Our family is in decline

According to the information given by the broker, he was waiting for the target on the road. Soon the carriage came. The guards were no match for him. He completed the mission with excellent lethality.

At this moment, there was movement in the carriage, and the vigilance he had developed over a long period of time made him subconsciously draw his gun and shoot.

The entire carriage was covered by the blast of shotguns, and the movement completely subsided.

But it turned out that the satisfaction he felt from killing was short-lived, and regret was tighter than any shackles.

Because when he was proud of his quick reaction, what he found when he opened the car door was not an enemy, but the body of a woman holding a child that was severely damaged by gunfire and completely lifeless.

Disma stared at the corpse in the carriage quietly, as if caught by the cruel scene in front of him, and he felt a cold shackles called regret tightly binding his heart.

The scene in front of him became Disma's lingering nightmare... It was a pursuer that he could never get rid of, and a prison that he could never escape from.

"Looking back at that time - I really didn't mean it..." At this point, Disma couldn't help but hold his head and sob.

Lance was quite emotional all the way. It was hard to imagine that this man who could survive in such a harsh environment in prison and who was willing to hide in the sewers and eat rats for the sake of freedom would react like this because of a manslaughter.

You must know that he is a wanted criminal, and he escaped from prison by killing the guards. It can be said that he does not care about killing at all.

But now that he is showing such remorse, it is obvious that what restrains him is not the law of reality, but what he cannot overcome is the barrier in his own heart.

It's a bit ridiculous to say that a gangster like Disma would have such feelings.

wrong! Lance thought about it and felt that there was something wrong with his understanding.

Disma is inherently tragic. He has experienced unimaginable torture. What is it that supports him in the end?

It's hatred, unwillingness, and revenge!

For this he can do anything, even eat rats in the sewers, or take on the task of killing people and robbing goods.

It can be said that at this moment he is inclined to depravity, which can be seen from the fact that he killed those carriage guards neatly.

The turning point was that he accidentally killed a woman and a child. When he saw this scene, it reminded him of his childhood sweetheart, and realized that he had become as unscrupulous as his enemy?

The emotions that had previously been suppressed by hatred impacted his rationality, pressuring him crazily.

The last moment allowed him to explore the glory of human nature and enter a state of virtue, pulling him back from the edge of degradation.

To a certain extent, if he hadn't awakened by accidentally killing this woman and child, his bottom line would have been infinitely lowered as he degenerated step by step. At that time, Disma would have been no different from those real bandits.

However, it is precisely because of regret that he can still be saved. He has not fallen because of unfair treatment. The glory of humanity still shines on him.

"Does it feel easier to say it?"

"Hmm~" Disma calmed down.

For such a long time, he didn't tell anyone about his affairs, he just poured them into cups of ale, impacting each body.

Now that I have spoken out the matter, I do feel that the stuffy air that has been accumulating in my chest for a long time has been exhaled, and my breathing has become easier.

"That pale silhouette...she is still following me along the road. I don't remember how I went back, but after this incident I made a vow not to kill women and children."

Lance also didn't expect that there was such an ups and downs story behind this oath.

"What happened next? How was your family?"

Lance did not mention revenge, but instead focused on another aspect.

"Moved, moved to a place I don't know..."

Disma looked a little sad. When he went back that year, he found that there had been a new family member, and he found out after some inquiry.

Not long after he was imprisoned, his family's small workshop was destroyed, and the business could not continue. With no choice, his parents moved to other cities. As for the tailor's family, they also moved away from this place of right and wrong long ago.

In this day and age, this move also completely severed ties.

At that time, he stood on the street and felt that everything was different.

When a person finds that he cannot protect his family, his loved ones, and everything he values ​​is destroyed, then he becomes extreme.

Either become infinitely decadent, or go completely crazy.

Unfortunately, Disma's character destined him to have the only way to go.

He found the younger brother who had betrayed him, and found that that guy actually occupied the territory he had conquered and developed into a large gang leader with a large number of gangsters under his command.

"I asked him why he betrayed me in the first place. Do you know the answer I got?"

Disma thought it was ridiculous, and couldn't help but let out a helpless smile.

He could understand if that person was doing it for money, or for power, but the answer he didn't expect surprised him. It was just because he was afraid of being implicated. At the same time, he had restricted them from collecting protection fees in the past, which made everyone feel uncomfortable. dissatisfied.

The man even blamed him for why he provoked the nobles over a woman in the first place, which frightened the brothers. He did this for everyone's good.

The man thought he was not afraid of Disma because he had so many younger brothers around him, but he soon realized how stupid he was.

A massacre was staged, and those street gangsters were no match for Disma. Step by step, he stepped onto the road paved with corpses and walked up to the man.

"He begged me for mercy, but I stabbed him in the stomach, and it felt so damn good."

The feeling of revenge made him intoxicated. Fortunately, he still had the bottom line and did not attack the guy's family.

With the death of the betrayer, Disma's target also shifted to the source of everything, the noble.

It's a pity that several years of prison life caused him to lose contact with the outside world. The nobleman had left the city long ago. He was a wanted fugitive, and there was no way to find any trace of that person.

In order to find the nobleman who caused his miserable life, he became a wandering mercenary. Mercenaries in this era were somewhat part-time, and of course they could also be called bandits.

But after all these years, he still couldn't find it. The experiences he had traveled along the way made his mood change. His desire for revenge gradually subsided, but on the contrary, his guilt gradually arose and became stronger.

Every time he thought of the scene on the carriage, he tossed and turned. Even if he was drowned in alcohol and body, it was difficult to find a moment of comfort and silence.

He was tortured by this resentment, and even later, the strong psychological pressure caused him to often have hallucinations.

Until he received the mission to Hamlet, where he found hope of redemption.

This is the story about Disma that I pieced together based on the clues of the original work. Since it is a whole, I will release it together to save my brothers who are following the story from waiting.

The water is a bit watery, but my saved manuscripts are all drained...