Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu

The flying tail needle crushes the stone aisle, the smoke rises, and the destruction spreads.

While such a sight felt like slow motion, Subaru saw a little girl in a dress jump into the center of an awesome swirl of destruction unfolding in front of him.

It is Beatrice who softens the longitudinal roll of hair and jumps straight into destruction.

Courage - No, it's barbaric. Naturally, the little girl's body is brittle and far less durable than a stone tower crushed by a tail needle blow. Even if she tried to be a shield of sorts, her back length prevents her from blocking any radiation from the chest of Subaru's body at all.

In other words, it was only impulsive behavior, like it was only going to die for nothing.

Crying, like Subaru grabbed Echidna's sleeve with a dirty face with a runny nose.

Like I would have called Julius's name, who would have been burned by industrial flames if I had done nothing.

Like I couldn't follow the advice of the phantom girl, trying to poke the ram against the wall.

Beatrice also said to look out for the 'impossible' and take the tail needle...

"Ugh!?

"- It's 'incomplete e m t'!!

Moment after moment, Beatrice, who came forward, grabbed Subaru's hand and put the empty hand to the front.

As the girl screams, something at once, invisible and energetic, falls out of Subaru's body. Out, in front of the fluttering Subaru of his head, in front of Beatrice's ragged palms, a tail needle blow was prevented as if a wall of light had unfolded.

――――

A shock wave that was crushed and thought to follow a similar end to the building is blocked by a defensive wall centered around Beatrice's palm, spreading the damage around to avoid the Subaru.

The tail needle released does not take one shot, but is shot in as rain from next to next. But all of that is prevented by a shield that looks like a young girl named Beatrice and doesn't pass the damage behind it.

An awesome shockwave blasts and splashed passage fragments plunder Subaru's cheeks.

Subaru was blinded to Beatrice's back as she narrowed her eyes to sharp pain on the burn of her cheeks under conditions that made her sound farther away and her vision white.

A giant sarcophagus that could only be seen for a moment, pouring down like a rainstorm. If this is definitely a sarcophagus tail, the same is true of mortars whose destructive power easily turns into dust, such as the human body.

That, sheltered by such a little girl on her back, Subaru is picking up her life.

What hell am I being thrown into that I don't think belongs in this world, not even remembering the comfort of asking God for salvation just before?

Subaru, at the edge of its consciousness, which cannot afford to curse our own unluck like that, caught a different presence in the corner of our sight, from both Beatrice and Sasori.

That's echidna caught up in this attack and exposed to the same damage.

She declared a different course of action once and tried to tell the Subaru people, but she was pulled over by Subaru just before the attack began, so she is caught up in this situation.

Fortunately, the damage to the tail needle has not arrived blocked by the shield of light, as she was also in a position to shelter Beatrice. But that's it.

The only thing Beatrice can prevent is direct damage to getting a tail needle.

There was no way to prevent secondary damage caused by the destruction of that tail needle.

I mean, you know...

"- Oh, ah!

A slight voice is raised and an unbalanced echidna falls back. One step, my foot goes back in an attempt to support my body, but there's no floor there to take that lowered foot.

Crushed by a tail needle attack, the passage collapsed in half. As a result, the passage of the tower damaged its shape, and the breakdown of floors, ceilings and walls caused Echidna to lose its scaffolding. If you are thrown into a universe like nowhere else, you will not be spared from falling.

I instinctively understood that fear and a sense of crisis passed in Echidna's eyes.

"- Huh!"

Subaru grabbed the hand of Echidna and stepped out to prevent him from falling to death.

"Natsuki-kun......!?

Beatrice grabbed me with his right hand, and it was his left hand that caught Echidna.

Reid's forceful treatment keeps his shoulders in, but the pain is deep-rooted, and if he's terrible, his shoulders could come off again. Neither could Beatrice, desperate to receive a tail needle, and Subaru, biting his back teeth, had to step on both legs and squeeze his full strength to pull Echidna's weight off.

