The trainer, whose time is running out, just wants to survive

In fact, she was also mentally prepared. The past ten years were enough to make a person forget a lot. She had long known that she might be the only one who foolishly used this agreement as motivation. In the end, she might be the only one who could only rely on these childhood memories. Solace in the memories.

For Rudolf, from the moment Kitano forgot her, Kitano "died" in her memory and "died" in her memory. Now, this person has forgotten the agreement and has long since forgotten her. This person... is nothing more than a stranger to her.

However, it was still difficult to suppress the anger in his chest, and there was still anger in his heart that had not been vented.She is the symbol of Ludo. After taking off all the pretense of dignity, majesty and kindness, she has never been a magnanimous horse racing girl deep down in her heart.

Kitano... just wait, I will prove to you that your responsibility for undefeated three championships... is nothing in my eyes.

I will prove to you that I am the strongest horse racing girl in Japan, and I will make you regret this day forever.

Lu Duo's godless eyes stared at the blood stains on her open palm. At this moment, all her feelings for Kitano turned into unforgettable... anger at the "betrayal".

The frustrated horse racing girl looked at the boy who once made her cheer for the last time with eyes that were like fire. Finally, she suppressed the trembling in her heart and forced herself to turn around and leave angrily, never to see him again. Don’t look back again.

So, she didn't know that at the moment she turned around, the boy subconsciously extended his hand like her, but when he realized it, he put down his holding hand with a forced smile...

Chapter 31: Rudolf’s Memories: She Completely Failed

"Rudo Symbol crossed the line! Unbelievable! Rudot Symbol dominated this era with a sweep! Winning all the classic Triple Crown events!"

"After Representative Qianming, the second undefeated Triple Crown racehorse was born! The symbol of the 'Emperor' Rudo, who has three undefeated triple crowns, wins eight out of eight races, needs no help and has no one to help! Still riding a horse with ease The gap defeats all opponents! This is the era of Japanese horse racing girls! The unprecedented craze and the strongest era!"

On the field, accompanied by the passionate commentary and the cheers, applause and celebrations of the crazy audience, Ruduo, wearing the winning uniform, crossed the finish line in a symbolic and silent manner. However, this horse racing horse with the title of "Emperor" But there was no trace of joy after victory on my mother's face.

All the horse racing girls saw was that she was smiling, but not for the victory. It was more like a predator noticing something that could make it a feast for its prey, showing a cruel, ferocious and expectant twisted expression. All the racing girls competing with Rudolph felt a chilling shiver.

Sure enough... he is not an "emperor", but a "tyrant", a tyrant who belongs to this era and makes all racing girls feel insurmountable. He uses absolute strength to suppress all opponents who dare to challenge him!

And everyone is very clear about who the tyrant will challenge next. Now she can still be above the symbol of Rudo. There is only one horse racing girl left in Japan who may still be able to fight against this tyrant.

The first undefeated three-time champion, a combination that can be called the "strongest partner" among Japanese racing girls, represented by Kitano Ryuichi and Chiaki.

Everyone understands that Rudolf will definitely challenge this strongest combination, and everyone is looking forward to whether it is the "Emperor" who becomes the strongest in Japan with the power of one person, sweeping thousands of armies, or this pair that is touching, The same indomitable combination can defeat the tyrant. The collision of the undefeated triple crown and the undefeated triple crown has become the pinnacle battle that all Japan is looking forward to!

However, what everyone, even Rudolf himself, did not expect was that the showdown they had been looking forward to for so long would actually take so long.

"Avoiding a battle? And avoiding two battles in a row?"

"You mean to say that Representative Chiaki will not participate in the Japan Cup in November or the Arima Kinen in December?"

And just after Ruduo completed the "Three Crowns Without Defeat" achievement, she immediately went to find representatives Kitano and Qianming - this was also the first time she took the initiative to find representatives in more than a year since she enrolled in Teresin College. This is my childhood playmate who has long since died in my heart.

She went to declare war.

