinking for a long time, I stammered, "I'm at home..."

"Are you at home? Which home? I have been to your home, but your mother said no!"

I took the phone away from my ears, God, I was about to be deafened by his voice, and after a long time, I said: "Shi Beicheng, I... I don't know why this happened? Blame me for not being careful, here you go Getting into trouble."

I think this should be the second time I have spoken so humblely in front of him.Jiuyue, you worthless bastard!I scolded myself in my heart, obviously I am also a victim, but I still want to humiliate him!

"I'm here with my dad." After finishing speaking, I paused, and suddenly said in a bloody way: "Shi Beicheng, Happy New Year!"

"Are you crazy? Say Happy New Year at this time, address, I'll find you."

"Why?" I yelled, I don't want him to see what I am now, let alone what my father looks like. "I'll go back in a few days. I'm not in Beijing now, it's far away. You can celebrate the New Year with your family, that's all, bye!"

After speaking incoherently and out of order, I quickly hung up the phone, thought about it, and quickly pressed the power off button.

I thought this would cleanse my ears, but I didn't expect that the doorbell rang early the next morning when I was still dreaming in bed.

I jumped out of bed to open the door, thinking that Aunt Chen would not stay at home for a few more days, so she ran over to take care of my dad on the first day of the new year, she is really a good person.

But as soon as I opened the door, the quilt wrapped around me slipped off in an instant, and I stood there in a daze, wearing a scantily clad nightgown, looking at the man who was panting and sweating profusely in front of me.

"Master Bei accepts you..."

Before I could finish my sentence, he pulled me into his arms and hugged me so tightly that I couldn't breathe.

"Shi Beicheng, what are you doing, let go of me..." I yelled in his arms.

He just hugged it like he didn't hear it at all, motionless.

For a moment, I couldn't tell the reason, I just felt tears rushing up crazily, his body temperature, his smell, so familiar.

After a long time, he finally let go of me, stretched out his hand to stroke my long hair, and said in an extremely gentle voice, "Xiaoyue, I'm sorry."

I looked up and looked at him in surprise.

His eyes, oh my god, his eyes are so affectionate that it breaks me down. What can I do to offend him, and I still have to bear his hug and love.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." He continued, continuing to apologize.

I just don't think it's true. At this time, shouldn't it be me who said the apology?They have reconciled as before, but suddenly such a lively scene happened because of me. It was still in the New Year's Eve, a day of national celebration, and he was going to be scolded by everyone because of me, but he came to me specifically to say I'm sorry, why is this?
"Shi Beicheng, is it because of this news, because I caused you to quarrel, and your relationship is better and more secure after the quarrel?" Forgive me, I can only think of this one reason, although after saying it, my heart really hurts.

"Do you know that from the beginning to the end, you are living in your own world?"

"Huh?" I don't understand.

"It's been impossible for me and her for a long time. Why do you always feel that there is something and what for me and her?"

"what?"

"Although I don't know who made the news and the photo, I am grateful to that person. Really, if it wasn't for the picture, how could I believe that you really slept with Ou Yao in the car all night?" He After finishing speaking, he hugged my head again and imprisoned me in his arms again.

"what?"

"You're stupid!" He laughed, "Is there anything else besides 'ah'?"

"Um……"

"Idiot." He put his arms around me and poked the tip of my nose lovingly.

I suddenly lowered my face and asked him seriously: "How do you know I'm here?"

"Your mother said so."

"My mother, she..." I never knew, did my mother know this place?has she been hereShe never asked where my dad was.

"Why?" He looked at me thoughtfully, with a puzzled expression on his face.

"It's okay." I pretended to be relaxed.

"Really?"

"Hmm. But..." I became serious again, "Did you not believe me before?"

He scratched his head embarrassingly, "A big man who likes you spends a night alone with you, who would believe that nothing happened to you? What's more, you drank alcohol."

"Do you think everyone is as despicable as you?" I asked back.

He understood what I was referring to. That night in Milan, I also met like this. I was drunk and heartbroken, and I met him who was a stranger.

Then the two of them...

Thinking of this, he and I blushed at the same time, I unnaturally stepped aside and said, "Stop standing at the door, it's so cold."

"Ah."