"Gu, oh...!

Though small, echidna also weighs loosely for one human being. Originally, it is not easy to lift one human being. Not to mention one hand, let alone the wounded, not to mention the non-cooperative opponent in this emergency - dragged and not at low risk of falling.

You wouldn't have to think about that to find out. Why did you take such a risk?

"... don't do anything you can't measure"

"Know, ru...! Something like that...!

"The answer to that... seems like Natsuki-kun, too!

Reject the hatred of echidna who was reflexively helped, overlapping endless self-questioning. She turns herself undressed and manages to return to the scaffolding of the collapsed floor in support of Subaru's arm.

Until the end, he managed to support her actions and Subaru dropped his eyes on his own arm.

- Though the letters were engraved with scratches, covered in black spot prints before I knew it, and there were painful and spectacular white scars all over my body to see.

"Mine, it works better than the limits of memory...?

An unrecognizable octopus or countless abrasions in your hand. A physique that seemed only slightly hardened barely caused Echidna to fall to death.

I can't kill one person, though my body is incompletely limited to carrying out the Book of the Dead plan.

"I managed to crawl up...! Beatrice! What's your tail!?

"Come on, maybe the limit! It's time..."

Leaving room for misplaced emotion, the crawling echidna calls Beatrice with a rugged look. To that call, the next moment Beatrice responded with her poor cheeks stiffened -,

"- Huh!!

Sasori, who was supposed to be firing a tail needle in a row, sticks to the ceiling and slaps a giant squeak at this one as he raises his voice.

"-"

Subaru's thoughts flow slowly in front of him as he approached.

The general perception is that the image of poison needles should be strong when it comes to sarcophagus, but in fact, there are only a few dozen types of poisonous in over a thousand sarcophagus. If so, what is the weapon of a sasori hunting outside of a poison needle? - Naturally, the bamboo becomes a weapon.

Should it be called cleavage, or pinching power? It looks less dangerous than a poison needle, but if it becomes a giant sasori so far, it's not an insult to any killing power.

That is also evident from the sight of the walls and floors of the tower, barely holding the prototype, carved as if it were a knife and cut with tofu.

"- Murak"

Such a sight, like the symbol of destruction and slaughter, is avoided in an unnatural way of flying, as Beatrice, who flew back, had an incredible leap - no, abused the law of inertia.

A strange feeling like escaping gravitational interference, centered on Beatrice. Beatrice grabbed the hips of Subaru and Echidona's clothes and took a great distance from Sasori's onslaught.

Thus the distance at which he was born, towards the face of the sasori, Echidna sets his right five-finger.

"El Giwaldo -!!"

Five fingers, the white hotline emitted from each finger, the light of the Five Articles sweeps down the aisle like a giant's claw, burning the face of the sawdust that was sticking to the ceiling, the right claw.

Having withstood both its power and its damage, Sasori swung the tail needle and the left-hand wax violently, destroying the passage and dropping the smoke backwards.

"Ziwald! Ziwald! Ziwaldo!"

"Wait! Easy, Echidna! He got away! He got away! Because I ran away!

Subaru wings and strangles the echidna that still won't stop attacking the razor's pulled smoke. Even so, Echidna continued to stand back for a while, desperately staring at the other side of the smoke, but eventually pulled strength out of her body and deposited her weight in Subaru.

"Ha, ha, ha... Yay...?

"... if you can do it, hey. Probably got away."

Subaru shakes his neck sideways at Echidna, who is out of breath and looking incredible. The smoke isn't clear yet, but I don't think there's a giant sasori carcass rolling in there.

Rather, even now, I am wary of a tail needle counterattack from beyond the smoke eruption.

"But it doesn't...? That guy just now..."

"- Warcraft, it is. All of a sudden, I wonder if he's the innocent one who showed up in these four layers. Lower level swings and four layers of warcraft. And superior variation."

