He/Heroine And My Villainess

HE/HEROINE AND MY VILLAINESS

(THE FRAIL HEART)

The wind passed inside the room, making the curtains wave and swing around the room. The trees shake and each petal falls like it's autumn. The moonlight shines even brighter inside the room, creating a clear vision inside the dark room.

Alda continued looking at Yerre's features while stroking her hair, which made an uncomfortable sensation for Yerre. She whined and wanted to turn back, but Alda wouldn't allow her to do so.

Alda held her shoulder tight and made her stay in her position, making Yerre feel even more uncomfortable. Yerre wriggled in her place to break free from a hold grip on her shoulder.

She was still unaware. Inside her mind, she still thinks that she's dreaming, but when the grip becomes tighter. She figured this was not a dream anymore. So she opened her eyes in haste and pushed away whoever was holding her shoulder.

Upon doing so, Alda fell out of bed and hit her butt to the floor. Yerre then heard a familiar voice whining and hissing in pain on the ground beside the bed.

Her mind buffered and she thought of who that familiar voice belonged to for three seconds. Until she figured out who that voice was, she hurried beside the bed and saw Alda on the ground in so much pain.

"Alda!"

She panicked as she stood up from the bed, then went over to her to help her up. Alda chuckled and hissed as she saw Yerre's panicked reaction.

"Ugh... How come you became so strong? " Alda said. She wanted to quip, but Yerre was not affected. Her mind was occupied by worries, so Alda's quip didn't pass through her. She helps Alda lay back on the bed and consults her with a voice full of concern.

"Where does it hurt? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I was asleep and, "

"Sh, it is my fault for teasing you while you sleep. Don't apologize, "Alda replied as she cut Yerre's words into a short sentence. Yerre sighed. She still felt guilt and worried. So she looks straight at Alda and asks again.

"Where does it hurt me?"

Alda sighed and smiled at Yerre. She knew very well that if she didn't tell anything about her pain, Yerre wouldn't stop asking. She sighs and replies.

"On my back, I think I hurt my back bone,"

Yerre looked at her with a complex reaction and responded.

"I'm sorry. Stay here. I will get some things to lessen the pain,"

Yerre was about to go out of the room, but Alda gripped her hands and stopped her from doing so.

"There's no need. I will be fine after a minute of staying in bed. Come on, lay back down on the bed and tell me why your eyes are so puffy, "Alda said as she saw Yerre's puffy eyes.

Earlier, she could not see it because she was asleep, and now that she was awake, Alda could not help but feel curious and worried.

Yerre looked at her with an anxious expression and asked.

"Are you sure you will be fine after two minutes of rest?"

Alda nodded and patted her side, signaling Yerre to not worry and lay down with her on the bed. Yerre nodded, then laid back on the bed beside Alda.

After that, the room then turned silent for a second and they lay in bed full of comfort and warmth. Yerre reached her hand to Alda's waist and hugged her.

"What is it? Tell me," Alda started the conversation. Yerre showed an inspirited and sad expression. She sighs for a bit, then answers Alda's question.

"I... cried earlier," she said.

"What? Why? What is the cause? " Alda asked in anxiety, which made Yerre giggle and drown her face close to Alda's neck.

"Earlier, I went to the art store with Sir Lay," Yerre explains as she mentions Sir Lay's name to Alda.

"Ahh... is that the name of the knight Sir Aloit appointed to you?" She asks and Yerre nods.

"Yes, why?"

"Erm... I saw you both earlier standing outside the art-store and I got jealous, "Alda said as she felt embarrassed and funny about her behavior earlier.

"WHAT? You saw us? " Yerre asked in disbelief.

"Yes, we arrived back at noon and I was inside the carriage. Then it happened that I was watching outside the window, then boom! I saw you both, "Alda explained, which was a bit funny from Yerre's perspective.

"Jaja, I bet you gave a hard time to Angela again?" Yerre knows this because when Alda gets jealous, everyone gets involved. She knew this ever since they were little. It was never new to her.

"Well, I didn't mean too," Alda admits, and Yerre can't help but giggle. Alda looked at her as she giggled and felt the urge to kiss her lips.

Alda kissed her lips in surprise, which made Yerre shocked for a second, then relaxed as she responded back to Alda's kiss, but before their kiss deepened, Alda stopped immediately and let go of Yerre's lips.

"Sorry, I didn't get permission," Alda mentions as she remembered what she promised to Yerre before, which made Yerre smile and give a peck kiss to Alda's lips.

"It is fine. I also want it, "she responded in her gentle and soothing voice, which made Alda feel glad and happy.

