The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 520 It's Not Your Mistake

Lin Siran felt very hard.

"I really wish I hadn't returned to the Lin family, I really wish I was still Yan Siran." Lin Sizan said sadly, "But I know everything can't go back, how can I be free?"

Qingxuan pressed her hand and said: "I don't mean to make you compromise, but to protect yourself. Many things should not be brought to the table, and you can't let outsiders see your jokes. To deal with them, it is not There must be a lot of trouble, and many things can be done in a more hidden way."

"Mother?" Lin Siran looked at Qingxuan unexpectedly, "But... I thought you meant that I should worry about family affection."

"They don't have family affection for you. Why do you want to have family affection for them? I just don't want others to use this to attack you and hurt you. No matter what you do, don't leave others with a handle." Qingxuan said.

"That's why I asked Zhu Zhen to rush to Lin's house in time to arrest Lin Qianyu. You can't do it."

When Lin Siya heard this, her heart was sour and warm.

"Mother, sometimes I really don't understand, you and I are not blood relatives, but you treat me like your own, and... but my father and grandmother treat me like nothing, even the servants around them Not as good."

Lin Siran felt that this was the most ironic.

"What God owes you, it will compensate you in other ways." Qingxuan said, "God is fair to everyone, isn't it?"

Lin Siran doesn't know if God is fair, but now, she feels that she is a child favored by God.

She snuggled into Qingxuan's arms tenderly, enjoying the feeling of being able to rely on someone.

"Mother, I'm very lucky. I'm very lucky to have met you." Lin Sizan said.

"Stupid boy..." Qingxuan patted her.

When entering the palace, it was already late, and the lights in the palace were all lit up. The huge palace seemed to have a hazy and illusory beauty, not as majestic and difficult to get close to as it was during the day.

Lin Sizan followed Qingxuan into the Linde Palace. There were quite a few people attending the banquet tonight, but she saw Li Xingxu sitting first on the emperor's right hand at a glance.

He looked pale, as if ill.

But just looking into his eyes, one can understand that this is just a usual trick of pretending to be sick.

This person is still used to showing weakness outside, especially in public places like this.

Lin Siran looked at him and smiled helplessly.

Li Xingxu blinked quickly at her.

Lin Siran ignored him and sat down with Qingxuan.

As soon as he turned his gaze, he saw Lu Jinnian, not far from him, looking at him.

Lin Siran's heart tightened, as if she had been caught for doing something wrong, she avoided Lu Jinnian's gaze in panic, not daring to meet his gaze.

"Want to go over and say hello?" Qing Xuan also saw Lu Jinnian.

Lin Siran shook his head and said, "No need."

"Then don't be timid, and look at other people's eyes generously." Qingxuan comforted, "It's not that you did something wrong."

"Okay." Lin Siran straightened her body, not to look fragile.

However, Lu Jinnian's gaze could not be ignored. He looked at her intently, and never took his eyes off Lin Siran. Even though Lu Qianxue was already gently tugging at his sleeve, he still couldn't get his attention back.

Lin Siran was blinded by his gaze.

"Mother, it seems that the banquet won't start for a while? Your Majesty hasn't arrived yet, so I'll go get some air first." Lin Siran decided to avoid it for a while. It was really hard for her to ignore Lu Jinnian immediately.

Qingxuan nodded, and asked: "Let Sui'er and Qingying follow you, don't wander around."

"Okay." Lin Siran nodded.

After Lin Siran left the banquet, she planned to find a place where no one was around for a while before going back.

Thinking of the back of Lu Jinnian who left after being neglected by her that day, it was only a few days later, and she still had no way to pretend that nothing had happened.

But she didn't go out for a while before she was stopped by Lu Jinnian.

"Ranran!" He still called her that.

Lin Siran paused for a moment, then turned around, looked at him with the utmost restraint, and then slightly bowed: "Mr. Lu!"

Lu Jinnian's expression darkened a lot when he heard her call the alienated Mr. Lu.

Still trying to smile, he asked, "Can I talk to you for a while?"

Lin Siran hesitated for a moment, and said: "Mr. Lu, I don't think it's convenient. At the banquet, everyone is watching, and men and women are different. I don't dare to provoke gossip anymore, so as not to cause more trouble to you and myself."

"Ranran, are you still unwilling to forgive me?" Lu Jinnian asked sadly, "I really regret it. If I hadn't been so impulsive, if it wasn't for these legs, I wouldn't have made you so sad."

"Ranran, what do I have to do before you can forgive me?"

Lin Bizan looked at him and asked, "Master Lu, you don't need my forgiveness, do you? We are just friends, and you have no responsibility or obligation to me. I only want to repay the debt Master Lu owed me for saving you." It's just a life-saving grace."

"No!" Lu Jinnian shook his head, "Don't say that, I don't believe it, and I don't believe it when you say it. I know that ten thousand taels of gold completely hurt you, but that's definitely not what I meant."

"Mr. Lu, does it matter? That at least represents the attitude of your Lu family. Would Mr. Lu not understand such a simple truth?" Lin Siran asked back.

The reason why she was laughed at, laughed at her wishful thinking, and laughed at her for posting back, wasn't it all because the news about the ten thousand taels of gold rewarding her was spread?
The Lu family deliberately wanted to let the world know their attitude.

They just don't like Lin Siran, even if she risked her life to save her, even if she has been made the head of the county, but in the eyes of a family like the Lu family, her life is only worth ten thousand taels of gold.

It sounds like a lot, but it still expresses the aristocratic attitude of the family.

No matter how precious human life is, in their eyes, it can be priced.

Lu Jinnian wiped his face in pain, and said, "I don't know what to say, they did this on their own initiative, even though I was still in a coma, I'm not shirking responsibility, but if I knew, I would I would rather die than let them humiliate you."

"Master Lu!" Lin Sizan yelled to interrupt Lu Jinnian's explanation.

"As I said before, I know that's not what you meant, and I didn't blame you, let alone resent you. This incident just made me realize the fact that no matter how hard I try, in the Lu family, In other words, in the eyes of the so-called first-class family, it is still not worth mentioning."

Lin Siran smiled, but didn't feel inferior or sad because of it.

"But Mr. Lu, I don't care. I don't care what the high-ranking family thinks of me. They slander me and laugh at me. It doesn't matter. I will still live in my own way, live a prosperous life, and live a happy life. Beautiful and beautiful, living in a way that makes people envious."

Lin Siki straightened her back, expressing her determination to never give in to others.

Lu Jinnian said: "Ranran, of course you can, I believe you can. But Ranran...can you, can you reconcile with the family behind me for me?"

(End of this chapter)