"Up, down, inside... Did you just have a problem with all of this?

Subaru turns his blood phase and looks back at Beatrice's report, which gave him a serious look.

Indeed, in the lower layers Julius was still fighting, and in the four layers the existence of the now Sasori-Warcraft was revealed. The superior variation is also convincing from the fact that Reid has come down.

"... one of those problems is you, but you don't seem to be aware."

――――

Crushing the idea of Subaru from the ground up is Echidna standing alone off Subaru's chest. She wipes the sweat floating on her forehead and stares at Subaru leaving an unwiped alert.

Alarm, suspicion, anxiety and confusion at the same time in shallow-colored eyes.

"You... you, what the hell? What do you want and where do you stand?

"Fine, I don't know. I told you. It's the same with me that I don't know anything about what's going on and what's going on. Because I..."

- Amnesia.

Subaru shrugs weakly at Echidna's inquiry, which can only return the same perplexity as he did earlier. It was Beatrice who had thought of that end with a difficult face.

Amnesia - In this circumference, there are only two opponents that Subaru has revealed it to: Emilia and Ram. In other words, Beatrice and the others know both about the cage and Subaru's excuses.

I know, and Beatrice's attitude is oh.

Echidna, too, is trying to do everything she can.

"How did you get out of the cage?

"... when I realized, my shoulder was off and I was falling outside the cage"

I answered honestly, but I didn't think you could believe that. But it was in the present situation that I lay lies on lies and ended up in poverty.

Now that I have drained my nose and begged God to become, I do not have the appearance or body structure to fix it.

In such a state of mind, Echidna often hesitated to speak to Subaru, who answers without falsehood. but then soon, she meditates and continues, not looking at Subaru.

"... how did you help me now?

――――

"If you hadn't reached out, I would definitely have died. Anna's body would have died a terrible, careless death."

Like other personnel, inquiries remind me of a sense of distance pulled by one step.

But she dared to do so for the same reason that she didn't look at Subaru's face. That is, a bitter measure to avoid misjudgment in sentiment.

With those echidna judgments in the front, Subaru thinks. How did I reach out to Echidna? - Because Julius entrusted it to Subaru at the end?

Did that word make Subaru reach out?

"... it was something, I don't know."

Subaru, however, reluctantly shook his neck to the side and denied the idea.

Indeed, for once, Subaru remembered Julius' words and moved to prevent them from behaving differently from Echidna. But truly, when she was in danger of her life, the reason Subaru's body moved was not to act with such a head in mind.

I don't know. Why did I move like that?

"You don't have a reason for everything, do you? It was sudden. All of a sudden. So I..."

Prepared to be disappointed, Subaru follows and exposes the emotions within him. They asked me that, and I thought there was a cold reaction from Sassaya Echidna -

"- Maybe that's what you are."

"Huh...?

Fu, Echidna, who was stiffening herself in front of her, pulled her strength out of her shoulder and spilled like that. Subaru, who hears it, looks at it and wonders what it is.

flashing Subaru, in its eyes Echidna shrugged her shoulders,

"I can't help but talk to you on this occasion. Long, staying and being re-raided by the Warcraft is also a silly story. Let's move. I want to join Julius."

"Oh, uh..."

"I agree. Let's just get out of here."

Echidna and Beatrice make pale policy decisions to leave Subaru, who left a bewilderment behind. Echidna ascertains the back of Subaru and Beatrice squeezes Subaru's hand.

If you look at the girl to that little touch, Beatrice nods deeply,

"Don't you remember how you took Betty out?"

"... oh, meng. I don't know what you're talking about."

- It's okay.

When he hears that Beatrice's voice was filled with terrible, lonely emotions, Subaru feels like he has committed the most horrible sin in the world.

But Beatrice shook her neck sideways at Subaru, exposed to the fears of incompetence. And hide your lonely feelings and engrave an invincible grin on your mouth.

