The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 521 You Still Don't Understand
Lin Sizan did not expect that Lu Jinnian would make such a request.

"Reconciliation?" Lin Siran looked at him puzzled, "Reconciliation for what? Why reconciliation?"

"From the moment I drove your Lu family members out of the Princess Mansion, I never thought about reconciliation. I still say the same thing, I will not step into your Lu family's door, and I will never let the Lu family members Step through my door."

Lin Siran was stubborn and determined.

"I don't need you to look up to me, and I don't need to bow to you. I am who I am, so what if you don't like it?"

Lin Siran looked at Lu Jinnian.

"I like you!" Lu Jinnian said loudly, "You can't deny my feelings for you just because of what my family members have done, I like you, appreciate you, and have never despised you because of your origin. "

"My background? What's wrong with my background?" Lin Sizan caught the loophole in Lu Jinnian's words, "Didn't you despise me? You have offended me since you said the word "Birth". "

"People in the world often say that heroes don't ask where they come from. Is it true that as a woman, you must have her family background? Whether I am the daughter of the Lin family, Lin Sizan, or the daughter of the Yan family, I have never done it for myself. Shame on my family name and family."

Lin Siran was confident.

"I don't think your surname is Lu, so you are superior to others, even if you are superior and look down on all sentient beings. In my opinion, such a face is distorted and ugly."

Lu Jinnian hurriedly explained: "Ranran, you know that's not what I meant. I never disliked you, never. From the moment I knew you, you were unique, noble and inviolable in my eyes. I admire you from the bottom of my heart, value you, and respect you."

"If you really respect me, value me, and appreciate me, you won't let your family humiliate me. Your father expressed his attitude in front of me, but I didn't mind, I still chose to save You. I didn't intend to use the so-called life-saving grace to curry favor with you, please you, and gain the approval of the Lu family. I just acted according to my conscience!"

"I don't need your gratitude, but at the very least... at least I shouldn't express your contempt in this way. It's my generosity to show you kindness, but not to repay your kindness can only show your shamelessness and shamelessness." despicable."

Lin Siran knew that she shouldn't use such strong words, but she really couldn't control the anger in her heart.

When Lu Jinnian walked over with a limp that day, she was exhausted, and because Li Xingxu was around, she gave him leeway and face.

But today he reappeared and said something like "I want her to reconcile with the Lu family", she couldn't help it.

No one from the Lu family came to apologize to her, so what was Lu Jinnian's personal apology?

People who do wrong things don't think they have done wrong, they are still like proud peacocks.

Lu Jinnian was scolded for being helpless.

"I know, I know... You have been wronged, you are very angry, I can understand, I am also angry, but what can I do? It is my father and mother, what can I do?" Lu Jinnian helplessly Ask, "Should I teach them a lesson?"

"I didn't say that." Lin Siran suppressed his anger, "I don't need you to teach them a lesson. It has nothing to do with you, Mr. Lu, unless you are no longer a member of the Lu family, I really have no way to get you Treat it separately from the Lu family."

"What do you mean?" Lu Jinnian looked at Lin Siran with some hurt, "You just won't forgive me?"

"I never blamed you, how can I forgive you?" Lin Sizan asked, "Isn't what I said clear enough? The problem between you and me is not how you treat me alone, but the Lu who is behind you. Home, your parents and relatives."

Lu Jinnian promised: "I will convince them. I will guarantee that you will definitely gain their recognition and respect. They just don't know you well enough. After a long time, they will naturally know how good you are."

Lin Siran shook his head, smiled wryly and said, "You still don't understand."

"I don't need them to approve me, and I don't try to get them to approve me."

"Why? Don't you want us to...be together?" Lu Jinnian asked.

Lin Siran said: "I used to hope very much."

"I once foolishly thought that with the protection of my godmother and the title of the county lord, I would be reborn and I could match you, but the 1 taels of gold woke me up."

Lin Siran looked at him.

"At that moment, I realized that my so-called matching is just my wishful thinking. No matter how good I am, it doesn't matter at all in the eyes of the established family."

Lu Jinnian's eyes were so sad.

"Ranran, everything will be fine. I will work hard, protect you, and prevent you from being wronged." Lu Jinnian still refused to compromise.

"Mr. Lu, you are wrong. I never need to be protected. I am not a weak woman. To be honest, if you and I fight each other, I can kill you in an instant."

Lin Siran glanced at her hands.

"I'm very strong. If it's not for pretending to be gentle and dignified in front of outsiders, I even hate such gorgeous skirts, cumbersome headdresses, never-failing etiquette and smiles. It's tiring to pretend."

"You haven't seen me when I was a child. I dressed up as a boy, rode horses with my brother, ran in the mountains together, and even climbed trees to catch birds."

Lin Siran smiled, recalling the past, she really felt happy.

Although her parents tried their best to train her to be a lady of the family, she also worked hard to cooperate, but she still liked the kind of free, sweating self.

Fortunately, father and mother also turn a blind eye, as long as she does not make mistakes in front of others, they will let her go.

Lu Jinnian was dumbfounded when he heard Lin Sizan's words, as if he couldn't believe it.

"It's hard to believe, isn't it? But that's me too, the wild girl in the country, and the real me." Lin Sian didn't care at all, and even felt faintly proud.

Lu Jinnian hurriedly said, "That's good. Being able to be so free and unrestrained as a child must be fun."

"But in the eyes of the children of your family, this must be unforgivable, right? It's so vulgar, it's hard to be elegant." Lin Siran sarcastically said.

Lu Jinnian lowered his head slightly, he had indeed never seen such a woman.

"It's not important, Ranran... Maybe I don't know you well enough, but I can get to know you gradually, as long as you give me this chance." Lu Jinnian said sincerely.

Lin Siran sighed, she knew that Lu Jinnian didn't understand.

"I used to feel inferior and painful because of my background, because I was abandoned by my father, because I was not liked by the Lin family, and because of the contempt of those celebrities and nobles. Eyes, I circled among them, wanting to gain their approval and admiration."

"I did it so well that there was a time when I thought I was the same as the noble ones."

"But I'm so tired. I don't want to cater to those people. I don't want to be perfect. I don't want to live with a mask."

"My beauty, my roughness, my pride, my sharpness, and my tenderness are all me. Contradictions and harmony exist in me. I accept who I am and don't want to change for anyone."

(End of this chapter)