Sometimes I wonder if I should be thankful. Sometimes I wonder if I’m secretly in hell, atoning for some grave sin I’ve done. I’ve already done so much, what more can you ask from me? I’m starting to lose hope and I’ve long forgotten the reason I am fight
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Sometimes I wonder if I should be thankful. Sometimes I wonder if I’m secretly in hell, atoning for some grave sin I’ve done. I’ve already done so much, what more can you ask from me? I’m starting to lose hope and I’ve long forgotten the reason I am fighting. Whatever is happening, I’m just so tired. When will this end?From the cracks of space, a small group of people are summoned into a magical world. They are told it is a world of peace, where the Demon King has long since stepped down. However, the deplorable lurk in the depths of society, and the main character that sees this first hand will soon discover that the peace between humans and demons is more fragile than he thought. The main character holds no prior memories and must learn these lessons by dying and coming back to the start when he was first summoned. He listens to the stories of the people around him. His companions share their insecurities and outlooks on life, giving him direction. He finds the courage to challenge the world and all of the suffering that comes with it. Slowly, he discovers the secrets of this world and finds out his past self was far more terrifying than he initially thought.Hey, author here. I just wanted to give you a better idea of the overall theme of the story. This story is one of suffering and giving up. I try my best to go into detail on why we suffer and how it happens. However, what I mainly focused on, is to give people a reason to keep moving, to try again. If nothing else, this novel will be written for me. But, if you feel like you are in a hole and can't get out, consider delving into this novel, even if it's only the free chapters
- 1 Chapter 1 - Summoning
- 2 Chapter 2 - The First
- 3 Chapter 3 - Bewilderment
- 4 Chapter 4 - Nightmares And Visitors
- 5 Chapter 5 - Talent
- 6 Chapter 6 - Inferiority
- 7 Chapter 7 - Disparity
- 8 Chapter 8 - Goodnight
- 9 Chapter 9 - Winter
- 10 Chapter 10 - Eagle
- 11 Chapter 11 - Promise
- 12 Chapter 12 - Experiments
- 13 Chapter 13 - Poem
- 14 Chapter 14 - Confusion
- 15 Chapter 15 - Lone Man In The Tundra
- 16 Chapter 16 - Wolf
- 17 Chapter 17 - Deer
- 18 Chapter 18 - Demon
- 19 Chapter 19 - Ghost
- 20 Chapter 20 - Rabbit
- 21 Chapter 21 - True Power
- 22 Chapter 22 - Demon King
- 23 Chapter 23 - Fire
- 24 Chapter 24 - Cancel
- 25 Chapter 25 - Stand
- 26 Chapter 26 - Grasp
- 27 Chapter 27 - Slave
- 28 Chapter 28 - Savage
- 29 Chapter 29 - Hostage
- 30 Chapter 30 - Evil
- 31 Chapter 31 - Pepper
- 32 Chapter 32 - Lizard
- 33 Chapter 33 - Candle
- 34 Chapter 34 - Insanity
- 35 Chapter 35 - Gemstone
- 36 Chapter 36 - Earth Emperor
- 37 Chapter 37 - Meaning Of Power
- 38 Chapter 38 - Encounter
- 39 Chapter 39 - Thirst
- 40 Chapter 40 - Beer
- 41 Chapter 41 - Protect
- 42 Chapter 42 - Distraction
- 43 Chapter 43 - Reflection
- 44 Chapter 44 - Crystal
- 45 Chapter 45 - Grass
- 46 Chapter 46 - Warden
- 47 Chapter 47 - Roar
- 48 Chapter 48 - Lizard King
- 49 Chapter 49 - Crown
- 50 Chapter 50 - Newfound Power
- 51 Chapter 51 - Leon's Friend
- 52 Chapter 52 - Pedestal
- 53 Chapter 53 - Falling Sands
- 54 Chapter 54 - Tests Of Rituals
- 55 Chapter 55 - Bloody Hands
- 56 Chapter 56 - Taboo Of Soul
- 57 Chapter 57 - Skeleton Mage
- 58 Chapter 58 - Phylactery
- 59 Chapter 59 - Strange Plants
- 60 Chapter 60 - For Oneself
- 61 Chapter 61 - Lamppost
- 62 Chapter 62 - Crying Baby
- 63 Chapter 63 - There Is A Price
- 64 Chapter 64 - Necklace
- 65 Chapter 65 - Decay Magic
- 66 Chapter 66 - Mother And Child
- 67 Chapter 67 - Hill By The River
- 68 Chapter 68 - I Won't Bite
- 69 Chapter 69 - Land Of The Forgotten
- 70 Chapter 70 - Few More Days
- 71 Chapter 71 - The Peak
- 72 Chapter 72 - Strange People
- 73 Chapter 73 - Gruesome Battle
- 74 Chapter 74 - Enough
- 75 Chapter 75 - Another Crowned
- 76 Chapter 76 - A Four-Horned Demon
- 77 Chapter 77 - How Many Times?
- 78 Chapter 78 - Familiar Sights
- 79 Chapter 79 - Like Nothing Ever Changed
- 80 Chapter 80 - A Little Hungry
- 81 Chapter 81 - New Spells
- 82 Chapter 82 - How Do We Get Down?
- 83 Chapter 83 - Unwanted Fame
- 84 Chapter 84 - Powerful And Helpless
- 85 Chapter 85 - Why Are You Trying To Memorize It?
- 86 Chapter 86 - Undeniable
- 87 Chapter 87 - Weird Dream
- 88 Chapter 88 - Sleep Deprivation Hangover
- 89 Chapter 89 - Duck Duck Goose
- 90 Chapter 90 - To Make A Choice
- 91 Chapter 91 - A Liar
- 92 Chapter 92 - Maze-Like Spell Diagram
- 93 Chapter 93 - Lullaby
- 94 Chapter 94 - Frightening Drunk
- 95 Chapter 95 - I Wonder
- 96 Chapter 96 - I'm Stupid
- 97 Chapter 97 - How I Found The Light
- 98 Chapter 98 - Monotonous Symphony
- 99 Chapter 99 - Sown Seeds
- 100 Chapter 100 - Heavy Rain
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