The maid is the queen

Chapter 39

"It's really lucky." The maids said enviously.

Well, none of them are Lu Yao, how do you know if she wants to do this?She said that once I entered the deep palace, it was as deep as the sea, and I finally understood.

I can't escape from this palace, and likewise, Lu Yao can't escape either.

"Yun Zhiqiu, someone is looking for you." Just thinking about this, a nun shouted loudly.I stood up, but I was dizzy and almost fell into the water again. I quickly stabilized my body and waited for a while before turning around.

The nanny smiled happily: "Go quickly, it's behind the Huanyi Palace."

"It must have taken a lot of money from others." Amu muttered in a low voice.

I don't know who will come to see me. Concubine Yi didn't know that I was a maid in the palace. When I went out the back door of the Huanyi Palace, I saw a woman in pink standing under a tree. A court lady, when I got close, I called out in surprise: "Lu Yao."

"Zhiqiu." She smiled at me, with a bitter expression on her face, without the slightest excitement and glory that Shangyi should have, and motioned for the maid on the other side to go down before she stepped forward and took my hand: "I have long wanted to see you Yes, but never had the chance."

I was a little embarrassed, and looked down at my toes: "Lu Yao, I don't know how to say it, I'm sorry for you."

"Why are you sorry for me?" She smiled: "As for the matter between you and Xia Juntang, can I not know?"

I'm really sorry, I can't hide anything from Lu Yao.Lu Yao told me that she liked Xia Juntang, but Xia Juntang and I made up together later, and we liked each other regardless of who came first, but I am a little ashamed.

"Don't talk about that, it's meaningless to talk about it now, it's wrong for you and me to talk about our identities in the palace." She sighed, looked at me with concern and said, "Zhiqiu, how are you doing? "

"Not good." I said weakly: "Not at all, Lu Yao, he left, he told me to wait for him, but I don't know if I can wait for him, don't ask me why, I just have such a Premonition, if he comes back again, tell me that I am really serious about waiting for him."

She caressed my face: "I'm sorry for you, Zhiqiu, see how much thinner you are than when you entered the palace, just don't embarrass yourself in the palace."

I know, but too many things, too much fatigue weighs me down.

"You too, Lu Yao." I said softly.I also know her thoughts, she likes the outside world, she doesn't like palaces, and she doesn't like being confined here.

Lu Yao took two steps and looked at the blue sky and said: "Zhiqiu, if you come, you will be safe. No matter where you go, I will stick to this sentence. This is the fate, so I will live well on this road. I am looking for my own new happiness."

She is always so relaxed, I really think I am her, and I also want to find more happiness, so as not to let myself be enveloped by endless sorrow.

Walking behind the Huanyi Palace, following the high wall aimlessly, she seemed to shake off the heavy things on her body, her small face was a little lamenting, but her eyes were extremely clear and persistent, she could always see Know yourself, she likes Xia Juntang, but she knows she can't be with Xia Juntang.Even if he became the emperor's Shangyi, some things must be put away and never mentioned again.

"Zhiqiu, you are so tired in Huanyi Palace, why don't you come to my side!"

"No, I don't want to." I refused without thinking.

She nodded and said understandingly: "Then you have to learn to take care of yourself."

Maybe I won't be bullied anymore by her side, maybe my life will be ten times better than it is now, but by her side I will have a chance to see that person again, I would rather suffer ten times more than see him.

When I went back to wash clothes in Huanyi Palace, the maids surrounded me and asked me who was looking for me. I told me honestly that it was Lu Shangyi.

I smiled and shook my head, the nanny looked at me with a serious face, and said coldly: "Eat when you eat, and don't eat if you say a few more words."

As soon as she left, Amu stuck out her tongue: "This Nanny Tian is really vicious, but she only wants to curry favor with Concubine Mu. As soon as the maids in Concubine Mu's palace brought clothes, I didn't see that she was almost shaken like a dog." Tail."

The food suddenly became unsavory, and I couldn't eat it no matter how hungry I was.

"Zhiqiu, seeing your complexion is so bad, I have a piece of fish for you to eat."

A piece of fish was caught, and the fishy smell rushed straight into my nostrils. When I smelled it, I felt a disgusting smell coming up. I couldn't help but ran to the side to support the wall and vomited uncomfortable.

After I vomited for a while, I turned around and saw that everyone was staring at me, as if it was a terrible thing for me to vomit.

Panting for breath, I found something to clean before resting.

I think, I am very sick, and now I still vomit after eating.

