Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 295 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (10)

[10]
Bad season.

As soon as I walked out of the door, I pouted and complained. My lips were already a little chapped, but they hurt more and more when the cold wind blown them, as if I was bitten by someone.These little wounds are the most tormenting.I stretched out my hand and wiped it indifferently, then touched my somewhat thin clothes, and sighed, the hot air I exhaled condensed and dispersed in the cold, floating, illusory but beautiful.

I stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, then walked out step by step.

I saw that the leaves in the yard were all withered, falling to the ground in pieces, yellow and yellow, and it was the first time that I felt disgusted by this desolate scenery, the wine was turning in my stomach, I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, I really wanted to run back to the bathroom Spit out the wine in your stomach.

But I didn't do that.

Frankly speaking, I don't know what my mood is like at the moment. I look at the people in the distance, hesitating and hesitating.

At a loss, I don't know whether I should be smiling or shedding big tears. I don't think there is anything to be wronged, not at all, but looking at his blurred shadow, my nose starts to feel sore.

I hesitated to call his name more than a dozen meters away from him, but his movement made me stop completely, and it was this movement that made me completely lose my mind.

I am easy to be persistent and easy to give up.I know that giving up is not an easy thing, because Wang Junkai has already taken root in my heart, sprouted and blossomed. Now giving up the pain is like depriving me of my organs.However, there is always a move that will make you feel so sad and make yourself feel that we are really finished.

It is easiest to change each other's original appearance with a thought.

Maybe from now on, we will go on different paths, but I just hope not to miss you.

Wang Junkai is answering the phone.He was protecting the phone with his hand, and his brows were tightly frowned. He even ignored me because of the unknown caller, and never looked at me from the beginning to the end.

I squinted my eyes at him, and he looked a little out of his mind.

I couldn't help but sneered.I don't understand why I am so timid and timid. He never looked straight at him from the beginning to the end.My smile was inexplicable, but I knew that the look of hope in my eyes gradually dimmed, replaced by disappointment.

At the beginning, watching Wang Junkai, I felt like watching the light, but now, I feel that I am watching Wang Junkai.I couldn't tell if he was reconciled. I pursed my lips and watched Wang Junkai's every move not far away innocently and helplessly.

I didn't speak, nor did I intend to call him.

I just stood there and watched him hang up the phone.He finally raised his head and set his gaze on me. He must have dark circles under his eyes, or he may have cried, otherwise why would his eye sockets be red.

"Wang Junkai."

"Xu Luo." He looked at me with bloodshot eyes.He was wearing the coat Ah Jiu gave him, but his figure still looked thin and thin.

"I have something, and then." He stammered.

I was a little impatient, waved it indifferently, and said simply. "I'll let you go." The sourness in his tone was replaced by indifference, which seemed to be really disdainful.After getting along with Wang Junkai for so long, I actually learned to lie.

He was startled.

I then said, "You're so tired. You go."

I took a breath and ran back to the house quickly without waiting for him to come home. I quickly locked the door, and then locked the small door without hesitation. The handle of the door ran along the wall, and the whole person completely collapsed to the ground.My stomach felt even more uncomfortable, and I vomited the wine all over the floor with a "wow--", the sourness made me feel even more sick.

I tried to get up, but I couldn't lift my hands, and fell to the ground again.There was a close contact between the buttocks and the ground, and the pain made me grin my teeth.

Maybe there was a lot of movement, I saw Ah Jiu running towards me in a panic, with tears in his eyes.

I heard her cover her mouth and say something that I couldn't believe, and I felt a slight pain in my head.At the end, I figured she was saying, "A Luo, there's a lot of blood on the ground."

She kept begging me to go to the hospital right away, but I kept shaking my head.My consciousness was a little fuzzy, and I muttered vaguely, "Wang Junkai is outside, he can't see me like this, or he will soften his heart. Let him go."

What I said was not clear but Ah Jiu could understand. She looked at me with red eyes.

"You idiot, sometimes I just want to leave you alone like this." Her voice was obviously getting smaller and smaller, but the small voice like a mosquito was too noisy. I pursed my mouth and stretched out my hand to support my head , leaning against the wall and said to her, "It's so noisy, Ah Jiu, I have a headache."

I had a stalemate with her for a long time and she still gave in and sat next to me without speaking, until a long, long time later she said, "Go to the hospital. He should go."

I twitched my lips and nodded reluctantly.

It's nine o'clock.

In winter, the sky tends to be blue with few white clouds.

