i was my mistake

In fact, she also wanted to say something, but she always stayed at the level of organizing language.

"Girl, although you are not my daughter, I always feel that you look very kind." The smile lines on the mother's face were crowded together.

"Um……"

"Which factory do your parents belong to? I don't know if I've seen them—I haven't heard anyone say that there is such a watery little girl."

"Oh, they're traveling all over the place."

"That's much harder than us."

Wan Qing smiled, but did not answer.

The mother was silent for a while, then suddenly said with a smile: "I always feel that you are my unborn daughter."

Wan Qing, who was sitting on the chair, suddenly didn't know where to put her legs.

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Thanks for the reward of "After all, the moon in the water and the flower in the mirror"!A new chapter is hereby added (thank you Shi Qingyu).

13. Rejection

The continuous sunny days made the weather hot again. The ceiling fan was turning slowly. In the ward without air conditioning, we had to open the windows as much as possible to ventilate.

The breeze pushed down the plastic paper of the flower basket placed on the bedside table, making a slight sound.

The water in the glass has not been drunk at all, and there are slight ripples, like thoughts that involuntarily radiate outward.

Wan Qing's gaze fell straight out of the window, and across the tree-lined hospital courtyard, she saw a half-green and half-red maple leaf blowing from the park in the distance.

The wind blew it down, then lifted it up again, as if holding it in the palm of a gentle hand——then slapped it on the wall.

The maple leaf became a little broken and fell back to the ground weakly.

She woke up suddenly from her distraction, and looked at her mother again.

"Mom..." She subconsciously parted her red lips, but then, the door was pushed open.

Ye Chen walked in with his schoolbag on his back, and found that both of them were looking at him.

"...What's wrong?" He cleared his throat in embarrassment, "Why are you looking at me..."

Wan Qing shook her head slightly: "Okay, let's start studying."

"Well, this is the last summer vacation of high school. You must study hard. When you are a college student, you will be able to assign jobs in the future."

"Can I assign work differently just like my dad?" Ye Chen, who was sweating profusely, unzipped his schoolbag and smiled awkwardly—in fact, he didn't even think about whether he could get into college. No bottom.

Because it is not that there is a gap, but that the gap is huge.

"That's different. College students are assigned good jobs with a bright future." Mother said scoldingly, "Can't you seek to improve yourself? If you always want to inherit your father's job, you have to break out and work hard by yourself. "

"Well, it's only true if you work hard." Although Wan Qing knew that by the time they graduated from university, they would no longer be assigned jobs, but she just kept it in her heart and didn't say anything.

Saying it out might make this kid more relaxed.

But in fact, even if they don't assign work, college students in this era still have a lot of money.

Even if it is a few years or so, college students can be equivalent to graduate students in some unpopular majors 20 years later.

Not only undergraduates can be compared with future graduate students, but even certain specialties can be compared with them.

Just as money will inflate, so will academic qualifications in the future.

"You learn first, Mom sleeps for a while." Mother turned her head slightly, facing the window, "Just don't make too much noise."

"Well, mom, you can rest at ease." Ye Chen pointed to his schoolbag, then looked at Wan Qing, and lowered his voice, "What do you want to learn first?"

"Take care of your own homework first, and I'll take a look first."

Wan Qing calmly picked up an exercise book with the words "Comprehensive High School Mathematics Questions" written on it.

After spreading it out, she took a look - she found that she didn't even seem to understand the title.

It's even more strenuous than watching a special video in English in the future.

This is actually quite normal.

How can you learn knowledge slowly as you grow older?

On the contrary, as you grow older, you will forget more things that are not commonly used.

She racked her brains and thought hard, and finally came up with a few proper terms.

But it's just a kind of specious feeling, asking her to solve the problem, it can be said to be completely impossible.

Her face sank, and she picked up physics, chemistry and biology again.

Except for biology and physics, chemistry is also similar to mathematics, which belongs to the kind that forgets most of it.

Fortunately, at least she knew a lot of chemistry, unlike mathematics - in her high school career, she didn't pass a few times.

After a scumbag grows up, [-]% of them will still be a scumbag, or even an even worse scumbag—then how can a scumbag who is also a scumbag go back to the past and make his own grades improve all of a sudden?

In fact, after a person is over thirty, the speed of learning all kinds of things becomes slow. If you can learn things you like before and you can progress quickly, then after that, even if you learn something you liked before , It is also difficult to calm down and learn.

Let her go back to her student days to study, and that kind of torment and pain suddenly came to her heart.

Even the almost forgotten reason, the reason for hating iron but not steel, slowly remembered.

After growing up, many people said that they didn't study hard back then, if they had regret medicine, they would go back to the past and study hard.

I have to say that this sentence is probably nonsense.

Even though Wan Qing is now forcing herself to read the relatively simple topics in the textbook, she already has a severe headache and wants to put the book down, and then walk out of the ward to smoke a cigarette to calm down.

