He is delusional

Chapter 242 Follow me back to Zurich

Yuan also looked at it indifferently, without any expression, after staring for three to five seconds, she put on her coat as if nothing had happened.

Turning around, I saw Su Xingyi standing at the door.

She blinked: "Can't find a wheelchair?"

Su Xingyi didn't answer, but called her name instead: "Yuan."

It was still his cool voice, but there was something else in it vaguely.

Yuan also unconsciously moved her hands hanging by her side, and smiled again: "Huh?"

Su Xingyi looked at her, she was standing by the window, her whole body was bathed in sunlight, her shadow fell on the ground and was stretched very long, but upon closer inspection, it was as if a fortress had been built around her, tightly fitting, nothing could penetrate.

The four eyes met, and there was no trace of impurity in her eyes, which were as bright and clear as a high-quality glass ball, but before he said: "You still remember, don't you?"

After that, the smile on her face disappeared like a drop of ink into water.

……

I still remember.

She still remembers everything.

From the moment she woke up, she acted as if she had erased all the memories about Yuchi, and returned to the way of the free-spirited Tobiya before, even he believed her because of the blow she suffered too much , memory disorder.

In the past three days, she behaved naturally, could talk and laugh, and was interested in playing tricks with him even for trivial matters such as taking medicine.

——If she hadn't been unable to fall asleep for a long time every night, tossing and turning alone in the quilt, avoiding everything related to Yuchi too deliberately, there would really be no flaws.

If pretending it really makes her let go of those things, he can act as if he doesn't know and cooperate with her in acting.

But she can't.

Why so?

Su Xingyi approached her, only to find that her face had lost all color, so he stopped.

……

The bright sunlight outside the window pierced Tobiya, forcing her to squint her eyes.

She does remember nothing.

No need to recall much, what happened in the past two months rushed to my heart with the flow of blood.

Every scene is so clear.

— Give birth to the child, and I will let you go.

Every word he whispered in his ear was like a hot iron, and it was deeply seared on his chest.

——You should know how I could save you if I didn't set up such a situation!

The name of love is so beautiful, and the forest fire in Basel is still in front of him, so he dares to be so confident.

——I said you don't have to think so much.

Whether it's a substitute or a tool for profit, as long as he says "I love you", he will ask her to accept and forgive her.

——I advise you to give up the idea of ​​leaving me as soon as possible.

He wants her to be a "dead person", wants her to stay in Wei's mansion, cannot leave, cannot resist, and wants her to obey like a doll.

——What about other people is out of my consideration at all!

This "other people" includes her and his children...

Each pile is engraved in the soul, and every detail has never been forgotten. Yuan took a deep breath and sighed softly: "In those two days, I was awake."

It was about the two days when she woke up for the first time and fell asleep again.

"But I don't want to wake up, because when I open my eyes, I have to face those things again. It would be great if I could sleep all the time, so I can think about nothing."

Jiang Fubu, who used to be fearless and indulgent, who dared to drive and block people in the street in order to get back the money, and Jiang Yuanye, who had a knife and broke his leg in order to get his man back, was chasing after him with a cane, but now he wants to... Solve problems by avoiding them.

How is this kind of kite better than the kite who was hurt and lost his memory?
Two years of marriage and two months of house arrest finally turned the flamboyant phoenix into a defeated bird.

Yuan was also extremely tired, and slowly squatted down on the ground. She was already slender, but because of the physical and mental torture during this period, it seemed that only skin and bones were left of her.

"I know I can't be so selfish. My little cousin's vengeance hasn't been avenged yet, and my child is still alive. So many things have happened, but there is no result. If I escape, who will I be sorry for? But I have to face him." Yes, my place..."

She pointed to her heart, wanting to continue to narrate in that light tone, but as soon as those two words were uttered, tears burst into tears.

"It hurts."

It hurts already.

When he heard that he was going to bring Li Ningxi's tablet back to Jincheng and put it in the Wei Family Ancestral Hall, he started to feel pain.

After hearing Li Youan say that she looks like her sister so he would marry her to get the best of both worlds, it hurts.

After being chased by the French and the Americans until she had a miscarriage, she didn't know she was pregnant and started to hurt.

After watching the little cousin and Madoka burn together in order to protect her and live, it started to hurt.

After hearing the conversation between him and Li Xue, it suddenly dawned on him that everything was set up by him, and the pain started.

After being cut off from all hope and imprisoned in Wei's mansion, the long and endless house arrest began to hurt.

When he said he wanted her to have a baby to save Ah Ting, it started to hurt.

If a pain is equivalent to a needle in the heart, then this thing that is still beating in the chest is already riddled with holes.

She has been enduring it, has been enduring it, thinking that it would be fine to escape, to leave him, as long as she is free, whether it is revenge or repairing the wound, she still has the ability and the opportunity.

