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Chapter 173 The Mystery of Life Experience
Baozhu carried a brazier up the steps, arched the door with half of her body, turned back and pulled the curtain tightly, and then entered the room and closed the door tightly. It was a little cold in the room, so she couldn't help rubbing her hands. Sitting in a chair and meditating.Baozhu smiled, she was familiar with other people, at this time the lonely man and widow were in the same room and didn't feel awkward.

Having said that, before getting married, there was always something wrong, but now that the incident happened suddenly, he was extremely repulsed by the topic that Wei Bo wanted to talk about, which shows the deep knot in his heart.Baozhu only felt that as his fiancée, she pulled him out at such a time and did not expect him to tell the whole truth. This was not important to her. It is better to relieve him with the experience accumulated in the two lifetimes than for him to accumulate such life experience in his heart and be depressed alone.That's why I didn't take care of that much just now, and the two of them were already engaged, so it's harmonious and natural to be alone now.

"Brother Sipei, you can say whatever you want today, and I won't force you to say what you don't want to say. If you say what you don't like, you will feel much better." After saying those words, sitting next to him Next, pushed the hot tea from the table towards him, winked at him, "I'll keep it a secret for you!"

Wei Sipei remained silent, and after a while he scratched her nose with a smile, "Little Baozhu has really grown up."

Hearing this long-lost title, Baozhu also smiled and sighed, "That's right, when I was young, you always came to comfort me, now I should also comfort you, I often look at you and smile, but I don't want to see you unhappy! "

Wei Sipei stared at her silently for a long while, then suddenly stretched out his hand to touch his cheek, "As early as I can remember, this scar was left by my mother."

Rao Baozhu had made enough mental preparations, such as saying that the scar was cut by the enemy, and even came up with such plots such as jealousy and jealousy among the various houses in the house to snatch the heir. I didn't know what to say for a long while.

Wei Sipei looked at her expression seriously, and paused for a long time, "Is Baozhu scared?"

Baozhu shrugged, "It's nothing to be afraid of, it's just a little unbelievable." With a twitch in her heart, she turned to look up at him, "Did your mother miss it? Is it because of this that you have a lump in your heart?"

"Mother is sick, I don't blame her." He shook his head lightly, "I was young at that time, I only knew pain, and I was afraid of mother for a long time, and I will understand mother's suffering when I grow up."

Baozhu recalled the appearance of that obedient and obedient little boy when she first met Wei Sipei, she felt uneasy for a moment, she pursed her lips and asked, "What disease is so cruel that it is going to hurt you?" Zui Er looked at him apologetically, "Brother Si Pei, did I say something wrong?"

Wei Sipei smiled and patted her on the shoulder, "It's okay, such a thing is originally unusual, how can ordinary people understand it."

His voice was indescribably soft, but his tone was extremely disappointed, "My mother was originally a rich lady, and my father is just a poor scholar..."

Baozhu listened to his eloquence, the sentences were clear and organized, and she gradually sorted out his life experience and past, listening carefully, pictures gradually appeared in her mind.

A rich lady met a poor scholar, but she was strongly opposed by the powerful patriarch, who insisted on marrying her to the son of an official in the city. The woman was stubborn, escaped alone for the one she loved, and made a private life with the scholar.

Since then, he has completely cut off contact with his family.This marriage was not blessed by any relatives, and there was no official marriage. The scholar lost his parents since he was a child, and his life in the countryside was very poor. On the day of marriage, he only received some blessings from his neighbors. The sweetness is sweet, the husband reads and grows vegetables every day, and the wife embroiders and cooks.

The woman is virtuous, and the scholar is full of economics. This is a perfect relationship. After the scholar went to the academy in the provincial capital, he vowed that he would let his wife live a life without worrying about food and clothing. When I come back once, I can give him more money.

However, at the beginning, the husband would go back to the house to visit as long as he had Muxiu. As time passed, he improved his studies more and more.In the autumn of that year, his wife, who was so desperate for help, finally looked forward to him. Knowing that he had become an official in the provincial capital, the wife was very relieved, but the original love had long since disappeared. When the scholar looked at his wife, there was only strangeness and guilt on his face. Bringing back a lot of silver, he left without saying goodbye the next day.

Maybe he is busy, his wife does not doubt that he has him, and she is still looking forward to it. If he takes care of it, he will definitely come to pick him up and go to the provincial capital. He said that he will let her live a life without worrying about food and clothing.In the winter of that year, she found out that she was pregnant. She was so happy that she wrote a letter and asked people to send it to the provincial capital, but she looked left and right, but she never heard from him. Never come back, the last letter, that is a letter of divorce.

At that time, Si Pei was still under one year old, and she did not believe in her husband's unfeelingness no matter what, how could the love between each other change so quickly?Time and time again, she gritted her teeth and went to the provincial capital with the child on her back to look for him. In the end, the fact hit her like a bolt from the blue. Her husband had already married another man and became a provincial academic officer. His father-in-law was a well-known master of Zhou Tong in Bianzhou Prefecture!
How can she believe it?The picture of eachother's pledge of eternal love is still vivid in my mind, but my husband has already changed his mind!It's a shame that she has been unconsciously looking forward to reading these years!The poor infant son lost his father when he was born!