For Rudolf today, the Kitano in front of her who has long forgotten her past memories, and the "Kitano" in her heart who she trusted and supported her through countless difficulties during her childhood are completely different. Two completely different people, she had long since cut them off, but that didn't stop her from still treating Kitano as her driving force for moving forward.

In Rudolf's heart, Kitano in her childhood was the memory that comforted her in difficult times; and today's Kitano...is the one who moves forward bravely and becomes the strongest motivation in Japan as a true "emperor".

Love deeply, hate deeply.Rudolf buried all his love and regarded revenge as his only motivation.Once a good friend, today's stepping stone, Rudolf will step on the "corpse" of Kitano and his undefeated Triple Crown horse racing lady to ascend to the throne that belongs to her!

But Kitano's answer made the aggressive Rudolf slightly startled. She had thought about several possibilities that Kitano would answer for her because of Kitano's character, but she could not have imagined that this man, who had great ambitions in childhood and dragged his illness, wanted to become a central figure. Kitano, the trainer, actually chose to retreat at this critical moment.

"Didn't you just win the Autumn Emperor's Prize and already have 4 GI victories? Why don't you pursue the victory at this time? Go for the five-time crown that only Shinzan-senpai has achieved?" Rudolf refused to give up and faced She didn't want to give up this opportunity to completely cut off her last weakness and become the strongest in Japan as the "Emperor", but in fact, she knew better in her heart that this reason was not sufficient.

She still wanted an answer in her heart... She wanted to hear Kitano's answer personally, otherwise her weakness would still exist.

And then, Rudolph got the answer she thought she wanted, an answer that made her completely fall to the bottom.

"Because of this, I hope that Chiaki can avoid fighting. Her previous schedule was too intense, and if she competes in the Japan Cup and Arima Kinen after the Emperor's Award in the autumn, Chiaki's average rest will be less than a month. This will not be good for her. For Qianming, the load is too heavy.”

"What kind of reason is this? Ever since the race schedule was determined, all the racing girls in Japan have run like this!" Rudolf frowned, feeling that he didn't recognize Kitano in front of him. What happened to the high-spirited boy in his memory? Have you become so timid?

In Rudolf's time, the level of Japanese racing girls had not yet caught up with international standards and was still in the embryonic stage of exploration. URA, which was eager for success, did not pay attention to the physical condition and maintenance of racing girls.Therefore, most trainers have a tight schedule and do not miss any game that may win. It is common for them to take a break of more than ten days and then return to the competition field in less than [-] days.

This is normal for Japanese horse racing girls. It has always been like this. Even everyone in Rudolph's family has arranged it this way.But now, Kitano, who has Japan's first undefeated three-time racing girl and can be said to be the "strongest in Japan", doesn't seem to care about this at all.

"Is it always right? For me, what I want is the safety of my responsibility. I will not let my responsibility drag my tired body to compete, let alone risk her to fight."

At that time, Kitano looked directly into Rudolph's eyes and spoke to Rudolph in a serious and reprimanding tone for the first time in his life.Facing Rudolf who was slightly stunned by being scolded by him, Kitano, after losing his temper for a rare time because of touching a principle, returned to his usual tone and said softly:

"I'm sorry, Miss Rudolph...I just care a little too much about these things."

"Actually, what I'm saying is to tell you that you've pushed yourself too hard recently. You seem to be under a lot of mental pressure and physically tired. You don't need to hold on like this."

"You don't need to agree with those words of 'the emperor who doesn't need help' propagated by the media. You may not need someone to teach you how to run, but even if it's just a trainer who can help you arrange your schedule and regulate your body, ,I think I--"

"——I don't need a trainer, goodbye, Kitano trainer."

……Excuse.Rudolf knew that all the so-called battles, Qianming's need to rest and safety were just excuses.If Kitano had not forgotten the past, if his undefeated three-time racing girl was not the representative of Qianming, but the symbol of Rudo, Kitano would never have so many excuses, because he believed she could do it.

There is only one reason for all this - Representative Qianming.The only thing Rudolf could think of was this horse racing girl who was known in Teresen, and even in Japan as a whole, and who was a "match made in heaven" with Kitano.

