A world only known by the God of Lost Love

"Now, who are you? Why does my mood become inexplicably messy just by seeing your face?"

Recalling the familiarity and longing that surged deep in her heart when she saw him for the first time today, she couldn't help but frown slightly.

Could it be possible...where did they really meet in the past?

But in her memory, it seemed that she had never had any communication with a boy of this good looks.

Although Goto Kazuri was indeed popular in high school, if it was a handsome guy of this level, if it was this side face that people never tire of, she would never be able to forget it easily——

"……Eh?"

Suddenly, an extremely unfamiliar scene flashed through Goto Ichiri's mind.

At sunset, on the way home...a handsome boy was carrying a guitar for her and walking home with her.And every time she turned her head to the side, she would see that side face that fascinated her so much...

Just like she subconsciously did when she went to [STARRY] today.

What shocked her the most was that the profile of the face in her memory... was exactly the same as that of the man named "Lian Jun".

"Just now... what happened?"

Goto Ichiri covered his head, showing an extremely confused expression.

"Is that really my memory?"

Although it was an extremely unfamiliar scene, it did not make her feel inconsistent or conflicted like in the past.

Rather, after seeing this side face, all the memories in her mind suddenly felt like gears were meshing together to complete them.

Thinking of this, she quickly took out her mobile phone and called up the photo with an empty space in the middle.

As expected, her memory naturally filled in the blank space with Suzuki Ren's figure, making everything that was inconsistent with it seem natural and reasonable.

In this way, when he first arrived at [STARRY], Itachi Hikaru and Yamada Ryo seemed to be "interrogating" this man with some unknown purpose, while Kita Ikuyo, who has always paid great attention to keeping a distance from fans, At that time, I also drew closer to him uncharacteristically...

The relationship between this man and the ending band... is definitely not a simple fan relationship!

But I don’t know why, neither I nor the other members of the band have forgotten the existence of this man, and even the traces of his existence have disappeared completely.

What the hell is going on——

"……Well."

While Goto Kazuri was still confused by this contradictory memory, Suzuki Ren suddenly let out a moan on the bed——

"I feel so dizzy, where am I..."

The drunken Suzuki Ren finally managed to regain some energy from the drunken state just now.

However, when he opened his eyes, what he saw in front of him made his already not so clear consciousness blurry again.

"……Eh?"

Everything in front of me is undoubtedly the layout of the hotel.

However, at this moment, the girl squatting beside the bed and looking at him with panic eyes... is the person who "shouldn't" be here no matter what -

"Go...Fuji?"

After muttering the name softly, Suzuki Ren turned his groggy head to the ceiling again.

"Hotel... Goto... I am still dreaming..."

Because he did have the memory of going to a hotel with Ichiri Goto and staying in the same room, so he was not too surprised by the scene before him.

So... was it because he saw Gotou growing up that he subconsciously dreamed of living in a hotel with her as an adult?

This is a bit too shameless...

Ren Suzuki felt a little ashamed of her impure thoughts.

But at the same time, after seeing Ichiri Goto in his "dream", Ren Suzuki couldn't help but smile.

"Goto, you...have really become an amazing guitarist."

Under the influence of alcohol, Suzuki Ren, who was completely unable to hide what was in his heart, said this as if gibbering:

"Not only have I become super popular... I've also become better at dressing myself up than before... It's great..."

"!!!"

Goto Kazuri, who was still panicking because of Suzuki Ren's sudden awakening at first, suddenly became even more shocked after hearing Suzuki Ren's words.

She learned how to dress with Ikuyo Kita when she was in the first grade of high school. In other words, if someone knew her after that, they shouldn't know that she was "not good at dressing up."

Although this man keeps saying that he is just a fan... but judging from what he just said, he seems to know her very well in the past!

After knowing this, she immediately re-corrected her sitting posture and moved a little closer to Suzuki Lian, trying to hear his murmurs more clearly——

"If that's the case...even if you don't have me...it shouldn't matter..."

After hearing these words, Goto Ichiri suddenly felt an extremely sharp pain in his heart.

She really wanted to refute this sentence, but since she couldn't recall anything, she really didn't know how to respond.

Facing this man who was putting on a pleased expression, she could only stare at his side face with a disappointed expression, unable to take her eyes away.

Although she didn't know what the truth was, Goto Ichiri knew that she could never "let go" of this man easily.

If I break up with him without solving the mystery about this man, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life.

But that being said, how can I establish contact with this guy who always insists on calling himself a "fan"?

……

Driven by the lingering anxiety in her heart, Ichisato Goto first glanced at Ren Suzuki, who was disheveled on the bed, and then looked down at her own body. For a moment, a rather bold plan came to her mind. It came to mind spontaneously.

Now that she has done the most "rock" thing in her life tonight, it shouldn't matter if she does it a little more "rock" next, right?

With an impulse that was almost like giving up on himself, Goto Kazuri took out his wallet and took out something from the mezzanine...

Chapter 96: A plan full of regrets

When Suzuki Ren opened his eyes again, he couldn't help but be so frightened by the strange scene in front of him that he couldn't move for a long time.

At this time, he was lying in a strange hotel room with no clothes on his upper body, and his shirt was casually thrown onto another bed.

Then, he sat up and looked back, and found that the messiness of his bed had completely exceeded the level caused by the "difference in sleep". However, when he moved his eyes to the side again, he saw a torn plastic The packaging immediately made Ren Suzuki feel a chill in her heart——

The combination of these weird scenes makes it look like "after the event" no matter how you look at it.

