Surgeon

Chapter 2
7. First impressions
In the early morning of the next day, I dressed up seriously and took a bus to the Affiliated Hospital of Northern Medical University.

The weather in Dongzhou City in late summer is extremely hot, and the scorching sun makes the glazed tiles on the gate towers of the ancient city walls shine with dazzling brilliance.The bus was driving on Huanhai Road, with sail shadows dotted on the sea, flocks of seagulls flying with the undulations of the waves, and the beach was crowded with swimmers to cool off.Looking at the sea, I feel much happier.

At ten o'clock in the morning, I walked into the hospital compound.There are many people seeing a doctor in the yard, and there are many vehicles coming and going.There is a small garden in the center of the hospital. When I walked to the small garden, I was very strangely attracted by two tall ginkgo trees.These two tall ginkgo trees are thick and straight, with silver-gray bodies, like two big green velvet umbrellas, straight into the sky.The beautiful leaves are like small colored fans with handles, emerald green and bright yellow, and clusters are piled on top of each other without leaving any gaps.Two tall ginkgo trees stand in the middle of the small garden, like a pair of lovers who have been in love for a long time, making people envious.

Under the shade of the ginkgo tree, my nervous mood was much quieter.Mu Huaizhong is a well-known neurosurgery expert in the country. Although I was recommended by my supervisor Cai Hengwu, I was still extremely nervous.

I went up to the neurosurgeon's office on the fourth floor. A 45-year-old male doctor was checking something in front of the computer.I asked cautiously, "Excuse me, is Director Mu there?"

He rolled his eyelids up slowly, without looking at me, and said impatiently, "It's in the laboratory." I wanted to ask how to get to the laboratory, but his arrogance made me hesitate to speak.

I left the doctor's office, and a nurse walked towards me. I politely asked, "How can I get to the laboratory?" "Take the elevator to the fifteenth floor and turn left and you will see it." The nurse said enthusiastically.

I took the elevator to the [-]th floor and turned left. There was a sign on the two panes of glass: The laboratory is an important place, and idlers are not allowed to enter.I ignored these words at all, and walked down the corridor, pathology room, specimen room, dissection room, and finally the laboratory.

I looked in through the glass on the door, and a white-haired old professor in his 60s was leading some students to conduct experiments. I judged that this white-haired old professor must be Mu Huaizhong, and those students might be Doctoral students he brought.

I knocked lightly on the door, and a female student in a white coat came over and opened the door and asked, "Who are you looking for?" "I'm looking for Director Mu, my name is Lin Qingtang." "Director Mu is in class." I.

At this time, Director Mu seemed to have heard my name, and he walked slowly to the door and asked kindly, "Is it Xiao Lin? Come in, come in." "Hello, Director Mu! I'm Lin Qingtang." I was worried. Said uneasily.I followed Director Mu into the laboratory.

"Xiao Lin," Director Mu said kindly, "Sit down for a while, this macaque has just been anesthetized, we are going to do a CT scan for him, after the scan, let's have a good talk." "Director Mu, what kind of experiment is this doing? "I asked cautiously.

"These are my doctoral students, and they are doing basic and clinical research on the treatment of Parkinson's disease with intracerebral sympathetic ganglion transplantation." Director Mu said patiently.

I watched with interest Director Mu instructing several doctoral students to conduct experiments.At this time, the macaque that was undergoing CT scanning suddenly stopped breathing, and several doctors were in a hurry and were at a loss.

"Teacher Mu, what should I do?" the female doctor asked in a panic. "Hurry up and do artificial respiration!" Director Mu said calmly.

Several doctoral students looked at each other, none of them were willing to give the monkey artificial respiration.Without hesitation, I ran up to give artificial respiration to the macaque. After my rescue, the macaque gradually came to life. Everyone was impressed by my behavior at that time.

"Xiao Lin, you rescued not only a macaque, you avoided the failure of the experiment and the property loss of 10,000+ yuan." Director Mu said happily.

"Mr. Mu, why did this macaque suddenly stop breathing?" the female doctoral student who opened the door to me just now asked suspiciously.

Professor Mu turned his head and looked at me.I knew that Professor Mu wanted to test me on purpose, so I replied without hesitation: "It's caused by too deep anesthesia." Professor Mu nodded appreciatively.

"You guys continue to do the experiment." Director Mu instructed a few students, and then said, "Xiao Lin, come and sit in my office."

I followed Professor Mu into the office in the laboratory.He fetched me a glass of water from the water dispenser and asked me to sit down. I sat on the chair respectfully, thinking to myself, it seems that my first impression on Director Mu was not bad.

"Xiao Lin," Professor Mu said kindly, sitting across from me, "Professor Cai introduced your situation to me in detail, and I also know that you have some problems in your personal life, and you have been punished by the Party for probation, young man. Well, some setbacks are not necessarily a bad thing. Professor Cai said that you are a very persistent person in your career, and the act of giving artificial respiration to the macaque just now also proved this." He lit a cigarette and continued, "The brain is the headquarters of the human body and the nerve center, which determines that the diseases in our neurosurgery are high-risk diseases. It has the characteristics of acute onset, rapid change, difficult operation, high disability rate and death rate, so it requires our neurosurgery A good doctor must have a high sense of responsibility, rich experience and superb medical skills. A doctor without clinical experience can only be a textbook with few chapters and pages; A quack doctor who seeks medicine and medicine. In our profession, we must pay special attention to learning in practice. Only by constantly summarizing and improving, and striving to master the diagnosis and treatment of various common and difficult diseases in neurosurgery, can we relieve the pain of patients. "

"Director Mu, now that I have picked up this scalpel, I want to engrave the word 'China' on the list of the top neurosurgeries in the world." I vowed.

After listening to my words, Director Mu gave me a look, which made me a little nervous.I thought to myself, does Director Mu think that my words are a little arrogant?Director Mu seemed to see what I was thinking, and he said earnestly: "It's good that you have this determination. Young people should have lofty ideals, but I prefer a down-to-earth and rigorous academic attitude. You must know that when you pick up this scalpel, You can only constantly remove the pain from the patient, but you must not cut off the relationship with the patient!"

I was deeply shocked by Director Mu's words, and I quickly expressed my determination: "Director Mu, I understand, I will remember your words, and do a good job in a down-to-earth manner."

"That's good, that's good. When I first left school, I was not as good as an old nurse. I will be able to cure some diseases in the future. This knowledge is really hard-won. Doctors must have skills. Without skills, diseases cannot be cured." , but the relationship between serving patients and learning technology must be well established. Service is the first thing to learn from service, not learning technology from patients first. Patients should be treated as relatives, and the best treatment plan should be provided to patients, rather than learning from themselves In the process of medical exploration, the patient has paid a certain price. It is the patient who cultivates the doctor and helps the doctor grow up. We must keep in mind and serve the patient well. When I graduated, my teacher gave me a poem and passed it on to you, "There is no way out of life, but only with sincerity to the soul." Okay, Qingtang, I will stop rambling, you can go to the personnel department of the hospital to go through the formalities , I have already greeted them."

I was very moved by Director Mu's earnest teaching. I excitedly thought how honored it is to work beside such a respected old professor!
8. Check in
Director Wang of the personnel department of the hospital received me warmly, and he introduced the basic situation of the hospital to me.

"Xiao Lin, Mr. Mu strongly recommends you to be his assistant. Mr. Mu is a highly respected neurosurgery expert in the country. In the field of neurosurgery in the country, he is one of the experts who have successfully performed more than a thousand cases of brain aneurysm operations. The leadership attaches great importance to it, so we have adjusted your file and studied your situation, and the party committee of the academy decided to hire you. Where do you live now?" Director Wang said enthusiastically.

"I rented a basement to live in myself." I said sheepishly.

"You can squeeze into the collective dormitory with some young doctors in the hospital first, and the housing problem will be solved later. Well, I will take you to the neurosurgery department to report now." I heard the words of Director Wang of the Personnel Department. I was very excited.

I cautiously followed Director Wang of the Personnel Department and returned to the Department of Neurosurgery.We came to the doctor's office on the fourth floor, and several doctors were sitting in front of the computer and working. "Old Qu, where's Director Mu?" Director Wang asked with a smile.

This old song was the same guy I met the first time I went to the doctor's office. "Hey, Director Wang, Director Mu is not here." Lao Qu stood up and said politely.

"Xiao Lin, let me introduce you. This is Qu Zhongqian, the deputy director of Neurosurgery. Director Qu, this is Lin Qingtang, the new master of medicine. He is the top student named by Director Mu." Director Wang introduced.

"Welcome, welcome!" Qu Zhongqian said politely and perfunctorily.

I shook hands with Deputy Director Qu and several doctors.Director Wang explained: "Xiao Lin, you can go to work officially tomorrow. This is the key to your dormitory. Work hard, Lao Qu, please be busy." After speaking, he turned and left.

"Xiao Lin, which university did you graduate from?" Qu Zhongqian walked over and asked with a leadership style. "I graduated from the Provincial Medical University?" I said cautiously. "It must be Professor Cai Hengwu's student!" Qu Zhongqian's tone was very uncomfortable.

"Exactly. It seems that Director Qu and Professor Cai are very familiar?" Before Qu Zhongqian could answer, a young doctor got off the computer and introduced himself: "Xiaolin, my name is Luo Yuanwen, we live together, I will take you to the dormitory Let's see."

"Okay, Director Qu, I'll go then." I nodded to Qu Zhongqian, and Qu Zhongqian said "Yes" coldly.I nodded with several doctors again, and followed Luo Yuanwen out of the doctor's office.

As I was walking, I thought, this Qu Zhongqian is a bit sinister and makes people feel uncomfortable, so I want to get some information from Luo Yuanwen. "Yuanwen, how many directors are there in the Department of Neurosurgery?" I asked cautiously.

"So far, it's only Director Mu and Deputy Director Qu." Luo Yuanwen said enthusiastically.

I suddenly understood that I was called by Director Mu to come. Naturally, I belonged to Director Mu, and Deputy Director Qu was naturally uncomfortable.I don't think the relationship between Director Mu and Deputy Director Qu will be very good. It seems that the interpersonal relationship in neurosurgery is very complicated, so it's better to be careful when you're new here.

"Yuan Wen, when did you come to Beijing University of Medical Sciences?" "I've been here for a year. I graduated from Bethune University of Medical Sciences. When I came to Beijing University of Medical Sciences, I want to be a doctor of Director Mu." "I also want to study for Mu Director's Doctor."

"Okay, then we are brothers. However, Professor Cai Hengwu is also a highly respected neurosurgery expert in China. Since you are his master's degree, why don't you continue to study for his doctorate degree?"

I was stunned by Luo Yuanwen's question, thinking to myself, I was almost expelled from school, how can I take the test? "I want to ask more famous teachers, which will be good for my business development." I said perfunctorily.

"It makes sense, our job is to learn from everyone's strengths!" We chatted all the way, and came to the dormitory.There are four beds in the dormitory, which is a bit like a graduate student dormitory in a university.

"Qingtang, this is our nest, this empty bed is yours, this is mine." "Are these two beds also occupied by the neurosurgery?" I asked curiously.

"No. One is Xiao Liu from the Department of Cardiac Surgery, and the other is Xiao Guo from the Laboratory Department. Both have master's degrees."

Since all the men lived there, the room was dirty and messy. After tidying up for a while, I finally cleaned the beds, tables and chairs. "Qingtang, it's time for lunch, let's go to the cafeteria together." Seeing me finishing making the bed, Luo Yuanwen said friendly.

After working all morning, I only ate a bag of instant noodles in the morning, and I was already hungry. I went to the life service center in the hospital with Luo Yuanwen.This place is a bit like a big fast food restaurant. They are all set menus, there are five yuan a piece, there are ten yuan a piece, and you can also order it a la carte.There were a lot of people eating at noon, including family members of patients, doctors, nurses, and family members of hospital staff.

I bought a set meal for five yuan, and Luo Yuanwen bought a set meal for ten yuan. We found an empty seat and sat down, chatting while eating.I mainly want to know more about the situation. "Yuanwen, how many people are there in Corey?" I asked tentatively.

"There are two directors, [-] doctors, and [-] nurses. Originally, there were [-] directors, but because none of the [-] doctors can be the chief surgeon, there are always [-] deputy directors vacant." Luo Yuanwen said. Eat while talking.

"Then the daily operation can only be performed by Director Mu and Deputy Director Qu?" I asked in surprise.

"Yes, so Director Mu is very worried about the lack of successors." Luo Yuanwen took a sip of the soup and continued, "Because he is getting old, I especially hope that young people will replace him." "Can't Director Qu also lead students?" I asked puzzled.

"But young people are here for Director Mu. Director Qu is a college student of workers, peasants and soldiers," Luo Yuanwen said contemptuously. He has performed nearly [-] surgeries, and he hasn't died yet! Not only is he rigorous in his studies, but he is also willing to be a ladder to others. I have only been here for a year, and I have had several major surgeries with Director Mu. The few assistants to Director Qu Doctors and masters can’t touch a scalpel at all.”

After hearing this, I was both happy and worried. I was happy because there was a shortage of talents in neurosurgery and I had room for development. What I was worried about was that the neurosurgery in the hospital is well-known throughout the country. It seems that it is because of Director Mu's reputation. People are holding on.

After lunch, I borrowed Luo Yuanwen's bicycle and dragged my luggage from the basement to the hospital dormitory, which meant I had moved.

In the evening, I bought some fruit at the entrance of the courtyard and took it with me, and I went to visit Director Mu's house to express my thanks.Director Mu's family lives in the dormitory area of ​​the hospital, and the well-known experts in the hospital live in a building, commonly known as the expert building.

