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Chapter 43 Ostrich (2)
Chapter 37 Ostrich (2)
"Ahem..." Su Xiaomu quickly interrupted him, apparently not wanting to bring up what happened yesterday, maybe she was afraid that her son would notice something, so she closed her eyes and said softly, "I'm fine, it's better to walk slowly It’s ok, otherwise I wouldn’t have gone in the morning and come back in the evening.”

"Although this is the case, you still have to pay more attention in the future. The doctor said that you should not exercise too much." Jing Yan sighed inwardly, seeing her awkward expression, he must still be blaming himself.

At night, after Xiaoyao fell asleep, Xiaomu went back to her room to get her clothes, turned around and walked out the door.

"Where are you going?" Jing Yan frowned, grabbed her arm and said, "The incident yesterday was found out, it wasn't done by Zhenzhen, and it has been dealt with, and no one will bother you again." He didn't say I didn't specifically talk about the process of solving it, and I didn't want her to worry about it.

But obviously Su Xiaomu didn't appreciate it either.

"Really? I got it." With a calm expression, she shook off his hand and said simply, "I have to finish drafts these days and sleep in the studio." After finishing speaking, she walked out of him without looking back. Sight.

It was at this moment that he realized that it didn't matter to Xiaomu whether the result was Qin Zhen's doing or not. After all, what he said hurt her deeply.

How can a broken heart be repaired?

In the blink of an eye, it was Xiao Yao's birthday.

It happened to be the weekend, and he and the two children at the same table, Xiaoyu, were having a great time playing the new game presented by Jingyan in the room.Su Xiaomu took the prepared juice and muffins upstairs, and when she came down, she found that the door had opened. At this time, it could only be Jing Yan. They have been in a state of respect for each other in recent days, but they are still in front of Xiao Yao. They tried their best to show that they were safe and sound, especially today is such a special day, and they even made an appointment to have dinner together to celebrate.

So she walked to the kitchen and asked, "I made muffins, do you want some?"

"Okay, thank you for your hospitality." It was a clear and pleasant female voice that answered her.

Su Xiaomu turned her head in amazement, and saw Qin Zhen standing abruptly at the entrance, and Jing Yan was beside her.

She seemed to be suffering from aphasia, and she couldn't speak suddenly.

Looking back and forth between Qin Zhen and Jing Yan, she held her breath in her heart, feeling that this had surpassed her bottom line, whether she was jealous or petty, she would let him out to take care of this person. Is it not enough?Now he is still conniving her to enter the house and invade the place that only belongs to him?When is she?Soft persimmons that are easy to pinch and coax?No bottom line dignity at all?

The accumulated grievances, grievances, and discomfort during this period are like an invisible active volcano, which may erupt at any time. She feels that she must do something, but what can she do if the child is upstairs?She has read a lot of books for her son, especially child psychology, and she knows that quarreling between parents in front of the child or with others will have a great impact on the child's physical and mental development. She doesn't care what she does, but she hopes Xiaoyao can be happy grow up healthily.

She can't be noisy, and she can't make trouble.

Jing Yan is very good at observing people, and he knew that Su Xiaomu must be feeling uncomfortable, so he explained: "Zhenzhen just got out of the hospital today, and she knew it was Xiaoyao's birthday, so she brought her a gift." He paused, and added, "She just Come and sit down."

His explanation made no sense to Su Xiaomu. She frowned slightly and said, "Okay, then you guys sit down first, and I'll pour tea." Then she took a deep breath to calm herself down, but whoever encountered such a thing Can't be calm.

After entering the kitchen, she moved mechanically, not knowing what she was doing at all, until she heard the sound of footsteps going upstairs, she turned around in a daze, and Qin Zhen was already standing beside her, with a smile on her face. Said: "Xiao Mu, we met before, do you remember me?"

Such an affectionate name made Su Xiaomu even more uncomfortable.

Remember, why don't you remember, you can recognize even when it turns into ashes, Su Xiaomu thought, why doesn't she disappear, or disappear by herself, why let her face such a situation?Did she force herself into an ostrich for the sake of her ostrich love?She, Su Xiaomu, shouldn't be like that!

He said Qin Zhen was sick, right?Well, if you are normal and magnanimous, then bear with her. Today is the child's birthday again, so she must accumulate virtue.

She responded with a smirk: "How can I forget, we are still with you and you... Well, I have eaten, I heard that you are not in good health, how is your treatment now? I have to rush a few manuscripts recently , I’m really sorry that I haven’t taken the time to see you.”

Hearing the meaning of her words, Qin Zhen turned pale, and smiled reluctantly: "It's much better, Brother Jing Yan helped me a lot."

"Well, he is a very responsible person, as long as he can help you." Su Xiaomu smiled wistfully, "Miss Qin, there is heavy oily smoke here, you should go out first, so as not to stain your clothes."

