Longmen Memoirs

Shuangxing stood beside Chen Mo.

She watched the group of people approaching. The leader, Sakaz, had hair of the same color as hers, but the flashy military uniform and the large and small medals on it were like a small village girl from a remote place like Shuangxing. A world that I have never seen before.

The biggest officer she has seen in Ursus so far is her father. The big brothers of the shield guards call her father captain. Apart from Bozhuo Kasti, there are probably also the crooked melons and jujubes from the infected pickets.

The momentum is very strong. It is better to say that Frost Star feels a stronger sense of crisis from this group of Sakaz than the shield guards. If I insist on saying so, only patriots on the battlefield will bring Frost Star This feeling, but Patriot is Shuangxing's father, Shuangxing will naturally be close to him, and he will not show his majesty in front of Shuangxing.

Shuangxing's vigilance is almost reflected in her body. Perhaps even she herself is not aware of the instinctive reaction of people when their lives are threatened.

Sakaz seemed to notice her standing next to Chen Mo.

She nodded slightly.

This action made Frost Star stunned.

She knew that these Sarkazi were so kind not because of her, after all, the Sarkazi were notorious, but because of the person standing next to her.

But Shuangxing still felt a little strange, probably because the Chen Mo standing next to her, although a bit talkative, could not connect him with such a group of good Sakaz.

He is the kind of soldier who stands in the military formation, and everyone wears the same uniform, which makes him look inconspicuous. Even if he is put into a straight high-end military uniform and has a few fancy gold titles, he still can't look like a big shot. 【&=

"coming."

"Well, we set off as soon as we received the news, but we were delayed for a while."

"There is no discernible authenticity."

"I checked on the way here."

Chen Mo said nothing more.

Shuangxing listened to their conversation, and Chen Mo's eyes fell on the military uniform on Niyan.

Shuangxing saw the smile on Chen Mo's face.

He stretched out his hand as if to touch the epaulette on Sakaz's shoulder, but his hand fell in the air and he took it back again.

"It fits well. It looks really nice on you."

The early morning mist gradually melted away, the sun pierced the fog, and the brilliant light fell on medals of all sizes, reflecting brilliant light. The light reflected in Chen Mo's black eyes, and the gold on Sakaz's epaulettes was so... Brilliant.

But Sakaz didn't answer.

She just suddenly straightened her back and raised her hands in salute.

"Welcome back, sir."

There was visible persistence in her red eyes.I still remember his answer when she called her sir for the last time.

Not anymore.

From now on, it will no longer be the case.

Chen Mo watched her movements.

"It won't happen again, Adjutant."

He said this and finally raised his hand in return.

"Yes, long..."

"Don't call me sir."

"Chen... Mr. Chen?"

Chen Mo nodded.

There was no such thing as a long absence, because it was meant to be, because as long as the Watchman was there, he was always there.

Chapter 67 A period of life, a stranger from birth, like father and mother, no regrets

In the world, some people are heroes, and some are protagonists. All living things, all things are going around, and everyone has a story that belongs to him and is unique. He is the protagonist in this story, and outside of the story, he is also the protagonist. Become a character in someone else’s story.

Different destinies benefit from the intersection here, and then wander around and go their separate ways.

Chen Mo should have expected it.

So when Mu Yan vaguely explained why they came over on the Rhode Island and saw the white figure standing on the deck watching him, there was no surprise on his face.

Niyan said that they had been delayed for a while after receiving the news. After seeing that they were coming from Rhode Island, Chen Mo had probably already made this preparation. When he appeared in his sight, Chen Mo still couldn't help but have a dazed look in his eyes.

After Chen Mo disbanded Li Court, Li Court became a special organization directly under the charge of Theresia. This was actually an agreement between Chen Mo and Babel. Chen Mo could not rest assured that Li Court would be handed over to others, so according to In the past, she had a habit of leaving court, and any important information needed to be handled by Theresia.

Frost Star was startled, and even with the vigilance brought by Sakaz, he inexplicably became calm when he saw the white Sakaz.

She is so conspicuous.

Even if she was just standing there quietly, it was impossible to ignore her presence. It would be better to say that the moment she saw her, only her figure remained in his sight.

Quiet Theresa.