Director Mu's house is on the third floor. I rang the doorbell, Mrs. Mu opened the door, and Director Mu enthusiastically let me into the living room.The living room is very simple, and there is a couplet with a sense of Zen on the wall: "One flower, one world, one leaf, one Tathagata."

Teacher Mu poured tea for me, and we sat on the sofa. Director Mu picked up a cigarette case from the tea table and handed it to me. I quickly lit him up.

"Qingtang, Professor Cai told me that when you were a graduate student, you dissected more than 300 cadavers for the study of the cavernous sinus. It seems that you have the foundation to be a front-line doctor. What are your plans for the next step?" Director Mu took a deep breath asked after taking a puff of cigarette.

"Mr. Mu, I'm going to take your doctoral exam and I want to improve myself." I replied without thinking.

"The more important thing is to improve in practice. Although the brain is only one kilogram, it is the most fragile part of the human body. It is densely covered with blood vessels and nerves, and every part is mysteriously connected with various organs of the human body. Neurosurgery is Walking the tightrope on the abyss, every movement is related to human life and death!" Director Mu said meaningfully.

"Director Mu, although I have dissected more than 300 corpses, they are dead after all. I have not performed a real craniotomy on a real patient. I hope to be your student and learn more from you in practice. ' I said with great urgency.

"Qingtang, it seems that Professor Cai has not misjudged you. As long as you work hard, you will definitely become a good doctor." Director Mu said in an appreciative tone. "Director Mu, how did you get into neurosurgery?" I asked curiously.

"I participated in the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea, and I participated with my old classmate Cai Hengwu. On the Korean battlefield, I saw batches of wounded die outside their brains. I was so sad and anxious! At that time, I didn't know anything about traumatic brain injuries. I have studied other departments, such as orthopedics, urology, thoracic surgery, and general surgery. I have some methods, such as rescue, even anesthesia, but I have nothing to do with brain surgery. Die." He pondered for a while as if recalling the past, then took a sip of tea and said, "I remember that it was the winter of 23, when I was 50 years old, I came to the banks of the Yalu River with the medical team to resist US aggression and aid Korea. Two adobe houses were built in Xueye to rescue the wounded volunteers who came down from the front line. One day, a little soldier who was shot in the head was sent to my operating table. The little soldier was still in a coma and shouted: "For the sake of the motherland, go..." However, looking at the little soldier with a head injury, the other doctors and I were helpless. We could only watch helplessly as "the cutest person" was taken away by death. It has been almost [-] years , the voice of that little soldier is still lingering in my ears, if today, it would take less than two hours to revive the little soldier. From then on, I made up my mind to become a brain surgery specialist. Expert. Fortunately, I did not die on the battlefield, which gave me the opportunity to conquer the field of neurosurgery. After I returned from the Korean battlefield, I applied to the party committee of the hospital and organized the first neurosurgery research group in the hospital. At that time, some The country not only imposes an economic blockade on China, but also implements a knowledge blockade. We have no reference materials in our hands, so we can only find out by ourselves. Without teaching aids, we go to the random graves to dig bones, dig out the bones of the heads, and the bones are full of maggots , a lot of maggots, and a strange smell. After returning home, we scrubbed, bleached, boiled, and pierced the bones to make study specimens. Although the conditions were difficult, we were all full of energy." Director Mu said with vicissitudes and humor.

Although I have dissected many corpses, I have a creepy feeling when I hear that there are many maggots in the bones of the head.However, I was still deeply moved by Director Mu's story.

"Director Mu, so Professor Cai also participated in the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea?"

"Of course, we were in a medical team, and he also witnessed the sacrifice of the little soldier. After the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea, he, like me, devoted himself to the field of neurosurgery. At that time, my country's detection methods for brain surgery and intracranial tumors Very backward, to determine the location and nature of brain tumors, only the method of "craniotomy" can be used, and the mortality rate of the operation is as high as 20.00%. 30. Western countries blocked us from the relatively advanced "cerebrovascular imaging" technology in the world at that time. In order to break through In this blockade, Professor Cai resolutely performed X-ray verification hundreds of times under the difficult conditions of no radiation-proof lead skirt at the cost of his own health and even his life... When Professor Cai mastered the "cerebrovascular angiography" After the technology, the white blood cells on his body have dropped to less than [-], only half of that of ordinary people. He finally accumulated [-] pieces of "cerebrovascular angiography" data, making my country's brain surgery detection technology leap forward for [-] years. "

I was really touched: it turned out that my mentor, Professor Cai, had such extraordinary experience, but he never showed it off.I was able to study under these two highly respected old experts who are full of peaches and plums. It is because I, Lin Qingtang, have accumulated virtue in my previous life, and God loves me very much in this life.

"Director Mu, I request to go to the operating table with you, I will not disappoint your old expectations of me!" I pleaded hopefully.At this moment, my mood is to make up my mind to become a person like Professor Mu Huaizhong.

"Okay. Two days later, I have an aneurysm operation. You and Luo Yuanwen can be my assistants. Luo Yuanwen has made rapid progress and can already perform some minor operations independently," Director Mu said appreciatively, and then he instructed, "In the past two days, you should first familiarize yourself with the patient's situation, do more ward rounds, and do basic work. This patient has a certain status, and he is the director of the Municipal Health Bureau. Don't let others find faults in your work."

"Don't worry, Director Mu, I will definitely do my job well!" I said gratefully. "Okay, it's getting late, you've been busy all day, go back and rest." Director Mu said kindly.

Coming out of Director Mu's house, I couldn't calm down for a long time. The starry sky in summer night is so beautiful and full of mystery.Looking at the inpatient building in the distance, I thought to myself, the god of fate carved my soul with the carving knife of the years, and I was destined to use the scalpel to save the lives of others. This may be a kind of redemption for the original sin of life.

A meteor flashed across the sky, dragging its long tail, and falling from the night sky without a sound.I couldn't help trembling in my heart, feeling that I was a shooting star, and there was no way back when I set off.The night turned from light to thick, and the whistle of an ambulance interrupted my mood. I suddenly realized that the hospital is the place of life and death, and I am the person who deals with life and death.

9. Stunning
In the morning, I came to the doctor's office and handed over to Luo Yuanwen, who was on duty overnight last night.

"Qingtang, Bed [-] had a severe headache last night. I have already lowered the pressure on his head. Please take care of him during the day. In addition, Director Mu will perform surgery on Director Xie of the Municipal Health Bureau tomorrow. This is his medical record. The details are all in the computer, and if there are no problems, his family members can sign. I'm going back to sleep, I'm so sleepy." After Luo Yuanwen finished speaking, he stretched and walked away.

After Luo Yuanwen left, I carefully studied Director Xie's medical history, and after learning about the condition, I sweated a lot for Director Mu to perform this operation.This is a huge aneurysm, measuring [-] centimeters, and the patient's identity is very special. Once the aneurysm ruptures during the operation, the consequences will be disastrous.I decided to go to the ward to see Director Xie's status.

I came to bed [-], which is a single ward with a bathroom. There are only two such wards in each ward.The Department of Neurosurgery has three wards. The first ward treats patients with traumatic brain injury, the second ward treats patients with cerebral hemorrhage, and the third ward treats patients with brain tumors.

As soon as I entered the ward, I saw a very handsome woman about 50 years old wiping the patient's face with a hot towel. I concluded that this must be Director Xie's wife. "Auntie, how does Director Xie feel?" I asked with concern.

"Not good, headache, nausea, vomiting, tossing all night last night." The woman said sadly. "This is the result of tumor oppression, this tumor is too big, the sooner it is treated, the better." I explained.

"Young man, what's your surname? I haven't seen you a few days ago." The woman asked kindly. "I'm new here, my name is Lin Qingtang, and I'm an assistant to Director Mu." I said shyly.

"Doctor Lin is really a good-looking talent. He has a bright future as Director Mu's assistant at such a young age!" The woman praised and asked, "Little Lin, can the operation be performed tomorrow?"

"No problem, I'll ask the nurse to shave Chief Xie's head later." In order to dispel the woman's worries, I said in a soft tone.

At this time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a girl's voice like the sound of nature floated in like a spring breeze: "Mom, how is my dad?"

I was stunned by the girl who came in. She was sweet, pure, elegant and pure like a wild lily, and her two big eyes were like dewdrops rolling on the grass in the morning.It's just that her temperament is a bit like that of a heroine, revealing the sense of superiority that is the jewel in the palm of a powerful family. This sense of superiority also exists in Jiang Yezhen, but it is more subtle.This girl's sense of superiority flowed from her eyes. Behind her big eyes, it seemed that it was all a ghostly idea, and she didn't suffer at all.At this time, although the pair of beautiful eyes were smiling, they were full of melancholy.The girl was also attracted to me as soon as she entered the room, and she really glanced at me a few times.

"Doctor Lin, this is my daughter, her name is Xie Danyang, she is a stewardess. Danyang, this is Doctor Lin." Mrs. Xie said proudly. "Hello Doctor Lin!" Xie Danyang said with a smile.I nodded reservedly. "Danyang, have you taken a leave of absence?"

Madam Xie asked with concern. "Mom, please get well, Dad is so sick, I can't fly anymore." Xie Danyang said anxiously.

When I heard the girl's occupation, I had a dreamy feeling.Stewardess is always synonymous with fashion and trend, which is the career that many beautiful girls yearn for.I was moved by Xie Danyang's filial piety. You must know that many girls are so selfish that nothing but vanity remains.I pretended to be affectionate and felt that Xie Danyang had a good impression of me, because when she looked at me, there was a very gentle and kind expression on her pretty face.

"Doctor Lin, how is my father's condition? Is the operation dangerous?" Xie Danyang asked politely and urgently.

"Director Mu will perform the operation himself. Don't worry, he will complete [-] cases after another [-] cases. He has never missed it. I will explain to you in detail when the operation notice comes out, and the family members will sign it at that time." .” I said in a reassuring tone.

At this time, a nurse came in to infuse the patient. As soon as she came in, she asked, "Are you Lin Qingtang? I have heard that there is a high-achieving student here. I have never met him. He is a handsome guy! My name is Zhao Yuqiu, and I am a neurologist." A nurse in surgery." After speaking, she reached out and shook my hand.

"It turns out that you are the 'rose' of neurosurgery, and you really deserve your reputation. Please take care of me in the future!" I complimented.

When I was chatting with Luo Yuanwen, he introduced me to the situation of the neurosurgery nurses, especially Zhao Yuqiu.Zhao Yuqiu seems very proud of the name "rose".

Zhao Yuqiu looks as good-looking as a rose in May, but the white coat makes her look a bit glamorous.The two girls, one as beautiful as a lily and the other as beautiful as a rose, really confused me for a while.However, compared with Xie Danyang's temperament, Zhao Yuqiu looked a bit vulgar.

"Doctor Lin was selected by Director Mu. He will definitely be able to make mistakes in the future. He will become a great expert. Don't forget about our little nurse." Zhao Yuqiu speaks eloquently, and it seems that he is not easy to mess with.

When I left the ward, I heard Mrs. Xie complimenting the two girls: "What a young and promising young man, do you have a partner?" I deliberately stopped and listened to a few words.

But Zhao Yuqiu said: "You don't know, this Lin Qingtang was very flirtatious when he was studying, and even killed his fiancée, and now he is still under the punishment of party probation!"

After hearing this, I was so angry that I really wanted to go into the room and curse at Zhao Yuqiu.I didn't expect such a beautiful girl to be a tell-tale.Mrs. Xie said suspiciously: "Xiao Zhao, I'm afraid it's just a rumor. I think Dr. Lin is pretty safe."

"Auntie, what our director Qu said is still false?" Zhao Yuqiu said in a tone that he would rather believe what he said or not.

"Yuqiu, or why can't you find Mr. Ruyi, and you can just hit your mouth." Obviously, Xie Danyang and Zhao Yuqiu are very close, and he is very disgusted with Zhao Yuqiu's tongue-chewing. "Danyang, if you don't believe me, go ask Director Qu!" Zhao Yuqiu said seriously.

"Yuqiu, Director Mu is highly respected, how could he choose the wrong person?" Xie Danyang questioned. "Hey, Danyang, don't you have a crush on this little boy? Do you want me to build a bridge for you?" Zhao Yuqiu's tone was obviously jealous.

"Yuqiu, it's probably because you've taken a liking to him, right? Why don't you just talk about sour grapes if you can't eat them!"

I felt very comfortable after listening to Xie Danyang's words, and I immediately developed a good impression of this stewardess. Since Xiaoyue's death, I have been under the pressure of public opinion. Today, a girl I have never met speaks out for me. I feel warm in my heart. Even a little grateful.

When I went to the neurosurgery department, I really attracted the attention of the nurses, especially the dozen or so nurses who had nothing to do with me, and they all looked at me strangely.As soon as I walked past the nurses' station, several nurses started chirping and chattering about me.

After checking the ward, I arranged for a nurse to shave Director Xie's head in preparation for the operation tomorrow morning, and then I went to Director Mu's office.Director Mu is watching Director Xie's MRI film.

"Qingtang, have you visited Director Xie?" Director Mu asked as soon as I entered the room.

"I've seen it. His eyes are blurred now, and his headaches are getting worse. It's the first time I've heard of such a huge aneurysm. Director Mu, I'm really worried about your operation tomorrow!" I was worried. say.

