After swapping bodies with green tea sister

In the end, of course I was angry with him.But it’s not the same, it’s time for dinner, I’m going to eat it, the old man is so bad, he made it delicious on purpose, it made me very greedy, but it’s a pity that I only took two bites, and my stomach felt uncomfortable and disgusting .

"Stomach upset?"

He saw the problem at a glance.Sit over with concern.

... I was so scared that I quickly moved two grids.

"I, I have a boyfriend, Lao Gu, you, take it easy." I covered my face and dared not look at him.

"Just to see a doctor. Stick out your tongue." He sat closer again, this time I didn't escape, seeing his expression didn't look fake, I hesitated for a long time, "Ah~~~"

He didn't dislike ugly ground, concentrated on watching, and took his pulse again.

"Kidney deficiency, weak pulse. I don't know much about the others. In the evening, I'll find some experts to take a look at you." After watching him, he calmly let go. His magnanimity made me ashamed to manipulate my little daughter.I summoned up my courage, raised my head and said, "Thank you, thank you. But, it's unnecessary, right? It should be simple, simple stomach problems."

"Simple, Mu Zhili was cured by you long ago. If you can leave it to me, it must be difficult." He was noncommittal.

As he said this, I couldn't help but look forward to it in my heart.

Some doctors actually came to the house at night, but unfortunately, they were dressed in short white clothes and had long breasts and thighs. They were not the kind of respected "old Chinese doctors" in my mind, but more like the cover of a love action movie with a number in an island country.The female doctor came to examine my body, took a blood sample, and then dragged Gu into the study.

I really couldn't hold back my curiosity, and peeped through the crack of the door. Inside, there was no disharmony, no study.The female doctor was eloquent, and Lao Gu listened carefully. The doctor was talking about me.

Talk about my stomach, my addiction, and my weakness.

The doctor said it was difficult to deal with, and there was nothing they could do about nervous things, unless the Almighty was willing to set a precedent, but it is a pity that the Almighty is still wandering around with "that" enemy of life and death.

This kind of thing, in the final analysis, actually depends more on personal will.Some medicines give some relief, but they don't help much.If you can carry it, you can carry it. If you can't carry it, you can't carry it. The most important thing is Gu Jiaming, and you can't be soft-hearted.

Soft heart is all over.

— This is talking about withdrawal reactions.I was depressed after hearing this, because I always felt that I was Gu Jiaming's trouble.Although in my life, I have been troubled by other people a lot, but I always feel that it is inappropriate to change this one, and I owe it to you.

Afterwards, it was complicated and complicated to take care of the body. What kind of food should not be cold, what should not be eaten in the evening, nourishing Yin and Yang, menstruation should replenish Qi, avoid being shocked, avoid alcohol, avoid intercourse, especially pregnancy... He fell asleep, but Gu Jiaming was still there earnestly memorizing bit by bit.

Well, it’s such a hassle to keep healthy, I’d better drink my Bing Kuo Luo.

Just as he sneaked out of the refrigerator that Lao Gu had confiscated, Bing Kuo Luo suddenly felt cold behind his back, and when he turned around, WC flashed to Lao Gu.Before he could react, the ice in his hand had been replaced with a thermos bottle.

MMP in my mouth, MMP in my heart.

Old Gu hehehe.

"You will definitely not find a girlfriend like this." I complained.

He said, "There are more than 100..." Fuck this sudden surge of envy!How can it be repaired!I am so heartbroken! ! !

A half sentence choked me to death, Lao Gu sent several female doctors off, and before leaving, he didn't even give a big red envelope, I complained in my heart that Lao Gu was stupid, I really didn't understand the rules.

In the night, the moon is still as soft as a curtain of water.

After taking the sleeping pills, I lay down and waited to fall asleep, but that kind of faint discomfort, faint irritability and longing came in waves like tides.At this time, I knew it was a withdrawal reaction, I knew it was a drug, so I summoned up my will to cheer myself up.But the more I realize the "culprit", the more itchy I feel.