But Ye Chen was not much better, he spread out the English paper and wrote a few questions, then started to scratch his head, then looked around, and then stared at the questions on the paper in a daze.

Only at this time will the thought world become extraordinarily wild and colorful.

She twitched the corner of her mouth and laughed dumbfoundedly.

She has always hated only herself, and the reason why she transferred this hatred to Ye Chen is because a young self really appeared.

Perhaps when many parents see their children's poor grades, poor studies, and laziness in everything and get angry, they think of themselves who didn't work hard enough when they were young.

They see their children as their own substitutes, their younger selves.

However, those children are very pitiful and innocent. After all, they are not even like Ye Chen, and they are not even the other selves of adults.

The mixed thoughts finally turned into a long sigh.

Of course, Wan Qing didn't live in vain for so many years.

The only breakthrough is probably to come up with many ways to deal with difficulties when facing difficulties-although most of the time they can't solve the troubles, or can only solve part of the troubles.

But when you have a plan in mind to deal with it, you will feel more at ease.

The adult world is always full of deception and fooling - sometimes even to yourself.

"Uh... Wan Qing?" Ye Chen called out to her in a low voice, "Teach me a little bit?"

At this time, his gaze was still full of respect, as if the self who returned from the future to the past must be a well-educated person—at least solving a high school homework is not a problem.

Thankfully it is English.

Due to some unexplainable reasons, she often used them after graduation, so she learned a lot actively or passively.

If Ye Chen asked about mathematics at this time, she might have to talk about other things.

"Is this a question? Fill in the blanks? As long as you can read the article, you can fill it in. What's so difficult about it?"

"The main reason is... I don't understand well."

"For things like English, you still need a larger vocabulary." Seeing that he was a little silent, Wan Qing started to explain again, "It's very simple, look here..."

She was very fortunate that she still had something to teach him.

If you just want to get into a university, it is also a good choice to score in English, at least it will bring you closer to the score line for college.

Even in college.

You must know that the so-called universities that most people in this era study are actually junior colleges.

In many people's perception, university is three years.

In the general perception of people at this time, Missing is a university that only outstanding students can be admitted to.

In the eyes of ordinary people, junior college and undergraduate are not so clear and distinct.

In any case, this kind of serious junior college is much more reliable than the junior college that was studied in the adult night school later.

—That thing is basically a diploma with money.

"You need to improve your English reading. Then you have to memorize all the articles in the textbook and translate them perfectly."

"Forgive me..."

"If you don't want to be at the bottom of society in the future, you'd better start working hard now...a year is not too much time, but at least there is still time, at least you can save something." Wan Qing looked at him very seriously, "I I will study with you, and you are not allowed to give up."

"I'll try my best..." Ye Chen suddenly felt a little afraid of the upcoming senior year.

"Also, don't think too much about it. Even if...the incident of jumping off the building hadn't happened, he would have been fired from the factory. After you graduate from high school, you can only rely on yourself."

"...Yeah." Ye Chen took a deep breath, trying to focus himself.

—even if only for an hour.

If you can do a little bit, do your best.

That alone is enough.

After all, there are not many people in this world who can do their best to learn.

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The setting sun was slowly sinking, and the father who had just woken up was in good spirits. He was wearing a pair of old Jiefang shoes with green sides and yellow soles. Bring home-cooked dinners.

"Should I go back after dinner? I specially made it for you guys."

"Okay... Wan Qing? You can save yourself going back and do it." Ye Chen nodded hastily.

Wan Qing knew that his kid disliked her cooking, but she didn't get angry, she just nodded calmly.

She couldn't say 'Dad' or 'Uncle', so she just said thank you.

When my father was young, he worked at an overnight stall on the side of the road. He was good at cooking, but he was heavy with oil and salt—of course, it was very characteristic of this era.

"Cai Cai?" He called Ye Chen's mother affectionately, and the latter opened his eyes weakly.

"Ok?"

"What's the matter, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"Fortunately."

"She has been like this today?" Father looked at Ye Chen.

"No, you were chatting with us just now."

"It's just half an hour...Suddenly I can't breathe." Mother nodded slightly.

Wan Qing suddenly stood up from the stool, and her voice, who didn't speak much here, suddenly raised her voice: "Hurry up, take her to the operating room!"

"Ugh..." Mother lowered her head, choking out a mouthful of blood from her mouth.

The hesitant father immediately realized the seriousness of the matter.

"Doctor, doctor!" He rushed out of the ward and ran into the corridor, speaking quickly, "My wife is vomiting blood, come here!"

"The patient in bed C in Ward 45?" A man in a white coat rushed over quickly, "It may be a rejection reaction, Xiao Yang, help me notify them to prepare for emergency surgery!"

"understand!"

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Thanks to the reader Yandi who is "like a carnival" for rewarding, and added another chapter, thank you to this reader from "Daughter's Heart", your support is the biggest motivation for me to continue going.