Director Mu lit a cigarette and smoked slowly: "Yes, I also know that the operation is dangerous, but it is even more dangerous not to do it. This huge aneurysm is like a time bomb in the patient's brain. Once it explodes , the patient will die at any time."

"However, once the operation fails, it will damage your reputation, but you have never failed!" I reminded kindly.

Director Mu smiled, elegant as usual, with a very kind gaze behind the lens, "Qingtang, no matter how important a doctor's reputation is, it can't be more important than a patient's life!"

I was deeply shocked by Director Mu's words. This is the soul of a medical expert.I know that aneurysm is easy to bleed, the death rate of one bleeding is 30.00%, the death rate of two bleeding is 60.00%, and the death rate of three bleeding is all dead.

"At the moment of the war, let's talk about it lightly. Qingtang, have you seen Director Xie's daughter?" Director Mu asked kindly. "I see." I smiled shyly. "How about it? Do you want me to build a bridge for you?" Director Mu asked half-jokingly.

I didn't expect Director Mu to have such a leisurely mind.Love is the most hurtful martial art in the world. Facing my own wounded heart, I feel like a pig waiting to be slaughtered in the past, but now I am like a horse struggling and refusing to enter the gate. Xiaoyue's death hurt me too much. When I grow up, I even feel that women are scary, how can I give in easily, not to mention that I haven't been freed from the pain of breaking up with Jiang Yezhen.

I quickly explained: "Mr. Mu, I finally got this job. I haven't achieved any results yet. I don't care about loving my children."

"I think you have been bitten by a snake for ten years and are afraid of well ropes!" Director Mu seemed to see my thoughts, and said a little seriously, "Young people should become more and more courageous when they are frustrated, and they should not be overwhelmed by a little setback in life. I don’t even pursue happiness. Back then, I had a female student who fell in love with an African student studying abroad. She was expelled from school and beaten by rebels without giving in. She resolutely set foot on the African continent with her sweetheart. That’s true love!”

"I don't have the luck of that African student." I bowed my head shyly and said.

How did Director Mu know that Xiaoyue's death and Jiang Ye's real departure stimulated me so much that I almost lost the courage to pursue love.I cherish the current job very much, and I am determined to take this opportunity as an opportunity to let my own life, with great ambitions, accompany the journey of life, and drum the mighty long water to send the wind and sail for a long journey.

As I left Director Mu's office, Xie Danyang's sweet smile flashed before my eyes. This smile flashed with a kind of temptation. I was shocked and felt a sour chill in my heart.I am ashamed of my distracting thoughts. Life may be connected by accidents into inevitability. Xie Danyang's beauty is an accident to me. Is there any inevitability in the future?

I suppress that I don't want women, but I still long for love in my heart. Although love may sometimes be a pair of yellow underwear, it makes people who long for love fantasize.Every man yearns to live the life of a superior person and enjoy the inferior lust. As Nietzsche said: "Since the beginning of human beings, people have rarely been truly happy. This is our original sin." Why can't we be happy? ?Because the threshold of traditional morality is very high, if you can't cross it, you can only fall down. Once you fall down, it is difficult to get up. This is our moral life.

I was walking and daydreaming, but someone patted me on the shoulder, and when I looked back, it was Qu Zhongqian. "What are you thinking about? Xiao Lin?" Qu Zhongqian asked with a half-smile.

"Hello, Director Qu, I don't think about anything." I didn't like this person from the bottom of my heart, so I had to say it socially.

"Xiao Lin, you just came here, you must actively approach the party organization. I am the secretary of the party branch of the neurosurgery department. Don't forget, you are still carrying the punishment of party probation." Qu Zhongqian seemed to be catching me. Said with a smile.

After hearing this, I suddenly thought of the conversation between Zhao Yuqiu and Xie Danyang, and thought to myself, it seems that Zhao Yuqiu's remarks about how romantic I am are really known from Qu Zhongqian, this is really a villain. "Director Qu, thank you for your concern. I cherish the title of Communist Party member very much in my heart!" "Just cherish it, cherish it." After Qu Zhongqian finished speaking, he blinked his small eyes and walked quickly to the elevator.I watched him get on the elevator cautiously, and my heart was constantly tense. I had a particularly bad feeling for this person.I always feel that there are three eyes on this person who are constantly peeping at others, and I think it is better to be careful with this person.During the day, many people came to visit Director Xie, some from the bureau and some from the city. Can the director still go to work?The tone of their question was very sincere, but it seemed that they were harboring evil intentions.I am very disgusted with these people, but I have to keep my enthusiasm. Of course, they can't get any results from me. I think they don't dare to disturb Director Mu easily, because the old man is too famous and has a straightforward temper. It won't give them a good look either.

10. Risk

In the evening, Xie Danyang came to the doctor's office, and I asked the nurse to notify Director Xie's family members to sign.Xie Danyang sat beside me with a sad face, and I carefully explained the dangers of the operation to her, and told her that her tears had already fallen on the operation notice.I stopped explaining and looked at her face sympathetically, those large eyes, melancholy for her father, with a heartbreaking beauty.Xie Danyang found that I was watching her, and immediately wiped off the tears hanging on his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, Doctor Lin, please save my father. I can't live without my father. I really don't know how my mother and I will live without him!?"

I was moved by Xie Danyang's filial piety. I never imagined that there are girls who are so filial to their parents. This seems to have nothing to do with the fashion and trendiness of the stewardess.The girl in front of him had tears in her eyes, and she was so pitiful that she could not wait to embrace her with all her strength.I wonder why I feel this way, I am a man who has given up on love, how can I be moved by a few tears from a girl I just met?I laughed in my heart that I was worthless, and at the same time made myself look elegant, suave and polite. Maybe it was the attraction of sex. For men, sex is sometimes more important than love.As soon as I had this thought, my heart tightened suddenly, and I thought to myself, what a bastard who took advantage of others' danger.

"Miss Xie, you have to have confidence in Director Mu, he will do his best to save your father!" "Actually, I also believe in Director Mu, just in case..." "Okay, since you are so nervous, let me tell you something How about a joke?" I asked on a whim.

Xie Danyang nodded.

"There was a couple. The husband was afraid of his wife. One day the wife said to her husband with concern: 'Husband, you've been talking in your sleep lately, why don't I accompany you to the hospital for a physical examination!' The husband replied in panic: 'No, If the doctor cured me of this disease, then I would lose this little voice in this family.'”

After hearing this, Xie Danyang burst out laughing, her big eyes flashed and she asked with great interest, "Is there really a girl who died for you?"

I didn't expect Xie Danyang to say such a sentence suddenly, and I was a little caught off guard, thinking: It seems that the girl in front of me can't be underestimated, she came completely prepared.

I made up my mind and didn't answer, but said: "Miss Xie, it's better to sign. Your father still has a glimmer of hope after surgery, but without surgery, there is no hope at all."

Xie Danyang looked at me, her eyes became melancholy again, she gently but firmly took the pen and asked: "Doctor Lin, where is the signature?" I pointed and said: "Here is the signature."

Xie Danyang signed it resolutely, then turned around and walked out the door with melancholy, leaving a slight soreness in my heart.

As soon as Xie Danyang went out, I heard a woman crying hoarsely from the corridor: "My wife, why did you just leave like this, what will you do without us orphans and widows!"

I ran out quickly, and it turned out that a patient Qu Zhongqian performed the surgery on two days ago died suddenly.Xie Danyang just walked to the ward. Seeing this scene, she turned around in fright and ran to the doctor's office. She bumped into me head-on and stuck her head in my arms.

"Brother Lin, will my father do the same?" Xie Danyang asked crying, his face buried in my chest.

I hugged her shivering body, and I felt affection for her.Nurses including Zhao Yuqiu and the old Mr. Chen from the mortuary of the hospital walked past us indifferently pushing a flat cart. The family members of the deceased were distraught!In the dark corridor, the deceased lay flat under the white cloth.The flat car waited for a while in front of the elevator, and then everyone pushed the flat car onto the elevator, and the corridor fell silent, as if these grief-stricken people had gone to hell all at once.

Xie Danyang was still trembling in my arms, I gently pushed her away, she suddenly realized that she was hiding in my arms, and was a little embarrassed and at a loss. "It's okay, Danyang, go back to the ward!" I said lovingly. "Brother Lin, thank you!"

She stared at me for a while, then turned away shyly.I suddenly realized that I had called "Danyang" just now.Love sometimes has a bad habit of disappearing overnight, but sometimes it happens suddenly.I don't know what this suddenness means, and I don't know what kind of mood Xie Danyang is feeling at this time, but I am sure of one thing, what can be called love is the moment when two hearts collide Only then was sublimation achieved.

Facing Xie Danyang's lily-like back at this moment, I can't think of any sweet words, but I think of a lyric poem by Haizi: "Sister, I don't care about human beings tonight, I only want you." However, what I meditated silently in my heart Not a sister but a younger sister.

Director Xie's operation started at eight o'clock in the morning.In previous surgeries, the opening of the dura mater and the final treatment and suture of the scalp were done by assistants. This time, Professor Mu Huaizhong decided to do it by himself from the beginning to the end, because the aneurysm was too big.Luo Yuanwen and I were assistants, and the surgical nurses were head nurse Chen Xiaorou and nurse Zhao Yuqiu.

During the preoperative anesthesia, Chief Xie's breathing stopped suddenly, and his blood pressure could not be measured. "Director Mu, what should we do?" I asked in a hurry. "There must be a massive brain hemorrhage." Director Mu said calmly.

"Director Mu, according to the usual practice, the surgery should be given up," Luo Yuanwen reminded.At this time, the medical staff's eyes were all on Director Mu.

"That's right, the patient's blood pressure has gone, and his breathing has stopped, which is basically equivalent to death. Of course, it's okay not to do it. But the patient's life is entrusted to us, can we let it go? If we rescue it, will there be hundreds of deaths? Is there a one-in-one chance that he will survive?" Mu Huaizhong said calmly.

"Director Mu, hurry up, saving people is the most important thing!" I remembered Xie Danyang's eyes begging me to save her father last night and said anxiously.

Director Mu glanced at me and nodded. He calmed down and started the operation.The dura was first opened, and then uncovered. At this time, the blood in the cranial cavity gushed out like a spring, and sprayed on the shadowless lamp.

Luo Yuanwen, Chen Xiaorou, Zhao Yuqiu, and I were all panicked and really at a loss, especially when I participated in Director Mu's operation for the first time, and I was not psychologically prepared to deal with such emergencies. What happened was also somewhat underestimated.

"Yuan Wen, use your fingers to suppress the bleeding!" Director Mu ordered calmly. "Director Mu, this is not allowed according to the surgical rules!" Luo Yuanwen said timidly.

"Trash!" Director Mu said angrily, "The rules are made by people. Qingtang, you come."

Without saying a word, I inserted my fingers into the skull to suppress the broken blood vessel, and the fountain-like blood gushing was indeed suppressed.Director Mu slowly sucked up the spurted blood, and then began to separate the aneurysm. Fortunately, there was no thrombus in the aneurysm.

The walls of the blood vessels are as thin as the wings of a cicada. During the operation, if the hand is too strong, the blood vessels will be torn, and if the anastomosis is loosened, blood will ooze.Director Xie has a deep intracranial aneurysm, and the outlet end must be clipped carefully during the operation, otherwise hemorrhage will occur again.

Under the shadowless light, Director Mu watched the patient's operation site through the surgical microscope, and accurately clamped the artery with his dexterous hands. The suture needle he clamped was smaller than embroidery needles. After nearly ten hours of hard work, the operation was successful. up.The blocking clip was released, and the arterial filling was good. Angiography showed that the aneurysm disappeared and there was no stenosis at the anastomotic stoma.The blood pressure gradually recovered, and everyone heard the patient's delicate breathing again.

But Director Mu stood in front of the operating table and did not move. "Director Mu, what's the matter?" Chen Xiaorou asked while wiping his sweat. "I have a back problem. Yuanwen, Qingtang, help me." Director Mu said with difficulty.

Luo Yuanwen and I quickly helped Director Mu to sit down. "Send the patient to the intensive care unit," Director Mu said wearily and painfully, "You two have worked hard these few days, and pay close attention to Director Xie's condition. He has not passed the critical period, so you must not be careless."

Chen Xiaorou and Zhao Yuqiu pushed Director Xie out of the operating room, and Luo Yuanwen followed.

"Mr. Mu, did you ask me to press my finger against the bleeding area to be wise, or did you predict that there would be heavy bleeding before the operation and you had to use this method?" I asked slyly.

"Qingtang, Yuan Wen is right, this is not allowed, generally not allowed, this is completely unavoidable." Director Mu said earnestly, "This operation is also the largest artery among the nearly [-] operations I performed. Tumor surgery is a special case. If you think about it, blood pressure can only be controlled with this method. Without this method, it cannot be suppressed. If the bleeding continues, nothing can be done, and the patient has to wait for death. Doctors are technically and ideologically Any mistake will endanger the patient's life, so I have repeatedly emphasized that doctors should not consider individuals, and the purpose of surgery is to relieve the patient's pain and save his life, so that you have the patience and determination to perform the operation."

I was deeply shocked by Director Mu's medical ethics and skills.I know that I still have a long way to go if I want to become a person like Director Mu. "Director Mu, let me take a bath with you." I said with concern.

"Okay," Director Mu nodded and said, "After taking a shower, you don't have to worry about me, I'll go home and sleep, I'm too tired." Director Mu and I took a shower in the operating room shower , and then accompanied Director Mu back home.