"Even if Subaru forgot, he's still in Betty. I wonder if what Subaru has carved for me will fade in the betty. That's why it's okay now."

"Beatrice......"

"Even if Subaru forgets, Betty won't. I remember all the time. And I might even remind Subaru. Do whatever you can to do that."

――――

That was too dazzling an answer for Natsuki Subaru to stand alone on this occasion.

How much of a predicament can a girl so young be willing to get this far if she survives and forges her mind into steel?

"-"

Saved, Subaru breathes in its senses. Unexpectedly, the feeling coming up in the back of his lid was about to kill Subaru, and he struggled to overflow the heat.

Beatrice supports such Subaru's struggle by saying nothing and just holding hands.

Just hold my hand, it will support me.

"With the current Warcraft attack, the path Natsuki-kun has come is unlikely to be followed. There's no denying the danger, but if the Warcraft escapes, we'll have to use the safe passage to get around."

"Echidna, you too..."

"I forgive, I don't forgive. I doubt it, I don't doubt it. The story doesn't fit in here. Whatever it is, the suspicion in me never clears up. It's just that the situation doesn't allow it. Prioritizing is essential to doing business. I've seen it right next to Anna's."

So I don't push any more questions on this occasion.

I guess that's Echidna's conclusion. Subaru also decided to follow the decisions of the two of them, avoiding watering down Echidna's decision, which compromised with rejection.

Even now, there is no change in the mood to escape. But that's what I want to believe when there's a better occasion to plead than to squat alone, hold your head, and pray to God.

――――

The passage Svalbard's been running behind seems awful. As Echidna put it, it was stormy attacked by a tail needle of a warcraft, almost turned into a pile of rubble and very inaccessible.

The only magical defense Beatrice defended was his life and that of Subaru's. Whether you're heading under Julius, who's fighting on five levels, or Emilia, who's acting differently, you have to go down the aisle on the side where Sasori's retreating.

"Ugh..."

Collapsed, Echidna dangerously fell over the hole where she was dying, and when the smoke in the passage burned by her white hotline clears, the cause of Subaru's accidental groaning is rolling there.

- It was the tail of that warcraft, which almost seems to have fallen from its roots.

"I see there was no counterattack. I wonder if the whispering good news has sharpened the means of attack."

"I don't know.... the floor, don't fall. I wonder if I'll jump over."

He sees the tail falling from each tail needle, and Echidna and Beatrice nod at each other. I was overwhelmed by the grotesque appearance, but surely now the Warcraft has lost its means of ranged attack.

There are countless flaming centaurs downstairs. As much as the threat of that whole Warcraft thing has diminished, I can't tell you how dangerous the whole tower is going to be.

"- Hey."

Momentum gently and Subaru jumps over the hole with Beatrice in his arms. Beatrice's body was light and too light compared to the girls of this age. That was earlier, the fruit of a year that Subaru felt in his own flesh, unremembered - with the lightness that seemed unrelated to it.

――――

Placing it on the edge of consciousness, Subaru turned again to the tail of the sasori falling on the floor ahead of him.

tail with a tail shot in a row like a storm, but the mechanism was in a dimension that should no longer be separate from Subaru's knowledgeable sasori ecology. Naturally, the poisonous needle of Subaru's known sasori is not like being ejected, nor is it likely that many will grow or change.

Above all, if you look at the destruction of the passage, you can tell that it wasn't actually released as an object. - That was a force similar in shape to a needle being released.

As with the early stories, Beatrice's defense of light and Echidna's white hotline, I can say that what the sasori emitted was also like a magic needle.

Regardless, I was treating you as a tail needle, so I just want to think that you can't activate more than you lost your tail -

――

That's all I thought about, Subaru was uncomfortable.

I noticed it when I watched the tail fall. That, the fallen tail is almost cut off where it seems fundamental, but the wound looks odd.

