The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 392 I Don't Want You To Be Strong
Lin Siran could feel her fear at this moment.

"Godmother, don't be afraid, I will take good care of myself." Lin Siran held her hand tightly, as if he wanted to inject his inner strength into Qingxuan.

"I'm not afraid of anything, and I'm not afraid of death. I'm only afraid that the person who loves me will be sad, so no matter what, even if I walk around the gate of hell, I will try my best to break free and come back. I will never compromise, never Admit defeat and never let you cry for me."

Qingxuan looked at Lin Siran, and suddenly burst into tears.

"Ranran...my child..."

Lin Ruran's tears rolled in his eyes.

Qingxuan wiped his tears, and said: "I was thinking, if it is true as you said, in addition to being more careful yourself, more importantly, you have to be protected by reliable people around you. Things like this can't be done again. There is a second time."

"Well, everything is up to the godmother." Lin Siran thought, if this can make her feel at ease, there is nothing wrong with it.

Only then did Qingxuan feel relieved, and said: "Your brother is still waiting outside, and he has been worried about you all the time, let you brothers and sisters talk, there are no outsiders here."

"Okay, thank you godmother." Lin Siran said.

Qingxuan went out and called Yan Shichu in.

When the siblings met, Lin Sizan immediately showed aggrieved and fragile eyes, and shouted: "Brother..."

Yan Shichu couldn't see Lin Siran like this the most, his heart softened into a puddle of water, so he had no choice but to walk over, rub her head, and said: "I've been worrying about it for the past few days, and half my life was almost scared away by you. , Fortunately, you have come back to life, and sometimes I really want to take you away from the place of right and wrong, even if you can only live in the clouds and wild cranes from now on, it is better than living in fear."

"Life has always been like this. If you choose something, you will lose something. Now that I have reached this point, it is absolutely impossible for me to leave, and neither can my brother." Lin Siran said earnestly.

"I will not retreat for any reason, I will definitely go on, even if the price is to risk my life!"

Lin Siran looked at Yan Shichu seriously.

She has been unable to turn back, from the day she decided to avenge herself, it is impossible to stop.

What's more... She wants a better life. She has already recognized the reality. In this world, the weak prey on the strong, and you must stand at the top in order to control your own destiny.

Maybe Shengdou Xiaomin can stay in a corner, but won't he encounter the injustice of fate?Won't you be plagued by bad luck?

Their fate will only be more miserable, and they will only be more helpless when they encounter injustice.

She doesn't want such a helpless life, she wants one day to be able to control her own destiny and protect her precious things, whether it's relatives or friends, she never wants to lose it because of her weakness and incompetence.

Yan Shichu brushed away the messy hair on Lin Ruran's forehead, and said: "Ranran, I never want you to be so strong, rushing into battle, regardless of your own safety. I would rather you be weaker and hide behind me, like when you were a child, let me protect you."

"Brother, I have grown up. The most hateful enemy I met when I was young was just a big wolf dog with strong outsiders, but now my enemies, they don't have the fangs of a wolf dog, but they can still chew me up in one bite. , even...they don’t need to open their bloody mouths and hide in the dark to kill me. I can’t just rely on you, I have to become stronger myself.”

Lin Siran knew what Yan Shichu was worried about. She stumbled, stumbled, and suffered many injuries along the way, but he could only watch helplessly. For a brother who loved his sister deeply, it was really a painful torture.

"Brother, don't be afraid of getting hurt. Those who can't defeat me will eventually make me stronger."

Yan Shichu felt distressed and helpless, because he knew that his current strength was too weak to really protect Lin Siran, and he couldn't do anything except distress and comfort.

"Brother...is the list going to be released?" Lin Siran changed the subject.

Yan Shichu nodded and said, "The list will be released the day after tomorrow."

"Brother must be in high school, right?" Lin Sizan asked with a smile, "If you get in the top three, do you still have to ride a horse to patrol the streets? I really want to go and see, but I'm afraid it won't work."

Lin Siran said regretfully, her leg was injured, and she must stay in bed for a few days.

"I still have a palace test, it doesn't matter, if you can't watch it on the street, I will walk up to you." Yan Shichu fondled her hair.

For these words, Lin Siran was filled with an indescribable sense of happiness, and said, "How lucky am I to have such a big brother?"

"Fool!" Yan Shichu laughed.

Yan Shichu suddenly remembered something, and said: "This time you were lucky enough to escape, it's really thanks to Mr. Lu, you have to thank him very much."

"Well, I heard Sui Er said that he found a doctor with good medical skills in time and saved my life." Lin Sizan showed a gentle expression, and Lu Jinnian's concern was always with him, which made people very ironic. .

Yan Shichu nodded, and said: "Young Master Lu is a true gentleman, such a person is the only one I have ever seen in my life."

After hearing this, Lin Siran's heart moved slightly, and he asked with a smile, "Does my brother admire Mr. Lu very much?"

"It's hard not to admire such a person, isn't it? With him, no matter what time it is, it's like a spring breeze." Yan Shichu said with a smile.

Lin Siran nodded slightly, a little rippling in her heart.

"He likes us Ranran too?" Yan Shichu suddenly asked, which caught Lin Siran off guard.

Lin Siran blushed, and hurriedly explained: "No, no, no... I... am not what my brother thinks!"

"What are you doing in such a panic?" Yan Shichu smiled, "It's still the same, I started to blush when I felt guilty, and then waved my hands."

"Brother..." Lin Siran shouted reproachfully.

"I know, my sister is a person who knows how to measure, so I don't need to worry about anything, but ah, I think... if I can spend the rest of my life with such a person, it shouldn't be so hard, right?"

Yan Shichu admired Lu Jinnian very much and recognized him from the bottom of his heart. As an older brother, he naturally hoped that his younger sister could find a good home.

"People in the Lin family won't make plans for you, so you still have to make up your own mind about my sister." Yan Shichu reminded.

Lin Siran was a little embarrassed, and said, "Brother, why did you suddenly say such a thing?"

"Men's university should be married, female university's should be married, you and I are brother and sister, my parents are not around, I naturally have to fulfill the responsibility of the elder brother." Yan Shichu was very calm, "Ranran, you deserve the best man in the world."

"I..." Lin Siran suddenly felt guilty, "For such a family, it is already very difficult just to step through that door, brother... I am not that confident."

She does have a strong heart, thinking that she can not be afraid of all enemies and conspiracies, but in the face of feelings, it seems that this heart has become swayed by gains and losses, helpless and humble.

Even if Lin Xiaoqian told her that the Lu family intended to get married, she didn't dare to be sure that this relationship would blossom and bear fruit in the end, and she carefully concealed her sincerity to avoid being found out about her little expectations in her heart.

(End of this chapter)