11. Small garden

After working all day and one night, I was exhausted, so I slept in the dormitory for two hours in the afternoon.In the evening, I met Xie Danyang while eating in the living service area.She took the initiative to walk up to me and sit down after buying the meal.It's not that I'm being passionate, I have a hunch that Xie Danyang likes me.

"Thank you for saving my father!" Xie Danyang's tone was very sincere, but there seemed to be a lot of things hidden in his eyes. "You should thank Director Mu, it's his old man who has rejuvenated!" I said embarrassedly.

"Chen Xiaorou and Zhao Yuqiu said, thank you for stopping the bleeding with your hands in time." Xie Danyang leaned forward, cleavage looming, staring at me and said.It was a seductive gesture, and my heart skipped a beat when she saw it.

"Your father's dangerous period after the operation has not passed, so we can't be too optimistic." I said while eating. "I believe my dad will be able to survive!"

Xie Danyang said while serving me vegetables.Her action of serving food is very natural, like a lover who has known me for a long time.Because she ate Malatang, she licked her lips repeatedly with the tip of her tongue, and her mouth kept hissing.

Lips are the first door to a woman’s body. The first thing a man thinks of when he loves a woman is to kiss her lips. I got into trouble because I kissed Xiaoyue’s lips, and I got short-lived love because I kissed Jiang Yezhen .A woman licks her lips intentionally or unintentionally, which is really a temptation to a man.

"Unexpectedly, you are quite strong." I said calmly.

"Of course, I have also seen life and death scenes." Xie Danyang said proudly, "The year before last, there was an air accident in our company. The plane crashed in the field when it was about to land. I was the first to be broken into three pieces. I climbed out of the plane. It was noon at that time, and I was running desperately, shouting as I ran: Save people quickly! Save people quickly! Running and running, I met a farmer driving a walk-behind tractor. I explained the situation, and he listened. Then I drove a walking tractor to call the police to find someone, and soon police cars, ambulances, and fire engines rushed to the scene. Fifteen people died in the air crash, most of them were crew members. One of my sisters died shortly after she got married. When I caught up with this plane crash, my arms and legs were amputated, and I didn’t even have the ability to commit suicide. Whenever I think about it, my heart becomes stronger.”

I knew about the air crash that Xie Danyang talked about. At that time, there were many reports on the radio and newspapers. I didn’t expect that the brave flight attendant was Xie Danyang. I didn’t expect that a girl as beautiful as a wild lily would have such a thrilling experience. No wonder There seemed to be a savage maturity about her, even a bit of savagery.

I was suddenly alert: Since I have even experienced an air crash, how could the death of the patient that night scare her into my arms?Could it be that Xie Danyang is so scheming?I was bewildered and full of doubts. "Cousin Qing, are you done eating?"

My heart trembled, she called me Brother Qing, she called me in a natural and generous way, not at all pretentious, from the time she called me Doctor Lin, Big Brother Lin to Brother Qing, it took only one day and one night. "It's over." I said quickly.

"Will you accompany me for a walk in the garden after eating?" Xie Danyang's request was exactly what I was thinking, and I couldn't refuse.

In the small garden of the hospital, she and I sat on a bench under two huge ginkgo trees.The moon has quietly climbed up the treetops, like a bag full of liquid, covered with an extremely thin layer of omentum intertwined with living capillaries, orange yellow is revealed in the bright red, the moon seems to have life Floating in the air.

We were silent for a while at first. "Shall we sit for a while?" Xie Danyang sat on the bench under the ginkgo tree to break the silence. "Danyang, which line do you fly?" I sat down next to her and asked without words.

"Now I mainly fly international routes, Japan, South Korea, and Southeast Asia." "Is being a stewardess hard?"

"But our work has one thing in common." "What's in common?" Xie Danyang asked suspiciously. "The places are relatively fixed, you see you are in the cabin, and I am in the operating room."

"You really know how to connect," Xie Danyang said with a smile, "Have you read "The Unbearable Lightness of Being"?" "This book is very deep, have you read it?" I asked in surprise.

"I haven't read the book, but I've watched the DVD, and Thomas, who has a heart in it, is a brain surgeon." Xie Danyang looked at me slyly and said.

"What's wrong with Thomas?" I asked just to test whether she had actually seen the DVD of The Unbearable Lightness of Being. "Thomas married Tereza and had an affair with Sabina." Xie Danyang said reproachfully.

"But Tereza is a country girl after all." As soon as I said this, I immediately thought of Xiaoyue and Jiang Yezhen who had left, and I thought: If I were Thomas, then Xiaoyue would be Tereza, and Jiang Yezhen would be Sabina. Know that my analogy is absurd, in fact, they are just two women wading the river of my life.

Xie Danyang noticed my emotions, and she said softly: "Cousin Qing, can you tell me about your country girl Xiaoyue?" "How do you know her name?" I asked in surprise.

"You have Zhao Yuqiu in the neurosurgery department, so don't even try to keep anyone's privacy."

I became more and more disgusted with Zhao Yuqiu, thinking to myself: This is really a girl who is "outside the gold and jade, but inside the inside". But thinking about it the other way around, if she is not interested in me, she won't ask me so clearly behind my back, thank you too The same is true for Danyang, since you are so interested in me, then I have no choice but to satisfy your curiosity.

"You really want to hear it?" I asked confirmingly. "I really want to hear it!"

In front of Xie Danyang, I am like an interesting riddle, and she is eager for me to tell her the answer.I told the story between me and Xiaoyue and Jiang Yezhen in detail.Xie Danyang was silent for a while after hearing this, as if she was slowly savoring the taste.

"Brother Qing, the story between you and Xiaoyue has a heartbreaking beauty. She is so pure, so pure that there is no impurity. But Jiang Ye is really impulsive, and she must regret it now. If Jiang Ye really repents, come back Looking for you, will you still love her?"

I never thought about this question, Xie Danyang is too treacherous, she seems to be testing me.I knew that no matter how I answered, I would be pale. I didn't want to talk about this topic again, so I changed the subject and said, "It's getting late, Danyang, I have to go see your father."

"Okay." Xie Danyang didn't insist anymore, but there was obviously some regret in his eyes.

We walked out of the little garden with a feeling of lovers.I can feel that this young lady who comes from the director's family is trying to get to know me.I was actually very contradictory. The word love made me feel empty and exhausted from the depths of my heart. I wanted to put aside love and devote myself to my career, but Xie Danyang messed it up.Deep in my heart, which is already a pool of stagnant water, there is a feeling of "the wind suddenly blows and wrinkles a pool of spring water".I think of Professor Cai Hengwu's teaching again: What is love?What is career?It may even take a lifetime to answer.Thinking of my teacher's teachings, I calmed down a lot. Even so, walking with this cute girl like a wild lily in front of me still filled my heart with great pleasure.

12. Scheming
Jiang Ye really regretted it. When she was about to muster up the courage to come to me, she received a mysterious call in class.A girl’s voice, I want to talk to her, please meet her at the Shangdao Cafe in the evening, when she will put a neurosurgery magazine on the table.

"Who are you?" Jiang Yezhen asked on the phone. "You'll know when the time comes." The girl hung up after finishing speaking.

Jiang Yezhen was very nervous when she put down the phone, she didn't know what this girl was going to do, how could she know herself so well.In order to unravel the mystery, she took a taxi to Shangdao Café after get off work.

In the evening at the end of summer, the sunset was red for half the sky, reflecting the vicissitudes of the blue bricks on the ancient city. Looking along Dongshuncheng Road, a row of bars came into view, rattan chairs, bamboo curtains, lanterns, black and gray short The façades reflect each other, rustic and friendly, ancient and fashionable.Shangdao Cafe is on this old street.

As soon as Jiang Yezhen walked into the Shangdao Cafe, a waitress came up to him and asked, "Are you Jiang Yezhen, Miss Jiang?" "Exactly." "Please follow me!"

Jiang Yezhen didn't know what to do, followed the waitress to the table by the window on the second floor, and there was a girl who seemed to Jiang Yezhen to be very arrogantly dressed.The girl's eyes looked at herself like a detective in a Japanese cartoon, and there was indeed a book of "Neurosurgery Research" on the table.

"A cup of coffee." Jiang Yezhen said to the waitress, "Did you look for me?" Jiang Yezhen asked calmly while sitting opposite the girl.

The girl didn't answer right away. She found that Jiang Yezhen in front of her had deep eyes and a faint blush on her face. The moment she sat down, in the hazy yellow light and shadow, the grace and elegance were removed, and she bloomed so beautifully.Wearing a white professional suit looks clean and capable.The girl couldn't help but secretly sighed at the strength of her opponent.

"My name is Xie Danyang, and I am Lin Qingtang's fiancée." When Xie Danyang opened his mouth, Jiang Yezhen was surprised.

"You? What, when did it happen?" Jiang Ye really couldn't believe his ears, as if he had been hit by a sap, which was exactly the effect Xie Danyang wanted.

Since breaking up with me, Jiang Yezhen misses me every moment.When we broke up that day, Jiang Yezhen decided that I would beg her to forgive me.I am the proud Snow White, how could I not respond to his infidelity at all, even if I felt a little remorse that day, I would forgive him, I never thought that this heartbroken person would agree to break up so calmly, Jiang Yezhen I was so angry, I thought to myself, if we break up, we will break up, what's the big deal!
But after the impulse passed, Jiang Ye really regretted it, and many beautiful memories flashed in his mind.This was my first love, could it be that it was ruined by a country girl who died for no reason? !
Jiang Yezhen wanted to call me many times, but she still couldn't muster up the courage. Several times, she even ran to the gate of the Affiliated Hospital of Northern Medical University, hoping to run into me, but she returned in vain.It wasn't until her father told her that the right family was a painter, and forced herself to meet, that she became anxious, and she told her father what was on her mind.My father became angry and immediately expressed his opposition.

The more his father objected, the more Jiang Yezhen wanted to see me. He originally planned to ask me out to talk after get off work tonight, but he didn't want to receive a call from Xie Danyang.Unexpectedly, Xie Danyang plunged himself into a desperate embarrassment, even absurd: Lin Qingtang has another fiancée!
"To tell you the truth, I met cousin Qing when he was in the most pain. I just had a checkup and I'm pregnant with his child. I don't want to hide it from you. I came here today to have a frank and honest talk with you. Talk." "Lin Qingtang asked you to find me?"

"No, I want to meet you myself. Qingtang is so good, you must regret leaving him. You left him when he was in the most pain. I met him when he was in the most pain. I love him very much, Willing to give everything for him!"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"It's nothing, I have a hunch, you still love him, you've made him suffer once, I hope you don't make him suffer a second time." If you give up, don’t come back to him again, his career has just started, I don’t want him to continue living in the scandal, he can no longer bear the blow.’”

Xie Danyang paused when he said this, and the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red: "Furthermore, I'm already pregnant, and I don't want the child to be born without a father!" After speaking, Xie Danyang sobbed and wiped his tears with a paper towel on the dining table .

Jiang Ye was really confused by Xie Danyang, she didn't know why I had so many affairs, she was heartbroken, and the idea of ​​getting back together with me was completely shattered, she said: "Forget it, Qingtang, it seems We are truly at the end of our fate!"

"Miss Xie, you are too self-indulgent. Lin Qingtang and I are just classmates. We are not like what you imagined. Love him well. I'm sorry. I have something else to do. Let's go first!" Jiang Yezhen finished speaking and took a sip of the coffee in front of him Drink up, get up and go.

Xie Danyang looked at Jiang Yezhen's back with a proud face, and thought to himself: "Cousin Qing, I want to build a solid fortress around you, and no woman should try to break it!"

In this way, I completely lost Jiang Yezhen, but was led by Xie Danyang step by step into the trap of tenderness.

13. Small wine
A month later, Director Xie was discharged from the hospital. He recovered very well. After all, he was the director of the Dongzhou Municipal Health Bureau.

During Director Xie's hospitalization, Xie Danyang didn't accompany him every day because she couldn't take so many days off. Fortunately, her mother and two special guards were watching.I had surgery with Director Mu almost every now and then, so I never saw Xie Danyang again.

Due to my outstanding performance, I quickly won the favor of my neurosurgery colleagues, and the head nurse Chen Xiaorou wanted to be my matchmaker. "Qingtang, Zhao Yuqiu and a few other nurses are interested in you, who do you like?"

"Sister Chen, thank you for your kindness. I don't want to talk about this because I don't have a house or a row of land now."

Chen Xiaorou was rejected by me several times, which made her very unhappy.After Zhao Yuqiu heard that I didn't mean it, she became angry from embarrassment and spread rumors about me everywhere, saying that I was romantic and morally corrupt in school, and was almost expelled from school. They all gossip about me.I was very angry and didn't know why she knew so much.

In the evening, Luo Yuanwen asked me to have a drink. The two of us had a drink in the tavern in front of the hospital and had a good time. "Qingtang, do you know why you gossip so much?" Luo Yuanwen is a romantic person, and he started talking after a few drinks.

"Yuan Wen, it's all about that little girl Zhao Yuqiu chewing her tongue and spreading it." I said angrily. "Haven't you ever wondered how she knows so much about you?" Luo Yuanwen said in a reminding tone. "I thought about it, but I just can't figure it out!" I said doubtfully.

"Qingtang, this girl is not someone to be taken lightly. She is very vain. Her parents are ordinary workers, and now they are both laid off. She has always wanted to find someone who is rich, powerful or promising." Luo Yuanwen touched me. I drank the cup, then drank it all, and continued, "The girls in our department are not easy-going lamps. You see, the husband Chen Xiaorou is looking for is the vice president of a hospital in the Dongzhou Military Region, and Xiao Huang's husband is the president of the provincial basketball team." Coach, Xiao Liu's partner is the deputy director of the Second General Office of the Municipal Government Office, and Xiao Tang's partner is a famous talker from the provincial TV station. Zhao Yuqiu looked angry and took a few targets. In fact, the conditions are good, but the time is short. Long, people will bother her, it is the man who kicked her."

