Infatuation Of Darkness

The next when Alexis woke up she had started crying because this was not the very next time she had woken up after meeting with the mysterious woman and that man. She had woken up numerous times and she had been drugged numerous times after waking up. Every time she woke up the women came and injected her with something and then Alexis woke up feeling more pain than she did the previous time. That was a continuous process.

When Alexis was little or maybe around the beginning for her teenage, but sometime before her stepfamily had entered her life, she had been a happy kid. A normal kid. She had a crush on the boy next door and they had gone to have ice creams numerous times. Their mothers had been friends and family dinners and brunches were common which was a win-win for Alexis as she had dates with him.

In her mind, of course. He was not aware of that.

He had dimples and freckles on his face and Alexis could stare at them for hours.

Then after her stepfamily came in she had retreated in because of the torture causing eve friendship to break and so did her heart. 

The next crush was her senior, Zack Daniels. He was a total hotty but Alexis only admired him from afar. She was focusing on her studies and nothing more. Sure she had gone on a fair amount of dates but there was nothing wrong in having a crush.

Why was she remembering it anyway?

She had given up on talking. She had given up on getting up, or more likely she had given up on everything altogether. Whenever she woke up, she would try to continue to sit in the position she had woken up in and then start crying but soon, ultimately the women would arrive and drug her again. It was the same process even when she tried to stay silent to avoid the woman knowing but the woman came in anyway.

The fight had left the body. She knew what was happening to her after she had been given drug and this was something she had not ever imagined herself getting into. She should stop calling for Angelo, stop praying that he would come to save her from all of this and that he would whisk her away in his arms and she would be locked away because now she was willing to never step out of the house.

The world was bad. No, it was the worst.

She did not make a sound. There was no use though, the women always knew when she was up. And now Alexis felt that there was no strength left in her body to get up. She did not know when was day and when was night. There were no windows in the room and the lights in the room were always switched on. She had woken up a lot of times and been drugged again and now she had no idea if it was the same day or a week had passed. Or maybe, a month. 

She had not been fed and she could feel her stomach have hunger pangs along with the cheeks sucking in. She had lost weight her body was probably utilising the fat she had but what worried her was how would she survive after this. How long would this go in for? Shouldn't Angelo have found her by now? For a man claiming to be powerful and full of connections, he sure had shown her what lies he told.

What was happening? And why? 

Alexis closed her eyes and tried her best to not let a sob out of her. She did not want that horrifying woman to come back so she stayed as still as she could, trying not to indicate that she had woken up.

"I see you are awake," the feminine voice of the god awful woman was heard. "No need to fake it."

Alexis did not reply simply because she didn't have the energy to do so. She just kept her eyes closed and let her do whatever she wanted to. After all, she was just here to drug her and then leave. 

"Well," the woman sighed, "if you don't want to talk..."

An involuntary scoff came from Alexis, "you say that as if you would answer any of my questions."

The women hummed, "maybe I could if you ask the right ones."

Alexis sighed. She didn't even feel the anger towards the statement that the women made. What questions were the right ones at the moment? Every question was going to be revolving around when she could leave and why were they doing this. Every question was different and had its importance. 

"Just tell me why," she asked. "Give me one reason why you doing this and what would it take for you to let go of me." She prayed that the woman would answer her. Even though it seemed a bit difficult, she just prayed. 

The woman breathed loudly from her nose and then made a humming sound. She was delaying it. Vile woman. 

"Well, to be honest, we are kind of being paid to do so. If you want to know who is doing that you might have to find out about the buyer." She answered in an unwavering voice. 

"Did he tell you to take advantage of me after drugging me?" She could not resist asking that. Was that person even as are of what was happening with her? And what would she like to do with him when all of this was over. 

"Not really. Well, he might have made  the slightest of hint that we could do so and we are just enjoying it." She shrugged. 

"Enjoying? Is enjoying taking advantage of a woman after you've drugged her? What kind of woman are you?" She couldn't help but throw the words at her face. She deserved that! 

The women smiled, "The one that is not afraid to get what she wants and just because I am not afraid and I don't think about what people think of me I usually become the monster."  She sighed, "You can always fake it. But we all have them inside us." 

"You are a monster." Alexis agreed with her statement but made no comments on the rest. 

"True, " the woman agreed. "But that is not going to stop me from doing anything that I have to, in regarding you."

"One day, when I am strong enough, I am going to crush you into the ground and there won't be enough left after chiselling it," Alexis vowed. She would make sure that it would be true. 

"See, that there, is a lot of fight left in you and we are trying to suck it out of you." She shook her head. "Don't worry we have plenty of days to go. Plenty of days to make sure that you will be nothing of a person you once were when you leave."

When do I leave? When is that going to be? She thought and immediately wanted to cry. 

The woman continued, "And that only depends on what and how long is it going to take for you to stop fighting."

Alexis did not reply this time. She simply closed her eyes and tried to save as much as energy as she could but what was the use of that very energy when she was going to wake up next time feeling the pain down and then wish that she were dead. 

She just wanted out. And now it didn't matter of where... She wanted out of life. This suffering was inhumane. 

Why could these people not just kill her once instead of killing her every day by day and trying, little by little to suck every ounce of life out of her? She wanted to cry But she did not want to seem weak in front of the woman who was going to kill her one day and by the looks of it that day was not far.

"Just get on with that, " Alexis said to the women, "but whatever is in that syringe and leave."

"I will. I do not need you to tell me that but there is something I would like you to know. Whatever has been happening to you, now it's going to double the level up." She warned. 

Alexis glared hard at her, "Excuse me, do you think you need to warn me of what is happening now? I have been through enough that I don't think I need anything close to what will happen next it would be worse than those already is."

She smiled, "Perhaps it would be worse than this because I am sure that whatever it is, it is going to rock your world," she said as she injected the injection into her skin. Making Alexis cry lowly at that.. Her words had caused her to fear her fate even more.