I, the first son, became a woman

Because once she resisted, then everything she wanted to protect.

It will all disappear and cease to exist...

she……

It is impossible to watch the Xia family and their relatives being implicated.

She... absolutely cannot run away knowing the consequences...

The consequences of avoiding it will only get worse.

But... is it really the only way to do this? !

seem……

It seems so.

With a bitter and desolate sneer.

Xia Juan shook his head and closed his eyes.

If I really entered the harem, and then committed suicide...

Can you keep your dignity?

Can you keep your family and parents again?

only...

He bowed his head gloomily.

Xia Juan felt that he had an instinct to escape, a little drowsy and tired all over.

"Juan'er, don't worry. Father won't let you marry Qi Chenlong."

Seeing Xia Juan struggling in every possible way in front of her, she was in great pain.

A trace of loneliness flashed across Xia Yuanpo's eyes, and he finally spoke.

The child Xia Juan has always been so sensible.

She is so smart.

I'm afraid... I have already thought of the consequences if she escapes by herself, commits suicide, and refuses to obey the order...

This child, she must be in great pain now, but she dare not show it and tell anyone.

The fist in his hand was slightly clenched.

Xia Yuanpo looked at the nervous Mrs. Zhou.

Then he looked at Xia Juan beside him who was so expressionless because he was so amazed.

"Juan'er, it's mentioned in the letter from your elder sister."

"She's settled the matter."

"What? Solved?!"

His confused eyes suddenly lit up.

Xia Juan's body trembled, and he raised his head in an instant, staring at Xia Yuanpo with wide eyes.

"Father, you mean..."

"I haven't finished speaking yet."

Shaking his head, Xia Yuanpo sighed again.

"The situation was urgent at that time, and Yan'er knew that Qi Chenlong must not be allowed to speak."

"You are not joking, once Qi Chenlong opens his mouth, there is absolutely no room for redemption."

"So at that time, in a hurry, your eldest sister could only..."

After a pause, Xia Yuanpo turned his gaze away.

"Your eldest sister lied to Qi Chenlong, saying that you are already married."

"And the date of marriage is within one or two months!"

"What... what?!"

For a moment, he was dumbfounded and stunned.

Xia Juan stared at Xia Yuanpo for a long time, then suddenly closed his uncontrollably opened mouth.

"Father...you mean to say..."

"No matter what, I have to..."

"Do I have to get married?!"

Although the complexion eased a little.

But Xia Juan still couldn't be happy, even more depressed and confused.

Own……

Seems like finally don't have to worry about marrying that dying old thing.

but……

But according to Xia Yuanpo.

In other words, no matter what, I must be within a month or two.

Married to... another man? ! !

"Juan'er, this is a helpless move."

Xia Yuanpo pursed his lips, put his hand on Xia Juan's shoulder, and then touched her cheek.

"Father... I understand..."

"I see……"

In a daze, Xia Juan paused and nodded.

She has no turning back.

In the eye sockets, I don't know why some are sore, and some can't open their eyes.

Xia Juan rubbed her eye sockets, and forced herself to smile.

Every time, she is sad, she is in pain, and she is confused.

The instinctive smile seemed to be an uncontrollable reaction of hers.

Under such persecution by Qi Chenlong, she had no other choice at all.

Presumably Xia Feiyan and Xia Yuan broke the idea that even if they marry someone else, they must never marry Qi Chenlong!

Because once married to Qi Chenlong.

Then in this life, no matter what, it is really impossible to escape from his control...

Just... to marry?

get married? !

Why me? !

Do not……

Why did I practice Nine Heavens Xuanming Strength in the first place?

And why break out of the cocoon and be reborn? !

Or……

Why was it me who was assassinated by the assassin?

Why am I the one who turned into a woman?

And why.

The one who exposed the daughter's body, or me? ! !

In my life, do I really want to be played with in the palm of my hand like this, so sad? !

marry...

But who am I going to marry? !

I don't want to marry anyone...

In Xia Juan's consciousness.

She was just a man, a normal man, an ordinary man.

But so far.

But she will be forced to marry another man...

Even a strange, never met man...

This situation, no matter who it is, is destined to be unable to accept it for a while, and even lose its mind!

This kind of loss of dignity seems to have suffered the pain of great shame and humiliation.

Enough to drive a person crazy!

But Xia Juan didn't.

Neither will she.

What she is best at is disguising and covering up.

The slightly red eye sockets trembled a few times.

Xia Juan raised his head, glanced around in a panic as if shocked by electricity, not daring to face his parents directly.

"Juan'er, you..."

Mrs. Zhou who always talks and laughs.

At this moment, he also understands what this means to Xia Juan.

this kid...

She wasn't ready at all, not even the slightest bit ready to accept it.

But now, being forced to do nothing, she can only...

He stretched out his hand, just about to persuade Xia Juan.

But all of a sudden, Xia Yuanpo stretched out his hand and grabbed Mrs. Zhou's outstretched arm.

"master……?"

Mrs. Zhou raised her head and glanced at Xia Yuanpo suspiciously.

"lady……"

Xia Yuanpo turned around and watched Xia Juan walk towards his room in dismay step by step.

The desolate and powerless back is unbearable and distressing.

Xia Yuanpo swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

He also knew that there was no other way to do this.

"There are still two months..."

"Just for now, let Juan'er be alone."

Chapter 583 I have to decide for myself!

In the dim vision, Xia Juan sat quietly on the bed alone, staring blankly at the nothingness in front of him.

There was only a blank in her mind at this moment.

Xia Juan didn't know what he was thinking.

She just kept looking at the darkness in front of her, continuously condensing, then dispersing, and then condensing again.