"Yuanwen, Zhao Yuqiu looks good, why don't boys like her?" I asked puzzled.

"This girl has too much vanity. She compares everything to the girl in Corey and loves to chew her tongue. Which good man do you think can like her?" Luo Yuanwen said contemptuously.

"I think she has an unusual relationship with Deputy Director Qu. Several times when I went to Qu Zhongqian's office, Zhao Yuqiu was always there." I said tentatively.

"The relationship between them is indeed unusual. Be careful, Qu Zhongqian, this man is very manipulative, he always has a recorder hidden in his breast pocket, and he records whoever he talks to. You say this kind of person Is it scary?!" When Luo Yuanwen said this, his face was full of hostility.

"How can the courtyard allow such a person to be the secretary of the party branch?" I asked in amazement. "We are just little doctors, we can't take care of a lot, let's find a girlfriend and start a family." Luo Yuanwen said helplessly. "Yuanwen, what does your girlfriend do?"

"I work in the advertising department of the municipal TV station." "The advertising department is a fat job! How does he look like?" "It's not bad, I'll let you appreciate it someday." "When will you get married?"

"I'm applying for housing in the courtyard, and I'll get married when the house comes down." "Yuan Wen, I really envy you!"

"Qingtang, you're not bad either. You'll be an assistant to Director Mu as soon as you arrive at the hospital." Luo Yuanwen said with some envy, "I know you're a genius in business. I believe that after ten or twenty years, your grades will be good It will be lower than Director Mu. Have you started preparing for Kaobo?"

"The exam is the most important thing in front of me, what about you?" "I hope we both get what we want." Luo Yuanwen said hopefully.

"Yeah, Yuan Wen, you said ten or twenty years from now, will one of us be Cai Hengwu and the other Mu Huaizhong? The wind and rain experienced by the older generation is really like a glass of old wine!"

"Qingtang, the waves behind the Yangtze River push the waves ahead, ten years is too long, we must seize the day!" "Come, let's make a toast to our ideals!" I said affectionately.Luo Yuanwen raised his cup and bumped into the cup in my hand hard.

When I got back to the dormitory, Luo Yuanwen fell asleep. I couldn’t sleep in bed, so I took out my notebook and kept a diary. I like to write down my feelings and thoughts every day, which has almost become something I must do every day.

"Whether it's drinking a cup of strong coffee or brandy, I can't get rid of the dream no matter what. Is it a dream? I woke up from the dream, but found that the dreamer was not the dreamer, only myself in the dream, frank and fantasy. In Dreams can be immortal, so so many people like to dream, and after waking up, they will die quickly, so many people don't like to wake up from dreams. I don't know if I am a dreamer, but the mind's escape from reality Yi, the spiritual avoidance of the secular world, makes dreams a way for some people to retreat, however, the life of dreams is the death of dreams, why look at the sky, the clouds are deep, and we don’t know where we are, how can we escape the passage of time?"

I haven't had a dream for a long time, but tonight I heard the voice of a girl crying in my dream. The voice was pure, distant, and erratic, like a spring sea breeze that moved my heart.I searched for the sound, and found a wild lily under two big ginkgo trees. I sniffed it with my nose, and greedily took her fragrance into my lungs. I feel horny all over.I was gasping for breath, unable to control myself, and finally howled like a wolf, and my lower body was wet again.

14. Cupid

At noon on the weekend, I was going to the life service area. My mobile phone rang, and the displayed number was unfamiliar. I hesitated for a while and answered it. "Hey, who is it?"

"Great talent, haven't you eaten yet? I invite you to dinner." A girl's sweet voice. "Who? Who are you?" I asked, wondering who was the girl on the phone?

"You'll know when you come. I'll wait for you at Cupid's restaurant. See you soon." The girl hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

I wondered, who is this girl?There shouldn't be a girl asking me out for dinner, but this girl seemed to know me very well, the more she wondered, the more she wanted to go, so she turned around and walked out of the hospital, took a taxi, and went straight to Cupid's restaurant.

Cupid is a bar-style restaurant located on the Champs Road in the center of Dongzhou, with a strong cultural taste.I walked into the restaurant and the waiter greeted me with a smile. "Welcome, sir, how many?" "A friend asked me out."

When I was looking around the restaurant, a person grabbed my hand and walked into the restaurant. I saw that it was none other than Xie Danyang.My heart suddenly understood a lot, and I was even a little surprised.

Xie Danyang pulled me to a seat next to a small water tanker and sat down, then asked treacherously: "I called you, did you think it was me?" Danyang, but I said that on purpose.

"It is said that you are a romantic talent, but I think you are just a bookworm!" Xie Danyang said coquettishly. "Am I flirtatious?" I pretended to be angry and asked back.

"It's not a bad thing to be romantic. Didn't Chairman Mao say 'count the romantic people and look at the present'? Brother Qing, is a talented person like you popular when you are in college?" Xie Danyang said with ulterior motives ask.

"Nonsense, nowadays girls love those who have power and money, how can they love talented ones?" I said jokingly.

"Of course, even the ancients said that you should teach a man to fish, don't give a man a fish, you won't have nothing to eat if you follow talented people, right?" Xie Danyang's words made me laugh out loud, but her face turned red He said, "What do you want to eat? Would you like some fish to refresh your mind? Today I specially invited you."

"Why invite me specifically?" "Do you still have to ask why when you invite me to dinner?" Xie Danyang asked rhetorically. "There must be some reason for a girl to invite a man to dinner." I stared into her beautiful eyes and said.

"You call me a girl and yourself a man, that's the reason." Xie Danyang said with a smile.I thought to myself, Xie Danyang's answer is very interesting, although the tone is a bit barbaric.

"It seems that you want to be my sassy girlfriend?" I said bluntly.Xie Danyang stared at me silently for a while, and then said boldly: "Why else should I invite you to Cupid's restaurant."

It was tantamount to admitting to be my girlfriend, and I was moved by this style of courtship.A girl has worked so hard to express her love for me, I was surprised again, we don't know each other well, why does she love me?In fact, love is not clear, only not love can be clear.

At this time, Xie Danyang's pre-ordered dishes were served.She poured me a glass of beer and refilled herself. "Cousin Qing, toast Cupid." After clinking glasses with me, Xie Danyang drank it down.

I was infected by Xie Danyang's straightforwardness, and I drank it all down.After drinking, I asked straightforwardly: "Danyang, do you know what Cupid means?"

Xie Danyang handed me the red scribble book on the dining table. Only then did I realize that there was a red scribble book on every table in Cupid’s restaurant. "There is a passage in the scribble book that can answer your question." Xie Danyang said proudly.

I opened the book and saw this passage on the first page:

"The messenger of love, Cupid, asked Aphrodite, the god of love: what is the meaning of love? Aphrodite, the god of love, said that l stands for listen, and love is to listen to each other's needs unconditionally and without prejudice, and give them Assistance; o stands for obligate (gratitude), love requires constant gratitude and condolences, giving more love, and watering the seedlings of love; v stands for valued (respect), love is to show your respect, express considerate, sincere encouragement, sweet Praise; e stands for excuse (tolerance), love is to treat each other's shortcomings and mistakes kindly and tolerantly, and maintain the advantages and strengths."

After reading this passage, I am excited for the girl beside me who is good at understanding love. "Do you love me?" I blurted out without thinking. "What do you say?" "You love me!" "So, what about you?" Xie Danyang asked, staring at me.

"Love, I love you!" "When did I love you?" "A long time ago!" Xie Danyang blushed. "Then toast to our love!" Xie Danyang said softly.

We raised our glasses and clinked together and looked at each other, no one spoke, we were already immersed in love, and suddenly she drank it down, put down the glass, and said: "Cousin, I want to go to the bathroom." "I I want to go too." I couldn't help but say.

Xie Danyang took my hand and walked into the bathroom.In the washroom of the bathroom, Danyang began to kiss me very affectionately. "Cousin, I want you!" Xie Danyang said while kissing, and suddenly she dragged me into the women's bathroom and locked the door.

Passionate in the bathroom, it was so exciting, our lips touched each other softly, combined, biting tightly, our hands frantically caressed each other, bodies searched and searched for each other.The tender white buttocks under Danyang's slender waist teased my desire. This desire has been suppressed for too long, and I can no longer control myself. I lifted Danyang's suspender skirt and looked at the two exquisite protrusions on her chest. , kissed deeply, as if holding two ripe small cherries.Danyang was panting quickly, the voice was so sweet, with a charming smile on her face all the time, her panting turned into a moan, and her body began to tremble.My burning desire rose to the peak, and the inner love burned me dizzy, and finally the flash flood broke out, and I seemed to survive a mudslide.

After a moment of silence, Danyang hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear: "You are a devil..." I kissed her hair tip and whispered: "You are a goblin..." She made a "puchi" Laughed.

We left the restroom and went back to our seats where the waitress poured us tea. "From now on, you are mine, and you must be loyal to me." Xie Danyang said domineeringly.

"Think about it, I'm a devil!" I said, raising my eyebrows and looking at her. "I am the Devil Terminator!" Xie Danyang said provocatively. "Why did you choose the bathroom?" I asked Danyang's fiery eyes.

"Isn't it good?" she asked coquettishly.I am silent. "Our captain and a flight attendant have that kind of relationship," Xie Danyang added, "They sometimes have sex in the toilet on the plane." "That must be very exciting." I said with a light smile.

"Anything that is exciting will be addictive, and anything that is addictive may be fatal." Xie Danyang said seriously. "It's not that serious, is it?" I laughed. "Such as taking drugs, or gambling." Xie Danyang said very seriously.

"Aren't the pilots and flight attendants afraid of accidents when they do that kind of thing?" I asked puzzled. "After the plane is in level flight, it enters the autopilot state."

"That's a bit too much, what's the difference between me doing it halfway through the operation." "Cousin, do you know what I like about you?" "What?"

"I just like your seriousness. It's a little silly, but cute. Hey, I'm flying to Tokyo tomorrow. Be good and don't allow flirting. When I come back, I'll take you to see my parents." "Isn't it Is it too early?" I asked nervously.

"It's not early, so as not to have long nights and dreams." I couldn't laugh or cry when I heard this, and felt like I was being kidnapped.But I really like the savagery of this girl, her daring.

When I left the Cupid restaurant, it was already dark, and I took a taxi to send Xie Danyang back to the Civil Aviation Compound.In the taxi, she buried her head in my arms, so happy that the taxi driver kept looking at us in the rearview mirror.

The taxi stopped in front of a seven-story building in the civil aviation compound, and I got off with Xie Danyang.

"Cousin, this is the dormitory of our stewardesses. Everyone in the courtyard calls it 'Xiulou'. There are too many beauties upstairs. Before you and I get married, you are exempted from entering." Xie Danyang said mischievously.

"After you get married, you will move out of this single dormitory, and I will have no chance to go in." I joked. "You are not allowed to go up anyway, bye!" Xie Danyang said coquettishly, then gave me a charming look, turned and ran into the building.

I stared blankly for a while, then got into the taxi again.

15. Sassy Girl
On the eve of National Day, I received a letter.When I opened the envelope, it was a red invitation card. The invitation card was very beautiful and fragrant. When I opened the invitation card, my heart tightened.The invitation was sent by Jiang Yezhen. She is getting married and invited me to the wedding.

How is this possible, I didn't have any news beforehand, although we broke up, but I know little junior sister too well, breaking up with me was a certain amount of anger, I thought that after a while, she might find me, which I didn't expect She really never looked back.There is no love and friendship with classmates, Jiang Yezhen seems to be too perfect.

However, since the breakup, I have been thinking about her in my heart. After all, this love is unforgettable to my heart. I felt an indescribable impatience in my heart, so I bought some fruits and couldn't help but went to the home of my teacher, Professor Cai.Professor Cai was very happy to see me go to see him, and his wife specially brewed Tieguanyin.

"Qingtang, what are the benefits of following Director Mu!" "Teacher, I have gained a lot from being an assistant to Director Mu during this period of time, especially in the clinical research of cavernous sinus. I have gained a lot of new experience." .”

"Oh? Tell me." The old man took a deep breath of his pipe and said with a smile.

"Mr., the cavernous sinus contains rich vascular plexuses and cranial nerves. It has always been regarded as a forbidden area for transsphenoidal approach surgery. In recent years, foreign countries have conducted some research on improved and expanded sphenoid sinus approach surgery, but the technology is still immature. , especially the transsphenoidal approach to resection of tumors that invaded the cavernous sinus and invaded the bottom of the temporal lobe. At present, there are no reports at home and abroad. Surgical exclusion zone for cavernous sinus tumors."

"Well, the traditional transsphenoidal approach to minimally invasive neurosurgery has certain limitations. It cannot remove tumors that invade the cavernous sinus, clivus, and sphenoid plateau, and the cavernous sinus has always been regarded as a transsphenoidal approach. You choose this restricted area as the main direction of your doctoral study, and you have undoubtedly built a Mount Everest in front of you! Qingtang, have you contacted Ye Zhen?"

