Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 293 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (8)

[8]
At least for now, I can't die.

When Dr. Chen saw me, he stuffed a lot of medicine in his forget-me-bag, and he kept explaining the contraindications of medication. what did she say.

When she was talking, I only felt a lot of mosquitoes buzzing in my ears, and I was so upset that I wanted to escape quickly. Then, while she was drinking water, I picked up the medical examination paper on the table. Shanzi said heartlessly, "Sister Chen, I know, I'm leaving first."

But I think she will definitely mutter, do you still want your body, because I will recite this sentence too much.

Holding the medical examination form in my hand, I don't know whether it was because my hands were slippery or because I was afraid, but it fell from my hand and fell to the ground with a snap.I knelt down and wanted to pick it up, but I heard someone calling me, the voice was gentle and familiar.

"Xu Luo."

The familiar tone made me slow down by half a beat.

Then I quickly picked it up and looked up at the person who was speaking, and suddenly felt that the person who came was not kind.Who else could this person sitting in a wheelchair with a bandage wrapped around his leg be Xu Ruotong?I looked at her dully and didn't want to talk much, then stood up under her gaze, and now I no longer need to look up at her.

She didn't give up and called out again, "Xu Luo."

Please, I don't know her very well, what are you doing so kindly.

There is probably something wrong with a person who is a bit arrogant and kind to him.

Then I saw Wang Junkai bump into my line of sight, and shouted softly, "Ruotong." His eyes skipped me and looked at the person in front of me.

Is this still my Wang Junkai?
The medical examination form in my hand was held tighter and tighter, I subconsciously stuffed it into the bag, and then continued to look at the two people in front of me as if nothing had happened.I saw Wang Junkai lying next to Xu Ruotong and said something, followed by Xu Ruotong's silvery laughter.

I stood there for 2 minutes, and didn't notice me until he was about to push Xu Ruotong away.

"A Luo, why are you here?" For the first time, the intimacy in his tone made me feel disgusted from the bottom of my heart.

"Is it because I'm too short that you noticed me?" I don't know what tone I used to say it, but what I'm sure of is that I'm still calm now, and I don't intend to make a big noise like a shrew Nao, I just feel a little sad, so I just say what I want to say.

He doesn't choose what to say.Regardless of the consequences.

"A Luo, I."

"Xu Luo, listen to Xiao Kai's explanation."

Is it possible that I want to shout like the heroine in an idol drama that I don’t listen? I don’t listen?I'm not that hypocritical.I don't even force this relationship so much now. As I said, I don't allow my relationship to be stained.

Actually, I'm not angry with Wang Junkai much, I just can't bear his hesitation, I just don't like how he seems to hide a lot of things from me.

If two people don't have enough trust to be together then why are they still together?I chose to believe it, but, Wang Junkai was the one who failed my trust first.

Let me give you up first.

"Wang Junkai."

"I think we should break up."

Said calmly, turned around and left.

But my heart was as cold as ashes for a moment, and I couldn't warm it up again.

The night I went back I had a nightmare.

I dreamed that Wang Junkai and Xu Ruotong got married. Wang Junkai held Xu Ruotong's hand and put a ring on her very gently. I couldn't hear what the wedding officiant said, but I heard it with my weakening ear , "I do."

From Wang Junkai, I really heard it.I opened my mouth to say no, but found that I couldn't say anything, but my tears couldn't stop, and then the picture changed to another scene, I was splashed with red wine by Xu Ruotong, and fled in a panic, but Wang Junkai just watched, No intention of chasing after me.

Those indifferent eyes made me so painful that I couldn't straighten up.

He is my weakness, the weakness of the rest of my life.In the past, I would have said heartlessly that he was my weakness in this life, but I dare not now.The difference between Yu Sheng and this life is that there is no Wang Junkai in Yu Sheng, but there is Wang Junkai in this life.

If you don't join hands with the person you love deeply, even if you have 1 years left, you are just wasting the rest of your life. this life.

However, I lost, the person I loved the most, and I lost it without knowing why.

Is it because I am too stubborn?But I feel that I am not wrong.

That night I dreamed vaguely, and finally woke up, reached out and touched my back, and found that I was covered in cold sweat.

The mobile phone was lying quietly beside the pillow, as if there was no sign of a call, but when he opened it, he saw a lot of Wang Junkai's missed calls, without thinking too much, he blocked him directly.The remaining more than 30 phone calls and text messages were from Ah Jiu. I pursed my lips and looked at them one by one.

The more I look at it, the more sad I feel.

In the end, I almost forgot everything, and only remembered one sentence clearly, "You deserve to die alone."

Ok.right.I deserve it.

Virgos are so stubborn, they will die if they insist on it, and it will be difficult to keep them if they decide to leave.I don't deny that this is my biggest weakness, what Ah Jiu said is not wrong, what I'm doing now is just making fun of the little time I have left.

I would rather keep my only self-esteem than to bow my head and admit my mistakes, and even take away the mistakes the other party admits. I don't know why, I'm just so stubborn.

I also want to have a good talk with Wang Junkai, but every picture of them together is enough to tear myself to pieces.

Sorry, I'm not that generous yet.

So, I can't forgive.

I pondered for a long time.

There was no moonlight coming in this night, but it was bitingly cold. I wrapped the sheets tightly, and even added another layer, but it was still useless.I was like a dying lamb, struggling in vain sadly, letting outsiders watch as a joke.

With hesitation, fear, and fear, he dialed Ah Jiu's number carefully.

I'm afraid she will blame me.I'm even more afraid of her distress.Because I'm too fragile, as soon as I hear her voice, I can't help but pour out my sadness to her, no matter whether she understands it or not, or wants to know it or not.Sometimes I really hate myself.