The blue sky was so beautiful that it was a bit shocking. I was sitting in the back seat of the taxi, Ah Jiu leaned on the seat and looked at me. After a while, he looked out of the window again.The window was half opened by me, and the cold wind whizzed in, so I couldn't help wrapping my clothes tighter.

The driver complained, I don't know if it was aimed at me, but I clearly heard what Ah Jiu said, "It's a big deal and add more money later." Ordinarily, maybe I would want to argue for a while, Because there are not many psychopaths who are willing to blow cold wind this season, I knew I was wrong, so I didn't say anything more, I just reached out and shook Ah Jiu's hand, which was a little warm.

"Yeah. It's almost there." I knew what place Ah Jiu was referring to. Where else could it be besides the hospital?He simply didn't speak, and glanced at the scenery outside, as if he didn't hear anything.

The scenery along the road is a bit bleak. The tree trunks look lonely without the blessing of leaves, and the sky looks desolate without the company of wild geese.In front of him was a white painted house, with a sign hanging on the top, "An Ning Hospital".

There were too many people, and most of the doctors looked dazed and dull, a little ridiculous.Isn't the doctor in the spirit of saving lives and helping the wounded?This expression is the same as we owe you money, my mood suddenly turned bad, and the turmoil in my stomach became more and more serious.

The queue didn't take long, maybe it was because of Ah Jiu's witty calling early, I was quickly dragged to her office by Dr. Chen, and I listened to her lecture Ah Jiu.

"Xu Luo can't drink, and you let her drink now, who will be responsible for the accident?" The tone was a bit unpleasant, and it could be said that caring is chaotic.I looked at her angry look and wanted to answer for Ah Jiu, but Ah Jiu stretched out his hand to stop me.I don't know what she wants to do. Ah Jiu's temper has always been a little violent, but she gave me all her tolerance.I still remember that when I was in junior high school, a boy slapped him on the spot in order to tease me and confessed to me. The current atmosphere is a bit subtle, like that kind of magnetic field.I frowned and looked at Ah Jiu worriedly, silly boy, don't hit the gun for me.

Unexpectedly, Ah Jiu lowered her head and obediently admitted her mistake, she said, "There will be no next time."

I looked at the child in front of me who bowed his head and admitted his mistake, and suddenly felt sour in my heart.

She is strong and sensitive, fragile but stubborn, she has all the capital to show off and squander, but she stops for me time and time again, bows her head for me, and lowers her worth for me.

Therefore, no matter how many stupid things she has done now or in the future, I will unconditionally choose to forgive her.

Under my insistence, Dr. Chen gave up the idea of ​​performing major surgery on me.With a sigh, she asked me to sit next to me and wait for Ling Chi, a small operation that will be half an hour later.

Ah Jiu sat next to me, hugged me, and said, "Don't be afraid that I'm here."

My body was shaking all the time, and my fingers became colder and colder.I sat without moving, my eyes were dull, and when I looked not far away, I was walking tick-tock, and Wang Junkai's smile flashed across my mind for a moment, and I unconsciously felt at ease.

Half an hour is very short, so short that it seems to pass in the blink of an eye.Then, Wang Junkai, are you really not coming back?

That was my last thought going into the operating room.

I don't know when the anesthetic entered the body, I just felt very dizzy all of a sudden, but my heart was always uneasy.I tried to open my eyes as much as possible, but my eyelids were too heavy, and I saw a few people in white coats dangling in front of me in a trance, half dream and half awake.

I want to push them away but I can't use my hands. I want to say that I am scared, but I can't make a sound.I have been restless, a little scared, a little apprehensive.

Until my hands were tightly held by a pair of powerful hands, gentle, broad and powerful.

Inexplicably, my heart calmed down, and my thinking was finally no longer chaotic, and the sleepiness became more violent.How much I want to open my eyes to see who is coming, how much I want to make sure, but I really can't do anything, I can't help but guess in my heart until the sleepiness completely knocks me down.

It's Wang Junkai.

You are finally willing to come.

When I woke up, the smell of disinfectant water on my face startled me. I stretched out my hand to help my drowsy head, but I found that I couldn’t use my strength. It was ticking, as if there was a sound of dripping water.

Coughing smoke was coming out of my throat, I struggled to sit up, but someone stopped me, she held water and said softly, "Ah Luo is not in pain anymore, I'm fine." I don't understand the meaning of the words , I just feel that my heart is being torn apart.She carefully supported my head, and poured water into my mouth, but I couldn't open it. Most of the water slid down my cheeks and spilled on the white sheet.

