I've always had a crush on her

Chapter 736 Withdrawal Reaction 10
In the following week, Hua Wrong's withdrawal reaction became more and more intense. Except for going to the bathroom, he didn't get out of bed for several days.

He loathed himself the way he was now, he didn't even dare to look in the mirror, didn't dare to see himself.

Even if it is not during the attack, Huacuo still feels uncomfortable all over the body, nausea, muscle aches, bone pain, abdominal pain, fatigue, chills, severe insomnia, extreme irritability and self-loathing, etc., no appetite at all, and basically throws up whatever he eats.

It's only been a week, and Hua Cuo's body has lost some serious weight.

The pain during the attack almost devoured all his mind, and he thought of drugs many times in his mind, but every time he saw her face, all his evil thoughts were instantly extinguished.

"The flowers are wrong, it will pass soon." Yan Xi looked at him like this every day, she didn't know how much pain he was enduring.

"I know, I know, how did you get through it?" Hua Cuo hugged her tightly. He was just experiencing the pain she had experienced. If she could get through it, so could he. How could he let her disappointment.

Yan Xi was silent for a moment. That bad memory caused severe physical pain, but the most terrifying thing was the psychological desire that almost destroyed her. How did it feel when smoking?
That feeling is too good to describe, it can make people forget everything, even hatred.

How much do you want it?It's like increasing the good feeling of coveting food, the pleasure of sex, the happiest moment, etc. by a hundred times, but how good it feels at the time is how painful it is afterwards.

"When I have a fit, it's not as painful as yours, but mentally, I'm desperate for relief, so I'm constantly taking caffeine, smoking, and taking all kinds of dependency drugs, but this can only Do you need to smoke for a while?" Yan Xi remembered the smell of cigarettes on his body before.

"I don't like smoking." He tried smoking, but he choked and hated the smell of smoke. Fortunately, he was not addicted to smoking, and he didn't want to go through the process of quitting smoking.

"Well, I know." Yan Xi said, he had never seen him smoking, let alone smoking.

"What else?" Hua misheard her voice and was able to divert his attention.

"I have relapsed twice, and each time I regret it very much. Finally, I felt that I needed to use force, so I came here. There is a confinement room in the basement. Whenever I realize that I am about to have an attack, I take advantage of my consciousness. Lock yourself in the confinement room, set the automatic lock time..." Yan Xi stated calmly, revealing her most embarrassing side.

Hua Cuo couldn't imagine how much firm will she needed at that time, shutting herself in a dark basement without anyone, in case of any accident, she still had violent tendencies, she might hurt herself.

"In this way, I quickly passed the most difficult process. The next process is relatively smooth. As long as I don't touch it, I can basically resist its temptation." After quitting, I still have a strong desire, There are also various emotions of depression, irritability, and anxiety, which take a long time to adjust.

Hua Cuo's arms hugged her even harder. She had relapsed twice, and the process of withdrawal was more difficult. It must not be as easy as she said. The probability of relapse of methamphetamine is extremely high.

"Now I have completely got rid of it. I have no reaction to it, only disgust." After so many years, Yan Xi felt that he had completely quit.

Hua Cuo's heart was shocked, he had to get rid of it, he couldn't be hated by her.

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(End of this chapter)