He walked in, changed his shoes, and scanned the huge living room.

"Well, not bad, when did you buy the house here?"

"I didn't buy it, I rented it." I simply answered.

"Oh," he walked in, and was the first to visit the bedroom where his father was. When he saw the lifeless body lying on the bed, he couldn't help but froze there.

I walked over and said carelessly, "What? Didn't you hear my mother say that?"

He shook his head with shock and pity on his face.

"It's nothing, it's just that when my parents divorced, I was self-willed and insisted on my father chasing my mother back, and ended up in a car accident." I said, laughing dryly, looking down at my feet.

"Xiaoyue." He raised my chin, "You are right, you are so willful, so self-willed that I don't like you anymore."

"Then don't like it." I turned around, trying to hold back my tears, and went to clean up the mess on the table.

"You are so stubborn that I don't like you anymore."

"Shi Beicheng! Who cares if you like me?" I yelled.

"I care. If I don't like you, I can live a more relaxed, happier, and more romantic life; if I like you, I will become overwhelmed, at a loss, and have no self-esteem..."

I just feel the warmth in my chest, but I don't want to show it.

"How long are you going to watch me?" I asked.

But he didn't turn around, just looked at me infatuatedly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and softly called: "Yue, yue, yue..."

I looked at his wet eyelashes, and punched him on the chest: "Are you scolding me? Call me again! You can call me Xiaoyueyue!"

He listened and laughed.

However, at this moment, a beautiful face suddenly appeared in my mind, lingering like a nightmare.

Seeing my hesitation, he hurriedly asked me seriously: "Are you thinking wildly again?"

I couldn't help but pouted, it was the first time I had such an expression, it turned out that being coquettish and playful turned out to be such a sweet emotion spontaneously: "Did you really break up with her? Did you really break up with a knife? I won't pick it up in a while." Did the phone go out again?"

"No." He raised my face, narrowed his eyes slightly, and had a deep smile: "Last time it was really a last resort. She said that I would not leave if I didn't go. It was downstairs at my house. I planned to go and She made it clear, but she didn't expect that she brought her former friends and classmates and said that she would have a lively reunion, because the matter of our breakup has never been made public, so I had to go to drink with her."

I pushed him away, and tried my best to say: "Okay, I believe you will do it once."

"Then I trust you too, Yue, let's stop being suspicious of each other, shall we?"

"En!" I nodded heavily, and suddenly remembered that my father was still lying on the hospital bed, but we were here to make love to each other, how decent it was.

So he quickly turned away, but his hand suddenly blocked my body, and he hugged me as soon as he bent down, his eyes were shining brightly, his breath was blowing on my face, it was itchy, but it was indescribable Comfortable.

I was so uncomfortable seeing him so affectionately, he lowered his head and kissed my lips, but at this moment, the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly started beeping.

He put me down, took out his cell phone, and picked it up impatiently.

"Hello? Oh, Xiaoqing, I found it, here." After finishing speaking, he handed the phone to me, glared at me and said, "Your best friend, you are so cruel that even your best friend can't find you. People are in a hurry."

I took it, and before I could say anything, I heard an emotional cry from the other end: "Jiuyue! Jiuyue, where the hell did you go, it made it easy for us to find it, and you're so worried, do you know?"

I quickly said: "I know, I know, I'm fine, I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong, thank you for your concern, I'm fine, really, Xiaoqing..."

"Fart, go and say thank you to Mao's people who spread those negative news! Just now Master Beicheng said he found you, you don't know how anxious he was before, it's fine, since it's fine, you go sweet."

I couldn't help frowning, she has always spoken like this, she is not a lady at all, she just has an empty shell of a lady, no wonder she has never been able to find a good husband.

During dinner, I was feeding my father by the bed. He half-kneeled by the bed and said to my father solemnly and modestly: "Hi uncle, I am Xiaoyue's boyfriend, and my name is Shi Beicheng." , although I don’t know if you can hear me or not, but I think I need to tell you, please rest assured that I will treat Xiaoyue very well and give her the best day.”

will give her the best day ever...

What a beautiful oath, I looked at my father, he was calm, I couldn't help smiling bitterly, and said to Shi Beicheng: "Look, how calm my father is."

