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Chapter 44 About Death
I was startled suddenly, stopped, and turned to look at Xiao Xia, a gentle man in the carport.

There was still a smile on the corner of Xiaoxia's mouth, which seemed to be the kind of relieved smile that is unique to dying.

He gritted his teeth and seemed to be gathering strength. After a long time, he opened his mouth slowly and said, "I have talked about that concentrated liquid with Lin Wan. In fact, I believe her. She is just sometimes too crazy and obsessed with her father's share." It's just business."

"what?!"

"I... am going to die, you go, I just want to tell you something, you should trust Lin Wan..." Swen Nan said, "When a person is about to die, her words are good, she is my friend, Mo Ge It's also my friend, we used to be good comrades in arms through life and death, I don't need to hide anything in front of you...even though...even if the medicine has brought you a lot of pain...but, in the end, I always believe, Lin Wan, She will save you..."

I stood there dumbfounded, and I didn't turn over to the wall until the other party said "Go quickly" to me again.

Until the moment I landed, I was still in doubt, as if everything had become in a trance.

My heart began to shake again, and I didn't know who to trust.

Mo Ge and the others didn't give me a chance to think. The moment I landed, they had already started running out of the alley, and I had no choice but to follow. Ah Meng was always carried on Zhu Ming's shoulders, and his eyes were dull looking behind him.

The moment we rushed out of the alley, a loud noise exploded behind us, spreading in the air like ripples, ringing and ringing, piercing our eardrums, resounding all over the sky, and shaking people's hearts.

This bang meant that another young life was ruined.

Xiaoxia, this gentle man, we only met a few times, and the time we spent together was probably only a few hours, but, for some reason, his death once again caused an invisible shock to my heart, this kind of The feeling is indescribable, and it seems that something has been quietly left behind, and something has changed.

Not far ahead of me, Zhu Ming was shaking his fat and running forward, and I saw Ah Meng being carried on his shoulders, his eyes were wide open and weeping, I turned my head to one side, trying not to bear her expression .

I don't know how long we have been running, but we seem to have left the city center. From a distance, I seem to be able to hear the sound of rolling waves.

Next to the sea, there is a road around the sea. It is very long and runs almost through the entire city of Z. If you have a car, it is the best choice for you to escape, but at this time we have nothing, and the place is already in danger.

Mo Ge found a seemingly safe space, and asked us all to sit down and examine our belongings.

It was only a few hours of fleeing. The food and water in our backpacks were either scattered during the battle, or they were crushed and oppressed. Many tools were lost. Xiaoxia’s backpack was also left on the battlefield. Between the pile of blood and rotten flesh.

We had no choice but to put the food and water of several people together and put them in a backpack. The backpack was kept by Ju Ming, a fat man with flexible body, rich combat experience and good at long-range attacks. There is absolutely no way to be competent for this task.

When Zhu Ming took the backpack, he sighed, forced a smile, and said, "You really believe me, but let me put my words here. I don't have many bomb knives on me. The only one I have is a concentrated explosive knife. It’s already used up, and I have to apply for rations with those old guys at the headquarters when I go back.”

"Everyone, let's save weapons resources." Mo Ge said, "If there are soldiers and police corpses on the street, try to collect the weapons they dropped. The headquarters of the Rebel Army in City Z is far away from here, and it's not a short walk. can arrive."

I knew these few words were meant for me, so I just nodded.

Mo Ge said again: "Everyone, try not to drag others down..." She glanced at Ah Meng. At this time, Ah Meng was still sitting on the side in a daze, staring at the front without saying a word. After hesitating for a while, he continued, "No matter who it is... remember, no matter who it is, if it is seriously injured, it will stay behind to cover the rear."

I know that the phrase "cover the queen" means death.

"Except..." She changed the subject, gritted her teeth, and said, "Except for Chu Tingsheng, and...Lin Wan...you are not allowed to die."

"What?!" I looked at Mo Ge in astonishment.

Mo Ge narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "You two are the key people the organization is looking for, you must not die."

I don't know why, when I heard this sentence, I couldn't help but shudder. I suddenly felt that the hidden meaning in Mo Ge's words seemed to be: "I let you live for now, but the reason I let you live is to let you live." You die worse."

I dare not think about it.

"Sister... Sister Mo Ge..." Ah Meng suddenly said at this moment, "He, is he really dead?"

"Ameng..." Mo Ge lowered his head slowly, lowered his eyebrows and eyes slightly, as if deliberately not looking at Ameng, hid his face in the shadows, and said, "Don't be sad, everyone will die. On the battlefield, just In this way, you should also understand."

"I'm dead, can I see him?" Ah Meng asked again.

"You... Ah Meng, what do you want to do?" Mo Ge became alert and raised his head suddenly.

Zhu Ming on the side also said worriedly: "Ameng, don't think wildly, our lives were bought by Xiao Xia with herself."

"Ameng... I'm not thinking wildly." Ameng suddenly covered her face with her hand and said, "Ameng just thought...if I think about seeing Xiaoxia after I die, I'll feel better...Maybe when I die At that time, I wouldn’t be so scared. After all, when I arrive in the underworld, I still have friends to accompany me...hehe..." She suddenly laughed, raised her head, and said while wiping her tears, "hehe, thinking about dying I might be able to see Xiaoxia again in the future, I am even a little excited, a little yearning, maybe, maybe I won’t be afraid of death on the battlefield in the future.”

She spoke incoherently, with an uncertain expression, but these few words hit my heart hard again.

On the battlefield, death is an eternal topic, and the views and attitudes towards death even determine the direction of a soldier's actions.

And the naive thoughts of this dreamy little girl gave me an indescribable sense of sadness.

Yes, we are all going to die. People are constantly approaching death from the moment they are born, and we seem to be destined to die on the battlefield in the near future, either today or tomorrow.

Does it mean that thinking of these, the understanding of death is different, and the death of the loved ones around you is not so sad?

I don't know, I'm just confused, confused by a situation I've never seen before.

"Ameng, stop talking, let's go..." Mo Ge stepped forward, stroked Ameng's hair, and whispered, "I will do my best to protect you, don't worry..."

"It's okay, sister, Ah Meng is okay, I just miss him a little bit, I hate it, I just left for a while, and I start to miss him again." Ah Meng choked up.

"Stop talking." Zhu Ming seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and changed the subject, "Let's go quickly, those Yiren won't give us time to cry!"

"Hmph... yes, God's mission, hehe, I want to know why they represent God." Mo Ge suddenly raised his head, looked at the sky with hatred, and said through gritted teeth.

Afterwards, we did not choose to take the coastal road, but tried our best to walk on small roads, alleys, inside buildings and pedestrian streets.

This city is already in chaos, any place - even inside a residential building, can be passed through directly.

Iron gates and anti-theft doors in many places are useless. Either the locks have been knocked down, or they will not be able to be closed in the future.

Walking through the streets and alleys, you may see a place full of flesh and blood and dead bodies at any moment at the corner. Although the government has sent away most of the people, I think that due to the lack of attention to this matter, this urban area must still be A heavy price has been paid, and I will not know, and probably never will know, how many innocent citizens died.

The night is getting darker, and today's night seems to come very fast.

From light to darkness, I felt that my body gradually became heavy, and my eyelids began to fight.

And at this moment, this unbelievable body, while being exhausted, actually started to heat up again...

(End of this chapter)