"No." "Ye Zhen did a good job, and was promoted as the deputy director of the Medical Administration Department." "Really?! Ye Zhen has always been very organized." "Ye Zhen is getting married, do you know? "

"Understood, I received the invitation from her." "Qingtang, when Ye Zhen sent me the invitation, she didn't seem very happy. I heard from her that you're a virgin again?" "Teacher, Ye Zhen How do you know?" I was nervous.

"Your girlfriend is so powerful. When she saw Ye Zhen, she said that she was pregnant with your child. Please Ye Zhen stay away from you. Qingtang, Ye Zhen originally wanted to make up with you, but I didn't expect that Xiaoyue's matter would come to an end." Not long after, another pregnant woman appeared, how could Ye Zhen bear it, so he had to give up!"

"Teacher, there is such a thing? How is it possible!" I said dumbfoundingly. "How is it impossible? Could it be that Ye Zhen would lie to me?" "This, this, this Xie Danyang is too much!" I said incoherently.

"Qingtang, you don't have to be angry, you Xie Danyang is quite scheming, you are desperate for love, you have character!" Professor Cai laughed out loud after finishing speaking.

I thought about it carefully, Xie Danyang really could do this kind of thing, so I had to confess my love affair with Xie Danyang in front of the teacher.

"Qingtang, your teacher's mother and I also hope that you will have a good home. The boss is not young. I am very relieved to hear what you said about Danyang. It seems that she is a very scheming and daring girl. She is looking for Ye Zhen. Don't blame her for the matter, she is also defending her love. I think Ye Zhen is not as firm as Xie Danyang in terms of love. If you have love, you should cherish it!"

"Teacher, I am congenitally mentally handicapped when it comes to dealing with love, so I will make you worry all the time!" I said ashamedly. "Okay, fortunately, both you and Ye Zhen have your own lovers. I only hope that you will have a successful career and a happy life!" Professor Cai said happily.

Leaving Professor Cai's house, I couldn't calm down for a long time: It was Xie Danyang's prank that changed Jiang Yezhen's choice, and it was Xie Danyang's prank that once again tested Jiang Yezhen's feelings for me, at least it proved that Jiang Yezhen's love for me was not firm , there is no minimum trust.Thinking of this, I felt a kind of relief after relief.But whether to go to her wedding or not, I was extremely conflicted.If I don't go, I'm afraid that Jiang Yezhen will think I'm a coward. After much consideration, I decided to attend Jiang Yezhen's wedding, but I really can't tell Xie Danyang about it. I ate it, so be careful in everything.What's more, Xie Danyang is competing with me these days, because I have always disagreed with her parents. I think it is not the time, I am not ready yet, and Xie Danyang said that I have other women in my heart and have been unfaithful to her.I couldn't communicate with her, so I just stretched like this.

On the morning of October [-]st, I got up early and really dressed up for Jiang Yezhen's wedding.The three buddies in the same dormitory all went home for the holidays, but I was alone.

When I was about to go out, a text message rang on my cell phone. I thought it was the weather forecast and didn’t take it seriously, but it rang again after a while. I wondered, who would send me a text message early in the morning?I glanced at the text message, and there was a sentence on it: "I am waiting for you at the beginning of love." Just such a sentence, the mobile phone number is very strange.

I thought to myself, where is the starting point of love?Who is so confident that I will be able to go?No, this approach is like Xie Danyang playing tricks, who else can play hide and seek like me?Jiang Ye is really impossible, he is going to get married soon.So where does love start?right!It must be the place where Danyang and I had our first date, a place I will never forget for the rest of my life.Because Danyang and I finished fusion in the bathroom, that was the first time we had sex.This girl didn't look for me early or late, but she happened to look for me when she was attending Jiang Yezhen's wedding.Do you want to ignore her?

I hesitated for a while, thinking: Jiang Yezhen is just a lost waltz to me, a pantomime with the curtain call.Thinking of Xie Danyang's big black eyes, fair face, and thin chin, I get excited, Xie Danyang is my true love.Thinking of this, I rushed out of the house, took a taxi, and went straight to Cupid's Restaurant.

In the taxi, I saw Xie Danyang sitting on the steps of Cupid's restaurant and looking around.I thought to myself, what kind of moth is going to come out of this ghost elf?

I got out of the car and walked straight over. Xie Danyang couldn't restrain his joy when he saw me, and ran over and threw himself into my arms. "Bookworm, I'm afraid you don't understand what I mean!" Xie Danyang said with his hands hanging around my neck.

"Silly girl, don't forget that I specialize in studying the human brain." I said arrogantly. "Brother Hua, you are dressed so handsomely today because you are going on a date with me, right?" Xie Danyang asked coquettishly.When I was asked such a question by Danyang, I faltered a bit.

"Little boy, why didn't you tell me about your old lover's wedding?" Xie Danyang changed his tone and asked coldly. "Nonsense, whose wedding am I going to?" I said guiltily.

"Not honest, Jiang Yezhen is married, who in the health system doesn't know? Don't forget, your future father-in-law is the director of the Municipal Health Bureau." Xie Danyang said disappointedly.

I suddenly understood, why didn't Jiang Yezhen send an invitation to Director Xie when he got married?Fire cannot be contained in paper. "Danyang, Jiang Yezhen is going to get married soon, what relationship can I have with her?" I wanted to explain, so as to clear up Danyang's misunderstanding.

"It doesn't matter, you know it in your heart," Xie Danyang said angrily, "but I have to accompany you to this wedding, and you are not allowed to go alone." "No!" "Why not?" "I'm afraid people will laugh at me, Why did the family of three go?" "What do you mean?" "I ask you, why did you ruin my reputation in front of Jiang Yezhen and say that you are pregnant with my child? You are pregnant with my child to attend the wedding, aren't you All three of the family have gone?" Xie Danyang's face turned red, "How do you know, did Jiang Yezhen tell you?" "So what? Run the train without telling me!" "Lin Qingtang, you bastard, you It's not for you!" "Even Professor Cai knows that I found a sassy girlfriend, and it's for me!" Xie Danyang was a little annoyed, she beat me with her fist, and said: "It's for you! It's for you! I'm Don't let her take you away!" He wiped away tears as he spoke.Looking at Danyang's blushing face, feeling angry and pity in my heart, I said distressedly: "Okay, you can go, but you are not allowed to make another moth." Xie Danyang laughed through his tears: "Now you know how powerful I am!" Right? Stay away from beautiful women in the future, maybe that beautiful woman is the love detective I sent to test whether you love me or not!" I had no choice but to take a taxi with her to the military compound.

16. Wedding
Jiang Yezhen's wedding was held in the cafeteria of the Dongzhou Military Sub-district compound. More than 300 people attended the wedding, and more than 40 tables were set up.The groom's father is the dean of Dongzhou Academy of Fine Arts, his mother is a professor of oil painting, and the groom is also an oil painter. I really don't know how this military family and this art family got together.

Professor Cai was sitting at the guest seat, so I went over to say hello to Professor Cai first.Professor Cai was very happy to see me. He took my hand to a secluded place and asked me about my preparations for the doctoral exam.

After briefly chatting about the situation of Kaobo, I asked in surprise: "Mr. Cai, how did Ye Zhen meet this oil painting artist?"

Professor Cai said thoughtfully: "I don't know much about the details. I only know that a deputy mayor of the city government is a matchmaker."

When I heard that it was a political marriage, I was very disgusted, but I didn't show it in front of Professor Cai.

"You and Ye Zhen have no fate, let the past go. Is your Xie Danyang here?" Professor Cai asked with concern.

Just as I was about to say something, Xie Danyang came over.

"Cousin, don't introduce me." Xie Danyang probably guessed who the elegant old man in front of him was.

"Danyang, this is my postgraduate tutor, Professor Cai and Teacher Cai. This is my fiancée Xie Danyang." I said a little embarrassed.

This is the first time I introduced Xie Danyang as my fiancée in front of others, and Danyang was delighted to hear it.

"Hi, Teacher Cai, I've heard about you from Qingtang a long time ago, and you are Qingtang's mentor!" Xie Danyang said politely.

Professor Cai was also very happy for me when he met Xie Danyang.

"What does Xiao Xie do?" Professor Cai asked kindly.

"I work in an airline, and I'm a stewardess." I quickly introduced.

"This is a very high-paying job." Professor Cai said with a little surprise, "Danyang, Qingtang is a very ambitious kid. People in our industry hold the lives of patients in their hands. You should support him more." Ah!" "Professor Cai, don't worry, I will keep watching him!" Xie Danyang said treacherously.

Professor Cai smiled, "Danyang, the meaning of loving each other is that husband and wife look in the same direction, not with both eyes."

"I understand what you mean, I was sent by God to watch him!" Xie Danyang said slyly, holding my arm.

Professor Cai laughed out loud.I said dumbfoundingly: "What, the teacher means that if you want to succeed in your career, husband and wife must work together."

While talking, Jiang Yezhen walked over alone.In fact, as soon as Xie Danyang and I entered the lobby, Jiang Yezhen caught a glimpse of me. She kept watching me and Professor Cai leave the guest seat, because I also looked at her from the corner of my eye, and saw that the woman I once loved was about to marry another woman. It's not a good feeling for a man.

As soon as Jiang Yezhen met, he teased: "Qingtang, I heard that you are going to be a father, congratulations!"

I was a little embarrassed by what Jiang Yezhen said: "Ye Zhen, don't make fun of honest people, this is a big injustice!"

Xie Danyang saw that Jiang Yezhen's approach was not kind, so he said tit for tat: "Sister Yezhen, this is called being brave, otherwise you can get your wish and marry a great painter?! Congratulations!"

"Brother, my future sister-in-law knows the art of war, and you will suffer from it in the future!" Jiang Ye said truthfully.

"Ye Zhen, Danyang is a sweetheart, not as scary as you said." I quibbled. "Teacher Cai, you have to testify to me that my senior brother bullied me a lot when he was in college, and never protected me like that!" Jiang Yezhen said pretentiously.

"No way? Teacher Cai, I heard that Qingtang was dumped by others at the most difficult time!" Xie Danyang said in an indignant way.

Jiang Yezhen was exposed by Danyang, with a displeased expression on his face, he said: "Mr. Cai, my father invites you to the guest table."

Teacher Cai quickly smoothed things over and said, "Okay, okay, Qingtang and Danyang, please take a seat quickly. Ye Zhen, let's go."

The confrontation between the two women made me sweat.I know that Xie Danyang is unreasonable and unforgiving, and Jiang Yezhen is definitely not his opponent when he comes up with savagery.I can also see that Jiang Yezhen is jealous of Xie Danyang in his bones, because Xie Danyang's scheming is far better than hers, I can feel that Jiang Yezhen can't forget me, and I don't know if she loves this so-called artist with a ponytail .

The wedding was full of guests, including the secretary of the municipal party committee, the mayor, the secretary general, the head of the department, the head of the bureau, the head of the district, as well as the lieutenant general, major general, senior colonel, and colonel.Although Jiang Yezhen's parents are marrying their daughter, they seem to be marrying their son-in-law.The procedure at the wedding is also very interesting. According to the level, the leaders all spoke separately. I feel that the wedding is a bit like a meeting.After the leader finished speaking, Jiang Yezhen's father said:

"Today is my daughter Ye Zhen's great joy. Ye Zhen was born in love and grew up in love. She is the apple of my eye. As the saying goes, a female college student should get married. Her mother and I have always hoped that she will be favored by the God of Love. Today she I have finally found my rightful husband, and I am sincerely happy for my two children! The two children grew up in a wealthy age, and I don’t want them to be tainted with flashiness. In the years to come, we must create, cultivate, adjust and build , maintain, and perfect your marriage, and finally I send you four sentences: Dedicate your love sincerely, dedicate your parents with filial piety, dedicate your friends sincerely, and dedicate your motherland with all sincerity!"

The banquet finally started. The groom and the bride toasted and lit cigarettes at the table. The groom seemed younger than Jiang Yezhen, but he was handsome and full of artistic temperament.

"Cousin, let's get married too!" Xie Danyang whispered enviously when he saw Jiang Yezhen in a wedding dress. "Aren't you afraid of wronging yourself by marrying the wrong person? I'm a playboy, the one who was dumped by Miss Jiang!" I teased her.

"Love is a priceless treasure that can redeem everything and save everything." Xie Danyang said solemnly.I didn't expect my sassy girlfriend to say such a weighty statement, which has a certain religious flavor.

"Danyang," I looked at her affectionately and said, "Come on, let's toast to love!" Xie Danyang and I were about to toast when Jiang Yezhen and the groom came to me. "Why are you two toasting?" Jiang Yezhen asked charmingly.

"At such a beautiful moment, we can only drink to love! Congratulations!" Xie Danyang stood up and said arrogantly and generously, then clinked glasses with the bride and groom. "Congratulations to the two of you, happy and happy!" I also stood up and raised my glass to say blessings.

"Su Yang, this is my graduate student brother Lin Qingtang," Jiang Yezhen introduced to the groom, "a future neurosurgery expert." "Where, where, he is just a doctor, not as enviable as you artists." I humbly Say.

"Brother Lin is too polite. In fact, I have always believed that medicine is the highest art, and the scalpel is the most important paintbrush." ​​Su Yang said insightfully. "I didn't expect Su Yang to have such a romantic understanding of medicine." I said with admiration.

"I've been studying the beauty of the human body in the field of oil painting, and I might have to ask Brother Lin about the art of the brain someday, so I hope you can give me your advice!" Su Yang said politely and humbly.

"It's easy to say, easy to say. However, if human beings really understand the secrets of the brain, human beings will not be far from destruction." I said alarmistly. "Brother Lin, your point of view is very profound. This is the subject of a very deep abstract painting." Su Yang said keenly.

