I met you in my life

Chapter 20, How many unknowns are you? (3)
The driver restarted the engine, cursing in his mouth: "You are looking for death!"

Passengers in the car glanced out the window at the same time. Qiu Subai was walking from the opposite lane to the other lane. Feng Nan just happened to see him. She approached the window and saw Qiu Subai jaywalking. He murmured, "She's mentally ill, how can she cross the road like this."

Qiu Weiwei glanced at her inadvertently, and his gaze was quickly caught in his line of sight - the thin back of Qiu Subai who was rampaging on the road.

Qiu Weiwei felt all the tendons in his body tighten together, and the name that was constantly lingering in his dream was about to come out of his throat.

"Stop! Stop quickly!" Qiu Weiwei yelled at the driver towards the driver's seat, but the driver ignored him, and the passengers around reminded: "I haven't arrived at the station yet, wait a little longer, we will stop at the intersection ahead. .”

Qiu Weiwei lay on the closed glass window, watching Qiu Subai walk to another lane, then suddenly stopped, she squinted her eyes and looked at a loading truck coming from a far corner.

One second, two seconds... Time seems to be pressed on the speed reducer, playing slowly in the time tunnel: Qiu Subai counts the time silently in her heart, listening to the harsh sound of the truck driver pressing the horn in her heart There was a buzzing in her ears, and the dry tears ran across her tear-stained face, Qiu Subai slowly closed her eyes.

"Su Bai! Be careful!" A pair of strong hands hugged Qiu Su Bai's trembling body and retreated to the side of the road. Qiu Su Bai fell into his arms, she thought she was dead.

But...why doesn't it hurt.Qiu Subai thought to herself, opened her eyes carefully, and saw Ma Yuan who opened her eyes with her at the same time, the two people's eyes blended deeply and warmly, Qiu Subai broke away from Ma Yuan's embrace, and said, "Why do you help me!"

Ma Yuan grasped her resisting hands, pressed her head to his chest, and said sadly: "Why do you have to die! Why don't you live well! What makes you sadder than death! If you die, all It's all over... how many people are going to feel sorry for you, you know?"

Qiu Subai was made to cry by Ma Yuan's words, and she buried her face in his arms, weeping sadly.

"So you can't die! You have to live well! Since your parents are so good to you, why should you care about your unknown past, just treat yourself as their child, live well, live well in the present and in the future, The past tense cannot prove everything!"

Qiu Subai blinked her eyes that were red from crying, looked up at Ma Yuan, and said, "Live well...can I...I can really treat myself as their child and believe that I am not someone who wants to be... Abandoned child?"

Ma Yuan nodded, and gave Qiu Subai a firm look.

Not far away, Qiu Weiwei ran over from the station panting, but seeing the picture of Ma Yuan and Qiu Subai embracing each other, he could no longer lift his steps.Feng Nan, who was chasing up to Qiu Weiwei, also saw this scene, she slowed down, walked behind Qiu Weiwei, hugged him fiercely, and said, "Forget about her! She doesn't deserve you to like her so much... Let's have a good relationship! We will be happy, please believe it, you must believe it!"

Qiu Weiwei pushed her hand away feebly, and walked back the way he came like a walking corpse who had lost his soul. The sweat on his forehead was like the blood in his heart, dripping down drop by drop.

【5】

After being rescued from the brink of death by Ma Yuan, the relationship with her family has also improved, but she refuses her parents to tell her about her biological parents, considering that Qiu Subai may need a longer time to digest this matter Things, parents are also ready to push this matter back.

Qiu Subai only remembered that her biological mother was named Yan Ying, and she thought maybe that would be enough.

After returning to school, Qiu Subai gradually returned to the happy and innocent look before. Thanks to Ma Yuan's help, she made up for the lessons she missed a while ago, and the final exam did not have a red light. The distance between Weiwei is getting farther and farther unconsciously, even so far that they can't touch each other's planet.