Standing on the metal deck of the tall Rhode Island in the early morning when the mist dissipated, the endless dead wilderness stretched as far as the eye could see, the breeze blew her white hair, and the hem of her skirt fluttered gently in the wind.

Shuangxing subconsciously turned to look at Chen Mo.

She wanted to ask who it was.

But after seeing Chen Mo's gaze, Shuangxing just opened his mouth.

Chen Mo knew that when he saw Theresia appearing here in person, he knew that the worry in his heart about Kazdel was meaningless.

Theresia walked down the deck, Mud Rock turned sideways to get out of the way, and stood behind Theresia. The black night watchmen pressed the hilts of their swords at their waists, their eyes were sharp and their figures were straight.

Theresia's footsteps were not in a hurry. In Chen Mo's sight, she slowly walked towards him, and her figure gradually became clearer. At the same time, memories gradually revived in her mind.

seven years ago.

A fledgling mercenary snake who left Colombia and came to Kazdaele.

That cold-blooded and cold-hearted kid.

There is so much hatred and resentment hidden in his heart that cannot be freed and let go, and the past and helplessness in his heart that he never tells others.

His weak soul and ridiculous and humble extravagant hopes were gradually wiped out bit by bit by this cold land. The snake who no longer wanted anything more, after coming out of the black wall, Chen Mo became the snake's 013.

Perhaps this is fate. It is destined that people will never get what they want, and that what people hope for and what will really happen will never meet.

Those small wishes that are gradually shattered and gone away, that wandering ghost who is confused and full of hatred.

He finally lived a life he had never imagined.

Even though Chen Mo couldn't remember what he had said to Theresa over the years, he couldn't remember every time they met, and she couldn't remember many details of those days.

From the black steel mercenaries rescued by Sakaz, to the prisoners and guests in Sakaz's camp, to the members of the Tower of Babel, Thearesia's escort, and finally to Gograi alone to form a court, To the general whose hands were stained with blood in the war, to the murderous butcher of Sakaz.

Chen Mo had seen countless kinds of Theresia in his eyes.

It never changes.

Chen Mo climbed out from the pile of dead people, and 013 survived from the beast's cage. Perhaps it was just a long time ago that Chen Mo lost his appearance, so in the following years, he has been struggling to find it. My original self.

"Your Highness."

Looking at Theresa standing in front of him, Chen Mo said, his rose-red eyes reflected his appearance at the moment. He looked really bad. Chen Mo thought, maybe he was attacked by Theresia for the first time. When he was rescued at the same location, the difference was not much different.

It's a pity that he lost consciousness at the time and couldn't see Theresia's expression, but now he seems to be making up for it, and finally it's different.

Chen Mo wanted to smile a little to show that he had lived a pretty good life after leaving Kazdale, but no matter what, his current appearance was not convincing.

If he hadn't left at the beginning, maybe it wouldn't have been so difficult, and it wouldn't have been as embarrassing and desolate as it is now.

Maybe he could also be the one standing by Theresia's side, just like before.

But Chen Mo had no regrets. Even if he had to do it all over again, his choice would not be different.

He loves Chen Huijie who is waiting for him in Longmen, he loves Chen He Xiaomo who loves him, she also loves the "lonely" silly fox, and loves Tallulah who is determined to fight for the infected.

What is love and what is like?

Liking means there is such a person that you hope you can always be by his side, and her joys and sorrows become yours, but love is different. Love is not only liking, but love is still liking but no longer forcing it.

Love is when you know what you should do, you have an awareness in your heart, and you have the responsibility to take responsibility.

Chen Mo is a small person, so small that his love can only tolerate a few people, but not so great that he can do it for a country and an era, for some illusory justice and axioms.

He has too many concerns, which allow him to move forward, but also hinder his steps.

Whether it is good or bad, only Chen Mo himself knows.

"What would you like to hear me say, Chen Mo."

Theresia asked softly, as if she had read Chen Mo's thoughts.

"As long as you don't laugh at me."

"I won't laugh at you." She shook her head slightly: "I remembered the first time I saw you. Compared with that time, you have really grown a lot taller. Time flies so fast, Mr. Chen Mo, In the blink of an eye, it turns out that so much time has passed.”