"Yeah, that's right." He patted my head, "Yue, don't hold on alone. From now on, tell me everything."

I looked at him indifferently and didn't speak.

"Are you made of stone? Unrepentant, indifferent, blunt, it's you!"

I stood up, took a towel and wiped the food that had accidentally spilled on my father's clothes, and said softly, "Let's go, let's go eat too."

The two of them didn't want to cook anymore, and on the first day of the new year, they found out that all the restaurants were closed when they went out.

In the end, we had to choose a very small restaurant to eat skewers. The boss warmly asked us to do it inside, saying that the entrance was too cold.

We walked in, and there were not many people inside. At this time, everyone should be at home for the holidays, right?

But I ate very well, because I often went out to eat skewers with my father since I was a child. At that time, my father would let me drink a little wine. My drinking capacity and addiction probably developed from that time. Thinking, I can’t help laughed out.

"What are you laughing at?" He asked, with a faint smile on his lips.

"I was thinking, when I was young, my dad brought me to eat skewers. If I couldn't say it, he would say, 'Just drink with dad'. As soon as I heard that, I immediately went with him. It seems that I have been an alcoholic since I was a child. .”

"Hey! Why don't you call me Jiuyue, and change your name to Drunkard!"

But at this moment, the boss just took a few bottles of beer and put them on the table. We smiled at each other, and he motioned for the boss to open a bottle, and then he gave me more wine.

That night, I didn't know how much I drank, and finally fell down on the table, resting my forehead with my hands, looking at Shi Beicheng opposite, and counting his thick eyebrows, but I couldn't count them.

Such a scene is like it used to be.

"Do you know? Shi Beicheng," I said lazily, "the last time you left, I was like this too. I was alone at home, drank wine, squatted on the ground and counted, three o'clock, 03:30, four At 04:30... But, you didn't come back in the end... Do you know how sad I am? How desperate I am?"

"Xiaoyue," he touched my shoulder with one hand across the table, with such strong affection in his eyes, "I will never let you worry and despair again."

I smiled at him and dropped down on my stomach.

Until he helped me up, I vaguely remembered that he called the boss to pay the bill, and then carried me back home.

I was on his back, the tip of my nose was wet from the cold, and I was dizzy due to drunkenness, but I really wanted to go on like this forever, forever, not to get home, and not to let anyone interfere in our love.

After walking for a long time, the effect of alcohol made me hug him tightly and hold his neck tightly, and shouted: "Shi Beicheng! I have always wanted to ask you a question, but I have never dared to ask you. Today I can ask you ?"

He replied: "Of course, ask."

"You, do you love me? Shi Beicheng, do you love me?"

God knows, at this time, I am strong and courageous.

But he didn't speak, I immediately tapped him on the back: "Tell me, do you love me?"

Shi Beicheng still didn't speak, but nodded, then looked back at me and smiled.

Why is that smile so beautiful? I was puzzled in my confusion.

"Master Beicheng." I called him softly.

He continued walking forward and responded softly.

"I like you too, I like you carrying me behind your back like this, we didn't quarrel, simply walked, walked all the way..."

"Stupid woman, I like you too."

"Well, I like your current appearance, Cheer Chen, I really like your current appearance..."

For some reason, I started humming Chen Qizhen's "I Like You the Way You Are Now", the tune of which I didn't know where to go, but Shi Beicheng kept me behind his back and just smiled and said nothing.

Finally when I got home, he put me on the bed, I just felt dry mouth, bit my lip, and asked him to pour water for me.

Finally, the water came, but I fell asleep with my eyes closed.

It is conceivable that Shi Beicheng, who is full of lust, will be entangled when he sees my miserable state.

When I woke up the next day, he was beside me and fell asleep peacefully. Surprisingly, I didn’t have a splitting headache the next day after drinking alcohol, but felt refreshed, as if I had been reborn.

The ninth day of the first lunar month.

On the expressway back to Beijing, I was sitting in his car, and outside the window was the speeding scenery and the heavy snow.

The car drove very slowly, the snowflakes would melt soon after falling on the window, there was a very old English song in the car, the sound was not loud, floating gently and slowly, I turned my head and looked at his side The face is fair, with distinct edges and corners, and the curvature of the nose is like a cartoon doll. This man is really good-looking.

