Too Broke For Afterlife

WARNING - Some smut ahead but also great fluff. :)

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Kissing Judy is the most beautiful thing in the world and holding her while doing so makes me feel so important. It almost distracts me from the fact that this is the last time I'll ever be kissing her.

Now that she knows who I actually am, she has giving me one last night and although a part in me hopes that Judy might change her mind, I know that this is the end of a chapter I had never planned to finish.

The beach is full of abandoned towels. Outside the hotel complex there is no one to pick them up to make sure everything is clean and neat for guests to enjoy. So we chose the one that seemed the least used and sat down.

Her hands are cupping my face while I'm holding onto her hips. Those kisses. It's almost hypnotical.

"Remember, tonight I'm the boss."

"Mhm."

"But I would still prefer a more passive role."

I my eyebrows.

"You mean you'll give me vague instructions and expect me to come up with something amazing and wow you?"

Judy nods.

"Sounds like my boss from back when I used to work in retail many moons ago. But he wasn't even half as beautiful as you."

Judy giggles. "You guys had retail in the 18 hundreds?"

I look at her reproachfully but let the joke slide.

Suddenly, Judy pulls back.

"I don't know why I'm doing this. After..." She shakes her head. "I think I've gone insane. I should run from you, not let you slide into my pants."

That sentence makes me smile and I nudge her cheek.

"You may think of me as an android now but I can show you just how much of a woman I actually am. Ever had sex on the beach?"

"Only during happy hours."

I laugh. "You're hilarious."

"Oh, did I tickle your funny bone? Let me do that to your whole body."

She grabs the zipper of my red dress and pulls it down just to then tickle my side.

I cringe and bend, unable to hold back laughter. "Sta-hap!"

She stops. "So you do feel."

"Of course I do!"

I peel myself out of the latex as best as I can. The non-breathable material has covered my body in a thin film of sweat that now shimmers in the dark.

"You're not wearing a bra? You whore."

"No but panties, look." I point at my crotch. Then I sigh. "I really can't please you, can I?"

"You've already proven that you can." Judy leans down and starts kissing my breasts so I pull her closer.

Her lips are so incredibly soft against my skin and I can feel tingles rushing through my body like tiny lightning bolts of satiation.

Judy's teeth glide over the curves like she is about to take a bite but I know that she is going to keep her hunger for something else.

Not wanting to miss out on the action, my hands glide under her dress until I can grab her tiny waist.

"I'm thinking about getting another nipple piercing. What do you think?"

"Wait, let me see." I pull the dress over her head and lean back to look at her.

Without hesitation, Judy takes off her bra and puts it away.

The silver ring glistens in the moonlight and I extend my hand to touch it. Cool metal against warm skin.

She grins. "Is that a yes?"

The devil's smile crosses my lips. "It is. And I also say yes to that ass."

I grab her thong and Judy laughs out loud as I quickly pull it down and then push her so she falls backwards onto the towel.

"Someone's impatient."

I lean over her, feeling her skin against mine.

"Of course, I was ready ages ago but then we got interrupted."

I kiss her, tasting her tongue as it slowly moves against mine. Like ecstasy the feeling rushes through my body and pulls on my hair until I'm covered in goosebumps.

Then I move on to her soft jawline.

"This is the wrong pair of lips, Isa."

I ignore the naughty comment and make my way down her neck and between her breasts, tracing a straight line with small kisses.

The saliva I leave behind shimmers lightly and Judy softly grabs my head, playing with my hair as I move further down.

Once I'm past her belly button I can feel how Judy starts shivering with every kiss, her breath gets shaky. But instead of continuing the line I make a little turn and start caressing her inner thighs. She bends her legs, clearly wanting me to move on to the center but I pull back.

"Wait, don't stop," she whines. "You really have awful timing."

I tilt my head and raise an eyebrow. "A little less needy, baby. I know what I'm doing."

I look around for my clutch, the darkness makes all colors fade together but sooner or later I find the formerly red accessory and open it to pull out a little plastic pouch.

"I was given this as a free sample. Should we give it a try?"

"What is it?"

I rip it open and the cold liquid immediately squirts onto my hands. "Maybe you'll be able to guess."

I start covering my fingers while smiling at Judy who is curiously staring back. "Lube?"

I position myself so I sit comfortably and then slowly glide two fingers into her exposed vagina.

Judy breathes in sharply but immediately relaxes again. Apparently her body has become more comfortable with my presence and I can't hold back a smile. This is pure, unfiltered trust.

"Wait, it's cold!" Instinctively, Judy's hands come closer, trying to remove the source of the slightly uncomfortable temperature change but I push them away.

"It's cooling lube. Wait a second, you'll get used to it." I insert another finger and go as deep as I can.

"You're really tight, baby." I would love to try four but can feel that Judy isn't ready just yet.