Soon the little light left in the night was gone - darkness, shadows, ghosts everywhere.To swallow me up.I even feel like it's swallowing my body already.The body hurt even more, this time it was like being crushed, the pain was unbearable, and sometimes it was extremely itchy.Then the thought of "it's all to blame for that" just now suddenly changed to "that can help me", "that can help me".

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts...! ! !

"No, absolutely not, absolutely not like this." This is the insistence from the bottom of my heart.But secretly, he couldn't suppress his longing, "One last time, one last time, one last time." The hissing sound like a poisonous insect was getting louder and getting closer to the bottom line.

I don't know whether it's luck or misfortune, but under the effect of diazepam, my spirit gradually falls asleep.

However, the nerve excitation threshold set by "that thing" made the quality of sleep almost equal to nothing, and the consciousness could not be stopped. With a certain desire that seemed to be dry to death, I had a lucid dream.In the dream, I became a fish jumping out of the pond, very thirsty, very thirsty, thirsty and painful... Then "Hudi" woke up as if falling from the sky. After waking up, the whole body was trembling, trembling, muscle pain and cramp.

"Snap".

The will was instantly shattered before his eyes.

I started to be dazed and thought, "Just once, just once, really the last time." I thought: "I've touched it anyway, so it's okay to endure it for the last time and then start to endure tomorrow? I'm in a bad state today, I'm in a bad mood today, I don't have the will today, so …Today is the last time, and tomorrow we will start to quit.”

With this reason, it is easy to convince the rationality that is destroyed by the manipulation of body desires, knowing in the bottom of my heart that it is wrong, knowing that it is absurd, and unable to hold back.Then, simply, look for, rummage through, look for.but no.Gu Jiaming's house is very empty, there is no such thing at all, even cigarettes are only in his study.I secretly wanted to run out, but it seemed that I had woken him up.

Run to open the door.

I want to escape, I want to escape far away, but I really can't do it once and come back.Anyway, it's so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable...!As long as, as long as it's not uncomfortable...!

But the door was locked remotely, and I couldn't get out, not at all.I was so angry that I was crying, trembling and smashing, going crazy, smashing hard... I was injured, and I couldn't feel the pain.

Suddenly he was picked up.

Subconsciously, he bit his wrist, and he didn't hide, nor would he let go.

I seem to have bitten off a piece of his flesh.

After that, he patted his head and patted his back to coax me.But I was stunned, and I only thought about it: the last time, the last time.At first I begged him, begged him to let me out, begged him to find me that.With a pitiful and soft voice, she begged him, "Gu Jiaming~ this is the last time~ please do it, I'm so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable~ just once~ I'll really quit in the future~"

Then the bottom line got lower and lower, and they began to threaten and lure. "Gu Jiaming, if you don't help me, I'll ignore you again!" "Gu Jiaming, if you don't help me, I'll die!" He even cried and trembled, "Gu Jiaming, don't you want me? I’ll give you everything, I’ll do whatever you want.” “I’ll take off my clothes right away, please help me, please help me.”

But he still refused to let me go, coaxed me, fed some useless suppressant drugs, and diazepam, let me sleep, said to be good, watch TV for a while to calm down, and sleep.

How can I fall asleep...!

I desperately knew in my heart that this person would not be able to help me, even if I rubbed against him to seduce him, he would not let go.Then he got angry, so irritable that he couldn't help scolding him and beating him.Tell him to let me go.From kidnappers to scumbags, devils, and murderers.When the arm was restrained, he bit it. He was afraid that I would bite my tongue indiscriminately, so he deliberately put his shoulder over and let me bite him.

It went on from twelve o'clock to 04:30, and then slowly, slowly, the feeling faded away.The feeling of wanting to vomit is very heavy, like the smelly water in the brain, trying to vomit out of the mouth, but only retching.

"Is it better?" He was still smiling at this time.

There was a lot of blood on his hands, and there were tooth marks on the shoulder of his blouse.The memory just now is actually very clear. I clearly remember every thought and train of thought, but I also feel that I am very strange just now... I panicked that I had turned into a monster.

Depressed or remorseful, she began to cry, and was held to his chest by him.

Tears were all over his lapel. In fact, people are dirty when they cry, but he doesn't dislike it.Gently patted me on the back, coaxed me, said it was okay, it would be fine slowly, it would be fine slowly.

