The Stars In Your Eyes

Jian Kang Lu felt the last week of November hazy. He doesn't know whether he is trapped in a dream or reality. If this was a dream, then he doesn't want to wake up. He's afraid if he wakes up, he will find he was alone again in this cold apartment.

Jian Kang Lu sensed his kitten's act towards him in the past week, is.. Intimate? Jian Kang Lu really doesn't dare to flourish his illusion more than this. He already feels pathetic to pretend he had dated his kitten, or have a little husband who waited and cooked for him at home.

Maybe this is also one of his illusions, to think that his kitten is willing to act intimate with him. It really makes him afraid.

Afraid he can't hold himself and just devour his kitten whole.

This past week he already tried so hard to restrain himself not to turn into a beast and made his kitten run away again.

At first he was surprised and delighted when his kitten asked him to try the shrimp and broccoli lo mein that his kitten made in the kitchen. He walks into the kitchen, and his kitten just feeds him the lo mein directly from the pan into his mouth.

Usually he's the one who shamelessly feeds himself directly from the spoon while his kitten wants to move the dishes to the plate.

While he was stunned and found happiness sparked inside his heart, his kitten's hand wiped the oil stain from the lo mien on his lips.

Wiped. It. With. His. Kitten. Fingers.

To feel that beautiful smooth hand he always admired, and sometimes dirtily imagine how he licked it one by one, touched the corner of his lips, snapped Jian Kang Lu's rationality. The soft thumb wiping his lips, and the slender fingers resting on his chin.

While Jian Kang Lu just stared like an idiot trying to hold on the last string of his sanity, his kitten smiled enchantingly, and asking him.

"Is it good?"

Jian Kang Lu can't even think of what his kitten means with that question. The lo mien? Or those fingers sliding in his lips.

Jian Kang Lu blankly nodded and said that it was good, then spent the dinner like walking in the cloud, burning by the sun shined bright in front of him. Roasting his brain, arouses his desire.

He was so ashamed when he released himself in the bathroom after the dinner. While he touches himself, he imagines those soft feelings of his kitten's finger to touch his member, caress it, imagine the soft pad of those beautiful thumbs touching the slit of his member, and rub it slowly while teasing his shaft.

He just closed his eyes, and imagined those sweet smiles created by those seductive lips swallowed by him, to pry the damp nest behind it, and look for his kitten's velvety tongue. Touch the tip, while holding his kitten's hand not to stop caressing his member.

And those beautiful fingers caress his shaft, rub it in circular motion, then up and down slowly. Wiping the pre-leak cum from his slit slowly, then bring it down to smoothing the motion.

Jian Kang Lu heard himself gasp and panting wildly, just by imagining his kitten's soft fingers caressing his member made all his rationality go away, gone into the air. And he felt the burning hot blood flowing, rushed into his low abdomen, that blissful surge, that ecstasy.

Imagining his kitten look at him with that seductive smile while gasping for air when he peck it lightly before finding that slick tongue, and rubbing it wet with his own. Kissing, and tangling.

And the pretty fingers of his kitten still rub his member slowly, then increase the speed, grab his member like he adores it, and don't want to let it go. The burning he felt in his lower abdomen spreading like fire, numbing his brain and legs. Burn him whole, then exploding like a blast, leaving him into the dust.

Jian Kang Lu released himself that night, in the bathroom, closed his eyes, and called his kitten names again and again.

"TangTang.. TangTang.."

Second time he just stunned and stood silly when his kitten welcomed him home, took his bag from his hand and put it on the table. Then his kitten held his hand, leading him to the dining table.

While he sat there in the chair, trying to differentiate whether this is another illusion or reality, his kitten patted his shoulder and asked about his day. Jian Kang Lu doesn't even remember what he answered, when his kitten just bent from his back and served him the dinner and the hot golden monkey tea. Several. Times.

It leaves the air around Jian Kang Lu lingering with the vanilla and musk scent from his kitten's body, and Jian Kang Lu can see his kitten's nape clearly.

Jian Kang Lu grip the chair tightly, and tried to grip the glass to drink tea tightly too. Luckily the glass is high quality, it didn't break. Jian Kang Lu also can't remember how he spent that night. He just remembers that pure white nape with the vanilla scent, and his kitten smiles when he asks.

"Is it good?"

That night, before Jian Kang Lu took a shower, he released himself again. Imagine that white vanilla nape, sniff and lick the skin there, from behind his kitten ear to his shoulder. Taste the sweet and suck it like he wants to eat his kitten whole.

Mark him. Told everyone that this man belonged to him.

Bite that neck from behind, hold his kitten tight, so he can't run away again from him. Forever stay here with him.

