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Chapter 254 He Said I Need All Your Trust

Shi Tan walked into the bathroom of the hotel and looked at the injured face in the mirror: no blood, so bleak, the rosy demeanor no longer exists, and the heroic willow leaf eyebrows have also been covered with dust.

Even though, these days, she has been trying very hard to cheer up, but once the vitality in her bones is stifled, and wanting it to revive, it cannot be accomplished in just one year.

She knew very well that she was very much like herself eight years ago.

At that time, because of Yichun's death, because of being raped, because of unplanned pregnancy, she ran to a place where no one recognized her, and treated herself like a ghost.

At that time, she had exiled herself, allowing herself to fend for itself, and she would live and die with the sky.

Fortunately, she met that couple, and what is even more fortunate is that she was pregnant with that child—that little life that she once hated so much, in the last years when she lived with her and lived with her destiny, gave her The courage to start over.

I have to say that Xiaobai is the source of her strength to start a new life.Although, his existence will make people remember such an embarrassing past.But, the love between mother and son really made her what she was at that time.

It's just, how could she have expected that bad luck would come again after many years.

This time, more than the last time, it hit her passion for life extremely painfully.

When everything in her life left her one by one, she didn't know how she should face its cruelty.Not to mention, in the future, can miracles happen to rekindle her passion for life——

Xiaobai is dead, love is dead, all her beautiful memories are barren, exuding the breath of death.

Turning on the faucet, put a basin of clean water, Shi Tan kept pouring water on his face, as if he wanted to wash away those extremely embarrassing images.

……

On July 2011, 7, she got such unbelievable news in the hospital. After that, for a long time, she couldn't recover and couldn't make a sound.

Fang Hua looked anxious, stroked her shoulder, comforted her constantly, and persuaded her:
"You must talk to Qi Ji calmly and calmly: don't get angry, it's useless to get angry.

"Right now, the most important thing is to handle this matter well, and silence is a must.

"The current situation is very delicate. Qi Ji can't make any scandals. He is the biggest supporter of the Mo family and has great appeal in China. The quality of his personal image will affect the results of the Mo family's competition during the general election. , which directly affects the future political trend of the entire Zhu Kingdom.

"It's not child's play."

Shi Tan didn't ask how Fang Hua got the news. She only knew that once the incident was exposed, the consequences would be serious.

It was because she knew it that she suffered more and more.

At nine o'clock that morning, Qi Ji came slowly.

He rushed into the ward in a hurry, and bumped in without even knocking on the door, with a look of anxiety on his face. When he saw Fang Hua with him in the ward, he let out a deep breath, calmed his breath, and finally Walking in, the steps are very big.

"How about it?"

Seeing that her face was ugly, Qi Ji turned around and asked Fang Hua:
"Is there any problem with your body? What did you mean by fainting just now?"

"The doctor said that the fainting was caused by weakness, excessive fatigue, and mental exhaustion. Rest a lot, pay attention to diet, and keep a cheerful mood, and you will be able to recover. Rest assured, the baby in your belly is fine."

Fang Hua stepped aside and explained the situation:
"You talk, I'll go out first."

After watching her leave, Qi Ji walked to the hospital bed, took her hand, and looked back and forth on her face with deep eyes, his handsome eyebrows were slightly locked, with unsolvable doubts. , the voice is as gentle as ever:
"Why are your hands so cold!"

It's really cool.

Probably the air conditioner was too cold.

Shi Tan could feel the warmth from his palm.

The warmth was originally her favorite touch, but now, she wanted to withdraw her hand.

He felt her abnormalities, so the eyebrows twisted tighter and aggravated their hands, holding her firmly:

"Tell me, what happened? Where did you go all night? Tan, you are pregnant, and you have to take care of yourself in everything you do. If you go missing, you have to worry me. ?"

Shi Tan didn't answer, just looked at him.

Last night, she disappeared for one night. It stands to reason that he should have known the reason long ago.

If he had known that she hadn't come home last night, if he had looked for her, then he should have known that she had gone to see her grandpa yesterday afternoon, and grandpa would have told him: She took the diary to ask about what happened 22 years ago. After that incident, he will clearly understand the fact that she already knew the truth of the incident that year.Today, when he saw her, he should show some guilt and anxiety.

But he didn't.

Why didn't he?

There are only two possibilities.

One, he is too good at acting.

If this is really acting, then he can definitely win an Oscar for Best Acting.

Second, he didn't go home last night. I don't know if she had an accident. It was not until I knew that she was missing all night.

It seems that only this reason can explain why he asked such a few questions just now.

If it is the second possibility, then the question comes again: he didn't go home last night, what did he do all night?
What caused him to disappear for so long, and not return for the whole night.