I start moving my fingers back and forth which seems to distract her from the cold and she sighs happily. While stroking her thigh with my free hand, I use my thumb to massage her clitoris simultaneously and her sighing turns into a low growl. Judy slightly arches her back, grabbing the towel with both her hands.

"Is this good?"

"Mmm."

I chuckle and pull my fingers out which Judy responds to with a gasp. "Wait!"

"What? I don't want you to come within five seconds."

I reposition myself and lean down until my mouth hits her vagina. The shivering skin relaxes under my breath and I let my tongue do what it is meant to do.

"Wait, this is-" Judy gasps again but I don't need her to finish that sentence. I've always loved using cooling lube as it intensifies every touch and apparently this one is working perfectly

I bet Judy can feel every single pore on my tongue right now as it roughly explores her insides.

She grabs my hair and pushes me down a bit while also lifting her pelvis. A moan escapes her mouth as soon as I have found the right spot but instead of speeding up I continue with slow and deep motions.

"Isa…"

My tongue is as controlled as it can be and soon every single inch of Judy's skin is vibrating. I intensify the pressure which she responds to with continuous moaning until she is unable to stay still.

As the salt covers all of my taste buds, I enjoy it voraciously, waiting for a new wave of eroticism to wash through her body.

As soon as Judy has reached her peak, I pull back to cover my lips in the beauty of her pleasure.

"Fuck…" She throws her hands over her face and breathes in as deep as she can. I look at her with a smile as she tries to calm down.

Her chest is rising and lowering and I feel tempted to start another round but something tells me that I shouldn't waste this last bit of time together with sex.

Once Judy is able to sit, I take her hands and pull her up. "Come."

She follows me as I walk towards the water, taking off my soaked panties on the way.

The water is freezing cold but I slowly keep moving, pulling Judy behind me.

"Oh frick." She grabs my waist, looking for balance and I pull her closer while walking.

"The last time I was swimming at night was at a holiday camp. When I was 14 I think."

"Well, this is the less child-friendly version of that."

Once the water hits me under my chest I stop and pull shivering Judy into a hug, looking into her eyes.

Although cold, her smile is relaxed and so we just stare at each other for a little while.

"Do you feel it? How your body slowly gets used to the cold? First the feet, then your legs…"

She nods.

"You can get used to anything. But the art is to not simply adjust and swim along but instead to gain control over the waves so you can make them follow your own rhythm."

She looks at me confused. "What are you trying to say?"

Staring at Judy's beauty in the pale moonlight I almost forget to breathe. Her lips are slightly parted and her big bright eyes are lying on me. There is no judgment in this second, only the desire to understand.

I pull myself out of the daze and tuck a curl behind her ear.

"New York. I'm not sure if you thought I was being serious earlier but I was. You are full of passion and talent, baby. You are just waiting to bloom. Maybe NYC isn't your final goal but don't you think it sounds like a great next step?"

She looks away, biting her lip. "I don't know if I'm ready for that."

"Of course you don't. Even if you were ready, you wouldn't admit it and resort to self-doubt. But the truth is, everyone can make it, nothing is impossible. The only thing you are lacking is experience but you can't get that without putting yourself out there and trying something new."

She doesn't respond, her eyes are gliding over the glistening water.

"You're not a bystander, Judy. You are a maker, an artist. Why swim in the waves when you can be the moon that controls them?"

She chuckles lightly. "You're drunk."

"But I'm right. Correct?"

Judy shakes her head. "It's not that easy." "It never is. It's not supposed to be easy. Believe me, it took me years to understand. Life shouldn't be easy."

I sigh. "Be honest, this hotel gig is just a temporary passion. You know what my dad always said?"

Judy looks at me, waiting for the answer. She may not seem convinced but the fact she is still listening proves that there is something there, something agreeing with my point of view.

"He used to tell me: Isa, always shoot for the stars and the worst that can happen is that you land on the moon."

Judy cringes. "That's corny." "But it's true."

She looks at me, her eyes nervously shifting around.

She opens her mouth but closes it again, too scared to say what's on her mind.

I stroke her cheek, smiling reassuringly.

Then she whispers.

"I think I love you."

With those words my heart stops beating for a second and my eyes widen as I feel heat rushing through my body.

I have heard that sentence a couple times before but never had it meant anything to me.

Until tonight.

Because for the first time in my life those words came from the right person.

And for the first time in my life, I let go.

"Me too."

The smile on Judy's face is all I could have ever asked for. I kiss her and immediately she responds, holding me tightly.

The soft waves are washing over our skin and right there in that moment I'm willing to believe that I need nothing more in life than Judy and the moon that is shining down on us.

She wraps her legs around my waist, floating in the water weightlessly, my body being the only thing she can cling onto.

Solely relying on my grounded feet, I seem to be the anchor that keeps her from drowning.

But I'm not sure anymore.

Maybe it's the other way around.