If you were burned out by the Echidna hotline, whatever the sharpness, the scratches should leave burnt marks. In fact, there are corresponding burnt marks around the aisle.

But the fallen tail of the sawdust has no sign of it, and a somewhat beautiful cross section-,

"-Beah,"

When something is strange, Subaru realizes. Slow.

A tail fell to the floor at the edge of his sight, trembling.

- Shortly afterwards, the light played.

- Self-cutting, there is a mechanism.

It is a phenomenon found mainly in arthropods and lizards, called 'lizard tail-cutting', etc., an action that trumps parts of the body by itself in order to escape external enemies.

It is also an action found in crab jaws and so on, which means, I guess, that a warcraft in the form of a sasori did something similar to that.

If the lizard self-cuts its tail, the detached person's tail moves around the spot for a while and serves to draw the other person's attention and let the body escape.

Whether you are willing to do that on your tail or not, it should only be reflexive behavior, but it is a practical example of how you can independently plant such a kind of reflex.

Then can we do these things too?

- When prey approaches a detached tail, it also acts like a 'mine' that bursts and causes damage at that moment, letting it have its own cut area.

"Ugh, guh, guh...!

Groans. Subaru was tugging, tugging his legs, spilling groans at his throat.

Dragging is not the reason for fatigue. It's a physical problem. It's a situation where you have a big laceration on your left leg and you're bleeding out of a scratch on your bump, so you can't do anything but run like that.

And it's not just my body that Subaru is dragging on.

"... Enough, enough. Leave me, leave me."

That being said, being dragged by Subaru, who drags his legs, was an echidna in a quietly powerless state.

Subaru puts his arms on both sides of her, pulls from behind, and leaves the scene anyway. If we don't leave the blast site, that warcraft will come back.

- The warcraft of Sasori, who left behind a burst of souvenirs and turned the Subaru into a jerk.

"- Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

I was alarmed. I was alarmed. Completely, my head was soaked in warm water.

Just before, there was a word that Beatrice said, which softened Echidna's attitude somewhat, so there was a gap in her mind, and this is really how it is.

Pathetic, pitiful, heartless and tearful of myself.

How can you be in such a predicament and yet you don't grow up? Unchangeable. What is ordeal? What is difficulty? Is not what God brings as an opportunity to grow?

If it's just a beating and letting go, bleeding and breaking bones, crushing souls and taking lives, and the ordeal brings only that, what the hell do humans suffer for?

"Natsuki, kun... Enough is enough..."

"That's not enough! One thing, it's not enough!

"... my, rather than, Beatrice, right?

Eye-eye-eye-eyed, follow and whine echidna. I said back to yell at her words and Subaru stuck his breath in the words that followed.

Echidna's words are sad but true. For Subaru, sad but Subaru takes Beatrice if asked which is more important: Beatrice or Echidona.

The value of life may be equal, but the value of a person is not. Relationships have an order. If it were an occasion to choose from, it would follow that ranking.

- But Beatrice is not here. I wasn't there. He's gone.

The moment the tail left by Sasori's warcraft burst, Subaru drew Beatrice in fear. As it were, I wish I could have protected her from body to body.

Sadly, however, action was slow and Subaru's wishes were never fulfilled.

The tail of a warcraft bursting with light and countless needles scattered around it. Subaru was also to be exposed to the burst up close, but it was thanks to Beatrice that he survived even serious injuries.

As soon as Subaru held her, she tried to shelter Subaru's torso. And you will be intensively exposed to the fierceness of light -,

"-"

"... right? She's a real loser."

At the end of the words that didn't last, they could also imagine Echidna closing her eyes. Subaru cannot deny her sigh-like voice.

Subaru, bleeding and groaning in pain, could not even exchange his last words with the girl who disappeared to melt. - Only the last look, I remember.

Like appeased, like merciful Subaru, eyes.

That's too convenient a look for Subaru, is that Beatrice's end of the line?