"But I didn't expect you to come here in person." Chen Mo said, looking beyond Theresia towards Rhode Island behind him.

"Will you blame me for not notifying you in advance?" Theresia blinked and asked warmly.

"How dare I."

"After hearing Ni Yan's report of receiving your communication, I gave them the order to go with them without permission. In fact, I came here this time partly to see you and partly to see you off."

Theresia explained, looking back at Rhode Island behind her.

"Rhode Island?" Chen Mo asked.

"I have decided to let Kelsey and the doctor take Rhode Island away from Kazdaele. I have left them privately for too long. Although I still feel reluctant to leave, I want to go and see it with them. See Looking at the outside world, I want to experience some unforgettable things with them." She looked back: "But I know that Kazdaele needs me, and they belong to this land, and she and the doctor have something that they really need to do. It’s not just for Sakaz and Kazdel.”

She looked at Chen Mo.

"Just like Chen Mo, the mission of the Tower of Babel has ended. I think Kelsey also has her own ideals. I don't want him and the doctor to give up what they want to do for me." She said, and He added regretfully: "But as expected, I'm still very reluctant to part with you."

Chen Mo said nothing, because Theresia's figure in front of him looked a little lonely.

Maybe it's because she shouldn't give people this feeling, so when I see her lonely look, I feel extremely clear.

Now even Kelsey, the doctor and the familiar Rhode Island are leaving.

"so."

"Don't you say something to comfort me?"

"But I think this is a good thing, Your Highness." Chen Mo replied: "If it wasn't because you knew it was right, why would you let Ms. Kelsey and the doctor leave? So you must be happy after making this decision. , since this is the case, there is no need for me to say anything else.”

Chen Mo said, and then added: "However, if you think my words of comfort can make you feel better, I..."

It was very similar to the conversation between them when they were Theresa's guards.

Chen Mo will never say something nice.

"You've said so, so what's the point of comforting people?" Thearesia's eyes held a bit of blame, and the blame slowly disappeared from her eyes, and she sighed softly, "But it's just like what you said. , the Tower of Babel is gone, and Rhode Island has no reason to stay in Kazdaele. This is a good thing, and I have also found something that needs me to do more. Now I just feel that I am living every day. It makes a lot of sense.”

The fate of Sakaz wandering for thousands of years seems to have come to an end. After the war, they Sakaz finally got a moment of respite.

Maybe there is still a long way to go for the revival of Kazdaele. Even if I peek at Kazdaele at this moment, I will not give up. Even if the stability in front of me is just a short-term illusion, I can look at the little bits of construction on this once suffering and barren land. Building a new home will only make people full of hope and enthusiasm, as if they are tireless.

Chen Mo didn't think it was the work of one person, but Theresa gave Sakaz a hope to see, so many Sakaz united under her command.

It is them together, it is the result of the joint efforts and sacrifices of those Sarkarz who died on the battlefield, and those Sarkarz who share the same ideals and hopes.

Maybe even without Theresia, someone like her will appear one day, but that person is not her, but before that person appears, the Sakaz will have to go through many rough days of wandering.

So this is the meaning of Theresia's existence.

Back then, Rhodes Island was the last resort. After Theresa left without a cure, the Tower of Babel would not really fall apart. She had already prepared for the worst, and she could have predicted it at the time. Plan to arrive.

In fact, Theresa has always been clear about the weaknesses of the Tower of Babel. It is only because people need her so much that she holds on to it. This is unexplainable, because in the long darkness, people see a ray of light. People will subconsciously gather under that light.

The Tower of Babel is only united because of Theresia. Those Sakaz don't necessarily really think that there is a possibility of Kazdare's revival. This is not their fault, because Kazdare was in chaos when they were born. They dare not There were too many extravagances to ask for, and the only thing that allowed them to stay was because they, Sakaz, still had a home in this land.

They are unwilling and unable to be displaced.

But later, Theresia gradually made them have this desire, and it was also because Theresia made them believe that they could change Kazdel and Sakaz, so once Theresia died, their faith and The ideal will naturally collapse along with it.

Not only because they no longer have legitimacy, but also because without Theresia, they can't find their way forward.

Not everyone is like Hedley, who likes to be sad for nothing.

Froststar watched them interact.