Another midsummer is approaching, and Qiu Subai clearly remembers that at this time last year, the story between her and Qiu Weiwei was laying the groundwork bit by bit. She wrote him an e-mail and told him about the things between herself and Su Yi. , since then, they have taken the first step from the boundary of good friends to the extraordinary, but now Qiu Subai is determined to bury those past things deeply in his heart, and try not to forget them as much as possible. Thinking about it, she accepted Ma Yuan's advice—to live well, and she began to participate in group activities to prevent herself from becoming lonely.

At the end-of-school ceremony before the summer vacation, Qiu Subai and Ai Xi did not attend, and the two sneaked to the basketball court of the gymnasium. In fact, they originally wanted to go to the roof of the teaching building, but Qiu Subai really didn’t want to bring back memories, so they It is recommended to follow the class team to the end, and when passing the gymnasium, hide in the gymnasium while the head teacher is not paying attention.

The two sat back to back in the middle of the indoor basketball court. After Qiu Subai told Ai Xi about her determination, Ai Xi was also happy for her and said, "That's right! Since you broke up with Qiu Weiwei, don't do it again." Think about it... and those unhappy things, forget about it all!"

Qiu Subai nodded thoughtfully, Aixi deliberately did not mention the fact that Qiu Subai was almost raped, and her life experience, and comforted Qiu Subai, saying: "It must not be easy to find the person in your life. ... so, keep going!"

"Will we meet again...a better person?" Qiu Subai asked softly.

"Of course!" Essie said affirmatively, "Maybe you are standing alone inside the door and outside the door alone, as long as you open the door at the right time, happiness will come! Don't feel that a love has failed , I don’t believe in love in the future, that’s definitely self-defeating! In terms of love, Su Bai, you have to worship me as your teacher! Instead of asking yourself if you can meet someone better, it’s better to be in love directly. Certification!"

"So I want to tell you that one moment you were in love with the boyfriend next to you, and the next second he becomes your ex-boyfriend? Tell me about how many boyfriends you have changed in this year. Every boyfriend The time of dating is so short, if you calculate it...is it with Yangzai..."

Aixi waved her hand to signal Qiu Subai to stop the car, and she said fiercely: "If the female tiger hadn't made such a ruthless move, I would definitely not have given up on Yangzai! But...she would I would rather give up my studies than give birth to Yangzi's baby, so what's the point of arguing with her..." Aixi said helplessly, "Although I am not suitable for loving only one person wholeheartedly, I must In love all the time, either in love, or on the journey of love. Haha, you must always maintain a sense of happiness!"

Qiu Subai smiled, and took a deep breath. At this moment, Ma Yuan appeared in his mind. Qiu Subai kept the matter between her and Ma Yuan from everyone, and even Ai Xi didn't tell it in detail. Ai Xi didn't know. What kind of person Ma Yuan looks like, I only know that he is also from their school.Seeing that Qiu Subai didn't talk much about Ma Yuan, so she didn't use her matchmaker spirit to match Qiu Subai and Ma Yuan.

However, Qiu Subai is very aware of Ma Yuan's feelings for her, and also understands that it is all thanks to Ma Yuan taking care of her by her side, guarding her, and preventing her from hurting herself. Qiu Subai really dare not go back I thought, if Ma Yuan hadn't stopped her from committing suicide, she might be in another world now.

Qiu Subai had to think that maybe Ma Yuan was the person she was going to meet in her life, but she couldn't tell how she felt about Ma Yuan in her heart. If you think of your feelings as love, you always feel that something is missing.

"It's probably not the right time to open the door yet..." Qiu Subai said to himself, and Ai Xi, who was sending sweet text messages with her new boyfriend, looked at Qiu Subai from the side of her side and said, "You just now What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing..." Qiu Subai denied it. She sat there in a daze, thinking about how to deal with the life of the third year of junior high school, but Aixi was discussing with her boyfriend where she should go to have fun for ten and a half days during the summer vacation. It was a good month, and not long after, I heard the music playing at the end of the end-of-school ceremony. The long summer vacation kicked off in the slow-paced music, and Qiu Subai was ready to be bored.