If so, "Natsuki Subaru", which makes a disappearing girl look like that, will disappear without leaving a trace in the world.

And with Beatrice gone erasure, Subaru is dragging the exodus he breathed and running away.

As if it were redemption, as if it were redemption, or as the blame seeks punishment.

Echidna constantly stops such Subaru's deeds. When it was no use doing this, so much so that she was breathing back to Anastasia.

That was natural, too. - Her body, her legs are blowing from the base.

――――

No longer, little blood is shed either.

Light, what future awaits her with little or no first aid, dragging her body lighter than Beatrice felt that way.

"Ugh!

The moment such an idea brought his neck, Subaru stepped on the rubble and fell on the spot. As soon as possible, the dragging echidna is also thrown in the aisle and flipped.

Two, often, only the groans that cursed the world echoed in the aisle.

"Ouch...... oh, that hurts, dude. Really, a person's body hurts..."

"Wow, sorry... sorry... no, not like that, I..."

"Discipline, don't apologize, Natsuki-kun. Besides... I don't have a single face to match Anna anymore... but this pain is the only payback to Anna"

"Ooh, what...?

As she fell to the ground, she crawled over to Echidna, where she couldn't even move, and Subaru shook her eyes at her lack of understanding of the words she had spoken.

Give back, what the hell does that mean? To that Subaru questioning face, Echidna said, "Because, right?" and loosen the edge of his mouth,

"Now if you give your body back to Anna... Anna will taste so much pain and fear of death that she thinks it's the end of the world.... this is hell. I'm good to taste."

"Ah, uh..."

"I can't give my body back for Anna, and I can't help Julius.... I look good in hell like this."

I can see the emotions of self-derision and self-reproach burning Echidna's heart hard.

Subaru also found that Echidna's lifeless eyes, speaking of that, were slowly approaching her 'death' as she began to read that second.

I can't do anything, I'm helpless, I'm irresponsible, I can't do anything.

Regret that, Echidna is dying. - Put Subaru down, he's dying.

"Ma......"

"Let's make it easier, I can't believe... don't think about it, will you? Me, yeah, that's fine..."

Echidna's life fading, Subaru speaking out for fear of it, is hit first. However, to Subaru, who could not do anything at all, her words gave her new options.

- Easy, do. Euthanasia is no longer enough to act too slowly, but still, I can help Subaru to make the time to suffer shorter and speed up 'death'.

――――

With shallow, low-breathing echidna sideways, Subaru pressed his aching body to rise and, picking up fragments of a broken passage, ascertained its weight.

Size enough to hold onto the palm, at best a fist big or something. But if almost enough to take the life of a dying girl, a murder weapon like this should have been enough.

"... echidna"

――――

With the debris in his hand, Subaru walks by Echidna and calls his name.

No reply, no eyelids open. But not unconscious, I can tell by the look on her face that slightly stiffened her cheeks and tied her lips.

I guess I'm no longer left with the energy to stop it.

If Subaru shook up the rubble and shook momentum down its head, life could easily be crushed.

"I've never broken a man's head with stone, either. Wow."

And I could hear the girl's sweet voice echoing behind Subaru's brain with the debris in her hand. But this action is not meant to read The Book of the Dead.

Even if that may turn out to be the case, at this moment the matter was not in Subaru's head.

This is a mistake. To send someone on the verge of dying, to make it a little easier, an intervention.

If someone has the right to take that life, I'm sure this is the only moment that's honest -.

That's the only chance of redemption for Subaru's, Natsuki Subaru's, who couldn't do anything.

It was my only chance...

――――

My hands, they tremble. The back of his lid complained of pain, his throat forgetting to breathe and stiffness.

Shake it up, shake it down. Extremely easy operation. That's not what Subaru can do now. I can't move my body, like I forgot how to move my body.

"......"

A plundering breath leaked, and a noise was made, and the debris fell on the floor of the aisle.

Lost in its sound and its powerless knees, Subaru collapses on the spot.

