There is a feeling called heartache

Chapter 37

what is love?Love is selfless dedication; love is endless longing.

My friend Xu Quan is a doctor, and he is used to seeing the joys and sorrows of the world, life and death, so things that seem very tragic and touching to others cannot move him in the slightest.We laughed at him for being too hard-hearted, and he replied with a smile: "No way! If you face blood and death every day, you will also become hard-hearted. You can't be hard-hearted. If I am moved and excited every day, what can I do? Operate on a patient?"

It also makes sense.I think, is life too monotonous, or are we ignoring too much, and even blood and death can't make us respond. Is it only the doctor's heart that is insensitive?

Suddenly one day, Xu Quan came to me and said: "I encountered something that moved me and made a mistake!"

It is not easy to move Xu Quan, not to mention making mistakes in life.I immediately nodded to express my willingness to listen, so I went to his house for dinner.

This is a story about a girl.The girl's name is Luo Yun, a classmate of Xu Quan's wife's colleague. She found Xu Quan through her relationship and asked him to issue a health certificate for her.Xu Quan saw that Luo Yun's face was yellow and thin, as if he was malnourished.When asked about the purpose of Luo Yun's health certificate, Luo Yun hesitated to answer.Xu Quan has always hated asking for favors and relationships to ask him to do things. Seeing that Luo Yun refused to tell the truth, he refused to agree to her request and sent her away in a formal manner.

Soon, his wife's colleagues came to intercede for Luo Yun in person.What Xu Quan cared about was the use of health certificates. His wife's colleagues also said they didn't know, but she believed that Luo Yun had something to hide, because Luo Yun was always a kind-hearted and sincere girl.Xu Quan was a little angry, and declared that he would never issue a health certificate at the risk of making a mistake without explaining the purpose.He believes that being a doctor should not only be responsible for patients, but also be responsible for the society.

Soon, Luo Yun came to the door in person again and brought many gifts.The wife felt sorry and asked Xu Quan to issue a certificate.Luo Yun looked very weak. Out of the doctor's sensitivity, Xu Quan felt that Luo Yun must be sick, and he was still seriously ill, so he couldn't issue any health certificate!Xu Quan told Luo Yun clearly that if she couldn't give him a convincing reason, he wouldn't issue a health certificate.At the same time, he also warned Luo Yun that it is best to go to the hospital for a comprehensive examination, and he did this because he was responsible for her.

Hearing this, Luo Yun burst into tears, and she knelt down towards Xu Quan, begging him to do her this favor.She asked for a health certificate to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and she had to take the postgraduate entrance examination, even though she knew she was terminally ill.

Xu Quan was quite surprised, he hurriedly supported Luo Yun to ask what happened.Luo Yun said that she has learned that she has liver cancer, and the longest life expectancy is only half a year.Half a year is more than enough time from being admitted to graduate school to getting the admission notice.This is for her father, because her father's greatest wish is to see his daughter admitted to graduate school.But her father's lifespan is less than one month, and she can't wait until that day, so she must see her admission ticket for the postgraduate entrance examination before her father "leaves", and tell him that her daughter has got good grades in the exam.

All this is true?Xu Quan was very surprised, he couldn't believe that such a thing would happen in the world.Luo Yun took out two medical certificates from the bag he was carrying, all of which were shockingly written with the word "cancer".Luo Yun pleaded that she only knew one doctor, Xu Quan, and he was her only hope.

All doubts dissipated, all worries disappeared, and Xu Quan made a major decision at that moment: Even if it violated the professional ethics of doctors, he still had to issue a health certificate to satisfy a dying daughter's filial piety to her dying father.Xu Quan was truly shocked!He has seen too much how people expose the ugly side of human nature in order to seize the last ray of hope in the face of death, but this weak girl Luo Yun is only thinking about her father's last wish in the world!In fact, her life was only a few months longer than her father's!

It took two hours for this meal.In fact, no one had a few mouthfuls of food, and the emotion in my heart is beyond words. I want to go and see this amazing girl with true love in her heart.

Luo Yun was reviewing his homework at his desk.Even with the air conditioner on, the sweat seeping from her face kept dripping.We retreated quietly without disturbing her.Xu Quan told me that he insisted on arranging such a ward for her without charging her any money, and only hoped that she could fulfill her long-cherished wish of being admitted to a graduate school in her lifetime.

Although Luo Yun knew that her father could no longer see the final result, she still wanted to draw a big and perfect end to her life!

A few months later, Luo Yun received the admission letter.In front of her father's grave, she burned the acceptance letter to comfort her father who was far away in heaven.Another month later, Luo Yun passed away peacefully.Xu Quan told me that this is the sadness and helplessness of the doctor. He could not keep this kind and caring person away in a hurry. For the first time, he felt sorry for himself as a doctor, even though all this was not his. responsibility.It turns out that there are still so many powerless and helpless people in the world.

Fortunately, we are all kind and sincerely love this world and everyone. I comfort Xu Quan, at least we have loved and fought for it, which is why we have no regrets.

(Cui Hao)
(End of this chapter)