"W-what's going on...what happened last night?!"

Along with the panic that sent shivers down his spine, Suzuki Ren's mind began to work rapidly.

The one who left this behind...could it be Hiiragi?

After all, she was the last person he came into contact with before losing consciousness, so Suzuki Ren subconsciously focused his suspicion on her.

However, the next second, he immediately denied this conjecture.

"No, no, it's impossible... The two of us have clearly decided to say goodbye formally in the end. It's impossible for her to do such a thing now."

Recalling Hiiragi's expression and tone at that time, Ren Suzuki didn't think she would go back on her word in such a short period of time.

So...if it wasn't Hiiragi, who would have brought him to this hotel and done this kind of thing with him...

Thinking of this, Suzuki Ren suddenly scanned the room with extremely uneasy eyes.

Then the next second, when he looked at the bedside, next to the torn square plastic package, a small note instantly attracted Suzuki Ren's attention.

And when he quickly approached the bedside and looked at the content on the note, the expression on his face suddenly became a little more ugly.

[If you want to know what happened last night, please contact me. 】

"What on earth...is going on?"

Ren Suzuki rubbed her temples vigorously, trying hard to find the memory of last night from the depths of her consciousness.

However, because he was too excited and drank the fragment, he was really unable to find any useful information from his groggy brain.

Who brought him to this hotel room, and what happened after that?

Suzuki Ren, who felt her heart trembling, quickly picked up the note and was about to call the phone number recorded on it to inquire about what happened last night.

However, when he looked carefully at the number on the note, his originally nervous expression suddenly froze on his face.

"...this number?"

Looking at the phone number in front of him, the panic on Suzuki Ren's face gradually faded, replaced by deep confusion.

Because if he remembered correctly, the owner of the mobile phone number written on the note was clearly——

"Goto?"

Although he can't remember everyone's phone number, for Ren Suzuki, who has a relatively bright mind, he will still deliberately keep certain important numbers in his mind.

And Kazuri Goto, who is the target of the strategy, is naturally also in the category of Ren Suzuki's "important target".

However, when he recognized the owner of the number on the note, the doubts in his heart not only failed to resolve, but instead deepened.

If Goto brought him to this room, then when did she find her drunken self, when did she bring him here, and whether Goto really did it to herself... ...that kind of thing?

(That guy who blushes even if someone touches his bangs... can he really do this?)

Although Goto Ichiri had already experienced four years of growth at this time, Ren Suzuki still couldn't imagine that she would do such unrestrained things.

Thinking of this, Suzuki Ren, who calmed down a little, immediately lowered his head and began to examine the sheets and his body.

"The sheets are very dry and don't leave any smell. My underwear has no traces of being touched. There is nothing in the trash can..."

After learning that the person who brought him here was not some unknown stranger, but Gotou Kazuri, Suzuki Ren's reason gradually returned to his consciousness, and under his detective-like exploration and reasoning, things turned out to be... The truth gradually emerged.

"... Phew, okay, okay."

After summarizing all the information, Renya Suzuki finally breathed a long sigh of relief.

"The two of us didn't do that kind of thing..."

Although the messy scene in front of them does look like something like that happened, judging from the various details in the room, the two of them did not actually achieve that step, or in other words, there is a high chance that the two of them did nothing. occur.

And if that's the case... then the extremely suspicious scene in front of you may be the illusion deliberately created by Goto Kazuri. It's just that because of her lack of experience, there are so many obvious things in the fake scene afterwards. bug.

So, what is her purpose in doing this?

……

"...Does she hope to use this method to get me to take the initiative to contact her?"

Suzuki Ren, who thought about it over and over again, finally came to this conclusion.

After all, when she was at Livehouse yesterday, Ichiri Goto made it very clear that she wanted to get closer to herself. In terms of motivation, it does make sense for her as the mastermind...

But?Eh?Is this really what Ichiri Goto can do? !

This determination to become a "criminal" without hesitation, and the ability to carry out such a bold plan... neither of which is beyond Suzuki Ren's imagination.

But no matter what, there are only two options before him at this time.

One is that he turns a blind eye to this and cuts off the last remaining connection between the two at this time.

The other one is for him to call back the phone and ask Kazuto Goto what her intention was.

……

Looking at the note in his hand, Ren Suzuki couldn't help but recall the scene last night when Goto Ichiri blushed and worked hard to fake the scene, and after completing this, he left the room with a look of anticipation on his face.

Ren Suzuki didn't know what kind of mental journey Goto Kazuri went through to do such a thing, but he was certain that she was definitely prepared to lose everything, and that was why she risked losing her reputation. Such a bold plan.

"……Ugh."

Thinking of this, Ren Suzuki sighed deeply, then took out his mobile phone and slowly entered the number without any need for a note——

Chapter 97: Even a half-baked awareness

"Wow!!!! I must have lost my mind to do such a thing, right?!"

At this time, Goto Kazuri, who was in the "after-the-fact" state, was curled up in his bed, crying in an extremely unseemly manner.

"Not only did they forcefully take off their clothes, but they also specially left that thing behind... No way! It's so shameful, I want to die!"

I don't know what string she missed last night, and she actually thought of using this method to get the other party to contact her.

Is it because of the "suggestive" nature of the hotel room, or is it a temporary idea after seeing his face and figure?