A world only known by the God of Lost Love

As a result, the girl who was the most conspicuous in high school has now become the one who is best at hiding herself.

However, this slightly cautious feeling has always been the charm of Kita Ikuyo.

"Yes, yes, but this kind of return gift would be too expensive..."

Suzuki Ren, who withdrew his gaze, couldn't help but complain:

"With your current popularity, all members' signatures are something of considerable commercial value."

"That's what I say, but I always feel that...if it's for you, little brother, it doesn't matter no matter how precious it is."

As Kita Ikuyo spoke, he also began to stare closely at Ren Suzuki's face.

"This is really strange. Whether it was being called Kita directly by you just now, or chatting like this... I always feel as if this is not the first time."

"...It's your illusion."

Sure enough, Kita Ikuyo left a strong impression on him just like the others.

But no matter what, as long as he insists on being a fan, he will be in an "invincible position" forever——

"You are here, Kita."

At this moment, Ichiri Goto had escaped from the pursuit of the fans and rushed to the two of them.

At this time, her eyes were jumping back and forth between the two of them, and she asked in an extremely vigilant tone:

"What were you two talking about just now?"

"Nothing to talk about."

Kita Ikuyo waved his hand and said:

"I just don't want to be surrounded by fans, so I'm just hiding here for a while."

"Is that so..."

Goto Ichisato nodded slightly, and then she followed him to stand on the other side of Suzuki Ren and whispered:

"Then...I also want to hide here for a while."

"What are you hiding from? The live broadcast is about to start. Let's go to the recording studio to prepare."

Ikuyo Kita took Ichiri Goto's arm with a funny look on his face, and turned around and waved to Ren Suzuki:

"Then, please look forward to our Live next time."

"……Ok, I will."

Suzuki Ren smiled and nodded.

On the other side, Ichiri Goto seemed to be very reluctant as her arm was being held, but Live was coming soon, and no matter how unhappy she was, it was already time to go backstage to make corresponding preparations.

So, under the force of Ikuyo Kita, she was forcibly taken away from Ren Suzuki.However, even so, until she entered the door of the recording studio, her eyes were always following Ren Suzuki...

"This is really fatal."

Recalling the way Goto Isri looked at him just now, Suzuki Ren sighed slightly.

"From now on...should I appear less in front of them?"

Suzuki Ren thought as he looked at the door that he could no longer enter easily.

Chapter 91: The defeated dog doesn’t need an encore

“Everyone at [STARRY], good evening!!!”

On the stage, Ikuyo Kita greeted the audience with a bright smile.

"Ah~ It's been a long time since I've been back. Although I've held a lot of live shows outside recently, [STARRY] is still the most comfortable! Don't you think so, Senior Hongxia?"

"Of course, after all, this is home for me."

The band members interacted with everyone on the stage very naturally and cordially.

After seeing the relaxed expressions on their faces, Suzuki Ren also realized again that these girls, who had experienced countless Lives, had now completely become the masters of the stage.

however……

"(stare……)"

At this time, Goto Ichiri was still keeping her eyes firmly fixed on him. Unless other band members spoke to her, she would never look away.

While feeling a little ashamed of her performance, Suzuki Ren also clearly felt how she had changed from the past.

She began to respond to the audience from time to time without any shyness or flinching.

She no longer just stares intently at the guitar in her hand, but will carefully observe the audience's reaction and make adjustments accordingly.

While admiring the growth of Ichiri Goto, Ren Suzuki also confirmed one point again.

That is...even without me, the band can still continue its activities normally and smoothly.

And Kazuri Goto is also becoming an excellent guitarist step by step at his own pace.

While feeling a little lonely, Ren Suzuki felt more at ease and happy.

These girls have gotten to where they are today...all through their own efforts.

Even if I cut off contact with them next, they will definitely be able to walk on the right path as usual.

And Ichiri Goto... must be able to find her own happiness in her own way.

That'll be fine.

Compared with the various failures that he has experienced, the "lovelorn" that Goto Kazuri experienced can be said to be the type with the least loss.

"........."

Thinking of this, Ren Suzuki looked up at Gotou Kazuri again.

Although she no longer stands in the front row of the audience, she no longer needs her support.

After breaking away from the relationship of dependence and help, the two finally returned to a normal and real distance.

"...Well, there's nothing wrong with standing here."

Thinking of this, a faint smile appeared on Suzuki Ren's face.