But in fact, the programs arranged for the summer vacation were beyond the scope of her plan. The always busy parents took time out and made an appointment with Su Yi's family. The two families went on a family trip because of this intentional or unintentional arrangement. Qiu Subai forgave Su Yi, and the embarrassing relationship between the two finally came to an end. Qiu Subai even racked his brains to bring Su Yi and Qiu Hena back together again. The show was played again, and Qiu Subai's original depressed mood was swept away.

So, the summer vacation passed in a blink of an eye.

【6】

Qiu Subai never imagined that such a big surprise would be waiting for her on the first day of reporting in the third year of junior high school.After school, Ma Yuan, who hadn't contacted her for almost a summer vacation, suddenly appeared at the door of her classroom.

"After school...are you free?" Ma Yuan stopped Qiu Subai who was coming out of the classroom with Aixi. They were planning to go to the bookstore together later to buy some reference books according to the book list that the teacher just opened. .

Although Qiu Subai got a lot of help from Ma Yuan in private, Ma Yuan's classroom is on the upper floor of the school, and it was the first time they met like this. The child is red.

"Ah... Ma Yuan." Qiu Subai called out Ma Yuan's name nervously, and said softly, "What's the matter?"

Ai Xi, who claims to be a love expert, seems to have noticed something, smiled suspiciously, and said in Qiu Su Bai's ear: "It turns out that the legendary Ma Yuan is not bad, Su Bai, take good care of it! Haha, I'll go first!"

"Hello! Aixi!" Qiu Subai wanted to call Aixi, but she walked quickly as if someone had put her on a scud, and disappeared at the end of the corridor after a while.

Ma Yuan smiled shyly, and said to Qiu Subai: "If you are free, can you go to the bookstore together?"

In the corner of the classroom, Qiu Weiwei was still sleeping on the desk, while Feng Nan angrily called him a pig.Qiu Subai's gaze could not help but gently sweep over his familiar shoulder line, the heart on his left chest that was once completely occupied by him still couldn't help but feel pain.

Because instead of saying "Let's go to the movies together", but carefully asking "Can we go to the bookstore together", even if Qiu Subai is not ready to face a new relationship, it is not easy to refuse, so, Meeting Ma Yuan's gaze, nodded and agreed.

Qiu Weiwei raised his head, and from the corner of his sight, Qiu Subai and Ma Yuan walked side by side to the stairs. He sat in the classroom without saying a word, caught in the afterglow of the setting sun, unable to let go of it for a long time.

As Qiu Subai thought in his heart, Ma Yuan really revealed his heart to her on the first day of the third year of junior high school, and the two walked together naturally. There are not too many twists and turns in their love, and most of the time they focus on their studies, hoping to be admitted to a good high school.

Before the start of the second semester of the third year of junior high school, Su Yi, who was promoted to the second year of high school, was admitted by a foreign university because of an international mathematics competition. After the news was announced at the school commendation meeting, Qiu Subai's emotions became complicated. She was envious of Su Yi, but also reluctant.

That day after school, Ma Yuan sent her home, and as soon as she stepped into the house, she couldn't help the rushing emotions in her heart, ran out of the house, and ran to the alley she hadn't set foot in for more than a year. The old security guard at the alley Not anymore, she stood sadly at the entrance of the alley, looking directly at the deep alley, as if she saw herself who grew up at every time before the age of 15, the self who relied on Su Yi so much that she wanted to be together all the time , the ups and downs of the past, suspended in the chest.

"Su Bai?" Su Yi's voice sounded behind Qiu Su Bai. Qiu Su Bai was stunned for a moment, then looked back at Su Yi, and smiled through tears. She stared at Su Yi childishly and said, "Su Yi, are you really Do you want to go?"