Until that day, in the pouring rain, she remembered what happened four years ago without warning, and her heart was finally crushed into coarse powder.

She can't.

She couldn't hold on.

It was him who made her like this, every time, if only he had never been met.

So when she woke up, she "removed" all the memories related to Yuchi, messed up the past, and re-arranged a life without Yuchi for herself. She thought that if this was the case, would she not feel so uncomfortable?
But no matter how fake it is, the fake is fake, just like what has happened can't be rewound, let alone wiped out.

Yuan also wanted to wipe away her tears, but she couldn't stop wiping more and more. Su Xingyi handed her a handkerchief, and she said with a sigh: "Look, I cry when I think of him... just forget it gone."

Su Xingyi helped her wipe away her tears. The wet handkerchief still burned his fingers with the temperature of tears, and even a certain nerve in his heart trembled. He asked in a low voice: "Do you really want to forget him?" ?”

"I want to kill him."

Yuan Ye's voice suddenly turned cold, her words were abrupt and direct, and the air around her froze, even Su Xingyi did not expect that she would say such a sentence.

She lowered her hands covering her eyes, with tears still on her face, gritted her teeth, and squeezed out every word from between her teeth: "I want revenge, Wei family, Yuan family, I want them to pay the price, I want them to pay with their lives! "

Why did he play with her sincerity one after another, why did they condescend and manipulate her casually, there is no reason for this, since she didn't die in Basel, in the Wei's mansion, or in that river, then let them die .

The rampant hatred finally ignited deep in the bottom of Yuan Ye's eyes, burning into a ball of flames that could destroy the world.

Su Xingyi saw her determination, even if he rescued her from the glass box ten years ago, she never showed such an expression, as if she would rather die together than drag those who hurt her to hell together.

For a long time, his voice was low, and he couldn't discern any emotion: "Okay."

Yuan Ye looked at him with twitching eyelashes, and he said every word clearly: "If you want revenge, I will help you."

Like the past ten years, he will help her with whatever she wants.

As long as she wants.

As long as he can give.

……

Yuan also knocked at that point, although she got a few stitches, but fortunately, she didn't really hurt the central nervous system, and after staying in the hospital for a month, she recovered very well.

That evening, after the sun went down, the wind picked up again, blowing away the sweltering heat of the day, Su Xingyi pushed Yuan to breathe on the hospital lawn, the ball suddenly rolled to the side of her wheelchair, and Yuan also bent down to pick it up.

"Auntie, this is mine." A little boy in a hospital gown ran over, probably because he was embarrassed because he bumped into her, and said without confidence, "Can you return it to me?"

Yuan also looked at him: "What did you call me?"

The little boy, about seven or eight years old, rolled his eyes like black pearls, and shouted crisply: "Sister!"

The corner of Yuan Ye's lips curled up, she got up from the wheelchair, weighed the ball twice, Su Xingyi said: "The doctor told you not to do strenuous exercise for the last three months."

"What kind of strenuous exercise is this?" She didn't care, threw the ball up, then made fists with both hands, and hit it like playing beach volleyball. The little boy immediately ran after the ball.

Over there was a group of children of about the same age, playing together, laughing and laughing, and Yuan also watched distractedly.

She didn't lower her eyes until Su Xingyi put the shawl back on her shoulders.

"Follow me back to Zurich."

"it is good."

……

The lawn of the hospital is a place for patients to play, so it is not suitable for playing football. No, they hit someone again.

The little boy ran over quickly, this time it was a big brother, who seemed to be even less talkative than that sister, he was a little scared, he didn't dare to ask him to return the ball, only dared to secretly look at him.

The big brother didn’t seem to be angry, but he didn’t feel very happy. The little boy thought that a place like the hospital was full of whiteness. He wasn’t happy at first, but he was happy after playing football. Wanna play with us?"

The big brother didn't speak, just returned the ball to him and said in a low voice, "Go back."

Another big brother behind him pushed his wheelchair, turned around and left.

Holding the ball, the little boy somehow looked in another direction, opposite to the big brother. The older sister was also pushed away by a big brother just now.

One left and one right, just won't meet.

……

On the day of discharge, the weather was fine.

Kite was also sitting in the terminal, watching a group of birds soaring into the blue sky, most of her face was covered by a peaked cap and sunglasses, no expression could be seen.

"Sir, miss, you can board the plane." Anna walked over and said.

Yuan also got up with Su Xingyi, passed the ticket inspection, and entered the boarding bridge. The boarding bridge is transparent and the sun is sufficient to pave the way.

As she was walking, she suddenly looked back.

"What?" Su Xingyi stopped in his tracks.

Kite also shook her head, and stepped forward.

……

She will be back.

(End of this chapter)