After all, she is a strong woman, unwilling to go back to her mother's house to beg, for the sake of the baby who was still in her infancy, she went back to the small village with tears in her eyes, no matter how hard and tiring she was, she would raise him up!
Wei Yuan was originally a well-known doctor, and he admired her since he was a child. At that time, she was a lady in the boudoir of a rich family, and he was a poor man. He could only bury his heart silently, and by taking a peek at her during the pulse diagnosis, he knew that she had betrayed the family. Eloping away with someone, I felt extremely sad in my heart, but I didn't expect to meet her again in a remote village far away from home. The scene of meeting again was shocking. Seeing how pitiful their mother and child were, and knowing her later experience, no matter what He refused to leave, and stayed to take care of the mother and son without hesitation.

It's just that since then, her whole body has been stimulated, and she has gradually become half crazy, and often abandons her youngest son on the road. She is sometimes sober and sometimes confused. Parents and children don't even recognize that deep scar was left by her, just because his eyebrows and eyes resemble his father so much.

When she was awake, she often regretted and hated, knowing that she had a very serious illness, which would affect her youngest son at any time, and she could not harm him no matter what, so she entrusted him to Wei Yuan.

Not long after, she finally left with resentment and disappointment. When she was dying, she lamented that she had gone the wrong way in this life, that she had seen the wrong person, and she was extremely regretful.Told Wei Yuan thousands and thousands of times that he must bring up the child, not to ask his grandparents to recognize each other, let alone to recognize his own father, but to ask him to be a doctor in an upright manner in this life, and never do that. Heartless reader!

When she left, Wei Sipei was already three years old. Xu inherited his father. He was born smart and remembered things very early. He learned everything from his mother's words. Own.

After his mother left, Uncle Wei took him to settle down in a small village until he was four years old. His father, who was far away in the provincial capital, remembered that he was such a son and wanted to take him back home. Many strangers broke into the house that day. At that time, he was still young, but he was very determined. He would rather live a poor life with Uncle Wei than see his father. He hid secretly in the water tank and hid there. He hated his own father at a young age. Since then, he asked Wei Yuan to take him away. Wei Yuan was originally a wandering doctor, and he attached great importance to the son of the old man. After getting along for two years, he had already regarded him as his own son. .

This is the whole story, and there is nothing touching. Baozhu listened to the whole process, but felt that the process was very desolate. Sipeiniang was a miserable woman. Hurt, what kind of courage does she need to let go of the pain and live a new life?No, she didn't forgive him until she died, she never got over the pain.Even though Wei Bo fell in love with her so much, he still couldn't appease her heart, which was already filled with pain.

Baozhu sucked her nose and sighed, "It doesn't matter if it hurts or not, she's gone after all, and she's liberated."

Wei Sipei stood up, reached out and wiped the corner of her eyes, "Bao Zhu, don't cry."

Baozhu nodded, and looked at him with distressed eyes, "Now I know why you hate your father so much, why you have been stubborn since you were a child and refused to study and take exams, obviously better than your elder brother..." His tone was a little choked "That day... those people in the alley, I knew you cared about it if you refused to talk about it that day. Now that I heard about it, it really is not a past event that people can easily let go of..."

Wei Sipei's voice was a little dull, "I wish to have one heart and one mind, never leave each other. When I was a child, I often heard what my mother said. I didn't understand it at the time, but I was deeply impressed. The older I was, the more I felt that my mother was suffering, and I couldn't forgive it. father."

Baozhu looked at his side face, it was a condensed expression, this kind of expression rarely appeared on his face, in the past, whenever she saw him, he always seemed to be smiling, but today he made her give birth Feeling a little distressed, she tried her best to put on a smiling face, and went forward to pull him, "If you don't forgive him, I won't forgive him either! I only consider Weibo as a family member! Let's live our lives in the future." Thinking of something, he Said: "Uncle Wei drank too much today... In fact, this is also good, our two families are not outsiders, my parents know it, and they will treat you even more in the future!"

He turned around and smiled, "Okay." He patted Baozhu's head again, and let out a sigh of relief, "Baozhu doesn't have to worry about me, these years have passed, and this matter has become more or less neglected, but it is not so easy to forget, Just like the scars on my face, although they have faded a lot, they can't be erased, even though I can calm down, I can't convince myself to forgive him."

Seeing Bao Zhu's eyes showed some worry again, knowing that she was worried about her every move, a warm current flashed through her heart, and she smiled again, "It's just different now, you and my father are my closest people, although he It's not my own father, but the affection these years has surpassed that of my own father, with you by my side, needless to say Baozhu, I will cheer up from now on."

(End of this chapter)