The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 145
Lin Siran knew that if she refused at this time, she would probably make Concubine Hui unhappy. Concubine Hui gave her leeway, so she couldn't just walk away to death.

"Yes, I'll think about it again." Lin Sizan nodded in agreement.

Concubine Hui's smile became more gentle, and she said: "You are an extremely smart girl, I believe you will make the most correct choice. The harem strife is indeed fierce, and it is also very dangerous, but as long as your majesty's heart is towards whomever, whoever can be confident , this harem woman, even if she has the ability to reach the sky, will ultimately act according to His Majesty's face, without exception. Don't look at Concubine Zheng being proud now, but if His Majesty doesn't see her for ten and a half months, she will still be in a hurry. She is not as young as you , not as good as you in appearance, not to mention heart and wisdom, you surpass her in everything, I believe, you will definitely replace her, and you will win very easily."

"Do you think it's an easy way to be a lady officer? Wrong, as beautiful as you are, even if you are going to be a lady officer, how can His Majesty not notice you? His Majesty's eyes are fixed on you, and you think you can still just do it?" A female official? Concubine Zheng will let such a beautiful and talented woman stay in the harem safe and sound? Different routes lead to the same goal, there is no essential difference, do you understand what I mean?"

Until she separated from Concubine Hui and went back to her own room, the last words of Concubine Hui still echoed in Lin Siran's mind.

Does it mean that she can only be the emperor's woman?Or take advantage of the present, leave the palace, never expect to have a relationship with the imperial power, and be a man's wife with peace of mind, take care of husband and teach children, and spend your whole life in the inner courtyard of the deep house.

But that was not the life she wanted.

She no longer has any expectations about marriage, about men, about being a perfect wife.

She tried, failed miserably, and ended up miserable.

How could she entrust her whole life to a man, betting that he was a man of conscience who would treat her kindly and give her a safe and secure life?
She couldn't afford to gamble, she didn't want to experience such a helpless life again.

She chose to be a female official because she wanted to win freedom and respect by virtue of her own ability. When people mentioned Lin Sizan, they only thought of her, not someone's wife. forget.

But the words of Concubine Hui smashed her good wishes to pieces.

Unless she destroys her appearance now, she will not be able to escape the fate of this harem woman, even if she is a female official, she is still the emperor's woman in the final analysis. As long as the emperor is willing, she has no way to refuse.

That's right... Who is the emperor, a person who controls the fate of everyone, the woman he wants, he has to submit obediently, and he doesn't even have the freedom to seek death, unless you are really lonely, and only you will die when you die, If not, your death will affect the people behind you.

Women in the harem are not even allowed to commit suicide, so so many people in the cold palace have gone crazy, whining day and night, trying to survive or die.

Lin Siran sat on the dressing table all night, looking at herself in the mirror, she had never looked at herself seriously.

She was already 16 years old, and the childishness between her eyebrows and eyes receded slightly, gradually revealing the charm and beauty of a woman.

The eyebrows are picturesque, the nose is round and delicate, the cherry lips are not pointy and vermilion, the facial features are perfectly presented on the small face, one point is too much, and one point is too little, everything is just right.

In time, I'm afraid it will become more bright and moving.

Lin Xiaoqian was originally a handsome man. She had never met her mother, but she didn't look like Lin Xiaoqian, so this appearance was probably inherited from her biological mother, Qin.

I heard Mrs. Lin say that Qin Shi is indeed a rare beauty, otherwise she would not have let Lin Xiaoqian marry an orphan girl who has no father and no mother. In all directions, there is no girl more pleasing than her.

Maybe it's not a lie that the beauty is unlucky.

Lin Siran touched her face subconsciously. Is she destined to be a poor woman in her life?

No, she is not reconciled!

She suddenly picked up the silver hairpin on the dressing table and pointed it at her face.

Sui'er saw this scene as soon as she entered the door, she was frightened out of her wits, rushed forward, snatched the silver hairpin from Lin Siran's hand, lowered her voice, and asked, "Miss, are you bewitched? How dangerous is this. "

It was only then that Lin Siran came back to her senses. At that moment, she really wanted to cut her face, and there might be a scar, which made His Majesty look down on her.

But she realized that she hadn't passed the final election yet, her face was scratched and her appearance was ruined, so she should be sent out of the palace now, and returned to Lin's family to continue to be at the mercy of others.

To advance is to die, to retreat is also to die, she has no way to go.

Lin Siran smiled wryly and said, "What should I do?"

"Miss, what's wrong with you? You don't look well." Sui'er asked worriedly.

Lin Siran shook her head, and said to Sui'er, "I'm fine, I just changed places and couldn't sleep well, so when I woke up in the morning, I was in a trance."

"You scared me to death, I thought you were going to commit suicide." Sui'er put the silver hairpin back, and saw that Lin Siran's eyes had regained his composure, and felt relieved.

Lin Sizan shook his head and said, "I won't commit suicide, it's possible only when I'm alive, and nothing is left when I'm dead."

The great revenge has not been avenged, and the enemy has not died yet, how can she die?

Sui'er fetched water to wash Lin Siran's face, Qingying came over with the palace attire, after entering the palace, she can't wear her own clothes, all the beautiful girls have uniform palace attire.

"Miss, when I went to get the palace clothes just now, I saw two beautiful girls being sent out quietly. I heard that there was a little trouble last night. The two fought. One broke his head and the other scratched his face." Qing Ying She lowered her voice, for fear of being overheard, but it was obvious that she was very disturbed.

Sui'er was also a little scared, and said: "Why are you still fighting? These are all carefully selected beautiful girls, why are they so rude?"

"There will be no shortage of things like this in the future. After these two months, there are 47 people, and half of them are considered too many." Lin Siran said, "So you two must be careful, don't provoke others easily, and more We must beware of those who take the initiative to provoke us with malicious intentions."

"Yes!" Qingying and Sui'er immediately replied solemnly. Before they entered the palace, Madam Chun warned them to take good care of Lin Siran and to be cautious in everything.

After freshening up and getting dressed, Sui'er brought breakfast again, but Lin Siran didn't have much appetite, so she just ate a bowl of porridge and put it down.

"Miss, you need to eat more, what if you don't have the strength? I heard that I have to practice manners these days, but I'm tired." Qingying reminded.

Lin Siran reluctantly ate another small bun, and said, "I really can't eat any more."

Qingying and Sui'er had no choice but to clean up.

The little eunuch outside shouted loudly.

"My little masters, hurry up, it's getting late, it's time to gather, and today the disciplinary mother is going to see your rules, if there is something that you can't do well, you have to be careful!"

(End of this chapter)