The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 503 Beautiful but not real
Lin Siran was puzzled at this moment.

"Since it has been uprooted, what is going on with the current Fire Scythe Sect?"

"I reckon that someone acted under the banner of the Fire Scythe Sect, which is not the same thing as the Fire Scythe Sect back then."

Lin Siran frowned and asked, "Since this is the case, does it mean that the current Huosian Cult is not enough to attract the attention of the court?"

"Yes, and before the Su family made meritorious service, the matter of the Huosi Sect didn't attract anyone's attention at all, but Su Wucheng claimed that Lu Xiang came to him first, asked him to betray his friend, and made him a promise like the Marquis. It doesn't make sense anymore."

The more Qingxuan pondered, the more he felt something was wrong.

"Is Lu Xiang so free?"

Qingxuan looked at Lin Siran.

Lin Siran frowned and said, "Perhaps you have received some tips and want to plan ahead?"

"Then the Huosian Sect in Qingzhou is not successful at all. If Lu Xiang really wants to plan for a rainy day, he can send people from the government to solve the problem. Why do you have to go to the trouble to find Su Wucheng?"

Qingxuan has more and more questions.

Lin Siran couldn't figure it out for a while, and asked, "Could it be that Prime Minister Lu has other goals?"

"This is almost certain, or...he doesn't want the government to intervene directly. Su Wucheng took people to kill those leaders directly, even Su Wencheng. He didn't catch any useful people at all. Only a few All the survivors are fringe figures and know very little about the Fire Scythe Sect."

Lin Siran nodded and said: "If you are really a core member, you should know a lot, and you won't arrest people randomly in the capital."

"Well, it's very likely that Lu Xiang is just making excuses to get rid of someone." Qingxuan sneered.

When Lin Siran thought of Lu Xiang's appearance, he felt a little unacceptable.

"Lu Xiang still looks like a very upright and loyal person, it doesn't seem like..."

"It doesn't look like a despicable, shameless, selfish villain?" Qingxuan asked.

Lin Sizan nodded, after all, he was Lu Jinnian's father, and Lin Sizan inevitably "loved the house and the crow".

"Since he can be the prime minister, he is naturally capable. If everyone can see his selfishness, then he is not Prime Minister Lu."

Qingxuan shook his head, as if he didn't think highly of Lu Xiang in his tone.

Lin Sizan asked: "Mother doesn't like Lu Xiang? You should be of the same generation, and the relationship between Xie's family and Lu's family has always been very good. You have known each other since you were young, right?"

"Well, to be precise, we have known each other since childhood, and Lu Xiang's mother and my mother also have some friendship, so the two families often communicate." Qingxuan nodded.

Lin Sizan asked: "But you and Uncle Cui are very good, and you don't seem to know each other when you meet Lu Xiang."

"Yes, because he was different from us since he was a child. He is excellent. Compared with the current Mr. Lu, he is even worse. He is the orchid and jade tree in the adults' mouth, and the wishful man in the hearts of the girls in the boudoir. , he showed the most perfect image to everyone."

Qingxuan couldn't help but smile when he recalled the past.

"If it's so good, why doesn't mother like him?" Lin Sizan was curious.

Qingxuan shook his head and said: "I can't say why, or because he is so beautiful, it seems unreal."

"That was also the feeling at the time. When I was a child, I didn't know the reason behind it."

"Later, when I grew up, I gradually realized that he is the kind of person who always wears a perfect mask, and no one can touch his heart."

Lin Siran asked: "Has it been like this since you were a child? Don't you have the temper of a child?"

"No, he seems to be very sensible since he was born. His clothes will always conform to the image of his noble son of the Lu family, and his speech and behavior are absolutely perfect."

"When we secretly played in the mud behind our backs, he stood not far away, watching calmly, and didn't come over."

"He would be friendly to everyone, but never close."

"Perfectly like the golden Bodhisattva enshrined in the temple, gorgeous and cold."

Lin Siran understood: "Human."

"Yes, that's what it means, it's impersonal." Qing Xuan nodded empathetically.

Lin Siran asked again: "Even so, it doesn't mean that he is a very selfish person?"

"I'm not saying that means he is bad, but that no one can see through him. If he has selfish intentions, you may not know. The way he shows everyone is what he wants everyone to see, but What is the real him, even I can't see clearly."

Lin Siran understood Qingxuan's words, and thought of Lu Xiangnian's panic that day when Lu Jinnian had an accident.

"I don't know anything else, but I've seen his mask broken, that's when Mr. Lu was carried into Baozhitang."

Lin Siran thought, no matter how impersonal he is, he still loves his son very much, right?

Qingxuan smiled and said: "Speaking of which, although Mr. Lu is very similar to Lu Xiang when he was young, he is obviously much more humane than Lu Xiang was at that time. That child is very good."

Lin Siran felt a little melancholy when he heard Qingxuan's meaningful words and ambiguous eyes.

"Ranran, do you like that child?" Qingxuan asked directly.

Lin Siran blushed and wanted to deny it, but felt that it was not good to lie to Qingxuan, so she just blushed and did not speak.

"Of course I like it, why would I risk my life for him? But..." Qingxuan changed the subject, his eyes slightly regretful.

Lin Siran also smiled coolly, and said: "But our positions are fundamentally opposed. As the head of the four great families, the Lu family wants to protect the interests of the family, but we want to infringe on their interests." people."

"Ranran, in the face of this choice, my mother can't help you, and you don't have to... Be a rebel. You can also follow your inner feelings and choose what you love." Qingxuan was a little displeased. I can't bear to see Lin Siran in pain.

Lin Siran did not hesitate, and said: "I can't deny my feelings, but I will not give up my beliefs for the sake of feelings. Life is not only about love, I have more important things to do." Do."

She is not a cold-blooded and ruthless person, but she understands that if her life is devoted to love, then this life will surely repeat the tragedy of her previous life.

What she wants is a love that is evenly matched, not someone sacrificing herself for someone else, climbing to the straw, and putting her entire life as a bet on a man's conscience.

Lu Jinnian is undoubtedly very good, and he must like her at this time, but if she puts down her ego and caters to him wholeheartedly, pleases everyone in the Lu family for him, and becomes a qualified wife of the Lu family in Lu Xiang's eyes, he will Would you still like Lin Siran like that?
If she insists on herself, she will definitely not be liked by the Lu family, and her relationship with Lu Jinnian will inevitably encounter many obstacles and tribulations. Will they be able to remain the same and not change their original intentions?

Human nature cannot stand the test.

Lin Siran never dared to gamble with his life again.

She could risk her life for him, but she dared not risk her own life for him.

At this moment, both he and she can risk their lives for each other, but when this enthusiasm cools down and she has no confidence in facing the cruel reality, Lu Jinnian still loves her as before, and even she has no confidence in loving him as before.

(End of this chapter)