after losing heart

Chapter 252 [286] As you wish

【5000 words】

I don't know how long it took before the strong feeling of suffocation gradually faded away, and his breathing gradually stabilized, but Su Mochen still felt that he was exhausted and exhausted after a serious illness.

Raising his hand to pinch the stinging brow, he sighed deeply, and read the memorial again.

At this time, Eunuch Li's voice sounded outside the door.

"Concubine Chen, please stay a while, the emperor is reviewing the memorial, and he has told that no one should disturb him!"

Su Mochen was slightly taken aback.

After a while, I heard the woman's slightly disappointed voice: "Oh, please give this bowl of bird's nest to my father-in-law later!"

Doorway.

Qiancheng handed the porcelain bowl to Eunuch Li, thought for a while, then retracted, "Forget it, it's so cold today, I don't know when he will come out, I'd better take it back to Tsinghua Palace to simmer." Bar!"

The moment he turned around, the door opened, and Su Mochen walked out.

"A Thousand Cities!"

Qian Cheng turned around, wondering if it was because the night was too dark and gloomy, for a moment, she felt that the world had lost its color, and there was only one painting in her eyes, the person in the painting was dressed in bright yellow, standing at the door and looking at her, with thin lips slightly drawn , There is a long smile on the corners of the eyes and brows.

Dragon Zhang Fengzi!

It seemed that the person who had just had a toxic attack and was panting pale was not him at all.

Qiancheng felt something surge up in her heart, choked in her throat, and slowly entered her eyes. She stuffed the porcelain bowl in her hand into Eunuch Li's hand, walked over quickly, and threw herself into the man's mouth. in the arms.

Su Mo's body froze, and even Eunuch Li beside him was shocked.

"What's the matter?" Su Mo looked down at the person who was holding him tightly in his arms, and raised his hand to gently stroke her hair, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

"It's nothing, I just miss you!" Qiancheng buried his face in his arms, and said softly.

Su Mo was stunned for a moment, and in the next moment, a smile spread in his deep black eyes, shining like stars.

When had this woman said such beautiful words?
Holding up Qiancheng's face with his hands, Su Mo lowered his head and pecked her lips lightly. Perhaps it was because of being exposed in the night for too long, her lips were very cold, which made him tremble.

He didn't let go of her lips until Qiancheng could barely breathe, "It's cold outside, let's go in!"

The man wrapped the woman and turned around and entered the house.

Li Gonggong stood there for a long time, unable to regain his senses, until his hand was empty and the porcelain bowl in his hand was taken away by Qiancheng who went back and forth, he was shocked and realized.

"Thank you, Eunuch Li!" Qian Cheng smiled slightly, turned and walked into the hall.

Eunuch Li felt that the smiling eyes were shining like water, shining brightly, thinking of the emperor and her actions just now, his face immediately became hot.

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When Qiancheng walked in again, Su Mochen had already started to look at the memorial again. Her small face sank slightly, she walked over, put down the porcelain bowl, directly raised her hand to close the memorial in his book, and put it in his arms. Sitting inside, complained: "Why are there so many memorials to read every day?"

Su Mo was stunned, but he didn't care. There was a faint smile in his black eyes, and he unconsciously took his arms and hugged her, "It's the autumn harvest season, and it's the end of the year. It’s okay, after you’ve been busy with this part, it’ll be fine…”

Qiancheng noticed that when he said the last sentence, there was a hint of bleakness in his tone.

Does he want to handle everything well in his limited life?

Qiancheng's heart trembled suddenly, frightened by his own thoughts.

"Su Mochen..." She hooked his neck with her backhand, and she looked up at him.

"Huh?" Su Mo looked down at her, feeling that she was a little different tonight.

"are not you tired?"

Su Mo was stunned, unexpectedly she would ask such a question suddenly, and after a moment, he lowered his eyes and smiled, held her little hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it gently, and said in a low and mellow voice, "No Tired, with you and Jin'er by my side, no matter how hard it is, I won't be tired!"

Qiancheng felt great grief for a moment, and felt that this was the most beautiful love story he had ever told her, and it moved her even more than when he said that Su Mochen only loved Qiancheng that night in his whole life.

There was water in the corner of her eyes, she didn't want him to see it, so she quickly looked away and looked at the table, "How many memorials do you have yet to read?"

"There are only a few left."

"En! Then you go ahead, I'll give you a massage!" After saying that, Qiancheng got up from his arms, walked behind him, and gently pressed his broad shoulders.

Su Mo bent his lips contentedly with his skillful technique and moderate strength, "I'm really blessed tonight!"

While speaking, he reached out to pick up the porcelain bowl on the table, ready to eat, but Qian Cheng snatched it away, "It's cold, don't eat it!"

"It's okay! If you eat it, your stomach will be hot." Su Mochen smiled charmingly, took the porcelain bowl from her hand again, lowered his eyebrows and eyes to hide the emotions in his eyes, and started to eat spoonful by spoonful.

Qiancheng felt a pain in his heart, frowned slightly, and stopped insisting, and stood behind him to loosen his bones.

Concubine Liang said, you don't know him too well, maybe until he dies, he will behave well in front of you.

Why doesn't she understand.

Proud as him!

No one is more tolerant than him, but no one is stronger than him, carrying all, all obligations, all responsibilities and all pain with a lonely strength.

He didn't tell anyone about being shot in the waist, he didn't tell anyone when he took the bullet by himself, he didn't tell anyone when he was blind, even when he was stabbed with a sword by her when he was bruised and stood in front of everyone, he Still high-spirited and dignified like an emperor.

Such a man!
Qiancheng shook his head lightly, his eyes were wet with tears, the little hand that fell on his back finally couldn't hold back anymore and slid to his chest, hugging him tightly.