He looked at me out of the corner of his eye, suddenly stretched out a hand, covered mine, shook it, and shook it hard again, my fingers were cold, but his palm was soft and warm.

"Yue, I will never let you run away again."

I narrowed my eyes slightly and looked at him, as if there was a brilliant halo above my head. This time, I told myself from the bottom of my heart to believe it.

He suddenly turned his head and rubbed my head, "Fool, don't watch it, you will be so obsessed with it if you watch it again."

I blushed, turned my head quickly, and said with a guilty conscience: "Hurry up and drive your car properly, the road is slippery in snowy weather, don't be careless."

"Tsk tsk, you've become a wordy old woman now, what will you do if you marry me in the future?"

"Who is going to marry you?" I despise myself in my heart, why should I keep staring at him, shameless!
After finally moving to the city of Beijing, Ou Yao called as soon as he arrived at the door.

"Are you back? How?" he asked.

I took a deep breath, "That's it, I just arrived in Beijing."

He thought for a while and said, "I have stopped the media from continuing to spread the report."

I nodded, although he couldn't see it, "Thank you, Mr. Ou, but let them say what they say, you can't die."

"Well, I believe in you, strong Jiuyue! You have a good rest and see you tomorrow."

"OK, bye."

After hanging up the phone, I found that Shi Beicheng was looking at me with a judgmental expression.

"What?" I looked at him, "What do you want to say?"

"No." He put his arms around my shoulders and said with a smile, "I believe in you!"

"It's about the same," I looked down at the time, it was already 04:30 in the afternoon, "what's for dinner?"

"you decide."

"What do you like?"

"I like what Xiaoyue likes."

"Then I want to lose weight and stop eating." After I finished speaking, I immediately turned and walked into the door, ready to go upstairs.

"Okay, then I'll lose weight too, and I won't eat either."

"You are a big man who loses weight? What's more," I glanced at his standard inverted triangle figure, "If you lose more weight, I will stand by your side like a bear. How can I be so embarrassing?"

"Okay, then in order to reflect your frailty and thinness, I will eat meat at night to gain weight."

I punched him, "Slick tongue!"

"I'm just talking to you."

I was helpless, as long as I ignored him and went upstairs quickly, he followed me, took my hand, and looked naughty like a child, "I said, don't try to get rid of me, follow you !"

Then we entered the room and stood on the living room floor. He took off half of his coat, and I helped him take off the other sleeve and hung it in the closet.

"Shi Beicheng," I turned my head and faced him seriously, "I've always wanted to know, what exactly do you like about me?"

"What do you like about you?" He pretended to think for a long time, and said, "I can't tell."

"But I want to hear it, otherwise, you lied to me."

He saw me with a tense face, so he really recalled, "The first time I saw you crying at the door of the Milan bar, it was the kind of crying, crying so sadly, I was a little shaken for some reason," he laughed at himself Smiling, "I've seen so many women cry, and none of them are more distressing than you."

I was fascinated, and the memory was brought back by him.

That night was indeed embarrassing.

"After you returned to China, at that party, do you still remember your clothes and attire?"

Of course I remember, that night, I was wearing a lotus-colored thin blouse, and my face in the mirror looked even more like snow-skinned skin, although it was pale, and I didn't bother to take care of my long hair, so I combed it casually.

"That day, you were like a misty mist, casual and penetrating."

I laughed, "That day, when we met for the first time, I drank so much wine. Thinking about it now, it's really embarrassing."

"No," he raised his eyebrows, "you were not very drunk that day, but you were so lazy and cute that I almost couldn't hold myself..."

Lazy... being described by him like this, I felt a little embarrassed, and looked at him with flickering eyes. I never knew that he remembered all these details.

However, suddenly remembering that little incident that day, he couldn't help frowning, feeling a faint pain in his heart.

"But that day, you were in the car and asked me to send you a text message to your girlfriend."

He lowered his head, and there was a sudden silence.

"Did I talk about something on my mind again..."

"Xiaoyue." He snatched what I was going to say next, "Don't mention those things that make you unhappy, forget it, okay?"