"Senior brother," Jiang Yezhen interjected, "Don't be surprised, Su Yang has this problem, and he keeps his three words in line." "Where, your husband is a very thoughtful person, which is admirable!" I said sincerely, my heart Thinking about it, it is very similar to me to keep three sentences in one line.

Obviously, the groom doesn't know the real relationship between Jiang Yezhen and me. After all, Jiang Yezhen is my former lover. When I saw this handsome and artistic groom, I was happy for Jiang Yezhen, but also felt a little sour.

Xie Danyang seemed to have read my mind, she poked my back with her finger, and then gave me a hard look.This poke and stare made me finally understand that the relationship between me and Jiang Yezhen is a thing of the past, although the past is not as good as smoke.

At this time, Jiang Yezhen handed me a cigarette, I took the cigarette and put it in my mouth, and the groom lit it for me with a match.

"I wish you a long life together, a hundred years of happiness!" I took a deep breath and said.

The two said "Thank you!" and turned to toast the other guests.

As soon as the bride and groom left, Xie Danyang snatched the cigarette from my mouth and threw it on the ground, stamping it out with his feet.

"Danyang, what are you doing?" I said unhappily.

"Look at how unpromising you are, the fire of love between you and her has been completely extinguished like this cigarette butt." Xie Danyang said domineeringly, "I only have one request for you, that is, you can't have other women in your heart in the future. Be nice to me alone."

Sometimes I really can't stand Xie Danyang's superficial narrow-mindedness, but I am also afraid of losing this hard-won love. A son born in a small employee in a remote county wants to marry a stewardess born in the director's family as a lifelong partner. Like the Arabian Nights.Xiaoyue's death and Jiang Ye's real departure made me feel nervous and helpless when facing love.

At this time, the people who attended the wedding left one after another. I wanted to bid farewell to Jiang Yezhen before leaving, but Xie Danyang refused. "You're still reluctant to part, aren't you? She's already married!" Xie Danyang said sourly.

I thought to myself, Dan Yang is right, I must get out of Jiang Yezhen's shadow.At this time, many relatives, friends, classmates and the bride and groom took photos together in front of the auditorium. I didn’t go there, but Xie Danyang took my arm and left, with Jiang Yezhen’s happy laughter behind him.

17. Xiulou

I took a taxi with Xie Danyang, and I asked blankly, "Danyang, where are we going?" "To a place you have never been to." Xie Danyang said with big eyes shining.

The taxi went straight to the civil aviation compound, and I knew in my heart that Xie Danyang wanted to invite me to the "Xiulou". "Xiulou" is a restricted area she set for me, why make an exception today?
The taxi entered the civil aviation compound, stopped in front of the building, and we got out of the car.The front of the show building was deserted and deserted, and there was no one there. "Danyang, this is the restricted zone you set for me." I reminded with a smile.

"Normally I don't let you come because I'm afraid that you'll go into the garden and get jealous. Today is the National Day, and those who are flying and on holiday are romantic. That's why I dare to let you come." Xie Danyang plausibly said.

"Danyang, aren't you being too calculating with me?" I said dissatisfied. "This shows that I love you. You dare to open your head, why don't you have the guts?"

Xie Danyang's explanation made me dumbfounded.Looking at her cute and annoying child, I couldn't help being amused by her.

There was no one in the corridor of "Xiulou", I followed Danyang into her dormitory, there was no one in the dormitory, four beds, neat and clean, full of girlish atmosphere. "Danyang, which bed is yours?" I asked tentatively.

"Guess?" Xie Danyang asked treacherously.

I observed it and found clues. There was a pair of pink underwear hanging on a bed.I know this panty.I saw it when I had sex with Xie Danyang, and I sat down on this bed.When Xie Danyang saw that I was sitting on her bed, she knew that I had guessed it.

"How do you know this is my bed?" Xie Danyang sat up and asked softly. "Guess what?" I said slyly. "I can't guess it." Xie Danyang thought for a while, then shook his head and said.

"It told me." I pointed to the pink underwear and said.Xie Danyang's face turned red all of a sudden. "Lin Qingtang, you are a big hooligan!" Xie Danyang said while laughing after hearing this.

I immediately hugged her and said emotionally: "Danyang, marry me!" "Can you promise to treat me well for the rest of your life?" Xie Danyang asked shyly and seriously.I nodded deeply.

Xie Danyang lay happily in my arms, accepting my touch.Unlike Xiaoyue and Jiang Yezhen, Danyang has a gardenia fragrance on her body, which is her body fragrance.In fact, it was the aroma of Danyang that attracted me from the very beginning. Every time I touched her smooth and white skin like cream, I couldn't help smelling her aroma.

Danyang likes my touch, especially her exquisite feet. Those white and pink feet are like newborn mice, so small that I am worried that her little feet will not be able to support her 1.6-meter-eight figure.Every time I hold her feet, I can't help but kiss them. Her feet are so beautiful, like a work of art.In a trance, I felt that her feet were like strawberries in spring, and they were as bright and crystal-clear as cherries.

Danyang couldn't stand my teasing, and said softly, "I want it!" "Is this room safe? Will someone come back?" I asked a little uneasy. "It's okay, I often block them too." Xie Danyang said with a flushed face.

So I took her into my arms and kissed her from the ends of her hair to her ears, and then from her ears to her breasts.Danyang began to shiver, and a warm current overflowed from his body.I couldn't hide my excitement, and galloped for a while, which attracted Danyang's delicate moans. Nothing can resist the power of love. Love doesn't need to confess, doesn't need words, just need to have each other's passion to the fullest.

To be honest, after Xiaoyue died, Jiang Yezhen left me. My heart has been wandering in loneliness. It is Danyang's love that makes me feel at home. I long for the warmth of home and the sweetness of love. up.

After the passion, we both lay quietly on the bed and indulged in the sweetness of love. "Cousin, do you love me?" Danyang asked happily. "Loving you is a dream of mine!" I murmured.

"I'll let you say 'I love you!'" Danyang said while snuggling into my arms. "I love you!" I said foolishly.

"Cousin, do you know how important your love is to me? I live by relying on your love, and I don't allow you to think about other women. Can you do it?" Xie Danyang said threateningly.I looked at her silently.

"Can you do it?" Xie Danyang asked. "Yes!" I said a little duplicity. "I'm always afraid that you have other women in your heart. Maybe one day I will test you to see if you can withstand the temptation." Xie Danyang said slyly.

I have an inexplicable fear of her cunning. "Apart from being self-willed and worldly, you have a bit of a savage temper, and occasionally you have some evil ideas, there is nothing wrong with it." I scraped the tip of her nose with my hand and said half-jokingly.

"You have to be savage to someone like you!" Xie Danyang said coquettishly, lying in my arms, "Cousin, I just can't get rid of my capriciousness, you won't dislike me because of this, right?" You are cute because you are willful." I said softly.

"Qingtang, let's get married!" Xie Danyang said affectionately. "I haven't formally met your parents yet, what's your opinion?" I said seriously.

"My parents have a good impression of you, why don't you come to my house to meet my parents soon!" Xie Danyang said impatiently. "Is it too sudden?" I asked nervously.

18. Love Letter
In the evening, I came to Xie Danyang's home.Her mother cooked a table of delicious food, the old man was the principal of a middle school.Danyang's father has been a bit uncomfortable with his left leg since the operation. Although his brain aneurysm was huge, he was still very clear-headed after the operation due to Director Mu's superb technique.After he was discharged from the hospital, he resigned from the position of director of the Health Bureau, but the organization still retained the position of secretary of the party group for him.In this way, the work pressure is not too great, and I just drink tea and read newspapers every day at work.

Director Xie was very happy to see me. The old man at the dinner table kept persuading me to drink. The wine was 52% Moutai.

"Qingtang, when I was young, I was good at drinking, but now I can't. After such a major operation, it's like dying again." Director Xie said with emotion, "Life is full of busyness. It’s zero, only good health is one.”

"Uncle's body is recovering very well, as long as he pays attention to exercise and rest, he will get better and better." I said with relief.

"Thanks to having a famous doctor like Mu Huaizhong in charge, otherwise my life would have been gone long ago. Qingtang, you are actually my savior!" Director Xie said happily.

"Uncle, you are too polite. How can I have such great ability, thanks to Director Mu's proper handling, the operation was really thrilling!" I quickly explained. "Qingtang, what are your plans for the future?" Director Xie asked kindly.

"I want Dr. Mu to be an excellent surgeon like Director Mu in the future." I vowed.

"Okay, young people should have some ambition," Director Xie praised, "Those who are far from success always find a job casually and get married in a muddle-headed way. Although they are eager to change the status quo, their goals are very vague I'm glad you have a clear goal in mind. It's rare. It's like shooting. Aiming at a successful bullseye is always closer to the target than blindly shooting, even if there is a little deviation. Qingtang, what is success after all? biggest factor of

"I've never thought about it." I subconsciously touched my head and said.

"It's a long-term plan and consistent actions. Of course, it's best to have a wife who is willing to help you realize your dreams," Director Xie said with a smile and asked, "Danyang, are you willing?"

"Dad, I also have a dream, and I also need a husband who is willing to help me realize my dream." Danyang said with a small mouth. "Tell me, what dream do you have?" Director Xie asked kindly. "I haven't figured it out yet?" Danyang said coquettishly.

"You girl should learn more from Qingtang, and be down-to-earth in doing things." Director Xie smiled lovingly. "Dad, I'm a flight attendant, and I've got my head up against the sky all day, how can you make me keep my feet on the ground?" Danyang argued sophistry.

"Poor mouth!" Director Xie said with a laugh.

"Qingtang, since you have already talked about marriage with Danyang, you can treat this place as your own home." My aunt said while serving me food, "My, there is only such a daughter, and Danyang belongs to our old couple. The jewel in your palm, I hope you will treat her well in the future."

"With Danyang's temper, it would be nice not to bully Qingtang." Director Xie said jokingly. "Dad, look at what you said, I'm not a hag." Danyang pouted and said.The two old people smiled kindly.

Since I went to Xie Danyang's house, the two old people accepted me. I live in Danyang's house every now and then, especially when Danyang is resting, I must live in her house.

Xie Danyang's house is very big, with four bedrooms and two halls.The two old people have a bedroom, and Danyang has a bedroom. Danyang's mother specially arranged a bedroom for me.Originally, the study room belonged to Director Xie, but due to health reasons, the old man didn’t work in the study room very much, so now the study room is also used by me to review for my doctoral exam.

As long as I stayed at home, Danyang would sneak into my room and get into my bed in the middle of the night.In the early morning, she slipped back to her room again.After a long time, I occasionally stayed at her house when Danyang was flying.

One day, I slept a little longer because I was on the night shift. When I got up, Aunt Xie accompanied Director Xie to go to the morning exercise and hadn't come back yet. Danyang left early.After washing up, I walked into Danyang's bedroom, sat in front of her dressing table, carefully looked at the photos I took with Danyang, and my heart was filled with happiness.

Danyang's lipstick, comb, and other various bottles and boxes are neatly placed on the mirror stand.She is a clean freak, and her room is always neat and tidy, which probably has something to do with her occupation.

I picked up a comb on the mirror stand and combed my shaggy hair, and my tired face was reflected in the mirror.These days, for the exam, I read books and do my homework day and night, plus one operation every two days, sometimes even two operations a day, I am really exhausted, I always don’t get enough sleep, so I look tired.

The big wardrobe behind me was reflected in the mirror, and I became curious, so I got up and walked towards the big wardrobe.Open one drawer and one drawer.They are all little things that girls like, including sewing boxes, trinkets, and music tapes and CDs that Danyang likes.

When I opened the bottom drawer, I found a large package of boxy things wrapped in kraft paper, and envelopes were exposed at the damaged kraft paper. I was surprised: who wrote so many letters to Danyang ?
I took out the kraft paper bag and opened it. There were more than 100 letters inside. I opened a letter and read it.The letter reads:
"Honey, when will you be able to transfer to West Sea Airlines, so that we can be together every day. I miss you, you occupy my heart every day, and the scene of our kiss often appears in front of my eyes like a dream , is so real. Love sometimes makes people hungry, I can’t help but fantasize about doing bad things, you wrote me and said, let’s meet soon, I’m flying to Tokyo next week, old place, old time, I’ll wait for you, you are me true love. I will always keep your love in my heart..."

I read one love letter after another, they were all unsightly words, I was angry, and I felt the pain of being deceived.I even thought that the captain and flight attendant that Xie Danyang mentioned had sex in the toilet of the plane, was she herself?I slammed those letters on the ground, and then smashed the mirror of the wardrobe with my fist. I rushed out the door uncontrollably, and I ran into Xie Danyang's parents who had just returned from morning exercise downstairs.

"Qingtang, where are you going?" Aunt Xie asked in surprise.I ignored it and ran to the road.My hand was bleeding, I took out a handkerchief from my pocket and tied it on my hand, waved a taxi, and drove to the hospital dormitory...

19. drunk

Back in the dormitory, I simply dealt with the bleeding hand, then lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling with tears in my eyes.I tried my best not to let it come out. I lit a cigarette and smoked it hard. Not only was I in pain, but I was also very wronged.I thought to myself, why is my life so hard, I can't even find a woman who loves me wholeheartedly, I really don't know how many secrets Xie Danyang still keeps from me?
I was lying on the bed and thinking about it in a trance, when Luo Yuanwen opened the door and came in. "Qingtang, what's wrong? You look so bad?" "It's nothing, I've been too tired these days." I calmed down and said. "What happened to your hand?" Luo Yuanwen asked suspiciously.