"Su Mochen..."

Su Mo's body shook, and he faintly felt that something was wrong. He stretched out his hand and pulled her closer to him, holding her face in his hands. Sure enough, he found that she was crying, and suddenly became confused, "Qiancheng, what's wrong?"

Qiancheng looked at him with red eyes, reached out to hold his hand on her face, and drew it to her heart, "Su Mochen, it hurts so much here."

pain?
Su Mo's calm expression was finally replaced by worry. He hugged her and said hastily, "Why does it hurt? Hold on for a while, I'll let Eunuch Li go to announce the imperial physician."

He opened his mouth to call out to Eunuch Li, but Qian Cheng hastily stretched out his fingers to cover his lips, and looked at him reproachfully, "It's not that kind of pain!"

"What kind is that?" Su Mo said seriously.

A thousand cities collapsed.

The pain that was originally full of heart was now replaced by a knot of anger. She couldn't help but raised her elbow and hit his chest, muttering dissatisfiedly: "I feel sorry for you, you worked so hard."

Su Mo was stunned for a moment, and then smiled lowly, with bitterness flashing across his eyes, he turned her face to look carefully, making sure she wasn't lying, and then slowly relaxed.

"Can I stop reading it?" Qiancheng pointed at the unfinished memorials and looked at him resentfully.

Su Mochen raised his hand to close the memorial, bent down and hugged her horizontally, his black eyes were shining brightly, "As you wish!"

It wasn't until he returned to Tsinghua Palace that he put her on the bed and pressed her over, that she didn't know what he meant by "as you wish".

"No, Su Mochen!" She put her hand on his chest.

In fact, what she wants to say is that your health is not good, of course, she won't say it.

But Su Mochen turned a deaf ear to it.

Lingering to death!

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Day by day passed without any waves.

Only Qiancheng knows what kind of torrent hides behind these waveless days.

Every night, she would go to Longyin Palace to remind the man to rest, and of course she would avoid the time when he was poisoned.Whether it's being obedient, stalking, or pretending to be angry, they all take it as their duty to drag him back to Tsinghua Palace to rest.

But she also deeply knew that no matter how good the rest was, his body was still getting worse little by little.

The frequency of poisoning has accelerated, and the time of poisoning has also become longer.

He still just endured it and didn't show the slightest discomfort in front of her. Not only her, but also in front of everyone in the world, he will always be the indifferent and handsome Emperor Yi Jing who is as handsome as jade.

A few times she saw Doctor Qiu coming out of his palace, and she thought, maybe he was looking for or developing an antidote, but she didn't hold out much hope, because Concubine Liang told her that apart from her, there would be no one else There is no solution to poison.

She began to suffer from insomnia and began to be haunted by nightmares all night.

In the dream, there were concubine Liang's smiling eyes for a while, Su Mo lying on the chair in pain for a while, Yun Kou holding a child and looking at her for a while, and Xiao Han cutting his own artery with a knife...

The end of the dream was all blood red, and then she woke up in fright.

On this day, she woke up again profusely with sweat, and it happened that he was also awake. His black eyes were as clear as stars reflected in the dark night, but they were also as deep as the sea.

The two looked at each other for a while, before Qiancheng slowly moved his eyes away, Su Mochen raised his hand to smooth the wet hair on her forehead behind her ear, and asked softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Qiancheng was startled, and recalled his dream, "Did I say anything in my sleep?"

But don't talk nonsense without knowing it.

Su Mo shook his head, turned sideways slightly, and stretched out his arms to take her into his arms, "Sleep, I'll hold you!"

Gently pressing his chin against the top of her hair, Su Mochen pursed his lips slightly, his eyes became deeper and deeper.

Qiancheng, you didn't talk in your sleep, you just called a man's name.

The man's name that he hadn't mentioned for so long that he almost forgot.

Xiao Han.

Qiancheng sniffed the familiar scent of clear sandalwood on Su Mochen's body, and his heart slowly settled down. He closed his eyes and brewed for a long time, but he still didn't feel sleepy after all.

Lifting her head slightly, she saw that the man was still awake, staring at the ceiling motionlessly with his eyes open, wondering what he was thinking.

"Su Mochen"

"Huh?" The man responded lightly.

Qiancheng turned around slightly, looked at him, and couldn't help but raised his hand to touch his handsome face, "Why are you so nice to me?"

As soon as she asked the words, she turned her nose sour.

Su Mo was stunned for a while, and remained silent for a while, but just when she thought he would not answer, he suddenly grabbed her fidgeting hand, held it in the palm, and said in a low voice, "I just listened to my heart , don't you deserve me?"

He looked at her quietly, with a slight arc on the corner of his lips, a smile that was not a smile.

Qiancheng bent her lips and lay down, because the first sentence was really useful to her, so she directly ignored the man's last sentence, which had a trace of cold tone.

Her slender fingers picked up a lock of his black hair and circled it casually, and she seemed to speak inadvertently.

"Will you always be nice to me?"

"Ok!"

"You are like me, you love Jin'er very much, don't you?"

"Ok!"

"Even if you have other children in the future, you will still love Jin'er the most, right?"

"Other children are also born of you, as long as you don't say that I am partial!"

"What if it was born by someone else? I mean, if, if it was born by someone else and is better than Jin'er, do you still love Jin'er the most?"

"No if, if it was born by someone else, then the child's father must not be me!"

His tone was firm, and there was also a hint of anger. Qiancheng was shocked, and looked at him sideways, and saw that he was staring at herself for a moment, with a little probing and deep meaning, she couldn't help but her heart pounded, she looked away, and looked at him. Burying her face into his arms, "I'm just asking..."

There was a faint sigh above his head, "Sleep!"

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