I don't know if Qin Zhen has no eyesight, or if she deliberately ignored Su Xiaomu's alienation, and pretended to be curious and said, "I only knew after I saw it. The decoration style of your house is different from what Brother Jing Yan likes, isn't it?"

In this way, it felt like she was showing off how much she knew about Jing Yan's preferences. Su Xiaomu replied with a half-smile: "It's really different, because this is the decoration I like, and he listens to me."

"Oh, that's it." Qin Zhen didn't care, as if he had discovered a new world, he shouted happily, "Hey, so you made coffee? Brother Yan Yan likes to drink this, especially the one I made, how about I'll bring it to him, he said just now that he is going to the study to finish the end of his work, it is very necessary." It was obviously a question, but it was in a statement tone, and the person had already picked up the coffee pot familiarly.

Su Xiaomu hurriedly stopped her: "No, I made this for myself. He has a bad stomach recently, so he can't drink this anymore." Let alone let her go upstairs, what's the matter?

"What's the point of having a drink? You can get rid of fatigue at work." Qin Zhen didn't follow her. Others might let her go, but Xiaomu was different. She didn't have the obligation to pamper her.

After pulling and grabbing, the coffee pot tilted to one side, and the hot coffee dripped out of the spout, burning Su Xiaomu and Qin Zhen's hands.

Qin Zhen shouted: "Ah! It's so hot!" Her skin also turned red quickly, and she hurried to the faucet to take a shower of cold water.

On the contrary, Su Xiaomu didn't feel it. She snatched the coffee pot back and put it heavily on the counter, staring at Qin Zhen closely: "Miss Qin, what are you doing?"

"No, it's nothing, I just want to help..." Qin Zhen shrank his neck subconsciously, his eyes were a little timid, and he looked at Su Xiaomu like a pitiful little bullied.

But Su Xiaomu didn't think she was pitiful, but rather.The Qin Zhen she knew before, although she didn't have much contact with her, was a straightforward and sunny girl, instead of using such a delicate and injured face to win sympathy, it was not pitiful, but gave off a scheming and cunning feeling.She just failed in marriage, why should everyone revolve around her?

Su Xiaomu sneered: "Help? Thank you so much. Our family doesn't need 'outsiders' to help."

Qin Zhen clenched his fists, bit his lips, stared at her and said, "I see, you don't welcome me, right? I'll just go."

This made it sound like she, Su Xiaomu, was a bully who oppressed women, so she would be a bully to the end. If she could wake her up, it would be a merit.

"I really don't welcome you. I don't think any normal woman would welcome someone who calls her husband at any time. You wouldn't be able to do that, right? Jing Yan and your childhood sweetheart, he will take care of you if you have difficulties." There is nothing wrong with it, I can’t say anything, but I hope you can figure it out, he is already married to me, he can only be your brother, there is no other possibility. You didn’t have the courage to be with him back then, and now you come back today, the purpose What is it? It’s all about nothing, you think he’s the best for you, right? No matter what you do, he can tolerate you, right? You’re just shrinking in your ivory tower and desperately using his heart to treat you well , using his feelings for you to keep torturing him, how can you bear it?"

"I didn't!" Qin Zhen shouted as if he couldn't control his emotions.

Su Xiaomu raised her eyebrows and said, "You don't? How dare you feel your conscience and say you don't? Well, if it's true, it means that Dr. Lu's treatment has no effect at all, and you are still the same as before, so why don't you go back to the United States?" ? You have been abroad for ten years, your mother is over there, and your home is over there, so what is there for you to miss here?"

Qin Zhen choked for a moment: "I..."

Su Xiaomu wanted to say something, but the moment he saw Jing Yan, all the words stuck in his throat. He didn't know when he appeared, and he didn't know how long he had been listening. He just stepped forward and took Qin Zhen's hand and said to her: "Xiao Mu, be careful, stop talking!"

From Su Xiaomu's point of view, this action indicated that he was most nervous about Qin Zhen, taking care of her Qin Zhen's emotions, and knowing that she was hurt.

She touched her hand that was also scalded, and suddenly laughed: "Yeah, don't say it, I won't say it again in the future."

She admired herself even more, she could still laugh, she didn't cry, she really became stronger.

She took off her apron, walked past them, and left the house without looking back.

Qin Zhen relaxed her tense body. She lowered her eyes, feeling that the disadvantaged situation just now had been reversed, and comforted herself quietly in her heart. It really was Jing Yan who treated her best. No matter whether he was married or not, he was the most nervous. She was the one who chose wrongly at the beginning, and she should have chosen Brother Jing Yan instead of Cheng Yu who abandoned her, so she would not have suffered as much pain later.

But before she had time to be happy, Jing Yan let go of her hand, as if sighing: "Zhenzhen, don't do this in the future, just be yourself."

(End of this chapter)