"I accidentally broke my hand while doing an experiment." I said pretending to be calm.

"Qingtang, don't be too hard on the exam, as long as your level is fine." Luo Yuanwen said while dragging me, "It's almost noon, I'll buy you a drink, I'm tired of eating in the cafeteria every day. Opening a small restaurant, the dishes are very delicious, let's go and try it."

I was just about to drink away my worries, so I got up and said, "I haven't had a drink for a long time, and I'll get drunk with you today."

Luo Yuanwen and I walked out of the east gate of the hospital and came to a small hotel called Jiangnan Noodle Restaurant. The small hotel has just opened, and the decoration has Jiangnan characteristics.

We sat down at the window seat, Luo Yuanwen ordered four Jiangnan stir-fries, and ordered a pot of Shaoxing rice wine to be served hot.Soon the four small fried dishes will be served.

Thinking of Xie Danyang's deception of my feelings, I was so jealous that I wanted to question her face to face, so I was in a particularly bad mood and in great pain, but I didn't want to reveal it in front of Luo Yuanwen, so I drank heavily.After a while, I drank three cups in a row.Luo Yuanwen thought he and I were bosom friends in wine and was very happy. "Qingtang, I heard that there are more than 20 candidates for Director Mu's doctoral examination, and Mr. Mu only recruited three students. The competition is very fierce." "It's not as fierce as the two of us. Harmony."

"You can do it. Director Mu appreciates you very much." "Because of this, my pressure is even greater. I will not let Director Mu down no matter what."

"I heard that there are several foreign students who are competing with us, and the most powerful one is an African named Aihua." Luo Yuanwen said mysteriously. "Aihua, interesting. Why is he called Aihua?" I asked curiously.

"I don't know, maybe I like China." "There are more than 50 countries in Africa, which country is he from?" "I heard that he is from the Congo (Kinshasa)." !"

"Qingtang, I think differently from you. I hope to be born in troubled times, and heroes will emerge in troubled times." I didn't expect Luo Yuanwen to have such thoughts, so I asked, "So, do you think you were born at the wrong time?"

"That's not what it means. You see, He Huihui's grandfather worked underground for the party in Shanghai before liberation, and spent eight years in a Kuomintang prison. After liberation, the Red Guards during the Cultural Revolution called him a spy and a traitor, and spent another eight years in prison. The old man is retired now, he is still healthy and strong, he lives with a smile on his face, and insists on writing a thousand-word memoir every day." Luo Yuanwen said with admiration.

Luo Yuanwen's girlfriend is He Huihui, a classmate at the same level of his university and a different department. I have met her twice. She works in the advertising department of the municipal TV station. She is pretty. Her grandfather retired from the position of vice chairman of the CPPCC.

"Huihui's grandfather is indeed respectable, but if you are really thrown into prison for ten or eight years, your life will be ruined." I said with a curled lip.

"No, maybe, I will become the second Sima Qian and write a story that will be handed down!" Luo Yuanwen said unconvinced. "Unexpectedly, you are still so restless. When will you marry He Huihui?" I drank a cup of rice wine and said.

"Soon, it will definitely be concluded before the end of the year. Hey, when will you and Xie Danyang do it?" Luo Yuanwen blurted out.As soon as I heard him thank Danyang, I felt uncomfortable.

"The horoscope has not been written yet," I said angrily, "Come on, I wish you and He Huihui happiness! Let's have a drink!" We raised our glasses and clinked together, Luo Yuanwen said "thank you", and drank it all together .

"Qingtang, have you heard? Qu Zhongqian's wife ran away with a big boss." "What? She ran away with him? Where did she go?" I asked in surprise. "I went to America." Luo Yuanwen said mysteriously.

"What's going on? Be more specific!" I asked curiously.

"Qu Zhongqian's wife is a restless woman. She had done a good job in the anesthesiology department of our hospital, so she insisted on going to sea," Luo Yuanwen said with a mouthful of food, "Old Qu can't be stopped, and two people are involved in this matter." He has fought a lot, and Lao Qu himself has a lot of flirtatious things."

"He has an unusual relationship with Zhao Yuqiu," I interrupted.

"Everyone in the hospital knew about it, and the two of them had a lot of quarrels about it. His wife went to a pharmaceutical company, and soon became the office director and assistant to the general manager." We lit cigarettes for each other, Luo Yuanwen went on to say, "No, after only two years in the sea, the boss of the pharmaceutical company sold the company and went to the United States to develop. He took Lao Qu's wife with him and left behind a son."

"Tolstoy said well that all happy families are alike, and every unhappy family has its own misfortune." I said with emotion, "Yuan Wen, I think Lao Qu is usually very strong towards you, why did you offend him?" gone?"

"Don't mention it, if you have a little back, drinking cold water will clog your teeth!" Luo Yuanwen drank a glass and continued, "When I first arrived at the neurosurgery department, I went to the bathroom once and found a line written in a signature pen on the door of the squatting position. The eye-catching black words: "Old Qu and Xiao Zhao have broken shoes!" I thought to myself, this old song must refer to Qu Zhongqian, and Xiao Zhao must refer to Zhao Yuqiu. I don't know who corrupted Lao Qu so much. After untying my hands, I found that the shoelaces were loose. When I bent over to tie the shoelaces, a marker pen accidentally slipped out of my jacket pocket and fell on the ground. I was about to pick it up when Lao Qu came in and said something to me. : Yuanwen, the pen fell off. Then I got into the squatting position where I was squatting, and I suddenly remembered the line of black words. I wanted to explain a few words, but then I thought about it. From then on, Lao Qu saw that my nose was not my nose, and my face was not my face, so he would always wear small shoes for me."

"To be honest, Lao Qu is not a cheap lamp. I have never liked this person very much," I said dumbfoundingly, "How can a girl as beautiful as Zhao Yuqiu fall in love with him?"

"You don't know that. Zhao Yuqiu's parents are ordinary workers. Which of the nurses in our department has no background? So Zhao Yuqiu has always been very inferior. I think she wants to change her destiny by cursing Qu Zhongqian?" Luo Yuanwen blinked. said the eyes.

"It depends on one's own efforts to change one's destiny, and it is too sad to entrust one's destiny to a man. As the saying goes, a son is not too ugly for his mother, and a dog is not too poor for his family. This girl is too vain." I said disdainfully.

"Everyone has their own way of life. In fact, fate is not unpredictable. The people and environment around you are your destiny. For example, the two of us, Director Mu is our destiny now." Luo Yuanwen said profoundly.

"Yuanwen, I didn't expect that you still have some philosophical thoughts. Come, let's drink to the fate of both of us!"

It was the first time for me to drink rice wine, and I was a little uncomfortable. Coupled with my bad mood, I quickly got over it, and my stomach surged up. I was afraid of making a fool of myself, so I went to the bathroom and vomited into the urinal.

In the small hotel, Luo Yuanwen and I drank wine for a whole afternoon. When we returned to the dormitory, it was already dark.Luo Yuanwen didn't go back to the dormitory, He Huihui invited him to watch a movie, and I had to lie on the bed alone and meditate.

I know that my relationship with Xie Danyang is facing a severe test. I smashed the mirror of the wardrobe at her house. It was too much, but it was an irrational impulse after being deceived. I don't know what will happen next between me and Xie Danyang.But one thing is clear, if Xie Danyang doesn't explain this matter clearly to me, it will be over between us.

I suddenly felt that love is just a means to life, an express mail, a large check, a luxury car from unknown sources, a dimly lit video tape, it is inconsistent testimony, it is a hidden truth. In the window behind the garbage dump, there is an unknown expression behind the sunglasses, and a pair of yellowed underwear under the bright clothes.

20. Warm

I thought about it all night, and before six o'clock the next day, I went to Corey.As soon as I walked to the door of the doctor's office, I found a beautiful figure flashing out of Qu Zhongqian's office and hurried towards the nurse's station.

I looked at Zhao Yuqiu's back and felt sorry for the girl. I knew that the doctor on duty last night was Qu Zhongqian and the nurse on duty was Zhao Yuqiu.I walked into the doctor's office and turned on the computer, wanting to check the conditions of the patients in several wards I was in charge of.

"Xiao Lin, it's so early!" A hoarse voice asked.I quickly stood up and said, "Good morning, Director Qu." "Why, your complexion is not very good, what's wrong with your hand?" Qu Zhongqian looked at me with a smile and asked.

I was most annoyed that Qu Zhongqian inquired about other people's privacy, so he said: "It's nothing, I accidentally broke it during the experiment." I found that Qu Zhongqian still had the recording pen stuck in his chest, and I couldn't see his wife and others at all. The sorrow of running away.

"Director Qu, were you on duty last night?" I asked accostingly. "A patient had an operation yesterday, and the condition was not very good. I was worried, so I stayed on duty overnight for Luo Yuanwen." Qu Zhongqian said in a leadership tone.

"Director Qu, you've been up all night, it's been hard work, go back and rest." I pretended to be concerned.

I know that Qu Zhongqian must suspect that I saw Zhao Yuqiu go out of his office. This is to find out the truth on purpose. He seemed to have an idea in his mind and said hypocritically: "Okay, Xiao Lin, you have done a good job. You are busy. Let's go." After speaking, he walked out with his hands behind his back.

After a busy day at the hospital, I dragged my exhausted body back to the dormitory in the evening.I opened the door with the key, and the door was already opened. I pushed open the dormitory door, and Xie Danyang sat in front of my bed alone.I froze for a moment, thinking that those who come are not good, and those who are kind will not come.

Xie Danyang looked at me with his eyes, and it took a long time before he said: "I burned all the letters you read. Let's talk about it." Long?!" I said angrily.

"Qingtang, you misunderstood me. I have been with him for two years, but that is all in the past." Xie Danyang tried to explain.

"It's over? I'm afraid it's over, but my heart hasn't passed over yet. Isn't it just to remember the sweet past by keeping those letters?" I said contemptuously.

Xie Danyang burst into tears, and she continued to explain: "Qingtang, it's my fault, I should have disposed of these things a long time ago. That person is a hooligan, and he is not worthy of my love at all. He turned out to be a pilot of our company, and we Flying the international flight together, we had a lot of contact, and we developed feelings. Later, he switched jobs and went to West Sea Airlines. Once I went to see him, and I wanted to give him a surprise. After getting off the plane, I went straight to his dormitory and pushed him away. I was stunned. He was doing that kind of thing with a flight attendant. He saw me at a loss. I understood what was going on. I flew to the airport and returned to Dongzhou on the same day. .And that's it, we blow."

"Blow? How could it be? Didn't it mean that the scene of you kissing often emerges like a dream?" I sneered sarcastically.

Xie Danyang became angry all of a sudden, and she yelled: "Lin Qingtang, you bastard, it's immoral for you to peek at other people's beliefs, instead of apologizing, you even made sarcastic remarks. Don't think I don't know about the ugly things you did before, I never I never cared about it, why do you treat me like this?" After speaking, she burst into tears.

I don't like seeing a woman cry the most, and I am softened by the cry. I thought to myself: Lin Qingtang, what are you?What right do you have to treat someone you love like this?So I walked over and gently held Xie Danyang in my arms, and she cried even harder in my arms.

"My dad said, you reacted so strongly after reading those letters, which means that you love me deeply in your heart. I should have told you these things long ago, but I am afraid that I will destroy my image in your heart. Now we are even. , No one will turn over anyone's old accounts, okay?" Xie Danyang said while crying.

I didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say, I just felt a sore nose, and tears flowed down, I held her tightly with both hands, and I felt more and more that it often takes a lifetime to really understand a person , This is the charm of marriage.

"Qingtang, does your hand still hurt?" Xie Danyang asked gently. "My hands don't hurt, my heart hurts!" I said biting my lip. "If you really had the heart, you wouldn't do such a stupid thing." Xie Danyang said coquettishly.

Calm down, I also felt that I was too impulsive, I seriously considered the weight of Danyang in my heart, love finally defeated jealousy, I compromised.

Danyang took my hand and walked out of the dormitory, the watery moonlight illuminated the whole hospital.We couldn't help but walked into the small garden, and walked under the two big ginkgo trees, with soft fallen leaves under our feet.

"Qingtang, do you know why Cupid uses arrows instead of cotton balls?" Danyang asked while holding my arm. "Why?" "It's just to make people who love each other feel bad." "Danyang, do you love me?"

"Qingtang, these days I always dream that you are snatched away. Let's get married, I can't live without you anymore."

Xie Danyang's words came from the heart, and I was ashamed of my impulsiveness.I think trust is the premise of love, and I lost even this premise.Trust is the continuation of life. If you love too much, you will doubt. Love is always double-edged. It can bring happiness to the loved one, and it can also bring pain to the loved one.I remember a foreign poet once said that those who kissed me missed me.Xiaoyue missed it, Jiang Yezhen missed it, and I can't let Danyang miss it again.

"Danyang, I have to wait until I finish my Ph.D. to get married. I have to start a career first and then start a family. If you love someone, you must be able to give her happiness." I said seriously. "Qingtang, I listen to you."

"I've been busy all day, tired and hungry, let's go eat something." "What do you want to eat?" "What do you think?" "Let's go to Cupid's restaurant." We both looked at each other and smiled.

"Okay," I said, nodding my head, "That's where our love started."

We walked out of the small garden, the moonlight was like water, and ambulances roared in front of the hospital from time to time with flashing blue lights. I couldn't help but sigh how fragile human life is. Compared with life, love needs more careful care.

(End of this chapter)