After the Chrysanthemum Appreciation, Rudolf also watched representative Qianming's performance at the Autumn Emperor's Appreciation. She was certain that this senior's true strength was not as good as hers.Although Qianming broke the Autumn Emperor's Prize record, she had obvious problems with exerting force during the competition, which had not appeared in her previous competition videos.

Then there is only one possibility. Representative Qianming's strength has begun to decline, and Kitano is also very aware of this matter, so he chose to avoid the battle!

He is safeguarding the glory of Representative Qianming. Even if he is scolded as a coward or coward, it doesn't matter. He is safeguarding the "myth" of his favorite horse racing girl from being broken. He doesn't want to see his own responsibility. Being stepped on by Rudolf became her stepping stone.

She knows...the person Kitano likes now is Representative Qianming, and Representative Qianming also likes Kitano.

This point, let alone Tereson Academy, is an open secret even in the whole of Japan. Everyone knows that although neither of them has pierced this layer of window paper, everyone understands tacitly that they are just While waiting for retirement, after representative Qianming retires, they will definitely have a result, everyone believes so.

The perfect combination to redeem each other, the best partner to make up for each other's shortcomings...

...It’s really infuriating.

What redemption, what perfection - they are all false rumors. When several coincidences come together, people will always label it "fate", but Rudolph does not believe in any of this.

She was going to defeat Representative Qianming and crush this so-called rumor.

She, even without anyone's support, can run to the end of the world alone with just the fire burning in her heart.

She can do it...it's obvious...that's the way it is.

"Beyond! Representative Chiaki! Representative Chiaki, who had been dormant for several months, was miraculously resurrected in the Spring Emperor's Awards! In the showdown between the undefeated Triple Crown and the undefeated Triple Crown, Representative Chiaki used her strength to defend her title as the strongest horse racing girl in Japan. !”

"A combination made in heaven, defeated their strongest opponent in history! Even the symbol of 'Emperor' Rudo, unfortunately lost by a small margin in the end. This is the most impeccable partnership in Japan's history."

On the big screen, Lu Duo stared blankly at the ranking that symbolized her defeat. The No. 2 ranking seemed so dazzling at this moment that she found it difficult to accept.

She... lost?

Last year, when Rudolf didn't listen to Kitano's warning and worked hard to participate in the Japan Cup, she had already tasted the feeling of failure.But compared with the defeat in the Japan Cup, the defeat in the spring Emperor's Prize, and the long-awaited duel with Representative Chiaki, the frustration brought to Rudolph is simply not worth mentioning.

The defeat in this game was difficult for Rudolph to accept... Obviously, she should be the one to win.Chiakiyo showed that she had exhausted all her energy in the first three corners, and it was clear that her last leg was already much worse than before due to her poor condition.

Why, why did he get overtaken by her in the end?It was as if there was some force pushing Representative Qianming behind her back.

Myself, what's wrong with me?She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand.

And when Rudolf was in a daze, when the emperor had even begun to question himself, after finishing the race, the representative, whose face was pale and bright, seemed to notice the arrival of someone, and the man who had been biting his next Although she was patient with her lips, she immediately showed a hint of joy and shouted happily:

"Trainer-san~"

The next moment, Rudolf, who was shaking all over, slowly turned his head, and she saw Representative Qianming... She raised one of her legs slightly, and jumped towards Kitano's movement not far away. go.

Under Rudolph's dazed gaze, Qianming and Kitano once again walked toward each other at the same time, and once again... hugged each other under everyone's gaze.

Ah...it turns out...that's what happened?

It was only at this moment that Rudolf figured out why she lost to Representative Qianming, why Qianming exploded with amazing power in the end, and what the difference was between herself and Representative Qianming.

...There is only one person left, a person who once became her belief in persisting, a man who now...she no longer has.

Rudolph had experienced this feeling before, this feeling of being supported by him, this feeling of never letting down his support, which had helped Rudolph overcome every difficult situation.

But now, she no longer has these, never again... never again.