Jian Kang Lu closed his eyes and remembered that vanilla musk scent, and imagined he licked his kitten ear lobe, teasing that part of his kitten until he could only hear Jian Kang Lu lust for him. And him only.

To suck that pretty ear lobe, and bite it lightly. Hug him tight from behind. He wants to touch the blossomed bud in his kitten's chest, and pinch it to hear his kitten's whimper. Play it until it swollen red, and his other hand will caress his kitten's abdomen. Rolling around there, and then looking for his kitten's member down under.

Jian Kang Lu touches himself, as he imagines he touches his kitten's. To tease it softly in the beginning, and just roughly press it and rub it until his kitten beg him to fuck him. Do him while he still tastes that white nape and suck it from behind. All. The. Time.

Suck his nape, his back, his everything. Lick it, and not leave an inch of skin in his kitten's back dry. He wants to bite it, to hear his kitten beg for him. Tasting that honeyed skin, sweet, let it sweat and he'll just lick and suck it all.

Caress his kitten's member and play with it until his heart is content. To touch it from the tip until the round member below those shafts. Pinch it like he pinched his kitten's bud. Until his kitten screamed, and begged him to make him cum.

Feel the soft skin of his kitten's member, to take control of his kitten. Trapped him in his hands, in his arms, in his body. Let his kitten taste the burning feeling he felt inside, make him mine. Mine, and mine only.

And Jian Kang Lu closed his eyes again that night, repeating that name that he adored so much.

"TangTang.. TangTang.."

Third time happened tonight. His kitten's visa was already approved. They will depart to Boston next week and will spend 10 days there. Jian Kang Lu already booked the ticket, they will depart in Saturday afternoon and reach Boston at Saturday evening.

Jian Kang Lu collected his kitten passport and himself, the ticket, and every document needed in one bag. While he did that, his kitten asked about his day.

Jian Kang Lu had a bad day, the patient that was supposed to undergo CAPD procedure today is cancelled because the new anaesthetist resident missed to report this patient to his superior. The surgeon in charge is furious so reschedules the procedure into tomorrow.

Jian Kang Lu hates these kinds of minor errors that lead to bigger matters. He only knows about this when his resident reports it to him in the afternoon. If he knew earlier, he could try to appease the surgeon and the anaesthetist superior. It's the power of a senior doctor talking to his colleague on par.

And then there's another patient who had kidney failure due to chemotherapy from another hospital. The oncologist there just throws this patient to their department and leaves all the explanation to him.

Jian Kang Lu and his team had to face the patient's family questions and complaints because the previous doctor didn't explain that this is one of the chemotherapy effects.

These kind of things happened often, to be a trash can from other incompetent doctor. And Jian Kang Lu hates to explain these things while still had to cover for this incompetent doctor. Not because Jian Kang Lu is too kind, but because he also knew that it was not that doctor's fault in procedure, it was just lack of communication.

So he rambles about his day, and his kitten listens to him patiently. Silently soothing his bad mood.

Jian Kang Lu talked about their upcoming trip again while he wrapped all the documents. Jian Kang Lu asks what Bai Yutang wants to do while Jian Kang Lu attends the conference.

The conference will be held in five day from 8 am until 4 pm everyday. On Friday, the last day of the conference, they will have a closing gala dinner.

Jian Kang Lu asks Bai Yutang to attend the gala dinner too, if he doesn't mind. Jian Kang Lu saw his kitten smile and said, "I don't mind, Jian Ge."

Then Jian Kang Lu asks him what he wants to do in the day time for those five days. Jian Kang Lu told him that he wants to arrange a private driver and tour guide for him there, so he won't get lost and can take a look around the city better.

Bai Yutang shook his head, and said he will decide what he wants to do when they arrive there. He assures Jian Kang Lu that he won't get lost. When Jian Kang Lu wants to refute him, suddenly his kitten hugs him. 

Hug. Him. From. The. Front.

And caress his back, near his lower waist.

His kitten said, "Don't think about this trip too much, Jian Ge. You are already being so good to me. I'm an adult, I can take care of myself. Don't worry."

Then his kitten said again while caressing his back, with his hot breath softly brushing his shoulder. Jian Kang Lu can still feel it even though separated by his shirt. Burning his shoulder, like wildfire, spreading all over.

"You already had a bad day today. Don't think too much."

Jian Kang Lu just stood like a statue, didn't dare to move. He's afraid that if he moves his kitten will turn into fog, dispersing to the air, just like his illusion.

Then his kitten held his hand, led him to the dining table, and served him the wonton soup he made.

"Is it good?"