Judging from his current words and deeds, it is reasonable for him to have no knowledge of what happened to her.

Therefore, his words reveal a concern that has never changed.

Yes, at this moment, she could feel his concern.

This is probably because she is also unwilling to believe that fact, and is unwilling to use the truth that has happened to slander his almost perfected tall image in her mind.

In her heart, she was constantly trying to excuse him.

Because, as he said, he has nothing to do with Mi Fangfei.

Yes, as he said, after marriage, he never cheated.

That's right, that's what he said: He is very loyal to their marriage. Although they were all over the world in those years, he never messed around. All the scandals are just scandals, not facts.

She really wanted to believe him.

But in fact...

He did lie to her...

It's just that now, she is not sure, how big is his lie?

Should she believe him again?

……

"Your eyes are telling me, you have a lot to say to me ..."

Qi Ji's brows furrowed completely:

"Tan, what are you thinking in your heart? I have something to do yesterday, I can't call home, are you angry with me?"

He really didn't come home.

There were too many unexplainable questions bothering her. She looked at him and said directly:

"Qi Ji, you have something to hide from me!"

The tone of complete affirmation did not seem to affect Qi Ji's mood changes, and he was not surprised, which was one of his admirable qualities.

Shi Tan continued calmly, repeating with emphasis:
"This matter is very serious."

After a while, declare:
"You said it yourself, you should be honest between husband and wife. You also promised me that you wouldn't hide anything from me except for the secrets I shouldn't know... But in fact, you didn't do it. Qi Ji , There is no airtight wall in the world. I think, today, should you explain to me: what is Mi Fangfei all about?"

She was very personable and didn't make trouble with him hysterically.

Of course, she is not the kind of person who will cry, make trouble, hang herself, and the more rational a person, the more rational she will be when faced with contradictions.

Qi Ji's reaction, from beginning to end, did not change his face, but he did not immediately explain or ask questions. His expression was more like he was considering how to explain this issue.

If it wasn't the problem at all, he should have reprimanded it directly: it was nonsense; another meaning of his unresponsiveness could be understood as tacitly acknowledging to her that it was true.

Her heart became more chaotic because of his silence.

"Why not speak? I need to know the truth!"

She increased her volume.

Qi Ji lowered her head and gently rubbed the wedding ring on her fingers. The two wedding rings reflected each other under the light.

"Shi Tan, I need you to believe me!"

Low, he didn't explain, only request.

"Oh yes, what do you want me to believe in you?"

She held back and asked back.

"I didn't do anything wrong to you!"

He raised his head, his eyes firm:

"I need all your trust. Can you give me your trust? Don't believe what you hear or see. Can you give me that?"

Eyes met, she saw in his eyes his desire for her to believe in him.

Shi Tan still remembers the expression on Qi Ji's face when he said this, so enthusiastic, so eager to gain her trust.

But after experiencing the truth of the diary, she no longer knew how to trust him.

If she could, she really hoped that she hadn't discovered this diary. In that case, she could still deceive herself and love her deeply, and she could trust him without principle.At least when Mi Fangfei was pregnant, she would not immediately doubt Qi Ji.

But she just saw it, but at this time, such a news broke again.

"I have no idea!"

She spit out these four words softly.

He scrutinized and wanted to say something, but was forced to interrupt because of a call coming in, and he had to let go of her hand and answer the call.

Shi Tan closed her eyes, felt tired, and hadn't slept all night, she couldn't stop being drowsy.Pregnancy made her sleepy.At this moment, she is so tired.

She didn't know when he finished answering the phone. While half asleep, she only heard what he was communicating with the doctor who came in, and then directly woke her up:

"We can go home now. Tired, aren't we? After going home, have a good night's sleep..."

She has no opinion on this.

After finishing the formalities, she went home with him, and the conflict between them could not be opened up in public.Absolutely not.

Along the way, she was silent and closed her eyes to fall asleep. As for him, the phone kept ringing, talking about some political matters with Commander Mo and Mo's staff.

She didn't listen.

After the car drove into Yayuan, Qi Ji opened the door for her and wanted to help her upstairs.

"Need not!"

She pushed him away directly.

Qi Ji looked at her helplessly, the phone rang again, he answered the phone, and he didn't know who was calling, he immediately slowed down and listened.

Soon, Shi Tan entered the door and left him far away.

When she went upstairs, he was still at the door, listening to the phone.

Shi Tan knew that Qi Ji didn't like politics, but now he was so concerned about the election that she felt cold.

Maybe now, in his eyes, nothing is more important than this matter, so when he knows she is so eager to know the truth, he can only focus on his business, and is unwilling to set aside a little bit Time, widened her heart.

(End of this chapter)