Being able to have all four of them have a special impression of themselves is the most luxurious thing for fans.

If you think about it this way, then he can be said to be the happiest fan after the band ended.

With some indescribable sense of superiority, Ren Suzuki raised his head slightly and glanced at the fans standing with him in the audience.

However, when he glanced at the figure in another corner, his expression instantly froze on his face.

........................

This distance...is wrong.

It shouldn't be there, it shouldn't be so far apart.

The place where he should appear should be in the front row, where she can see him as long as she lowers her head slightly, where she can hear his voice as long as she listens...

……

Alas, what is she asking of a fan who meets her for the first time?

His willingness to come and listen to his live show is already the greatest support for him. Asking him to stand in the front row and so on... There must be a limit to unreasonableness, right?

And after all...why do I always have so many demands on this man?Obviously she has never been in this situation before...

An extremely subtle contradiction begins to appear between self and consciousness.

Goto Ichiri felt that his voice was starting to become more and more out of control.

After swallowing down the irritability that arose from the conflict, Goto Kazuri completely vented it on the guitar——

"Oh, Goto's guitar is much more powerful than usual today."

"Yeah, I feel like she's in pretty hot shape today."

"As expected of her!"

The audience, who did not understand the situation, naturally regarded this difference as a sign that Goto was in good condition.

On the other side, the other three who have been her teammates for four years are well aware of Goto Kazuri's current state.

In fact, since they talked with Suzuki Ren, their moods have become a little agitated inexplicably.

So, after a simple exchange of glances, as the lead singer and MC, Ikuyo Kita decided to slightly change the order of today’s performance——

"The next track is - [negative dog にアンコールはいらない] (The defeated dog does not need an encore)"

..............................

This song was composed by Ichiri Goto after he got drunk for the first time.

Although I don’t know what she was thinking when she wrote these lyrics, this song does have a very good effect in venting her emotions——

[If you want to name your life, hope is not the right word, right? 】

【How many years have you been waiting... Do you really not understand? 】

[Anyone other than you is fine, you should understand this, right? 】

When singing these lyrics, Goto Ichisato subconsciously turned his attention to Suzuki Ren in the distance.

However, at this moment, there was a smile on his face that was difficult for her to understand, with a hint of sadness and relief...

Shouldn't it be like this?

Is it possible that for him, standing in that position is enough?

Tsk!I don’t know why, but I always feel so annoyed!

Why is she the only one who has to endure this unreasonable anxiety for no reason?

Where did that strange man come from?

Goto Ichiri, who was completely immersed in the song, played rougher and harder than before.

[Enough is enough, I just want to block everything in this kind of life! 】

[Sing all your regrets like a bereaved dog——]

Just as the song was progressing, Goto Kazuri suddenly noticed that Suzuki Ren in the corner suddenly made a move.

So immediately afterwards, she immediately locked her eyes firmly on Suzuki Ren, and wanted to see where he was going next.

(Is it the front row? It must be the front row, right?!)

She was looking forward to it in her heart.

(Come to me quickly, I don’t know why, but I don’t want to be so far away from you anyway!)

And then, just when Goto Kazuri was looking at the figure hopefully and expecting him to come in front of him, he suddenly put away the smile on his face and slowly walked to the other side of the Livehouse. A corner.

Not long afterward, under her almost dumbfounded gaze, he directly started talking to the girl sitting in the corner, his expression looking quite serious...

Eh?Could this...could it be...a legendary pick-up?

Although this kind of thing is indeed not uncommon in Livehouse, but...but...eh?

Seeing Ren Suzuki talking to the woman, Goto Ichiri's brain suddenly turned into mush.

At the same time, Suzuki Ren, who came to another corner, showed an extremely complicated expression and said to the woman in front of him:

"Are you... Hiiragi?"

Chapter 92: If we chat until early in the morning, can it be regarded as facing tomorrow together?

Ren Suzuki never thought that she would meet Hiiragi again here after five years.

What he didn't even expect was that when he subconsciously asked that question, the other person's answer was -

"…………Long time no see, Lord Lian."

Even in this space filled with impetuous atmosphere, Hiiragi's voice still carried a heaviness that made Ren Suzuki's heartbeat stop.

Her expression and tone at this time were extremely calm and relaxed, but Ren Suzuki still became nervous subconsciously.

"You... can already think of me?"