Seeing the two people hugging each other and crying in front of him, on the gloomy field with heavy rain, Rudolf once again stretched out his trembling palm, facing Kitano's figure, and grasped deeply... ...But all she can hold on to is that trace of regret, the love that left her.

That day, it rained heavily, soaking her face mercilessly, making it impossible for her to tell whether it was rain or tears on her face.

Sure enough, she still couldn't forget this boy who left the only beam of light in her life, and now it was this boy who ruthlessly shone this beam of light on others, making her Once again, he returned to the lonely darkness.

She knew that he... would never belong to her again.

The eight-year-old Rudolf was forever trapped in the childhood where he once had this light, and could never get out.

Chapter 32: Rudolph’s memory: the feelings she lost as soon as she let them go

I thought I had let go of this relationship...when did it happen?

Sometimes time seems to heal a lot of pain that you thought you couldn't get through. It makes you feel that you are not that emotional. It also makes you feel that many things in the past don't seem necessary. So crazy, so anxious.

For Ruduo Symbol, who has gone deep into the Higher Education Department, these words seem to be the most realistic portrayal of her years at Treison College.Nowadays, she has achieved great success. After returning from an overseas expedition, she successfully took over the position of senior Shenzan and became the new student president of Treson College.

The three-year journey came to an end, and Rudolf's record was fixed on the "seven crowns", an impressive record that has never been seen before or since in Japan.Now Rudolf, with his own achievements, has deservedly won the title of "Japan's Strongest Jockey Girl" which he and Representative Chiaki never got in the extreme competition on the field.

With the retirement of representative Chiaki after the Emperor's Award in the spring, and the record was fixed at the "five crowns", Rudolf's title of "Japan's Strongest" was obtained without any pressure or resistance. It was once debated by countless people. The question of "Who is stronger, Representative Qianming or Representative Lu Duo?" has now become a meaningless after-dinner joke.

Until now, if this issue is mentioned again to all the fans of Japanese racing girls, there is a high probability that they will make such a widely circulated comment:

"As expected, Rudolf is still stronger, but the combination of Qianaki and Kitano is so perfect that one cannot exist without the other."

If it were three years ago, Rudolph, who was still struggling with "revenge" on behalf of Kitano and Chiaki, would have been furious after hearing such words.But if Rudolph today heard such comments, he would probably just laugh.

When she just realized that she would never be able to recapture Kitano, Rudolf did go crazy, became anxious, and gave up on herself. She even thought about walking away and leaving Japan forever with the expedition, leaving Qianming behind. Representatives and Kitano went to immerse themselves in the honor of being "the strongest in Japan".

But in the end, what she didn't expect was that the person who dismissed her idea was none other than Kitano Ryuichi who had forgotten her.

"This is for you, Rudolf-san."

The day before he was about to go on an expedition abroad with his family, Kitano actually took the initiative to find her. Since the Spring Emperor's Award ended, Representative Chiaki was hospitalized with a fractured left leg and finally announced that he had to retire. The media has been promoting her "extremely stiff relationship".

...Although before the Spring Emperor's Award, their relationship was very tense.

Rudolf, who was frustrated at the time, only saw Kitano handing her a notebook and proactively explaining:

"I have the habit of writing down some of my theories and training results. Rudolf-san, you are about to go on an overseas expedition on behalf of Japan, right? I think this note of mine should be of some help to you."

"...Don't you blame me?" However, once again looking at the man in front of her who once made her miss her day and night, and made her heartache, she didn't know at that time whether she had softened her heart, or whether she still held on to her heart. With a hint of fantasy...the fantasy that the person she had been closest to could return to her, she made one last attempt.

"Qianming, I can't run anymore, you and her...do you really not blame me?"

"——That was Qianming's choice. You and she are both working hard for victory, how could I blame you?" At that time, Kitano seemed to be amused by Rudolph's struggles, and added softly. : "To tell you the truth, I proposed to Qian Ming to give this note to you. Qian Ming agreed immediately without even thinking about it."

"I originally wrote this training record for Qian Ming. At the time, I also thought about whether Qian Ming would have the opportunity to go abroad for an expedition. Since Qian Ming can no longer use it, I think it should be the best place to give it to the people who need it. .”