I asked him with tears in his eyes, would he really be okay?

He said sure because he was here and he would help me.

Even more uncomfortable, I asked him: But I have a husband, I can't give you anything, why do you help me?

He paused and said, it's all right.I do the same with my friends.

——Although I knew he was lying to me, I still felt so relieved that I gradually relaxed a little and fell asleep.The calming effect was only coming late now, and after almost listening to that sentence, I drifted off to sleep, and began to have a chaotic, empty, endless nightmare...

Text Chapter 130 Five

The next day was a sunny day.

It wasn't until he woke up that he realized that he was still hugged by Gu Jiaming's generous arms, so he hurried out.My movement woke him up, he seemed very tired, he rubbed his temples in pain for a long time, he could not hide his tiredness when he opened his eyes.For a moment, I was so distressed and ashamed.

Suddenly the memory of yesterday flashed in my mind...

[Gu Jiaming, don't you want me? If you allow me, I'll give it to you this time. I'll give you everything. You can play however you want. 】【Woo~ I'll take off my clothes right away, please help me, please help me. 】

His face flushed red.

Like being sprayed with pink paint.

Shame, at a loss, and especially want to die.Damn thief, God, you just sit on your ass and die!Why do you want to let others see me like this...?But, but...Leave me alone, I can't control it...

Qiao's sack...shouldn't he have to show him that kind of appearance for more than ten days...?

As soon as he thought of this question, his whole mind was overwhelmed with shyness and bewilderment, making the little stars dizzy all over the sky.Woooooo what should I do so I want to die? ? ?

It so happened that Gu Jiaming suddenly looked over.

For some reason, his sight made me tremble slightly, and then I stopped, and my blood spurted up in shame. "Wo, Wo, Wowo..." He stammered a few words and smiled, which completely made my face smoke.He was so ashamed that he didn't even dare to look at him, and then - got up and ran!

When I ran to the door, I didn't realize that the door couldn't be opened.Turning around, he was already at the entrance, I was startled, turned around and went into the utility room.I panicked and went in, only to find that this was a "dead end".

"Qiuyun, why are you running? What's the matter? Are you unhappy?" His slightly smiling voice came from outside the door.

I panicked even more and ran towards the corner, but the corner also has an end...!Then, then, then, I really had no other choice, and with a twitch of my brain, I raised a cloth cover that I don't know what to use to cover it, put it on my body, huddled in the corner, and said silently: I can't see, I can't see, I can't see, I can't see not to me...

Photographed from behind.

"Can you stop being so cute?" Gu Jiaming frowned, gently tore off the cloth cover, and pinched it under my armpit.

He weighed it twice, "It's getting lighter, and it's growing taller." He raised his hands over the bends of his legs, and circled them carefully.It became again, the princess hugged like that...

I didn't struggle.

Because cooked crabs don't struggle.

Putting the boiled dead crab in someone else's arms for a while, closing your eyes, as if being carried back to the bedroom, put it on the bed, and covered it with a warm and soft quilt.Only then did I dare to open my eyes, and sneaked into the depths of the "absolute defense" bed, only showing half of my eyes.

"Hungry?" He looked at me, his tiredness turned into a smile, "What do you want to eat?"

Hate...do I look like a foodie...?

"I want to eat meat."

I whispered Nuo Nuo.

He got up, went to cook, and before he left, he was a little bit entangled in fear that I would be bored, and wanted to dig out a PSV and throw it to me for a long time.It is really a machine with a sense of age. There is a god of war on it. When I saw the bald head, I was very happy.

However, after playing two copies, he continued to collapse.

Rubbish PSV is not as high-performance as a mobile phone... Only a "big kid" like Gu Jiaming who is "semi-old and not old" can use it.After the liver was exhausted, and after replying to Mu Qiuyun's message, the aroma of beef wafted in from outside the door.

I didn't bother to get up, thinking he'd bring it to me anyway.Then it was delivered.The freshly stewed beef is fragrant and hot, as if it wants to get into the whole body to smudge the warmth of its treasures and spoil people.I lowered my head and fiddled with the straw in the juice glass, and I couldn't stop seeing the Band-Aid on the hand of the person next to the bed.

