The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 144 Are you willing?

"Whenever I feel like giving up, I come here and look at these women and tell myself that if I give up struggling, one day I'm going to be one of them, either crazy, Either die." Concubine Hui's voice was full of exhaustion, "So no matter how hard it is, no matter how hard it is, I will grit my teeth and never dare to slack off."

Lin Siran can understand the mood of Concubine Hui. Isn't it the same when she returns to the Lin family these days?She was worried and didn't dare to relax for a moment, because she didn't know when the enemy would attack and kill her.

My nerves are tense all the time, even when I am sleeping, I can't wait to open one eye.

Concubine Hui's situation is more difficult and harder than hers.

Because her enemy is not only Concubine Zheng, mother and son, but the Ninth Five-Year Lord who holds the power of life and death and can send her and the crown prince to hell at any time.

The reason why their mother and son are walking on thin ice and fearful is not that Concubine Zheng Gui and King Fu are too difficult to deal with, but that the emperor wants them to live like this and makes them tremble.

Thunder, rain and dew are all the grace of the king, they can only suffer, they can't complain, they can't resist, they can't even escape.

"Your Majesty...you have worked hard." Lin Sizan didn't know what to say other than this pale comfort.

Concubine Hui smiled and said, "So... are you willing to come and help me? I waited for many years until I met you. I think, I finally found someone who can share the burden for me."

Lin Siran was terrified in her heart. For a moment, she rushed towards her face like a huge wave. She was indescribable at this time, panic, helpless, fear, but she couldn't move at all. There was a sense of despair that she would finally be sucked into the vortex and abyss .

"Ranran, I know I didn't misjudge you, I won't misjudge you, you are the one I am waiting for." Concubine Hui held Lin Siran's hand, her gaze was firm and full of trust.

Lin Ruran opened her mouth, and found that her voice was blocked in her throat. She seemed to be in a dream, a nightmare with unpredictable fortunes and disasters.

"Mother, I'm afraid I'll betray your trust..." Lin Siran tried her best to keep herself awake. She didn't want to be the emperor's woman, let alone be involved in the harem battle.

Concubine Hui showed an extremely gentle smile and said, "Ranran, you don't have to be afraid, you should believe in yourself."

Concubine Hui touched Lin Siran's face with her hand, rubbing it lightly.

"Look at you, so young, so beautiful... What's more rare is the incomparable tenacity and wisdom, all of which are concentrated in you alone, what a unique condition, you will definitely become a dazzling star, this The harem will be yours in the future." Concubine Hui's eyes were shining brightly, as if she had discovered some kind of treasure.

Lin Siran only felt terrified.

She doesn't want to be a star in the harem, Mu Xiuyu will be destroyed by the forest wind, and she understands the truth of it.

"Empress, you are the master of the harem, and this harem will be yours in the future." Lin Sizan wanted to tell Empress Hui that she would definitely become a winner without having to ask her to be her helper.

She didn't want to be involved, she didn't want to be the target of public criticism, and she didn't want to be buried or be forced to become a nun after a few years. She didn't want to be a marionette in other people's hands and a wedding dress for others in her life.

Concubine Hui smiled, patted Lin Siran's face, and said: "With your help, I will be in charge of the harem one day, Ranran... tell me, are you willing?"

Of course Lin Siran was unwilling, but how would she say it?

Concubine Hui was in urgent need of someone, and she fell in love with Lin Bianran. She felt that Lin Bianran would become an extremely sharp sword in her hand.

But she didn't know that Lin Siran didn't want to be a sword that killed people with beauty. Although she longed for power, she didn't set her eyes on the old emperor because she knew the future situation.

She is willing to be Concubine Hui's right-hand man, but not as a concubine.

"Your Majesty... I am willing to help you, but..." Lin Siran's gaze suddenly became firm, "I am willing to be your maidservant by your side, to saddle you for your Majesty."

There are not only concubines in the palace, but also female officials. They are high-ranking maids who are in charge of the affairs of the first palace. There are also imperial court ladies, who are the highest-ranking maids in the palace. Documents, so female officials of this level are generally born in a scholarly family, even an official family, well-read poetry and books, with extraordinary talents and abilities.

Except that they are not men, they are not inferior to the officials of the imperial court. They are even more valued by the emperor and high-ranking concubines than ordinary officials because they walk in the imperial court and harem, and they are also very respected.

This is the reason why Lin Siran decided to enter the palace. She wanted to be a female official and use her own ability to win the power to control her own destiny.

Concubine Hui was a little surprised, she didn't expect Lin Siran to answer like this.

"You... want to be a female official?" Concubine Hui asked.

Lin Siran nodded, and said, "Yes, I hope your mother will be successful."

Lin Siran knelt down, her eyes were clear, without any impurities, and she said: "Madam, maybe I am too whimsical, but I still hope to try my best. As a woman, the road I can walk is too narrow, but I I still hope that I can blaze a trail on this single-plank bridge, so that my limited life will have more possibilities."

"In ancient times, Hua Mulan served in the army for her father, and Shangguan Wan'er was in front of her. Although I dare not compare myself to Shangguan Wan'er, and I don't want to be Shangguan Wan'er, I hope that my mother will give me a chance to prove that even if I don't With this face, it can still become an indestructible sword beside the empress."

When Lin Siran talked about the excitement, tears almost filled her eyes, and her body trembled slightly.

Concubine Hui's expression changed again and again, from surprise to doubt, from full of confidence to a little disappointment, and finally all settled in the bottom of her eyes, her face was dark and unclear, and finally turned into a sigh.

"Ranran, you have saved my life. I shouldn't force you. I am not an ungrateful person. I need you so much. From the first time I saw you, I knew that if you appeared In this harem, the end of Concubine Zheng is coming. You are like a piece of rough jade now, as long as I polish it a little, you will definitely show unparalleled brilliance." Concubine Hui's voice was full of excitement and excitement.

"But you really don't want to, and I will never force you. If I want you to help me, you must be willing. You and I have the same goal, step in step, and walk in the same direction. If not , it doesn't make any sense, I'm afraid I will be charged with ingratitude. I don't want to do that, Ranran... think again, there are still two months left, take a look at this harem, take a look at this court, wait You see clearly, think clearly, and then answer me, which way are you going to go, okay?"

Concubine Hui supported Lin Siran with both hands, still smiling gently and harmlessly, full of the compassion of the elders.

(End of this chapter)