"Yeah." I nodded.Looking up, "I'm really hungry, cook for me!"

He proudly took the order and left. I stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at Shi Beicheng who was wearing an apron. Although his movements were jerky, according to the recipe, he cooked a pot of fragrant pork rib soup.

When he brought it up, I saw the slight scratches on his hands. I think it was scratched by the gas stove just now. There was an iron sheet cracked there for a long time, and I didn’t bother to repair it. I was there once. Injured.

In order not to make him too proud, I just pretended not to see it, and took a spoon to fill a small bowl full of soup. He quickly picked up a few pieces of ribs and handed them to my bowl, seeing that I was not in a hurry He looked so anxious that he was about to drink it for me.

"Is it good?" He saw me take a sip and asked quickly.

I frowned, looked at him, and didn't speak.

"It's not delicious, is it?" His expression suddenly became lonely, "It's the first time I make it, it will definitely not be so delicious, if you can bear it, please finish it..."

"Taste it," I brought the spoon to his lips, he took a sip, and suddenly looked at me with joy, "Jiuyue, this is obviously delicious!"

"I didn't say it was bad." I drank it all down, and filled another bowl. Seeing me showing face like this, he smiled even more like a child.

In the evening, I took a shower and came out of the bathroom. Before I could dry my hair, I was hugged by him, and my breath was blowing warmly on my neck. I quickly pushed him away: "Wait, my hair is still wet. of."

He didn't listen to me, but became more reckless, rubbing his palms along his back, and his breathing became flustered.I couldn't resist, and I didn't want to resist anymore in my subconscious mind, so I had no choice but to let him go deep into the plunder step by step. He hugged me, hugged me tightly, kissed my lips, and brought his unique cigarettes and sweet wine. gas……

Although I was exhausted that night, I still got up to go to work on time the next day, with two panda eyes hanging arrogantly, and I was extremely busy when I arrived at the company. I didn’t open the mailbox for the ten-day holiday. Dozens of unread emails.

As a result, it was almost time to get off work, and I had time to go to the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror, I almost scared myself, with a disheveled face, disheveled face, messy hair, and dark and deep bags under the eyes.

However, this didn't hit me. What really hit me was when I went out, I saw Mu Linxi walking from afar, dressed in all black. When she saw me, she smiled wildly, like the most beautiful queen in a fairy tale. come to me.

I didn't have time to imagine how embarrassed I was at the moment, looking at the delicate and enchanting woman opposite with my heavy head on my head, my palms were slightly sweating.

"Miss Jiu, long time no see."

If this was a kind of demonstration, how could I admit defeat in front of her, so I raised my face and said frankly, "Hello."

"I saw what was reported on the news," she paused, continuing to be graceful, "I don't know why there are those rumors, although the photos and text are very real, but I will believe Bei Cheng's explanation, but, I hope that in the future, Miss Jiu, don't challenge negative news casually, it will make everyone suffer."

When she said these words, she kept smiling, and I laughed too, but my heart felt like being pricked by a needle.

I ignored her proud eyes, walked around her without saying a word, and left.

After leaving the company, I received a call from Shi Beicheng. After walking for a while, I looked up and saw his car parked across the road. He got out of the car and waved at me with his mobile phone.

I can't tell the reason, but I just want to run to his side immediately, want to hug him, and tell him, Shi Beicheng, I believe in you, not Mu Linxi.

However, in a panic, regardless of whether it was a red light or a green light, I ran straight there.

At that moment, I saw his frightened and panicked expression on the opposite side, and then I rushed over frantically, and there was a lot of people's voices. I hardly felt any pain in a strong impact, and passed out.

The last consciousness when I fell down was that he ran to me and hugged my limp body, tears were dripping on my face, I wanted to touch the thick liquid all over my face, whether it was his tears or my blood , but I couldn’t move my arms after all, I just tried my best to squeeze out a smile and asked him: “You didn’t explain it to Mu Linxi, did you?”

Then it was dark, and I thought, I probably died like this, or if my face was all blood except for the first tears this man shed for me, I might be so disfigured.

If it is really disfigured, I would rather die here, at least, in Shi Beicheng's arms, at least, I saw him hurt for me.

(End of this chapter)