Su Yi nodded, took a step closer to her, took her hand, and said softly, "I really want to leave, but I'm also reluctant to leave."

Congratulations to Su Yi with red eyes, but when she thought that Su Yi might go abroad, there were very few opportunities to meet her. Like a child, she voluntarily threw herself into Su Yi's arms for the first time, holding him I burst into tears.

Su Yi comforted her for a long time before she stopped sobbing and said, "Then when will you come back..."

"I will come back every Chinese New Year." Su Yi rubbed Qiu Subai's head, and said, "Qiu Su is actually a child, sometimes he has a stubborn temper, sometimes he is very caring, but he has always been a child who makes people worry... ...So, be obedient and be nice."

Qiu Subai nodded and asked Su Yi to take her home.

However, Su Yi’s sending off was a short distance. Qiu Subai did not expect to send Su Yi away by himself next time. At the airport half a month later, Qiu Subai accompanied Ma Yuan to send Su Yi off. Su Yi was about to enter the airport. At the boarding gate, the faces of those who were seeing off had expressions of reluctance. Qiu Hena stepped forward and hugged Su Yi affectionately.

Qiu Subai also wanted to go forward to give Su Yi a farewell hug, but Ma Yuan, who had sensed what was going on in her heart, held her hand.She watched as Su Yi was about to step into the boarding gate in the next step. Regardless of Ma Yuan's stop, she let go of his hand.

"Su Yi!" Qiu Subai called to Su Yi who was about to step into the boarding gate while pushing the trolley case. She closed her eyes and said, "Su Yi, I promise you not to cry, but you have to come back, and you must come back often!"

Seeing that Su Yi nodded, Qiu Subai let him go and waved goodbye to Su Yi.

On the way back from the airport, Ma Yuan had a bad breath in his mouth, and he didn't talk to Qiu Subai all the time. Before arriving at the destination, Ma Yuan got off the car. Qiu Subai knew that Ma Yuan might be jealous of Su Yi. So, she also got out of the car, trying to coax him.

Who knows, before she could speak, Ma Yuan's slap landed on Qiu Subai's cheek.

Qiu Subai covered her face in surprise, looked at Ma Yuan, couldn't speak with excitement, tears welled up in her eyes, she felt how Ma Yuan in front of her could become so strange in an instant, he was always very gentle to her , How could Ma Yuan, who used to be obedient and obedient, suddenly become good at beating girls.

Ma Yuan seemed to feel his impulsiveness from Qiu Subai's eyes. He frantically touched Qiu Subai's flushed cheek and said, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I, I didn't mean it!"

Qiu Subai waved his hand away, didn't listen to his explanation, reached out to stop the taxi on the side of the road, was hugged tightly by Ma Yuan from behind, buried his face in her neck, and said apologetically: " Su Bai... I'm sorry... I'm really, really sorry... I didn't expect that I would like you so much, I was too impulsive... Seeing that you and Su Yi have such a good relationship, I care too much... Sorry, next time I will definitely not do that again.”

Qiu Subai cried without saying a word, letting Ma Yuan hug her tightly to his chest, and Ma Yuan continued to say: "Su Bai, you are more important to me than the whole world...so, please You stay by my side, always, always stay by my side, don't give your hug to others, don't give your smile to others...you belong to me, everything about you can only be kept by me, is this OK?"

Qiu Subai stared at Ma Yuan's real face, thinking that Ma Yuan acted impulsively because he cared too much about him, so he forgave him with a soft heart, and the two reconciled immediately.Then, Ma Yuan also told Qiu Subai about his desire to enter a higher school, and expressed that he did not want to leave the school team. Qiu Subai from other schools can only give up his own ideas.

However, in this case... still can't get rid of Qiu Weiwei's memory!Qiu Subai couldn't help thinking of Qiu Weiwei again, as if this person was a person whose fate was deeply imprinted in her mind and could not be ground.

(End of this chapter)