"Rudolf-kun, I beg you, take Qianming's share with you and keep running."

Facing the note handed over by Kitano with a smile, Rudolf took it blankly. After being silent for a long time, he didn't know whether it was relief or self-deprecation and chuckled.

This man obviously no longer remembers her, but he still thinks about how to help her. Even though they have nothing to do with each other, this man is still the same as before... helping her with so many nosy things—— Especially that guy Qianming actually agreed.

If the identities of Rudolf and Qianming were reversed, and it was Rudolf who was lying on the hospital bed unable to run again for the rest of his life, she would definitely tie her only support to her side forever, let alone agree with him to give What notes did my opponent send...

Maybe... I am really not as good as Qian Ming. No wonder this guy is attracted to Qian Ming.

Perhaps all of this was the arrangement of the three goddesses. Kitano's ideal of "three undefeated crowns" was finally realized, but it was a pity that that undefeated three crowns... was not just her.

But maybe she doesn't need to be so angry or jealous about this. She should... accept the reality.

They're really well matched, they're really nice.It's time to quit, myself.As a rival, as a...friend, I give up this unrequited love that cannot be answered.

"Looking back on this now... this may be the best choice I have ever made."

In the student union, Rudolf looked at the documents in his hand, but he couldn't help but recall the support Qianming and Kitano gave her along the way. It can be said that without them, her role as student president would never have been so smooth. My reputation as an "emperor" may still make some horse racing girls think that I am an unkind tyrant.

Rudolf slowly let go of the past, and those so-called heartbreaks slowly turned into accepting the reality. She had let go...probably.

"President!"

At this moment, a childish voice accompanied the opening of the student union door, and a little horse girl's figure came to Rudolph's desk.After seeing the person clearly, a doting smile immediately appeared on Rudolf's face, and he said softly:

"Emperor, is the training arranged by trainer Kitano over so soon?"

"Well, it's done. Trainer Santao said that my talent is very good! In the future, I might be able to become an undefeated Triple Crown racehorse like you, the president!"

The little horse girl in Rudolf's arms is named Emperor of the East China Sea.A horse girl whom Rudolf met when he had just won the undefeated triple crown. Although he didn't know the reason, the Emperor of the East China Sea admired her so much that he even shouted "I am" when he faced her for the first time. She also wants to become an undefeated Triple Crown horse racing girl."

At that moment, Rudolph was in a daze for a moment, as if he saw the shadow of his past in this child.

The reason why Rudolf recommended Donghai Emperor to Kitano was of course not just because he pinned some of his regrets on Donghai Emperor... In fact, it was more of a problem between Qianming and Kitano.

"Speaking of which, President, I don't understand why Qianming-senpai likes Trainer-san so much, but she is still reluctant to confess her love to Trainer-san?"

Sitting on Rudolf's lap, the Emperor of the East China Sea, who has not yet transformed into his true form, is now a junior high school student, but he is still about the same size as an elementary school student.But the ignorant emperor also revealed a problem that he, and even fans of Jockey Girl all over Japan, couldn't figure out.

Representative Chiaki held a retirement ceremony not long after he suffered a fracture due to injuries in the spring.While this made many fans feel regretful, it also made them excited - because they believed that it was finally time for representatives Kitano and Chiaki to pierce the window paper.

Ever since Rudolf entered school, the relationship between Kitano and Chiaki has been no different from dating in the eyes of everyone.In addition, I don’t know whether it is true or false, "defying all the opinions to get into Teresen" or "winning the Satsuki Award for a miraculous recovery", the "made-in-heaven" combination of characters represented by Kitano and Chiaki has long been dismissed. It is well known to the Japanese public.

Everyone believed that the reason why neither of them took a stand was because Representative Qianming did not want to repeat the scandal of his parents' previous relationship.Even Rudolf himself thinks so. When representative Qianming retires, it may be the time when she and Kitano tie the knot...

——But after several years, there is still no movement between the two.Neither of them seemed to be anxious about this, but instead made a group of fans and racing girls who had been waiting for it anxious.