Humble, hopeless, without any expectations, myself.

"I've been waiting for your call, and I've been waiting for your reason, and I've been wondering if you'll cry, and if you need my hug." After connecting, I heard Ah Jiu's voice through the receiver It seemed a little desolate, and it was close to my tears.

"Ah Luo, open the door, I've been waiting for a long time, it's really cold outside."

I didn't speak, tears rolled in my eyes, and I tried my best not to let them fall.Because of tears, it is easiest to prove that a person is fragile.

"Wang Junkai, I let him go."

"Okay." I breathed a sigh of relief, hung up the phone, adjusted my breathing, and walked out of the room slowly.

When the door was opened, I saw Ah Jiu standing outside my house in a thin shirt, shaking in the wind.I can't see her eyes clearly, even her outline is not clear, the street lamp is dangling in the distance, not bright enough.

With just one glance, my tears fell, and all my emotions seemed to find an outlet at this moment.

I helplessly called her name, as if seeing all her sins redeemed.

"Ah Jiu."

"I don't want him anymore."

"he's gone."

"How to do."

My sky is dark.

Because my Wang Junkai was finally driven away by me.I can't come back.

I was the one who forced Wang Junkai away.

Because I knew he stayed at my door for a day, but I just turned a blind eye to it so cruelly.Virgos think highly of themselves and don't like to bow their heads and admit mistakes, so I really feel sorry for Wang Junkai's appearance, and I apologized kindly but got a bad nose.

But really tired.

With each other who don't even have the most basic trust, what can we spend our whole life with?In this way, it feels a little difficult to stay for a second.

Since he came back early, at least he should send a text message, right?How can I feel at ease staying with what I consider to be a rival in love so quietly?If someone told me, I could still pretend that I didn't know anything, but if I saw you with my own eyes and asked me to forgive you, wouldn't it be embarrassing me?
So, just break up so that it doesn't get in the way of anyone's happiness.

Xu Luo, don't make things difficult for Wang Junkai anymore by becoming a burden.

"Ah Luo, you are really too stubborn." Ah Jiu's voice was intermittent, and his tone was also tactful, probably because he was afraid that I would break the string in my heart, and then began to cry endlessly.In my impression, Ah Jiu was so gentle when I heard the news of my mother's death. Her tone was so gentle that I could pinch water, and she would also be sad with me.

I'm always so selfish. When I'm unhappy, I still want to drag someone into the water to make her unhappy with me.

I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

The light in the bedroom was a bit dim, but it made my eyes hurt when it shone on Ah Jiu.I licked my chapped lips and looked at her blankly, "Ah Jiu, do you also think I was wrong?"

The cautious questioning tone fully expressed my bewilderment.

"Do you really understand Wang Junkai?" Her rhetorical question completely stunned me, and I looked at the front at a loss, my eyes flustered and full of helplessness.

I didn't answer any more, and calmed down to think about the process of getting acquainted with him.

I saw him because I was buying snacks and returned my wallet.

When buying flowers, he accompanied me to the cemetery.

Drunk and he sent me home.

The cautious confession looked at my words and guessed my emotions.

Hug me when I am helpless, and tell me, "Xu Luo comes home with me."

Yes, the disease did make my memory worse and worse, but I still remember everything about Wang Junkai clearly, even every detail.

"Do I really understand Wang Junkai?" Before he finished speaking, tears came down.

How can I forget that Wang Junkai is a person who thinks highly of himself and thinks he will not bow his head to admit mistakes and stubbornly admit to death. How can I forget that he is a considerate Virgo?It is because I care that I hide everything and keep silent.

"Do you still remember the night when you saw Xu Ruotong? He told me very seriously that he wanted to protect you." Ah Jiu pondered for a long time and said slowly, "I actually met Wang Junkai before, at a party in high school, your that It's time to suspend school. He is a very indifferent and picky person, but he has taken a fancy to you among so many people, what does this mean?"

"Wang Junkai doesn't like spicy food, and he doesn't know how to eat sour food, but that day he enjoyed your barbecue with hot sauce, and he didn't frown. You made him drink a big bowl of lemon juice when you were drunk that day. I always wondered if he would drop the bowl in anger, but he didn’t, and he still pampered you. That day when he carried you home, he was very careful in his movements. At that time, I was thinking, entrusting you to him is worth reassuring of."

"I didn't expect you to be liked by others. You see, you don't leave the door and don't go out. You play in front of the computer all day long. Then one day Wang Junkai asked me what you like to eat. I told him without thinking too much. In the end, he was I'm working hard to confess."

Ah Jiu said calmly, but my heart couldn't be calm.

"Wang Junkai's call is coming, do you want to answer it?"

"Ah—?" Ah Jiu's words made me react a little slower, and she took the phone as my acquiescence, and put it next to my ear.

There was a long silence, and then a sigh came.

Wang Junkai's tone was very soft, and I felt some inexplicable pain in my heart when I heard it.

He said, "A Luo, I'm sorry. Come back, okay?"

Come back, okay?You want me, how to answer.

I didn't speak, and looked at Ah Jiu in front of me, my eyes were wet.

come back.

Even if we come back, can we really go back to the past?
I looked at Ah Jiu and kept silent. She nodded, but I looked at her and shook my head vigorously.

The surroundings are very close, and the sound of his breathing can also be heard very clearly, uneven and panting. I can't tell what kind of mood I am in now.

"It's better not to."

As I said, my tone was a bit cold, and my heart felt a little sad, but my tears were stopped by my strength, and they just turned around, but they couldn't fall.

There was no sound on the phone. I suspected that I hung up the phone. I took it off and took a look. The time was still running.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
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