Ignoring their eyes, I sat on the ground with my eyes closed and meditated. In the afternoon, a strange court lady carried the clothes to dry with me. When she took the clothes, she didn't look at me for a moment and even grabbed my wrist. Smile and say sorry.

I didn't take it too seriously, who knew that in the evening, a few nuns walked towards me aggressively.

I stood where I didn't know what they wanted to do, and just stared blankly.

One of them I know is Nanny Tian who treated me the worst in the past. Her face was darkened and she said coldly: "I thought it was a toothless kitten, but it turned out to be a shameless bitch." .”

I couldn't understand what they were saying, but I knew they must have come prepared. When night fell, all the maids went back, and they sent me to collect the clean clothes before they could go back.

"Still pretending that you don't know anything, with a face full of nasty little goblins, with wild seeds in your stomach." One of the nuns sneered.

What, I have wild species in my stomach, how is it possible, how is it possible.All the clothes fell from my powerless hands, the sky was spinning, the evening seemed to turn into pitch black, and the colorful clothes lost their color, so far and so close to me.

"How can something like this happen in the palace? If it gets out, those of us in Huanyi Palace won't have to hang out here any longer." Mother Tian raised her chin high.

I didn't know what to say later, and finally said: "Drag her to the dark room, absolutely don't let this matter get out."

My mind went blank. What they said was not very important to me. How could they treat me like this with a baby in my stomach?Is it not enough that fate has drawn me to such a place?

I am a person with nothing, and children are very far away for me.

I sat alone in the corner of the dark room, it was very dark here, not as dark as the darkness in my heart, it was so dark that my heart ached, how could I be pregnant with his child.

How can it be, how can it be, I am glad that Xia Juntang was found.

I admit that I am selfish, and I really don't want to have anything to do with him.

Is this kid coming at the right time? I'm sorry, I don't want to stay because it's him.I can't keep it either, the palace is the place where power struggles are fiercest, what can I give him?I hate that man.

I don't want to fight for anything anymore, I can do whatever they want, I'm powerless, I'm so tired that I don't want to move.

In this dark place, I never know what time it is outside, there is no food or drink, and it has been locked up like this, and it does not come to punish me.

Three days later, the door opened. It turned out that the outside was as dark as the inside, but the stars were so bright and shining. Two nuns came in and dragged me out, and their voices became gentler: "Yun Zhiqiu You should go back."

In this way, the two dragged me out of the Huanyi Palace, and took me to the bamboo forest where I lived. The terrain there was relatively low, and there were several steps built with bluestone slabs. Pushing me hard, the pain infected my body, the bluestone slab was so hard, it rolled down from where it made me almost unconscious when I was dying, the two nuns shouted something, and then came over as if to help me But it kicked me hard in the lower abdomen, how many inadvertently, how many pains I have lost consciousness.

Only the sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo, very quiet.

It would be a lucky thing if I die here. There are Xia Juntang's words here, and Xia Juntang's lovesickness is with me.

I'm sorry, I may not be able to wait for you any longer. The stars above my head are so brilliant that they shine so brightly in the night.

I read his name again and again in my heart, Juntang, Xia Juntang, I miss you, I don't feel so painful when I think of you.

When I opened my eyes, I would rather have left this ruthless world.

He stood right in front of me, and a brilliant white light leaked in from the wide open window, making my mind go blank as well.

Leisurely, I closed my eyes again, it is best that what I see in front of me is what my soul sees, it is best not to be real, the pain in my jaw made me clenched my teeth tightly, and I didn't want to cry out.

His voice was full of frost and anger: "Is it pretending to be dead? Yun Zhiqiu."

It turned out that I didn't die. If I could still hear his voice after death, it would be a sin. Death is nothing more than the last step of a human being. If he doesn't even let death go, where else can I retreat.

Fingers forcefully pulled open my eyelids, asking me to look at him.

Very uncomfortable, I turned my head away.

"Your Majesty, Yun Zhiqiu is fine, it's just the fetus..."

I heard him say coldly: "If you can't keep it, you have to keep it for me."

"Your Majesty, Yun Zhiqiu has already shown signs of miscarriage."

It turned out that I still couldn't keep the child, but I didn't know why, but I was relieved, forgive my selfishness, I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to give birth to this child, I'm sorry, because I hate him.

I don't know what responsibility is, but I know what a lifetime is. If I will be sad in the future, I won't fight for the future.

"Go away." He growled coldly.

The imperial doctor and father-in-law retreated in a hurry. He grabbed my clothes, sat me up from the bed, and looked at me with eyes full of anger: "Is that why you don't want to keep my blood?"

(End of this chapter)