The moment of coldness in contact with the skin made me finally realize that I am still alive.

At about one o'clock in the afternoon, the sun shines through the window, as if covered with a layer of golden light, I can't open my eyes so brightly, I turn my face away, towards the dark side, sleepiness gradually erodes me.His thoughts were not clear, and he fell asleep again in a half-dream and half-awake state.

When I woke up, it was already dark. I reached out to feel where the lamp was, but I touched a warm hand. I wanted to ask him if you are Wang Junkai, but Ah Jiu answered softly. Hope was shattered.

She turned on the light that was not bright, looked at me and sighed, and said earnestly, "You."

There was a hint of crying, but I couldn't hear it at that time.

It was a long time later that I realized what she meant to say, Xu Luo, are you willing to let Wang Junkai go?Why don't you take a step back?You, why do you have to hide and choke on everything?How nice it would be if you were with Wang Junkai? Later, I realized how much she cared and cared about me, but at that time, I was sensitive and fragile, and I didn't appreciate anything.

Take her kindness as a natural blessing.

Only when you lose it can you know how to cherish it, but if you push it away first, you can only swallow the bitter fruit with a smile.

"He." I opened my mouth and spit out a word vaguely, my thoughts were not very clear, I only knew that Ah Jiu was in front of me.

Wang Junkai's face was dangling in front of my eyes, not only that, I even felt his voice was in my ears, I admitted that maybe I was crazy about him.

Ah Jiu looked at me and chose to be silent, I couldn't see the emotion in his pupils, it was like a deep sea, unable to see the bottom.

"Old Wang, has he been here?" I moistened my throat in discomfort, and watched her continue to speak, her expression might be ferocious, because at this moment, I seem to understand her, and I think my scorching gaze will take her away. Burnt to ashes.

She shook her head.

But I was still aggressive and my tone was bad.I have a hunch that he must have been here.And he knows everything.Who else would those hands be but his?I squeezed his hand tightly, and I can fully guess Yu Wen's hiding place.

I tried my best to hide so many things from him, hoping that he would not be dragged tightly by sadness like me, but I just watched him fall into the abyss with me but there was no way to send him back. I struggled and called for help but it was of no avail.Frankly speaking, I am not reconciled.

Ah Jiu was a little aggrieved, and lowered her head, looking at a loss.

"He's been here."

"I can feel it."

"Does he know everything?"

"Is that why he doesn't want to see me anymore?"

declarative tone.I kept asking myself every sentence, my understated tone made Ah Jiu burst into tears suddenly, she looked at me with her brows tightly furrowed, choked up and couldn't say anything.I ignored it and closed my eyes.

I don't want to cry anymore.So cowardly.I can't cry anymore.

My mother is a stubborn person, and I am the same, but it is probably because of her inheritance, so I have brought this ability to the extreme. I am better than blue, I don’t know whether to cry or laugh in this regard .

I remember a writer once said that when people are sad to a certain extent, they can no longer cry, and when they are hurt to a certain extent, they will become numb. There is a more popular saying about this.When you go to the supermarket and find that the price of your favorite snack has increased by one yuan, you will be very depressed, but you will not feel distressed if the price of the table lamp you want to buy later has increased by ten yuan.

Everyone is the same, look away when you are sad.

At least on the outside, it seems to be as if nothing had happened.

"Aren't you going to answer me?"

"Crying is loud."

I guarantee that my brain must have been kicked by a donkey at some point.

Later, I wondered how much she had to pamper me to stop crying and talk with a smile, although she still looked like a pear blossom with tears and I saw You pity.I still remember that day she sniffed and smiled at me. Although the scene looked a little awkward, her voice was soft and soft, and she said, "Wang Junkai hasn't been here."

"You're lying." I took a breath and sneered, closing my eyes and not wanting to pay her too much attention.

I am going home.

I don't know how many more tomorrow.

I don't know if you'll ever come back, and I don't know what you know.

But somewhere, I have a premonition that your life will be wonderful even without me in the future.

I closed my eyes and let the sleepiness creep up my face.In the dream, I seemed to see Wang Junkai's face with canine teeth again.

But it seems that you don't belong to me anymore, and it seems that you can't come back.I'll sleep more, I'm so tired.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
　Today topic:
　　#When you want to give up every time, what motivates you#
　　Answer: Others are working hard, but what are you doing.

　　
　
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