"Gu, Gu Jiaming, you are so kind to me, aren't you afraid that your wife will be jealous?" I asked him sullenly.

"I can leave." He still said the same sentence.

But I'm not happy or touched by his attitude at all, only a kind of sincerity and self-blame, just like I don't cherish other people's precious things...but I obviously don't want to snatch them!

"Gu Jiaming, be more rational, I can't separate. Mu Qiuyun and I are very good, really, we are going to get married in the future, Gu Jiaming, I think, I think, shouldn't I, I should avoid it..." I said in a tone It's already quite solemn and irreversible.

But he laughed, "You haven't tied it. You haven't even done it. You have concerns about being with him."

I'm not surprised he sees that right away.Many clues are already obvious to him.His sharpness and tenacity really made me helpless.I completely gave up treatment and lay paralyzed with the word "big".

"Ugh……"

He looked at me like this and pondered for a long time.After a long time, he pulled me up again, sighed slightly, with a embarrassed expression:

"Qiu Yun. I was just joking. If you find it difficult and troublesome, you can just let it go and let it go. Some fate is still there, but you are right, and some things are too late after all."

After speaking, he seemed to be expecting to see something on my face.

"Really?" I was surprised.

"Yeah." His expectation disappeared and he became a little depressed.

"My brother will come back on the 24th... Take me home, okay? I think by that time, I must be able to hold back. Okay? Please."

Silent for a long time.

"Okay." He nodded.

Very complicated intonation.

Sometimes I am very curious about Gu's voice, he can play a word clearly, but he can play it chaotically, full of countless emotions and thoughts.But the weight of this word makes me suffocate.

After dinner, he carefully planted the eustoma on the windowsill of my room.I don't know how long that flower can live, but a flower that has lost its roots is always hard to live, right?

Just like I am no longer Mu Qiuyun.Many soils and temperatures change quietly, and the flowers will wither, and they will never bear the same ones again, and there will be no fruits.I believe Gu Jiaming understands this truth, I don't understand what he is still insisting on.But—he was really stubborn, and he insisted on calling me "Qiu Yun".

But I am no longer his "Autumn Cloud".

You are no longer the predecessors, so how can you continue the frontier?have given up on each other before.Now, even though they collided by chance, the result is doomed, so why break the original intention and bother me?

The morning is over... "that" happened again.

Sometimes my body hurts so much that I can't get out of bed, but when I think of going to "that" to recover my strength immediately, I can't control anything. I make a lot of noise and smash things in the room, and my strength is so reckless that Gu Jiaming has a little difficulty in controlling it.When I was angry, irritable and sad, I couldn't help but hit him, he...he never fought back.

Just hug me, hold me, feed me medicine.

After a child, the feeling finally faded away again... Weeping in his arms.But this time it ended quickly and came even faster, within almost half an hour, the feeling came back more ferociously and maniacally.

Again the cycle repeats.

By the end of the night, I had had seven seizures. Gu Jiaming said that today was the most violent one, and it would be much better if I endured it.I believe in him.After an unprecedented violent attack after eight o'clock, he really fell into dormancy.

I thought it was over, and I was so happy that I cried.Before going to bed, I took a good flower bath and took a full-length mirror.

Although the carcass in the mirror is still charming, it is haggard, sallow and dull. It can be said that my complexion is the worst after I changed.No wonder saying "that thing" ruins people, if Gu Jiaming hadn't saved me, I've been tossed like this for several years, let alone beautiful, it would be difficult to maintain my appearance, right?

Maybe at that time, I couldn't even sell my ass.Then how to get money?Sell ​​a kidney?Sell ​​corneas?scam money?Vendor...?

This is how people are destroyed step by step.

That night, when I fell asleep, I was very peaceful.Even had a rare dream.In the dream, Mu Qiuyun was wearing a white wedding dress, and I went to pick him up, and we did many happy things together, traveling, playing games, flying chess, wet kissing... It seemed to have completely escaped from the shadows.

suddenly,

The sun went out.