"... like this"

Can't you do something as simple as this, Natsuki Subaru?

I can't even deceive someone who suffers and dies, wielding a murder weapon to make it easier.

Redemption with all your mouths, guilt with nothing but convenience, and what is this like?

"... Natsuki-kun"

"Me, I..."

"For the sake of error, you... can't even grip a stone..."

Her eyelids opened lightly and her powerless shallow eyes groaned as she found her kneeling Subaru. That, a weak voice like exhale, seems to be rebuffing Subaru's weakness, and his breath is stuck.

But to Subaru, who so bows himself, Echidna is out of place, and when he loosens his lips,

"... I doubt it, I'm sorry"

――――

――――

I was apologized for breathing.

Echidna apologized. I'm sorry I doubted Natsuki Subaru, he apologized.

- And soon to be sure of its sincerity, she died.

Killing Mary, hiding that body, acting without telling her that she had lost her memory, overlapping all that was suspected, escaping from a trapped ice cage, unable to fulfill the wishes entrusted to her, sheltered by a girl who tried to save her heart, and finally unable to pollute her hands with blood for a dying girl, Echidna died apologizing to Subaru, kneeling to her own decency.

――――

I wanted to die.

Now, forget everything that happened and everything, I wanted to die.

Natsuki Subaru wanted people from all over the world to point their fingers at him and pronounce him dead. Natsuki Subaru despaired of himself for committing a sin worthy of it.

Despair, I did.

Despair was eroding Natsuki Subaru's mind.

――――

I can't move. I don't deserve to move. Where it moves, it won't be a busy thing.

I proved it. Natsuki Subaru made his own incompetence - no, there was still cuteness if incompetence. No, it proved to be more of a plague god than that.

――――

If despair nests in your chest, if you kill your heart, your soul will be eroded before your life.

That way, I can't stand up or anything. No one can resist. If you can't even reopen it and think that you are a genuine evil yourself, it is a natural consequence.

I want to disappear. I want to disappear.

I should have made a decision sooner. In different worlds, before this happens. Didn't you know before you came to another world?

Why do you bother others just because you exist?

What qualifies you to possess a part of someone else's heart, even just a small part? Dirty wall staining. Dust accumulated in the corners of the room, maggots in raw garbage, never disappear and continue to remain as traces, a scarred presence in the eye position.

Natsuki Subaru, why don't you die?

Even if you die, just start over? Who decided to do that? Who made sure it lasted forever, etc. If it's not enough in one go, die ten, a hundred, a thousand times.

Die until it's gone.

Until it's gone from anyone's memory and no longer affects anything, die until your name is in everyone's mind and your presence is no longer there.

- I love you.

Shut up. Go away. Turn it off.

- I love you, love you, love you.

Shut up. Don't talk to me. Don't get in the way of disappearing. I want to go away, I want to go away.

- I love you, I love you, I love you.

I wanna die. I wanna disappear. I want to be shattered. I don't even want to leave a trace. I want to be something I wasn't there for. I want to erase my existence. I want to disappear from history. I want to disappear from my memory. I want to disappear from memories. I want to disappear from the girl who told me I wouldn't forget. It's not worth anything. Doesn't make any sense. I can't leave anything behind. You shouldn't leave anything behind. Everything, everything, out of this world, disappear, go away.

- I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you.

Despair dominates the heart, the world around us and everything is covered in black shadows, and a vain confession of love that drips away comes to the disposal of garbage in the form of squatters.

If I'm swallowed up in that, can it not disappear?

Will you sink into nothingness, farther than death? Will you throw it away in such a convenient, no-nothing place, like a dark space, out of anybody's sight?

So, if you're gonna die, I'm gonna...

I'm...

Natsuki Subaru goes into despair, like smearing all of it -,

- That's it.

- My voice, I did.

Denying the end of the world, it reminded me of a silver bell, my voice, I did.