Transmigrated Into The Book

"Wait a minute! What is this?! What is happening??!!!"

Yuxian almost slammed the folders on the bed in front of his eyes. He couldn't believe what he was seeing right now. The system didn't even mention it to him so he doesn't want to believe it.

Rui Jun, who was beside him, grasped his shoulders. "Honey please calm down," he said with a worried expression.

'INFORMATION ACQUIRED!'

'Zhang Yuxian has a ventricular septal defect (VSD), a hole in the heart. The hole (defect) occurs in the wall (septum) that separates the heart's lower chambers (ventricles) and allows blood to pass from the left to the right side of the heart. You had this since you are a kid'

{What?!!! Why did I find out now?}

AUTHOR: Please be careful with your words, the real Yuxian new it all along

{But this is so shocking! I didn't expect this!}

AUTHOR: I already told you, you can't change everyone's fate

Yuxian one again looked at Rui Jun who had this sad expression on his face. "Am I going to die after giving birth?" he asked, bluntly as he clenched his fist.

It made Jiangye gasp and look at him, "Yuxian please don't think about that!!" she exclaimed but you can see how worried she was. The omega glared back at her, "I need an answer here," he said back.

Before the tension rises, Rui Jun makes his move by hugging him again, "Honey please calm down, it's okay, it's okay" he said, brushing the omega's hair. "Honey, we will never let that happen," he added.

Yuxian parted from that embrace and felt his chest. He then found the answer why he was always tired and sleepy. Why was he always feeling dizzy and losing his appetite. In his throbbing chest, he felt a sting which made him caressed down his belly. "What will happen to the child?"

Again, that Question stunned Rui Jun and Jiangye. Both of them glanced at each other secretly as they lowered their heads. It made Yuxian a little bit agitated because he knew the answer. "Tell me! What will happen to this child?" he asked again, referring to the baby inside him.

Jiangye jolted but still managed to held Yuxian's hands. "Please calm down, okay? Don't worry, it wouldn't affect the baby inside your belly," then she made a smile, "You are strong,"

Yuxian somehow felt a little bit of assurance, "Please make sure of that, I don't want this baby to suffer" he said then he smiled, a bitter one. 

Rui Jun was quiet, he didn't know what to do or what to say. He knew that Yuxian was strong but circumstances like this couldn't even make him calm. He was feeling sore again for the second time. Even if Yuxian survived after giving birth to Ling Ling, he didn't know what would happen the second time. 

***

The moon was shining brightly above his head, it was almost half. Yuxian raised his hand in the air and tried to cup the moon. He chuckled "Silly me, I didn't know that this was coming," he mumbled to himself. 

After checking him again for the third time, Jiangye let them go home. Maybe the lady senses how stressful it is for a patient to stay in a hospital.

Rui Jun was here a while ago, the alpha stayed by his side after he fell asleep. Yuxian wasn't sleepy at all. He just pretended to be asleep because he didn't want to disturb Rui Jun. The Alpha still has a lot of work to do so when Yuxian fell asleep, he left and went to the office room.

Yuxian couldn't sleep, he was worrying. He was as worried as Yang, because that was his biggest mission. He needed to deliver the baby safe and alive, but after hearing that information earlier he couldn't help himself from feeling very uncomfortable.

He thought that everything was perfect, a happy family. There was this little girl, Ling Ling and a loving husband. "This world is cruel" he mumbled inside his thoughts.

The air blew the thin scarf wrapped around his neck. Yuxian saw the flapping leaves from the trees under the balcony. He gripped the clothing he was wearing and pulled it onto his chest. 

Yuxian touched his belly, "Baby? Are you there? Are you awake?" he asked, lowering his head to observe his stomach, "I wanted to say something," he took a deep breath. "I don't want you to suffer so please do your best to grabbed all my life, you are my mission" he made a smile "I'm rooting on you" 

Before Yuxian could make another sentence, a warm body embraced him from behind. Rui Jun rested his head on the omega's shoulders, "What are you doing here?" he asked. 

Yuxian traced the alpha's arms wrapped around his waist, "The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" he said. 

Rui Jun didn't know but he felt something from the omega's words. His chest tightened suddenly, he felt like there was something shattering inside him. "I thought you were asleep," he said, trying to avoid the topic he didn't want to discuss. 

Yuxian chuckled under his breaths, the air passing from his lungs was still not stable. He can still feel himself catching for air. "I'm sorry I lied," he replied but with a little bit of bitterness. "I wanted to looked at the moon" 

"You love the moon now?"

Yuxian again chuckled from Rui Jun's question, he leaned closer and said, "I want the baby in my womb to have blue eyes just like the moon," he said, a sting jolted inside him. "I want the baby to survive, Ling Ling was expecting her sibling"

"Honey," Rui Jun's voice cracked. 

But Yuxian didn't give time for the alpha to speak, he turned around and faced Rui Jun. "I want this baby to live and be with you," he looked at his husband's eyes. "Why are you crying?" He wiped the alpha's teary eyes. "It's not that I…."

Yuxian was stunned when Rui Jun hugged him very tight, "Honey, please don't let me choose between you and the baby" he started to cry, "I don't want to lose both of you,"

'DING! LOVE METER: 60%'