"That's a bit of a flirty response, don't you think?" Alda replied.

"Well, I learn from the best," Yerre responded with a playful smile, making Alda chuckle and smile.

Okay, tell me the whole story now. "You haven't told me the reason for these puffy eyes of yours," Alda mentions as she flicks Yerre's forehead with her index fingers, which causes Yerre to hiss in pain.

"Ouch! What's that for? " Yerre asked in her pout. Alda released a light laugh and replied.

"That makes me worried when I am away,"

Yerre gave out a sulking sound and sigh as her mood turned serious.

"Earlier, when I went to the art-store. I received a painting from Sir Albert and he made a painting with Vendia's face on it, "Yerre started explaining.

"Okay, so what's wrong with it?" Alda asked. Yerre looked straight at her and bit her lower lips as she replied.

"I breakdown upon seeing it," She pauses for a minute as she releases a trembling sigh that is almost close to crying. This made Alda concerned and embraced her close to her.

"That painting was meant for Vendia, not for me. Alda is scared, "Yerre confessed as tears fell out of her eyes again and Alda saw it.

"Ssh, I am here. Why would you be scared? Hm?" Alda asked as she stroked Yerre's back to calm her.

"I know that. But Alda If I die here, would they remember me as Yerre and not Vendia? Would they? " Yerre asks as she sobs. Her words made Alda's heart ache. She drowned Yerre close to her neck. She does not know what to reply at the moment because clearly the answer is painful. They won't remember her as Yerre, but Vendia.

Yerre continued sobbing as she spoke her heart out once again to Alda.

"Every day when I wake up and they call me by my Vendia name, I can't help but feel alone and hurt. But I covered it all up with a smile and cheerful reply. I know it is wrong to feel this way because this is not my life in the first place, but... " She pauses as her sobs become a mess.

"Ssh... I am here. I will call you Yerre all the time and I will always remember you. You won't be alone. I am here. Yerre sobs turned to light.

"I know. But I also want those people whom I also cherish here to remember me as Yerre, "she responds. Alda sighed and caressed her hair as she pulled Yerre's head closer to her lips and kissed her forehead.

"But you know we can't do that," Alda replied.

"I know..." Yerre answered and her sobs once again turned into a mess. Alda didn't know what to say anymore. So she just continues embracing Yerre in her arms until she calms down.

Yerre cried for fifteen minutes and calmed down after that. When she had already calmed down, Alda then wiped all the tears she shed earlier using the handkerchief she carried inside her pocket.

"Why does this world always make you cry all the time? It made me want to strangle people to death, "Alda said as she felt anger rush over her upon knowing that her friend was having a heavy mental breakdown from their situation.

It made her so eager to find the lamp in haste so she could use it to make their situation light and comfortable. Yerre looked at Alda and smiled.

She can't help but feel thankful to have such a wonderful, caring best friend and girlfriend beside her all through her hardships.

"You don't have to worry. Once I found the lamp, everything would be all right, "she said, and Yerre nodded with a smile formed on her lips.

"Mn," she replied.

To be continued. 

Hello my friends is Yia~ 

I'd be honest with you all why I updated late this week sigh.... to be honest someone told me not from this platform okay. I love Webnovel they were so good to me. So again, someone told me about my work that I plagiarize it. Sigh... and I ask in what way? But they didn't reply and my stupid brain can't stop thinking about it. So I... feel out of confidence and feel out of determination to write this days. I love writing and I never once copy anyone work. I... sorry, I didn't want to be so emotional. I just want you all to know. That I am affected of it all and if I'm being like this my work will also got affected and I hate it so much. 

I finally got to touch a pen, a note book and my laptop again on year 2016 but right now the anxiety from the past made me want to stop touching anything related to writing again. I... I want to continue writing. I love writing is my dream to publish my own work someday but some people is just so cruel and I don't know why? I don't know why they're being like that. 

I hope I can understand someday why they're being like that to someone who didn't even do something bad to them. All I want is to write, I didn't want to offend or hurt anyone. I love writing very much is my freedom and please don't take that freedom away from me. Anyway um sorry I know I'm being over dramatic and so emotional about it but I am being affected is not good for my mental health. 

That's all I just want you all to know because I respect you all and your all support an loyalty to my book and I feel so honored and blessed to have you all in my journey as an Author. I love reading your all comments and feedbacks it made me excite everyday and boost my ideas to write everyday. 

And I thank you all for that I hope I won't lose you all because of my over dramatic self. I hope you all stay and still can enjoy my story. Stay safe and healthy you all thank you for your all support and for reading this speech of mine. See you all <3