Holding to you

I love him with the whole of my life, but I wonder myself if he does know my feeling. I met him and decide to follow his specialization as a neurosurgeon. He took me as his underling and assistant and gives me hope. The rainy day, I saw him kissed another girl make my world scatter and I wake up in the palace room with a young handsome man sleep next to me. Do I have to leave him and my place in future...